lawcm

the arrival of my nephew

2011-05-15T20:39:00.004+08:00

Hi every1, i have lost track and MIA for quite some time already, just want to take this time to update the viewers (if there is any) about my recent movement...

well, this evening, i just managed to skype with my elder sister in England, woohoo... finally saw my nephew... he is SOSSOSOSOOSO cute!... haha.. what a HAPPY uncle i am.

my heart melted when i seen him.. hehez.. the whole family was having a great laugh, when they see him over skype... every1 was happy... that is my family. although we rarely communicate, and yet we have a common goal, that is to live happily and healthy as a whole.

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few weeks back i went for wanying and yuanhong's birthday parties, wow, 21st birthday.. can say that i have enjoyed myself, food was great, the place was great..

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On the elections, well, MM Lee and Goh are leaving the Cabinet, i will miss MM Goh.. OHH... i respected him.. well.. Even Mr George Yeo... hai... it's ok... may he pursue his dreams once again..

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In the month of March-April, i went for a Maintenance Course on vehicles, very enriching, went back Sembawang camp, seen alot of Sergent, the memories of the BMT days flashed back in my brain... every part of the camp led me to some memories, whether they are sweet or sour...

overall, I should say that I have learnt alot in terms of Vehicle maintenance.. thank Encik for sending me to course. I also managed to make a couple of friends there, Jun Fei and Guangming, we really talked lot loh.. haha.. both of them live in Hougang, haha.. one is 23 another is 21 years old. haha.. gotten their numbers, hope we can stay in touch:)

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After which, I went back SBAB for Up-Categorization In-base Assessment, managed to pull through.. stressed.. Encik was giving lots of stress and pressure, but well.. I have managed to promote to a driver who does not need a vehicle commander. wooo... the feeling is quite shiok lah.. a sense of freedom and achievement.. haha.. next target will be the 3000 milege bonus: $150... :)

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I should say that my army life is so unpredictable, in mid Apr, i was asked to perform with Cho on the Civil Resource exercise, went back PLAB, my slackest days in my NSF life, memories and thoughts recalled in my mind...

it was a similar thing like my last year MOM Job, is it like a personal visit, but this time is to the civilian companies. Going to the by ways and the highways, have my first bike experience, and to plan my time wisely so that i can complete the project on time. The schedule is very flexible, thank Sir for his drive and his kindness for giving us the flexibility to complete the project with our management. Thank God for favour of Men... and journey mercy too. At first, i thought to myself, can i managed this... but through it all, it has proven, once again.

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After that, I was asked to perform the IC Duty, whole day in the base, waiting for incident to happen, watched the tv from 8am to 11pm... super boring, but rewarding in a way, it is like taking some time off, and relax at the sofa, doing which ever thing you want, and spent the entire day resting. It is very slack experience, the ppl in Mech Centre are super friendly, same goes to Hanger 97 too, got free food blessings from them, happy:)

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And for the most recent one, I was posted to the FSS, as the driver for them, worked there for three days already, very clear-cut working hours, no need to work OT, no Fall in, Fall out, Debrief.. all those... :)

the whole team was trying to make me feel welcome, from the small talks to the locker and free dinner from OC.. thank God for favour...:)

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basically above are some my key highlights for the couple months that have just passed:)

紀佳松 - 金魚的眼淚

2011-04-17T23:24:00.003+08:00

金魚的眼淚

詞：李念和曲：紀佳松

沒有感覺就像不曾發生過
沒有記憶若忘記算什麼
隔著玻璃看著天空
等待水面灑落溫飽的奢求但愛呢

沒有所謂的我們就像直線交錯
再多的花朵擁抱時的感動
瞬間都消失無蹤時間不如放肆蹉跎
世界想起遺忘重複三秒鐘愛從不是愛

或許放棄想念沒那麼快

金魚的眼淚流乾沒人看得穿
談什麼遺憾
當金魚的眼淚飄散
困在這循環到不了大海
都是我活該
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沒有所謂的我們就像直線交錯
再多的花朵擁抱時的感動
瞬間都消失無蹤時間不如放肆蹉跎
世界想起遺忘重複三秒鐘愛從不是愛

或許放棄想念沒那麼快

金魚的眼淚流乾沒人看得穿
談什麼遺憾
當金魚的眼淚飄散
困在這循環到不了大海
都是我活該

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若氧氣已用完我掙扎的痛苦不安都早已與你無關
絕望卻閉不上眼眼睜睜悲劇上演無力抗拒卻已不能重來

What if I just GONE AWAY
沒人看得穿
談什麼遺憾
當金魚的眼淚飄散
困在這循環到不了大海
都是我活該

沒人看得穿
談什麼遺憾
當金魚的眼淚飄散
困在這循環到不了大海
都是我活該
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The eyes of the goldfish is very small.. very difficult to notice.. even if it is crying.. it will be very difficult to tell..

same goes to me.. you won't be seeing me crying...since my tears are all dried, i dun think i need to cry..it will just run down in my heart...

i like the phrase, "What if I just GONE AWAY, 沒人看得穿, 談什麼遺憾 "...
what if i just gone away, will anyone notice? will anyone cares?.. i doubt so...

and this phrase too.. "或許放棄想念沒那麼快" .. maybe the thought of giving up on missing you isn't that fast that i imagine..

金魚的眼淚, 我此刻的心情...

周湯豪罵醒我 MV

2011-03-29T19:59:00.000+08:00

周湯豪 - 罵醒我

作詞：姚若龍
作曲：陳穎見 @ 口袋音樂

有的時候很想玩
有的時候只想和你作伴
心情不停不停地旋轉 Oh yeah~
就算發了脾氣嫌你煩
也愿意為你接受任何挑戰
要你笑得最燦爛~

恨別人管我又愛有人等我
嘴里喊著想自由又渴望你抱我
每次看你難過不管我道歉沒有
心還是會刺痛 Oh~

Babe 能不能抓住我
當我的心被搞亂了
當我又笨得要逃走 Oh~
Babe 從背後抓住我
當我的沖動又犯了
當驕傲把我變討厭了
狠狠罵醒我yeah~
不要放棄我yeah~

有的時候很簡單
有的時候溝通那麼的難
就有沖動調頭不聽也不看~
就算爭吵的話多難堪
最後還是鼻酸又抱成一團
就怕愛變遺憾~

Babe 能不能抓住我
當我的心被搞亂了
當我又笨得要逃走 Oh~
Babe 從背後抓住我
當我的沖動又犯了
當驕傲把我變討厭了
狠狠罵醒我

有時候真的覺得你比我懂我
不習慣被赤裸地看透
所以才會像個刺蝟激烈反駁

對不起常害你迷惑
對不起又讓你淚流
我不懂我在做什麼

你的愛我都曉得

Oh~ Babe 能不能抓住我
當我的心被搞亂了
當我又笨得要逃走 Oh~
Babe 從背後抓住我
當我的沖動又犯了
當驕傲把我變討厭了
狠狠罵醒我yeah~
不要放棄我yeah~
狠狠罵醒我yeah~
不要放棄我yeah~
狠狠罵醒我yeah~
不要放棄我yeah~

倪安東 Anthony - 缠斗

2011-03-21T00:27:00.000+08:00

眉頭又瞬間鎖有冷箭快閃躲猜用意再計算後果選擇攻還是守關懷不能當控制的藉口小改變我配合大改造別鬧了

愛情像石頭會摩擦起火熱的爭吵冰冷的互動暖和的相擁唇槍舌劍的快樂來回纏鬥~~~ 路人一眼就罵我不快走別人看妳一眼妳馬上笑了不聽妳的就怪我太自我當妳不聽我的又理由很多

愛情像石頭會摩擦起火熱的爭吵冰冷的互動暖和的相擁來回纏鬥妳蒙面展開搜索 (若無其事微笑逼問口供) 派耳目一路跟蹤 (誰動作像蝴蝶誰講話太像蜜蜂)

Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba

愛情的戰火引爆的溫柔來回纏鬥很頭痛卻不放手愛情像石頭會摩擦起火熱的爭吵冰冷的互動暖和的相擁來回纏鬥

愛情像石頭會摩擦起火熱的爭吵冰冷的互動暖和的相擁來回纏鬥妳蒙面展開搜索 (若無其事微笑逼問口供) 派耳目一路跟蹤 (誰動作像蝴蝶誰講話太像蜜蜂)

a new challenge coming up...

