life in TP.. (write-up)

Honestly, if someone asked me what I have gained throughout my 3 years of studying in TP. My answer to them is that, not only have I obtained my diploma, I have also gained valuable friendship along the way.



Participating in activities like the TP Open house 2009 and Orientation Leaders Training Camp (OLTC) 2009, has also widen my social circle and also equipped me with essential knowledge on leadership skills.

Life has not been the same since I have stepped into FBI, from the fun gaming and sing-a-long sessions, to the eating cum movie outings and not to neglect the rushing to meet the project deadlines and the overnight stays at friend’s house to “Chiong for our project” (Give it a best shot). Although, things have not been the same as before, I would not forget the precious moments that I spent with different groups of individuals.

Our class has also participated in meaningful charity work such as the Community service for the Hospice Care and FLAG day for the Down syndrome. I still remember the pathetic CCN day, where the sales of our kacang puteh, has been very low compared to the neighbouring classes. With a few of us, plus our highlight for our booth, Yuan Hong, our magician, we managed to achieve a small profit margin. Thanks to him, we have the director to come over to our booth to watch his magic tricks and the other staff to purchase our food.

However, this journey has not been smooth sailing. With quarrels and misunderstanding, relationship and friendship problems happened around me. It has not been easy for me to complete my curriculum and at the same time counsel and motivates my friends (and even myself) to overcome the circumstances opposing us.

I would also like to take this opportunity to thank our FBI Teaching Team, I know we, this batch of FBI students, have been giving all of you a lot of problems and headaches, but well, at least all of us have made it upon graduation, Thank You so much for your patience and care.

Life in TP is just like a roller coaster ride, filled with ups and downs, thrills and excitement. I will not forget the yummy western food at Design and Mensa 2 Canteens. Lastly, I would like it end here by a quote: Nothing is Impossible.

Chee Meng, C184

hehez.. exactly 400 words..

Venting his angry and disappointment out...

pasting my frustration over just now kranji tour outing, this conversation was done with my fren Sx...:)

well, I was expected that to happen. and yet it happens. Thank God it rains, it not, i dunno how am i able to survive the farm tours for the entire day...:)

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:07:21)
i mean when they want to sell this "kranji express tour" thingy.

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:07:52)
but they expect the visitors to wait 1 and 1/2 hours for the next bus to come to
their current location to fetch them to another..

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:08:04)
this is just insane loh

Shu Xian. says: (AM 01:08:29)
wa

Shu Xian. says: (AM 01:08:32)
1 and 1/2 hrs

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:11:42)
yaloh.

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:12:00)
i dun think i will spend 1 n 1/2 hr in a single farm..

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:12:04)
dairy farm..

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:12:23)
u can't be watching the goat for the whole duration mah

Shu Xian. says: (AM 01:12:27)
haha

Shu Xian. says: (AM 01:12:29)
yea lor

Shu Xian. says: (AM 01:12:32)
those ur frens arh?
Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:12:53)
the worst thing is the nearest farm to you is not within the walking distance

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:13:04)
then, who will go.. during weekdays...

Shu Xian. says: (AM 01:13:12)
u lor (True, true...lol)

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:13:16)
my frens ah.. no lah. we plan in such a way..

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:13:32)
we go to the farms near sungei bugloh.

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:13:59)
cause these farms near there at somehow opposite each other only. so at least can walk over lah.

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:15:17)
the bus driver drives us around.. as it gets deeper and deeper, my mind was like, no way, i am going to alight here and be isolated...

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:15:36)
so in the end, we make a smart move loh.

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:15:56)
but the farms.. really nth much to see lah. some fishes in the fish tank..

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:16:10)
the vege farm. some vege in the vege fields..

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:16:17)
that's it liao

Shu Xian. says: (AM 01:20:30)
waaaaaa

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:20:45)
haha.. i complained alot right...

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:20:49)
haven't finished

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:20:50)
haha

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:20:54)
finish*

Shu Xian. says: (AM 01:21:00)
!!

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:21:08)
then we go sungei bugloh

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:21:32)
wah. thought can see the birds..

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:21:50)
but in the end of the 1 hour trail... of walking

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:22:14)
wat we saw is only branches and more branches

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:22:32)
then what we fed were by the mostiqutios..
Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:22:44)
each of us got a fair share of mostiqutios bite..

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:22:50)
i got the least.. = 7
Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:23:00)
my fren got the most = 20++ ..

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:23:42)
somemore we thought we walked the entire trail. end up it is renovating their site in the middle..

Shu Xian. says: (AM 01:23:56)
bitd cnt la
Shu Xian. says: (AM 01:24:02)
birds*

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:24:47)
we end up walking back. i mean, can't they pull out some notices saying that are road blocks in the middle at the start of the trails? so, like that we dun need to walk that big round..

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:24:50)
hai..