2011-03-14T21:27:00.002+08:00

Status: is only when you are about to leave, then you will realize actually that's what you longed for, that's what you have going through everyday motionlessly and without feeling that...

that is your comfort zone, your shelter. where your friends are, the bonding and chemistry is somehow amazing...

tml will be a new chapter for me... Mset, i... am going to counter and conquer you...!

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Tml... Mset course... yes, a new beginning of my NS life, 2 weeks, 14 days alone with no one i know, i have learn about maintenance and about the vehicle parts...

well, this might be actually my short getaway from the MT line...

away from all those driving.
it's just like taking a break from the busy schedule.

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Actually i am quite proud of myself that, actually i can gotten my confidence back in driving landover, i still rmb, (everytime i drove --> my instructor in KBC will say "Law, have you forgotten how good you drive your landover, can you do this to the 3-Ton as well!"..

that's when i told myself, if the PAST ME, can do it, why the Present ME cannot do it.

that's the wake up call for me.

Really thank God for placing Mr Alan Neo into my life, teaching and refreshing me the procedure of landover, it's just like a human who lose his memory, and he is being taught, step by step how to operate the vehicle. and it's through that i regain my confidence, thank you Mr Neo.

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God, thank you for posting me back to this camp, yes, i admit i had pyschological barrier in driving vehicles again, and it's You, who allow this to happen again, it's you who allow me to regain the confidence to drive again.. thank you.

[HQ MV] 南拳媽媽 Nan Quan Mama - 河流·午後·我經過

2011-02-26T13:28:00.000+08:00

南拳妈妈 - 河流·午后·我经过

一定有承诺发生在日落
牵某人的手从沙滩走过
写下了永远之类的等候
这像极了我们想要的生活

白色的篱笆悠闲的理由
喜欢漆着橄榄绿的窗口
而这些等于幸福的感受
像我们完全没负担的小时候

黏牙的微甜的透明的
我怀念着如糖果般浓郁的快乐
成真了

我的梦开始收获河流午后我经过
阳光此刻已熟透有着饱满的温柔

某种悠闲的气候河流午后我经过
空气味道很独特我与幸福手牵手

在河堤什么我们都不做
躺在草地上看着天空色
猜云的形状看来像什么
我们一边骑脚踏车一边唱歌

黏牙的微甜的透明的
我怀念着如糖果般浓郁的快乐
成真了

我的梦开始收获河流午后我经过
阳光此刻已熟透有着饱满的温柔

某种悠闲的气候河流午后我经过
空气味道很独特我与幸福手牵手

我的梦开始收获河流午后我经过
跟微风擦身而过我微笑从不上锁

某种悠闲的气候河流午后我经过
像诗人般的接受没有规则的快乐

this song really lift up my mood for this week...
was quite affected by my work,
but well,
it's weekend, and i am going to enjoy it,
do whatever i want. :)

Officially disarmed himself from the role of an IC

2011-01-18T20:10:00.004+08:00

re-course, re-post.. that's maybe is my life.. after so many rounds of pushing around..

can i settle down at my upcoming posting?

will the posting be the last?

can he cope with the driving course?

will i be able to study part time?

can he make it to study officially?

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questions and more questions...
uncertainty and more uncertainty...

this is getting to no where...
the only thing i should and must do is to pray...

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Bye whiskey team,
2 months of cooperation, 1.5 months of teamwork, 2 months of slackness, 2 months of monopoly deals and other random games... pulled the ten of us together into one solid strong team.

and now, it's time to good bye to everyone.. to my 2nd Ic, Joel, "thanks for being there for me when i needed you the most"

and to the rest of my teammates, " thanks for making my 1.5 month of NS, an enjoyable and fulfilling one. All the best to your new posting, definitely we will catch up and meet up soon. JIA YOU! :)"

The team has made me proud, i felt so comfortable mingling around. Even though i will give myself ultimate stress, but each of them will provide me with their best strengths in terms of their capabilities.

I will also like to take this chance to thank the instructors in RRR, "thank you for giving me this chance to realize my potential in leadership, i will miss you, Instructor Zervyn and Oilver."

2 months of leadership, I can say that I have become more initiated to do things, I have to, and I need to. It hasn't been easy since not every time the whole team will be cooperating, but well, there are still a bunch of them to help me... It hasn't been a bed of roses for me, but I am proud of myself that I have overcome the obstacles and true enough, I have rose up to another level of my self-esteem and self-confidence. Thank God for that.

And last but not least, to my buddies, Zhengyu and Khong.

To Zhengyu, "Thanks for chatting with me when i felt totally bored, I have known you better since last time in STC, next time let's meet to eat steaks and buffet together, ok?".

To Khong, "Thanks for entertaining me when I felt lonely and bored, it has been a long while since we have been pulled together since the last phase of SOT... thanks for the accompaniment.. with you, i felt the sense of security, thanks Khong."

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Finally, it's me again, well.. life still move on.. i thought the farewell for Adnan and Yihui will be awful already and right now... i got to say bye to Zhengyu, Khong, Joel and the rest...

I will move on...
I will be strong...

God, strengthen me before I collapse okay?
I have count on you...and I will be always counting on you.

蕭閎仁 - 太自由

2011-01-18T20:03:00.003+08:00

作詞:呂志傑
作曲:蕭閎仁

勇敢的背後是懦弱
狂歡了以後是落寞
愛情的結局是什麼
爭吵的藉口那麼多
逃避到最後無處躲
我們不應該再沉默

學會太多說法愈是逞強愈無法堅強
對於愛的想像蒙上灰了不再奢望

太自由我們都太自由
不是想取暖想占有就能夠騙彼此說
爭吵都過去了
不自由我們都不自由
為何時間都靜止了我卻仍懷念著你
那背叛的溫柔

爭吵的藉口那麼多
逃避到最後無處躲
我們不應該再沉默

別對自己說謊愈是假裝就愈是受傷
妳在愛中逃亡卻走失了我好害怕

太自由我們都太自由
不是想取暖想占有就能夠騙彼此說
爭吵都過去了
不自由我們都不自由
為何時間都靜止了我卻仍懷念著你
背叛的溫柔

到世界盡頭別再打聽我的下落
就算在妳心中只剩一片荒漠
不後悔愛過痛過

太自由我們都太自由
不是想取暖想占有就能夠騙彼此說
爭吵都過去了
不自由我們都不自由
為何時間都靜止了我卻仍懷念著你
那背叛的溫柔

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too much freedom?
too little freedom?
Doubtful!
Helpless!

Lost in Translation...
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Re-wishlist for My 21st B'day:)

2011-01-17T01:16:00.004+08:00

For those who are still sourcing out for my presents.. here you go..
this is the edited version already, previously I have removed those kind of far-fetched items:

Less than $100

Pullover / cardigan (Black + checkered/plain)
I-Touch protection casing (Smooth-skin - Black)
I-Touch protection cover (very cheap only - get durable one)

More than $150

Topman / Zara Jacket (Black / Grey)

Ralph Lauren polo tee

Sennheiser Wireless headphone set (noise-proof) (orange / black)

ps: As for technical presents: you can also give me some Epicentre vouchers if you can't decide on what to give me.. $50/ $100 vouchers will be great:)
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Do call me if you need help in any...

Pls let me know what gifts are you getting for me and i will strike off those items from the above list, following are the strike-off items:

I-Touch
Crumpler Bag
Levis vouchers
Body shop Toner and Moisturizer
Boxer

a memorable family - birthday celebration

2011-01-09T23:21:00.003+08:00

tonight i blushed the most in my whole life, in front of my entire family and my external circle of parents' friends.. i invited my dear to the celebration.

this b'day celebration is really a memorable one. haha.. i am glad this was organized. and i am glad that i didn't invite all my friends to my house.. cause there' re really no rooms to accommodate so big groups of ppl..

apart from the 4 digits worth of financial blessings that i wanted to thank God for. this 21st year i have set 3 wishes for myself already.

1) Study hard and perform well in my private degree course
2) Blessed that my family and myself to be healthy and good.
3) my relationship with dear to be sustainable

yup, that's about it. haha.

can't wait for my other celebrations with my friends...
with Glisten inc, Cellgroup, Poly Clique, Hari and Sayhaow, Zy, Sx and Lz.. woohoo.. more blessings are coming to my way. Thank God in advance for that..:)

WISHLIST for 21st Birthday on 12 Jan

2010-12-17T00:32:00.009+08:00

It's my Big Day! Woohoo~~ 21 years old is coming.. prezzie prezzie.. i want lots of prezzie.. following are my wish list..

Between $50 - $150

Levis voucher (at least $50, $100 will be great)
Body shop Toner and Moisturizer (oily skin, abit sensitive)
Stainless steel / white-plated bracelets (with engraving)

Pullover (Black, checkered or without)
Checkered shirts
Wireless headphone set (sound-proof) (orange / black)

More than $150

Black Leather-skin Good quality haversack (can last at least 2 years)

Levis Denim Jacket

Levis Jacket - Dark Summit (US $79.50)

Topman / Zara Jacket (Black / Grey)

Timberland Boots (Brown)

Timberland Boots : Difficult to buy for me, guess will source out myself.

Ralph lauren polo tee

Polo Big Pony shirt: Custom- Fit or Slim- Fit also can. (US $95)

Mountain fold-able bike

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Pls let me know what gifts are you getting for me and i will strike off those items from the above list, following are the strike-off items.

I-Touch
Orange Crumpler Bag

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RTU loh! :)

2010-11-25T22:02:00.002+08:00

Wow, finally finished my driving course already. took around 3 months to finish. looking back, i really thank God for his grace and mercy on me.. plus protection too..

from accident, to vehicle breakdown on the road and off road, to mirrors cracking for 2 times.. it's really give me a sense of reality on the road and really warned me to be extremely cautious about the consequences to face when these scenarios happened.

Defensive driving.. that is what i should uphold.

from the fear to drive in Lover to now, driving smoothly with different types of vehicles.. i can say that i am quite proud of myself:)..

i will miss my drivers friends especially Yihui, Adnan, Wei Shen, Wen De and Sufyan:)..

JIA YOU,

I can accomplish all the things through Christ who strengthens me.:)

石康鈞_無助 , helpless...

2010-10-10T13:02:00.005+08:00

想哭想吐只能把不平忍住
好无助有点愤怒擦擦眼睛看清楚

是我疏忽还是顽固
但是我觉得好无辜

我只能哭我只能吐
把所有灰色都放逐

一切的是非都不在乎
不要躲在被窝里偷哭
我不屈服我不认输
挣脱了所有无畏束缚
所有的灰色地带都是必经之路
我很无助

是我疏忽还是糊涂
有时关心是种包袱

我只能哭我只能吐
把过度关心都放逐

一切的是非都不在乎
不要躲在被窝里痛哭
我不屈服我不认输
挣脱了所有无畏束缚
所有的灰色地带都是必经之路
我很无助

其实我只需要你们祝福
我就心满意足

跌跌撞撞是无法避免的
请给我点空间这是我的路

一切的是非都不在乎
不要躲在被窝里痛哭
我不屈服我不认输
挣脱了所有无畏束缚
所有的灰色地带都是必经之路
我很无助很无助

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10 0ctober 2010, 101010

the 1st Private night where i will be staying my new bunk, everything will start refresh again, learning 3ton and stuff.. let's hope that everything will be on track. HSP test... more is yet to come.

seriously i am nt prepared to continue driving. i just dun feel driving. i dunno y.. it's like someone forced you to eat raw onions like that..

shall leave everything to God. i am going 1 step at the time to learn as much as i can. let's hope to hear my good news in the near future...:)

Veri nice - super junIor - no other C:))

2010-09-26T01:27:00.008+08:00

There is no others like you.. life revolving around you makes my life feel more at ease and with comfort. can't imagine how is like without you. NO OTHER can be like you. The unique one is only you.

Translation

There’s no one like you (No Other)

There’s no one like you, even if I look around it’s just like that, where else to look for?
A good person like you, a good person like you, with a good heart like you, a gift as great as you
How lucky that I’m the person who will try his hard to protect you, where else to look for?
A happy guy like me, a happy guy like me, the guy with the happiest smile like me

Your two warm hands gets cold when I’m cold
Your heart that used to be strong becomes sensitive when I’m hurt
Take my hands silently, hold me silently, I’m only wishing for such little comforts
You don’t know my heart that wanted to do more just for you

Call out my heart, free my soul
It always felt like the first time, these remaining days are more than the time that I came to love you

When my greedy heart gradually search to other directions
When my mind can’t handle whenever my greed grow even more
I know all those reasons that clearly says that you’re here, it’s the only one
I’m always thankful. I could do better as you do

Call out my heart, free my soul
It always felt like the first time, these remaining days are more than the time that I came to love you

You know, I’m a little bit shy sometimes, you don’t know but you’re burning like the sun, please understand my feelings
Even those girls that appears on TV shows are sparkling, you’re always be the one in my eyes (I’m going crazy crazy Baby)
Hearing you tell me that you love me, I have everything in this world, You & I, You’re so fine, is there someone like you?
I love you Oh, please know it, to me there’s only you, that I stupidly see you as my everything

We arrived on the same road, we’re just the same, how surprising, how grateful, it’s love

Romanized

Neo gateun saram tto eopseo (No Other)

[YS] Neo gateun saram tto eopseo juwireul dureobwado geujeo georeohdeongeol eodiseo channi
[KH] Neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun ma eum neo gatchi joheun seonmul
[YS] Neomu dahaeng iya aesseo neorel jikyeojul geu sarami baro naraseo eodiseo channi
[KH] Na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi unneun geureon choegoro haengbokhan nom

[RW] Neoui ttatteuthan geu soni chagapge, chagapge shikeo isseul ttae
Neoui ganghaetdeon geu ma eumi nal karopge sangcheo badasseul ttae
[DH] Naega jaba julge anajulge salmyeoshi, geugeoseuro jakeun iroman dwendamyeon johgesseo
Eonjena deo maneun geol haejugo shipeun nae mam neon da mollado dwae

[KH] Gaseumi sorichyeo marhae jayuro-un nae yeonghon
Eonjena cheo-eumui imaeum euro neoreul saranghae georeo watdeon shiganboda nameun nari deo manha

[KH/ZM?] Neo gateun saram tto eopseo juwireul dureobwado geujeo georeohdeongeol eodiseo channi
[KH/SM] Neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun ma eum neo gatchi joheun seonmul
[EH] Neomu dahaeng iya aesseo neorel jikyeojul geu sarami baro naraseo eodiseo channi
[KH/EH] Na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi unneun geureon choegoro haengbokhan nom