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:24:59)
it's okay. i am not going back there anymore

Shu Xian. says: (AM 01:25:07)
waaaaa
Shu Xian. says: (AM 01:25:29)
okok


well, that's it man, i dun think i will ever going back in near future date. this is so much LESS fun than Sentosa.. :(

SICK... on my way to recovery...

hmm..it's me again. haha..

just finished my medicine not long ago.
it's my 2nd day at home. staying at home is boring actually.

but it really improve my health condition.. at least now my fever subsides liao. so scary ytd night when i seen the thermometer 38.1 degrees c..

ytd, i told myself, i can't go out. i must be at home to rest. i thought drink enough water + nap nap, rest well will stop me from falling ill.. but end up ytd evening still got fever.. and that consider quite high loh. i thanked God for providing me with enough subconscious to assist my gran to get the ice & towel for my forehead.

i was so relieved this actually happen before my grad vacation, if not it will be worse. vic told me genting's clinic was difficult to find and the medical bills are super ex..

thank God again..

after my first intake of med, my fever jiu subsides le, everytime it's like that de. just the difficult part is my throat and flu.. they keep pestering me.. haha..

now i still need to keep them in good condition. tuesday going kranji fram.. i muz make precaution. Bring the following with me:

• take mini fan
• take cap
• take 3 bottles of waters
• take towel
• prepare sandwiches (cheese!! :)

then bring enough non-heaty biscuits with me to share the rest. haha.. tue farm visit will be great:)


ps: I was so shocked that i LOST 1 KG again.. from 76.5kg (2 months back when i sick) till now 75.3kg... wah seh, 1.2kg lost... wat happen to me.. haha.. keep losing weight sia..

...

Guitar practise song No.1: 張傑【我不聽】

it's Guitar practice song no.1 :) woohoo.. this friday mar 19, i am going to practice on this song.. let's pray that i am able to complete the song before i leave SG on mar 28 :)
...張傑【我不聽】

午夜裡散场的电影
剩下你笑容在播映
你说你也该回去
我不听 我不听

开个玩笑那是蔡依林的歌
我只是偶尔也想孩子气
你 却都不理

说一声Baby Baby 我爱上了你
用全部的力气 让你能感应
你却只留下一句 I'm leaving

**我不听 了 我不听了
為什麼你总让人不开心
连一个非常简单的回应
比得到世界还不容易
我不听了 我不听了
反正你往往比我更 不想听
其实我只是想要你 注意

看时间一分一秒的过去
我们两个斗嘴还是很甜蜜
我就是喜欢背著你
说一声Baby Baby 我爱上了你
用全部的力气 让你能感应
你却只留下一句 I'm leaving

** 我不听了 我不听了
為什麼你总让 人不开心
连一个非常简单的回应
比得到世界还不容易
我不听了 我不听了
反正你往往比我更不想听
其实我只是想要你 注意

** 我不听了 我不听了
為什麼你总让人不开心
连一个非常简单的回应
比得到世界还不容易
我不听了 我不听了
反 正你往往比我更不想听
其实我只是想要你 注意

it's really a super nice song. very catchy and also rhythm-atic, hehes..:0

this is IT!

okay, it sux..

i know it, and i knew it secretly down my heart.. my grade can't jump from 2.5 to 3.1...

now, i am really having doubt with the verse, "nothing is impossible". is everything really possible?

i am going for the SAT test in the near future.. hopefully i will start studying it in April while i give out tution/relief teaching assignment to earn an income for myself.

Going forward, i still believe there is a slim chance for me to go to SMU.
pray for me okay? i am applying next year with my excellent SAT results.

as for SIM, i am already set out my mind into which degree to take up already.
all the best for me.

ps: chEEmEng is ready upset over his mum in insisting himself going to a local uni even his LOW results can't get into.. argh.. pissing off at himself..

it just boils down to the module that i have failed, it pulled down my whole entire CGPA.. even though how i tried to pull those grades up.. bit by bit. it's still only..2.59..

relieved!

see lah.. think think too much already..

always like that de...

but afterall. well.. it's has be a good choice.. at least i am able to take the opportunity to counsel someone.. haha..

it's really amazing how i can be so diplomatic to counsel someone but yet keep myself from emo.. (at least dun think of those)...

tml will be a trip down to memory lane..
i will take lots lots lots of photos using my hp..

will reach school probably 9.45am.. then go classroom cooridoor to see see first.. take some pictures and stop there a while to think of my past.. and those memories.. then i will write down on my notebook.. and post it up next week..:)

hehez.. tml going to see XIAO GUI loh!! DAM happy sia..
finally! HUANG HONG SHENG is coming to SG..

and i am going there to approach him to sign his album and have a FIRM handshake with him.. super duper excited!! :)

i hate...

questions questions... there are so much questions i wanted to ask...

ask them and ask myself..

am i plain naive or is it i am too sensitive over the minor issue..

i really hate it..
hate myself for been so timid..
hate myself for been so sensitive
hate myself for not be able to voice out..

THIS IS IT, Man...

a small issue is been manigified by our dear chee meng..
after all it's just a M.. i shall not dwell any further..

thinking of it make my heart sinks..
thinking too much of it makes myself emo...

listening to 楊丞琳's「雨愛」...

shall i blame myself?
this is getting out of hand..
i can't even control myself..

this is really too much for me..
guess i can't really accomodate everyone and make everyone happy bah..

a promise that is half-broken.
a heart that is on the verge of breaking..
a boy that is running around searching for his shelter.. a friend that knows him inside out.. and he also know him inside out..

it's difficult, i know.

ps: someone pls pray for him to get over this silly issue, or else, the trip, i dun he will be able to enjoy much. thanks.

overwhelm with confusion...

those who understand me, will eventually understand me.
those friendship can last, will last over time.

in this very moment, it's a test of friendship.

hopefully is i think too much le bah. but i just think this combination is kinda of fragile.. shall let this overseas trip test the foundation of our friendship. hope it lasts....but not fades away like others...