[SW] Naui ganan haetdeon maeumi nunbushige jeomjeom byeonhaegal ttae
Jakeun yokshimdeuri deoneun neomchiji anhge nae mamui geureut keojyeogalttae
[SM] Argo isseo geu modeun iyuneun bunmyeonghi nega isseo ju-eotdaneun geot geu, geot ttak hana ppun
Eonjena gamsahae. Naega mankeum geuri jalhal su iggenni yeah

[LT] Gaseumi sorichyeo marhae jayuro-un nae yeonghon
Eonjena cheo-eumui imaeum euro neoreul saranghae georeo watdeon shiganboda nameun nari deo manha

[RW/YS] Neo gateun saram tto eopseo juwireul dureobwado geujeo georeohdeongeol eodiseo channi
[RW/KH] Neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun ma eum neo gatchi joheun seonmul
[HC/SM] Neomu dahaeng iya aesseo neorel jikyeojul geu sarami baro naraseo eodiseo channi
[KH] Na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi unneun geureon choegoro haengbokhan nom

[EH] Itjanha jogeum aju jogeum na sujupjiman neon molla sokeun taeyangboda tteugeoweo nae mam jom arajweo
TV show-e na oneun Girl deureun mudae-eseo bichi nandedo neon eonjena nunbushyeo ([SD] Naega michyeo michyeo Baby)
Saranghandan neoui mare sesangeuk da gajin nan You & I, You’re so fine neo gateun saram isseulkka
[SD] Saranghae oh, negeneun ojik neoppun iran geol babo gateun na-egeneun ([with RW/EH]) jeonburaneungeol arajweo

[KH] Gateun gireul georeo wasseo urin seoro dalpagago itjanha nolla-ul ppuniya goma-ul ppuniya saranghal ppuniya

[ALL] Neo gateun saram tto eopseo juwireul dureobwado geujeo georeohdeongeol eodiseo channi
Neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun ma eum neo gatchi joheun seonmul
Neomu dahaeng iya aesseo neorel jikyeojul geu sarami baro naraseo eodiseo channi
Na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi unneun geureon choegoro haengbokhan nom

Credits from: http://dateforsuju.wordpress.com/2010/06/26/lyrics-super-junior-no-other-kor-rom-eng/

end of BMTC

2010-08-28T00:56:00.002+08:00

post no.299...

it's getting to the end of August.. it's the end of my Tekong days..
4 weeks of BMTC training has passed.. at a blink of an eye..
just like how the MOM Temp Surveyor job.. this is fast.. and yet memorable..

dunno why, tonight i felt abit lonely, just like a person who needs someone to talk, but he thinks that no one really cares about him. or should i say, it's when u noe that's someone who cares about u, just that u dun really want to share those to them..

that's the main pt..

eyes closing.. woke up in the early morning at 4am this morning.. it's almost 21 hours.. i guess i better slp now.. mixing up all my bio clock already..

good night everyone.. :)

Pull and Bear!! :) my summer Shopping desires~~~

2010-07-01T02:16:00.001+08:00

Pull and Bear!! :) my summer Shopping desires~~~ promo

唐禹哲 D一秒－灰色河堤 (Emo Song releasing again..~~ )

2010-06-28T02:49:00.011+08:00

Recently, dunno why... keep thinking and staring out the blank..
maybe it's becoz of her.. soon.. the days are drawing near and every week.. new songs coming out.. driving me to the walls.. the lyrics just pierced thru my heart..
Oh Gosh! why must did this to me..

短暂的恋情, 是回忆, 还是幸福?

i like the narration in the MV after 4:14... :)

唐禹哲 D一秒－灰色河堤
凌晨两点一个人的咖啡店
想念曾经不安分的情绪
独自走在灰色河堤你来不及带我去的场景
想着你说过要一起看夜景
车窗上的雾气旋律香水无法散去
想挽回的话语勇气还是藏进心里
无法给你那种感觉回到朋友关系
屋子里的空寂宁谧放在我的心底
遗留在记忆里
凌晨两点一个人的咖啡店
想念曾经不安分的情绪
独自走在灰色河堤你来不及带我去的场景
想着你说过要一起看夜景
车窗上的雾气（那灰色的）旋律（像你的）香水无法散去
想挽回的话语（埋不住的）勇气（没想到）还是藏进心里
无法给你那种（情人般的）感觉（怎么能）回到朋友关系
屋子里的空寂（带不走的）宁谧（依然还）放在我的心底
遗留在记忆里
yeah yeah 回到我们开始的旋律音符里失去你的回忆~~~~~~~~--
（车窗上的雾气（那灰色的）旋律（像你的）香水无法散去
想挽回的话语（埋不住的）勇气（没想到）还是藏进心里
无法给你那种（情人般的）感觉（怎么能）回到朋友关系
屋子里的空寂（带不走的）宁谧（依然还）放在我的心底）
遗留在记忆里

嚴爵-我喜歡(不我愛) - piercing heart pain...~~~

2010-06-13T01:40:00.008+08:00

严爵 - 我喜欢，不我爱
作词：严爵作曲：严爵

我喜欢你的眼看着我的眼
我喜欢你的脸贴着我的脸
我喜欢你的手牵着我的手
我喜欢你的口吻着我的口

时间在改变你不要改变
因为我很爱你不想要你放弃爱情
尤其这段得来不易
我爱你真的是很爱你所以想
就这样继续爱下去
时间在改变你不要改变

因为我很爱你不想要你放弃爱情
尤其这段得来不易
我爱你真的是很爱你所以想
就这样继续爱下去

因为我很爱你不想要你放弃爱情
尤其这段得来不易
我爱你真的是很爱你所以想
就这样继续爱下去
因为我很爱你不想要你放弃爱情
尤其这段得来不易
我爱你真的是很爱你所以想
就这样继续爱下去

lyrics from: www.666ccc.com

hai.. totally.. i dunno leh.. it's difficult to give up... the more you understand her, the more you want to be there for her.. everything boils down to the first time... we...

it's like a jigsaw puzzle, mixing all around and fixing all it bits and pieces..

really dun want to move another step further..

it hurts..

it is very very annoying..

just like an apple in front of you and you can't eat it.. that... painful..

well..

i seriously she deserves a better guy... a better boyfriend that can take care of her and give her what she really wants.. i can't.. as for now.. i am not up to that high standard.. so... just continue to dream on..to be more charming, better self-esteem and better career-minded guy...

unlike me... the total opposite, seriously i dun think that's any good points about me, other than my Height.. lol..

so many years have passed, some things do change, but feelings, this kind of things...
can't change over night... it WAS there, and it will continue to be there..

as for me.. i will just get myself over and done with.

no point letting her to waste her precious time on me.. again..

i won't let a lady who i hurt last time, hurt the next time..

so well.. i am setting her free... JIA YOU..

this song is for.. you.. 我喜歡(i choose 不我愛)

Boys Like Girls Feat. Taylor Swift - Two Is Better Than One LIVE

2010-05-21T01:05:00.007+08:00

Two Is Better Than One Lyrics

[ft. Taylor Swift]
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"

Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
I can't live without you
'Cause, baby, two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I'll figure it out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one

ps: credits to AV, no wonder i find this song so familiar, i have actually listen to the audio version 3 weeks back. haha. thanks lah. the LIVE version still the best.:)

is 2 better than 1? i prefer 1, than 2.

brain drain! how i wish..

2010-05-18T20:21:00.004+08:00

After 10am - 9pm (11 hours of laptop usages --> okay, i did pause and rest awhile for lunch, small breaks, dinner)..

Sometimes I wonder what is it like to those bad-bad boy that all the girls will like. not saying they will make their parents worry, they still treat their parents good and filial, just the appearance wise..

like the pic (guy in the drama) below:

What will it be like to be surround by girls? (eee, i dun like those type of girls--> Sorry)
What will it be like to be popular?
What will it like to be REal handsome? (Okay lah, i am dreaming..)
... and the list goes on and on..

Maybe I am just tired to be a Mama-Boy already, a boy that his parents' friends will praise, a neighbourhood-boy that his neighbours will praise.

I wonder what will be everyone reactions if I really become like that? Will they be shocked? Will anyone cares or bother actually?

Does appearances really matters? whether you are ugly, handsome, fat, thin, skinny, tall, short, muscular... why does everyone cares so much on the appearance?

Where is the innocence and purity that every one of us has since we were born? is it hidden somewhere? or buried somewhere deep that's y everyone appear to be so "outward-appearance-kind-of-ppl"..

what is wrong with the mentality? I guess sometimes images of a person can be very subjective.

Tml is the day of my graduation. soon it will be army.

and Uni.. filled with uncertainty..

Dun worry, I am fine, I guess I just need to rest,thanks for reading my nags.. haha..

late for my best friend's birthday celebration?! what's this!

2010-05-11T21:51:00.002+08:00

i am so confused right now. angry too. what's this! how can they placed me to pick up the delegates tml.. argh..
my wonderful yummy dinner!

what's this.
and most important the feeling of my best fren.. argh.. sian.. the thought of his disappointment keep flashing on my mind when I saw the email just 2 hr ago.. argh..

it's okay. if God has planned for this, I have no say in it. I guess I have make up somehow.. hmm.. well..

dunno how it turns out this way.. total confused...

struggles to pull and maintain his friendship with his poly friends..

2010-04-29T00:04:00.002+08:00

TIMES UP! well.. this is difficult.. with so many things on hand..

i still haven't start my NS training...

i still need to think how come my so-called all the close frens.. how come suddenly.. we all didn't talk much.. now.. hariyani, xiuying...

maybe, things just change. like feelings towards each other.. friendship gotto ends.. i guess.. maybe it's true that friends are not meant to be forever bah..

sometimes i just dun understand.. maybe i am overly sensitive..sian..

troubled myself with this kind of simple things.. i feel that i am so dumb now..

watever.. i am not going to care any longer when i go NS in 3 months time.. things come and things goes.. i am prepared.. it's a 2-way traffic. so well, friends, if you want to maintain contact with me.. just got to bear with me ye.. like i say before.. i can just disappear out of no where. i lock myself out from others... BEWARE..and be cautious.. with your actions to me.. i am not that easy been push around.. or at least.. i think i am not..

maybe i have changed... who knows..

My personality report (From JobsCentral)

2010-04-22T00:30:00.002+08:00

HOW TRUE CAN IT BE? i can dare to say, it's 95% true.. both +ve and -ve de...:)

Results for Law Chee Meng

At a Glance

• Does not like too many work demands, prefers to work at own pace.

• Punctual, completes work on time.

• Focused on tasks, persists until job is done.

• Empathetic, understanding, helpful and supportive.

• Faithful, trustworthy and devoted in long-term relationships.

• Does not seek positions of power or authority.

• Sees people as nice and friendly, not comfortable to wheel and deal.

• A good supporter of others.

• Practical, prefers to build on ideas rather than generate them.

• Orderly, methodical and systematic, takes care to plan in detail.

• Easy-going, adaptable to changing and fluid environment.

While at Work

Putting in a lot of effort to meet the demands of work is not Mr Law's preference. He does not like to rush around doing things and may feel demotivated if work constantly encroaches on his personal life. Although he does not like excessive work demands, Mr Law may still be prepared to put in extra effort if it is on a short term basis.

Time is a major concern for Mr Law. He is frequently punctual and even early for appointments. When time is critical, he moves quickly and acts promptly. Having a sense of urgency means that Mr Law pushes to get things done when there is a deadline and allocates time properly when planning or organising activities. He can be depended upon to get work done on schedule.

Mr Law persists with a task until it is completed. Determination, commitment and perseverance are his strength; hence he can be depended upon to meet work obligations. Mr Law is suitable for long-term projects because he is sufficiently focused to see them through completion.

Mr Law is able to produce work that is moderately high in quality but he may at times be careless.

Mr Law is generally objective but may at times be emotional.

Mr Law is sympathetic and considerate towards others. He is also likely to be tolerant, understanding and forgiving. Mr Law lends support and offers help readily. He often lends a listening ear to others and is concerned about their welfare. He is also charitable.

Mr Law is friendly and outgoing when he is with friends although he may at times prefer to be quiet.

Mr Law is the sort of person who forms long term bonds and attachments. He is faithful, trustworthy, and devoted in such relationships. He tends to be trusting, dedicated and protective towards those he loves. Patriotism and sense of duty is a significant aspect of his character.

Positions of power, influence and authority are not Mr Law's concern. He does not mind letting others assert authority over him. He is accommodating, laid back and easy-going.

Mr Law is moderately concerned with prestige, rank and reputation.

Mr Law sees people as friendly, reliable and honest. He is trusting and believes what people say. He tends to be unsuspecting of people.s behaviour and motives. He is uncomfortable when he has to wheel and deal.

A good supporter to the people around him, Mr Law does not desire to lead or influence people. He is uncomfortable taking charge and does not feel the thrill of challenge in leading others. He prefers to responds rather than initiate. He looks to others to provide direction and does not naturally want to persuade or motivate others to take a certain course of action.

Intellectual matters do not interest Mr Law. He is more concerned with practical issues than abstract theories. Mr Law prefers to talk about useful and workable solutions than discuss hypotheses and concepts. He is more likely to build on ideas rather than generate them.

Being orderly, methodical and systematic, Mr Law spends considerable time planning ahead and organizing activities. He ensures that programmes are scheduled properly and takes care to plan in detail. Formulating procedures and policies is his forte.

魔幻力量 (Magic Power) 我是誰我是誰我是誰 MV

2010-04-20T16:41:00.006+08:00

魔幻力量 (Magic Power) 我是誰我是誰我是誰

作詞：廷廷 (Magic Power)
作曲：廷廷 (Magic Power)
編曲：Jae Chong

我是谁你是否常常这样问自己

我是谁总是活在别人的期望里

我是谁是谁又擅自帮你定义了

你是谁只有不是自己才安全

为什么你以为这个世界很美丽

为什么你爱这个世界胜过爱自己

为什么这个世界不给你平等待遇

为什么到底做错了什么

朋友都说你太太太奇怪

在背后把你当成笑笑笑话看

每一个动作都被瞎猜

他们说你是个不能容忍的存在

你想要的很很很简单

不过就是最普通的的的平凡

诚实做自己有时候很难

但是请你勇敢的试一次看看

**无论他们又说什么闲言闲语无法伤害我

世界上只有一个我没人能代替的我

无论他们又做什么小动作无法打败我

我知道自己是最美丽的

The most beautiful

会不会上帝把你的灵魂放错了身体

会不会是故意整你不是不小心

会不会你常常都觉得力不从心

会不会坚持要做自己太危险

凭什么难道比较特别就是不对

凭什么先下了注解在认识之前

凭什么只不过想认真的活一遍

凭什么随便就把人定罪

朋友都说你太太太奇怪

在背后把你当成笑笑笑话看

每一个动作都被瞎猜

他们说你是个不能容忍的存在

你想要的很很很简单

不过就是最普通的的的平凡

诚实做自己有时候很难

但是请你勇敢的试一次看看

** repeat 3 times, 3rd time with the lyrics below together...

我是谁这个问题困扰你多少天多少夜

我是谁谁有资格决定你怎样才是对

我是谁我是谁我是谁

我就是我你就是你

认真做自己的人最美丽

Like this song alot, maybe is the catchy tune and memorable lyrics bah, it's somehow in tune in wat i have been thorough last few years.

Looking back... this song = me...

Enjoy!

Make Me A Fool - 小煜

2010-04-14T15:53:00.003+08:00

http://lawcm.blogspot.com/2009/01/make-me-fool.html
Last year January, I chanced upon listened to this song (see above link) Make Me A Fool - 小煜.

Today, i have a random search and saw it has a MV.. a KUSO MV.. enjoy..:)

Lyrics
作詞：小煜　作曲：小煜

請你聽聽這是我想念的聲音
如果妳還記得那年的冬季
那件大衣口袋的溫暖甜蜜
有我們握愛的手心

計算不出曾經擁抱妳的距離
也許我把自己想的太聰明
原來愛情需要一點點空氣
天下著雨　還有人等著天放晴

You Make Me A Fool
我承認我對愛是有點頑固
那是因為我很在乎
妳仰角看我哭
難道妳就這樣退出

You Make Me A Fool
我假裝看不見妳給的答覆
對我來說都不算數
幸福早已迷路
不知不覺我沒退路
傻的辛苦
　
妳可說我傻的可以
妳可說我還沒放棄
想念會讓人期待著奇蹟

傻的辛苦
You Make Me A Fool
傻得辛苦
喔～

Testimony Time! Thankful.. i should be thankful..

2010-04-10T02:38:00.004+08:00

Hmm, suddenly feel like thanking God for He has done for me..
He knows, and He knew I doesn't have CASH with me.. and i have spent $32 on the swimming trunks and $28 on my advance payment for the internet.. and as I have trust in Him, He did and He does reward me with..

thank Him for granting my Aunt to treat me a $44+ Steamboat buffet dinner on thu (just past). hehez. really thanked her for the treat.. cause nearly $100 sia.. haha.. very fresh seafood.. should ask Jon they all to try next time when we are financial in abundance.. ps: it's at M Hotel (Tanjong pajar there)..

this week has been a MAYDAY fever for me.. it's like wed night i happen to listen to one particular mv..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P1Pz1yznSZc

and i cried, thinking how amazed is it to listen live once again and cry again..

and you noe wat! Behold! haha.. dearest wanying called me the next day noon time, asking me to go watch MAYDAY DNA Concert.. haha.. (it's just that God answered my prayer, just that I haven't even pray about it)

i was like.. WOW.. that's amazing.

okay, "let's watch..", that's my reply (overwhelm with joy) but i told her i have budget difficulties..

then.. after checking the system, all the ticks all sold out if not left with single seats only.. except the $38 student ticks..

lol.. this means i can go the concert but spent the least minimum.. haha.. isn't it GREAT!!..haha..

that's all for now bah.. thank you, Father.

i am cash-tight, but i am not in lack, All Glory goes to you! :)

Emo...

2010-04-08T23:22:00.004+08:00

tired.. sometime, i just need someone to listen to me..
to shoulder my burden,
to answer my worries..

guess, no one can do it right now.. maybe it's becoz my heart has been locked..

time after time...
i have been looking back..
have i really made the wrong decision of studying poly?
instead of JC?

i guess my answer is still a NO.. no poly, no C184, no wanying, no E98, no Euzanne...

it will not be the same me anymore..

i still rmb.. those encouragements to tell me to stay strong..
from Darren.. from Wan Teng, Cheryl, Michelle... and many more

those moments when i am down, who really stood by to share my sorrows..victoria, xiuying, wanying.. zhiyuan...and many more

20 years has passed..
sometimes i just went to cry secretly.. it's like late at night, and when u felt down... u tend to pour out all ur sorrows and cry all out.. it happens to me alot of time recently..

guess i am insecure bah..

it's like suddenly i felt very lonely.. and alone..
the feeling is very difficult to describe...:(

謝和弦 - 地球其實沒有那麼危險 MV

2010-04-04T20:39:00.010+08:00

Was quite shocked that this song can be interpret in 3 versions:

Lyrics:
整個禮拜整個周末你盯著電視搖頭
是天災還是人禍還是在等哪個女主播
循規蹈矩宅的過頭還不是一樣很囧
人生就這麼一次幹嘛要這麼無聊
地球其實沒有那麼危險
所以你幹嘛活得那麼的安全
就讓我們在地球毀滅之前
好好的狂野撒野讓他們知道你是誰
嘿！嘿! Here we Go! 讓自己大放縱
爆哇～～～～～管他星座說什麼
嘿！嘿！Here we Go! 讓自己大爆走
爆哇～～～～～跟毀滅 say個嗨

2012年的傳說人類會瀕臨絕種
海平面上升時候你最好要學會遊泳
盲目的跟著潮流還不是都跟雜誌差不多
大人們屁了什麼最好你全都照做
地球其實沒有那麼危險
所以你幹嘛活得那麼的安全
就讓我們在地球毀滅之前
好好的狂野撒野讓他們知道你是誰
嘿！嘿! Here we Go! 讓自己大放縱
爆哇～～～～～管他星座說什麼
嘿！嘿！Here we Go! 讓自己大爆走
爆哇～～～～～跟毀滅 say個嗨

Version 1: Official Version - 謝和弦
Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=chnICxKP4Bo&feature=PlayList&p=85638C031C428E04&playnext_from=PL&index=139

Version 2: With Band (Friends) Version - 謝和弦+海平面樂團
Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FFyaXWgcr_g&feature=PlayList&p=85638C031C428E04&playnext_from=PL&index=138

Version 3: Dance Version - 謝和弦xPHDxRidiculousFunk (Fav)
Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pbmt0dWgFvE&feature=PlayList&p=85638C031C428E04&playnext_from=PL&index=137

Cool right? hehez... :)

life in TP.. (write-up)

2010-03-27T00:05:00.003+08:00

Honestly, if someone asked me what I have gained throughout my 3 years of studying in TP. My answer to them is that, not only have I obtained my diploma, I have also gained valuable friendship along the way.

Participating in activities like the TP Open house 2009 and Orientation Leaders Training Camp (OLTC) 2009, has also widen my social circle and also equipped me with essential knowledge on leadership skills.

Life has not been the same since I have stepped into FBI, from the fun gaming and sing-a-long sessions, to the eating cum movie outings and not to neglect the rushing to meet the project deadlines and the overnight stays at friend’s house to “Chiong for our project” (Give it a best shot). Although, things have not been the same as before, I would not forget the precious moments that I spent with different groups of individuals.

Our class has also participated in meaningful charity work such as the Community service for the Hospice Care and FLAG day for the Down syndrome. I still remember the pathetic CCN day, where the sales of our kacang puteh, has been very low compared to the neighbouring classes. With a few of us, plus our highlight for our booth, Yuan Hong, our magician, we managed to achieve a small profit margin. Thanks to him, we have the director to come over to our booth to watch his magic tricks and the other staff to purchase our food.

However, this journey has not been smooth sailing. With quarrels and misunderstanding, relationship and friendship problems happened around me. It has not been easy for me to complete my curriculum and at the same time counsel and motivates my friends (and even myself) to overcome the circumstances opposing us.

I would also like to take this opportunity to thank our FBI Teaching Team, I know we, this batch of FBI students, have been giving all of you a lot of problems and headaches, but well, at least all of us have made it upon graduation, Thank You so much for your patience and care.

Life in TP is just like a roller coaster ride, filled with ups and downs, thrills and excitement. I will not forget the yummy western food at Design and Mensa 2 Canteens. Lastly, I would like it end here by a quote: Nothing is Impossible.

Chee Meng, C184

hehez.. exactly 400 words..

Venting his angry and disappointment out...

2010-03-24T01:31:00.002+08:00

pasting my frustration over just now kranji tour outing, this conversation was done with my fren Sx...:)

well, I was expected that to happen. and yet it happens. Thank God it rains, it not, i dunno how am i able to survive the farm tours for the entire day...:)

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:07:21)
i mean when they want to sell this "kranji express tour" thingy.

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:07:52)
but they expect the visitors to wait 1 and 1/2 hours for the next bus to come to
their current location to fetch them to another..

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:08:04)
this is just insane loh

Shu Xian. says: (AM 01:08:29)
wa

Shu Xian. says: (AM 01:08:32)
1 and 1/2 hrs

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:11:42)
yaloh.

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:12:00)
i dun think i will spend 1 n 1/2 hr in a single farm..

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:12:04)
dairy farm..

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:12:23)
u can't be watching the goat for the whole duration mah

Shu Xian. says: (AM 01:12:27)
haha

Shu Xian. says: (AM 01:12:29)
yea lor

Shu Xian. says: (AM 01:12:32)
those ur frens arh?
Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:12:53)
the worst thing is the nearest farm to you is not within the walking distance

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:13:04)
then, who will go.. during weekdays...

Shu Xian. says: (AM 01:13:12)
u lor (True, true...lol)

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:13:16)
my frens ah.. no lah. we plan in such a way..

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:13:32)
we go to the farms near sungei bugloh.

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:13:59)
cause these farms near there at somehow opposite each other only. so at least can walk over lah.

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:15:17)
the bus driver drives us around.. as it gets deeper and deeper, my mind was like, no way, i am going to alight here and be isolated...

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:15:36)
so in the end, we make a smart move loh.

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:15:56)
but the farms.. really nth much to see lah. some fishes in the fish tank..

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:16:10)
the vege farm. some vege in the vege fields..

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:16:17)
that's it liao

Shu Xian. says: (AM 01:20:30)
waaaaaa

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:20:45)
haha.. i complained alot right...

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:20:49)
haven't finished

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:20:50)
haha

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:20:54)
finish*

Shu Xian. says: (AM 01:21:00)
!!

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:21:08)
then we go sungei bugloh

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:21:32)
wah. thought can see the birds..

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:21:50)
but in the end of the 1 hour trail... of walking

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:22:14)
wat we saw is only branches and more branches

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:22:32)
then what we fed were by the mostiqutios..
Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:22:44)
each of us got a fair share of mostiqutios bite..

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:22:50)
i got the least.. = 7
Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:23:00)
my fren got the most = 20++ ..

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:23:42)
somemore we thought we walked the entire trail. end up it is renovating their site in the middle..

Shu Xian. says: (AM 01:23:56)
bitd cnt la
Shu Xian. says: (AM 01:24:02)
birds*

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:24:47)
we end up walking back. i mean, can't they pull out some notices saying that are road blocks in the middle at the start of the trails? so, like that we dun need to walk that big round..

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:24:50)
hai..

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:24:59)
it's okay. i am not going back there anymore

Shu Xian. says: (AM 01:25:07)
waaaaa
Shu Xian. says: (AM 01:25:29)
okok

well, that's it man, i dun think i will ever going back in near future date. this is so much LESS fun than Sentosa.. :(

SICK... on my way to recovery...

2010-03-20T23:27:00.004+08:00

hmm..it's me again. haha..

just finished my medicine not long ago.
it's my 2nd day at home. staying at home is boring actually.

but it really improve my health condition.. at least now my fever subsides liao. so scary ytd night when i seen the thermometer 38.1 degrees c..

ytd, i told myself, i can't go out. i must be at home to rest. i thought drink enough water + nap nap, rest well will stop me from falling ill.. but end up ytd evening still got fever.. and that consider quite high loh. i thanked God for providing me with enough subconscious to assist my gran to get the ice & towel for my forehead.

i was so relieved this actually happen before my grad vacation, if not it will be worse. vic told me genting's clinic was difficult to find and the medical bills are super ex..

thank God again..

after my first intake of med, my fever jiu subsides le, everytime it's like that de. just the difficult part is my throat and flu.. they keep pestering me.. haha..

now i still need to keep them in good condition. tuesday going kranji fram.. i muz make precaution. Bring the following with me:

take mini fan
take cap
take 3 bottles of waters
take towel
prepare sandwiches (cheese!! :)

then bring enough non-heaty biscuits with me to share the rest. haha.. tue farm visit will be great:)

ps: I was so shocked that i LOST 1 KG again.. from 76.5kg (2 months back when i sick) till now 75.3kg... wah seh, 1.2kg lost... wat happen to me.. haha.. keep losing weight sia..

...

Guitar practise song No.1: 張傑【我不聽】

2010-03-18T00:46:00.006+08:00

it's Guitar practice song no.1 :) woohoo.. this friday mar 19, i am going to practice on this song.. let's pray that i am able to complete the song before i leave SG on mar 28 :)
...張傑【我不聽】

午夜裡散场的电影
剩下你笑容在播映
你说你也该回去
我不听我不听

开个玩笑那是蔡依林的歌
我只是偶尔也想孩子气
你却都不理

说一声Baby Baby 我爱上了你
用全部的力气让你能感应
你却只留下一句 I'm leaving

**我不听了我不听了
為什麼你总让人不开心
连一个非常简单的回应
比得到世界还不容易
我不听了我不听了
反正你往往比我更不想听
其实我只是想要你注意

看时间一分一秒的过去
我们两个斗嘴还是很甜蜜
我就是喜欢背著你
说一声Baby Baby 我爱上了你
用全部的力气让你能感应
你却只留下一句 I'm leaving

** 我不听了我不听了
為什麼你总让人不开心
连一个非常简单的回应
比得到世界还不容易
我不听了我不听了
反正你往往比我更不想听
其实我只是想要你注意

** 我不听了我不听了
為什麼你总让人不开心
连一个非常简单的回应
比得到世界还不容易
我不听了我不听了
反正你往往比我更不想听
其实我只是想要你注意

it's really a super nice song. very catchy and also rhythm-atic, hehes..:0

this is IT!

2010-03-13T01:21:00.002+08:00

okay, it sux..

i know it, and i knew it secretly down my heart.. my grade can't jump from 2.5 to 3.1...

now, i am really having doubt with the verse, "nothing is impossible". is everything really possible?

i am going for the SAT test in the near future.. hopefully i will start studying it in April while i give out tution/relief teaching assignment to earn an income for myself.

Going forward, i still believe there is a slim chance for me to go to SMU.
pray for me okay? i am applying next year with my excellent SAT results.

as for SIM, i am already set out my mind into which degree to take up already.
all the best for me.

ps: chEEmEng is ready upset over his mum in insisting himself going to a local uni even his LOW results can't get into.. argh.. pissing off at himself..

it just boils down to the module that i have failed, it pulled down my whole entire CGPA.. even though how i tried to pull those grades up.. bit by bit. it's still only..2.59..

relieved!

2010-03-12T00:41:00.002+08:00

see lah.. think think too much already..

always like that de...

but afterall. well.. it's has be a good choice.. at least i am able to take the opportunity to counsel someone.. haha..

it's really amazing how i can be so diplomatic to counsel someone but yet keep myself from emo.. (at least dun think of those)...

tml will be a trip down to memory lane..
i will take lots lots lots of photos using my hp..

will reach school probably 9.45am.. then go classroom cooridoor to see see first.. take some pictures and stop there a while to think of my past.. and those memories.. then i will write down on my notebook.. and post it up next week..:)

hehez.. tml going to see XIAO GUI loh!! DAM happy sia..
finally! HUANG HONG SHENG is coming to SG..

and i am going there to approach him to sign his album and have a FIRM handshake with him.. super duper excited!! :)

i hate...

2010-03-11T00:35:00.006+08:00

questions questions... there are so much questions i wanted to ask...

ask them and ask myself..

am i plain naive or is it i am too sensitive over the minor issue..

i really hate it..
hate myself for been so timid..
hate myself for been so sensitive
hate myself for not be able to voice out..

THIS IS IT, Man...

a small issue is been manigified by our dear chee meng..
after all it's just a M.. i shall not dwell any further..

thinking of it make my heart sinks..
thinking too much of it makes myself emo...

listening to 楊丞琳's「雨愛」...

shall i blame myself?
this is getting out of hand..
i can't even control myself..

this is really too much for me..
guess i can't really accomodate everyone and make everyone happy bah..

a promise that is half-broken.
a heart that is on the verge of breaking..
a boy that is running around searching for his shelter.. a friend that knows him inside out.. and he also know him inside out..

it's difficult, i know.

ps: someone pls pray for him to get over this silly issue, or else, the trip, i dun he will be able to enjoy much. thanks.

overwhelm with confusion...

2010-03-10T01:29:00.004+08:00

those who understand me, will eventually understand me.
those friendship can last, will last over time.

in this very moment, it's a test of friendship.

hopefully is i think too much le bah. but i just think this combination is kinda of fragile.. shall let this overseas trip test the foundation of our friendship. hope it lasts....but not fades away like others...

張傑【愛伊攜帶汝】live

2010-02-25T01:01:00.003+08:00

張傑【愛伊攜帶汝】

午夜的巴黎比不上你迷人的唇蜜
微风有些醉意和一句我爱你
都酿在了he红酒杯裡
而或许相遇都是為了要符合剧情
所有的疑问句停留在广场裡
就剩下南瓜马车还没来临

这是个秘密就等著钟声敲响最后的旋律
想问我可不可以可不可以可不可以吻著你
你闭上了眼睛你温柔的呼吸
你今晚好美丽我好想告诉你

爱伊携带汝天空下起了雨
彷彿把一切美丽一切美丽一切美丽都暂停
爱伊携带汝就等著你回应
不要说bye bye bye bye

DuDuDu DuDu DuDu......

而故事悄悄的也快要走到了结局
下一页的ending 会录在哪裡
我也很想要告诉你
午夜的巴黎最后终究幻化成爱情
旧旧的收音机播放著的歌曲
我今晚画下最美丽的结局

这是个秘密就等著钟声敲响最后的旋律
脑海里忘不了你声音

*爱伊携带汝天空下起了雨
彷彿把一切美丽一切美丽一切美丽都暂停
爱伊携带汝就等著你回应
不要说bye bye bye bye

repeat*

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super great.. i guess it's becoz of the guitar that I got interested to listen the song again and again..:)

CN Blue - I'm a loner (live on radio perf)

2010-02-18T23:51:00.004+08:00

That's what i meant by clear pronounication and GREAT performance!
Guarantee LIVE, guarantee nice..:)

it's surely POWDERFUL de lah:)

Roman lyrics
@Amazesing Simple Romaji

We-to-ri-ya We-to-ri-ya
We-to-ri-ya We-to-ri-ya

Ba ba na rul ba ba
ba ba tok ne du nu nul ba
Go ba i mi no nun dan go sul bo go i so
Check it one two three
si gye ba nul man cho da bo nun ge
Ma lan he do da run sa ram seng gin gol a ra

uh..
Yo jum non na a nin da run sa ram ga ma na mi jat do ra
I je nun mon jo jon ha do gol ji an do ra
Na rang i sul te nun ha ru ga i cho ra do non
Ne a pe so yo jum ha nul man bo do ra
wOh~ I know your mind i mi
no wa na ye go ri Mo ro jin
gu ri go bo ro jin nam bo da mo ta nu ri sa i Oh baby

We-to-ri-ya We-to-ri-ya Da-ri bi-ri da-ra-du
We-to-ri-ya We-to-ri-ya Da-ri bi-ri da-ra-du
We-to-ri-ya We-to-ri-ya Sa ra nge sul po ha go
Sa ra nge nun mul jit nu no e to ri
Sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight
Ga su mi a pa Oh no no no no nobody knows
Ma mo la 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 _ night
Su ma nun ba mul Sa um myo na rul da le go i so

Cha ra ri da run sa ram seng gyot da go
Ne ga shi ru myon shir ta go
Cha ra ri sol ji ka ge mal he jot da myon
Nan no rul juk do rok mi wo ha ji na na sul ten de
Check it one two three
ne ma rul dwe se gyo bwa do
i ri jo ri du lo de nun go jit ma ri ya oh baby

We-to-ri-ya We-to-ri-ya Da-ri bi-ri da-ra-du
We-to-ri-ya We-to-ri-ya Da-ri bi-ri da-ra-du
We-to-ri-ya We-to-ri-ya Sa ra nge sul po ha go
Sa ra nge nun mul jit nu no e to ri
Sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight
Ga su mi a pa Oh no no no no nobody knows
Ma mo la 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 _ night amazesing
Su ma nun ba mul Sa um myo na rul da le go i so

Sa rang i ga ne
sa rang i do na ne
Han sa ra mul gu ri go han sa rang ul
Ne gen ha nik su ket don mo dun got du rul
I ba mi ga myon nol ji wo ya get ji
Gu re na ok ji ro ra do no rul ji wo ya get ji
nal bo rin nol seng gak ha myon gu re ya get ji
(Gone Gone my love is gone)

We-to-ri-ya We-to-ri-ya Da-ri bi-ri da-ra-du
We-to-ri-ya We-to-ri-ya Da-ri bi-ri da-ra-du
We-to-ri-ya We-to-ri-ya Sa rang he hal pa ha go
Sa rang mul gi da nu no e to ri
Sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight

Ku mi gil won he Oh no no no no no body knows
Nal mo la 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 _ night
Su ma nun ba mul sa um myo nun mu lul i go i so

2PM - only you

2010-02-17T00:23:00.006+08:00

2pm - only you

ONLY You.. very amazing dance..:) cool.. wish i could dance like them..:)

Only you lyrics :
only you niga anim nal gochil su eobseo nandasi useul su ga eobseo its only you my baby its only you

kkeutnabeorin chueogeul honja wae nochi motago butjaba jinagan geu saram bonaejugo saeroun sarmeul sara
o~ nado ara geuraeya handaneun geol nado ara

cheoeum han dareun mitji antaga duljjae dareun gyesok uldaga
setjjae dareun maeumeul dajapgo dareun sarameul manna o boryeo haesseo
hajiman naneun useul su eobseosseo

only you neomani nareul sallil su isseo i nunmureul meomchul su isseo geureoni eoseo naege dorawajwo
only you niga anim nal gochil su eobseo nan dasi useul suga eobseo
its only you my baby its only you

listen,neon cham areumdawosseo useul ttaemyeon nuni busyeosseo hwanhan geu misoe nan eonjena neogseul irko maratji
o~miss you baby neomunado nan niga bogo sipeo

amudo nareul ihae motae geuttae geurigo jigeumdo
naega wae ireokekkaji neoege jipchageul haneunji o ihae motae hajiman neoneun algo itjanha

only you neomani nareul sallil su isseo i nunmureul meomchul su isseo geureoni eoseo naege dorawajwo baby~
only you niga anim nal gochil su eobseo nan dasi useul suga eobseo
its only you my baby its only you baby

Yo ijeoboryeogo haetjiman amman noryeogeul haebwado jakkuman neoman chatge doeneun geol
ajikdo hwanhan geu misoga gyesok tteoolla cham han simhaji eojjaeseo ireoji
domuji ichyeojijiga anha gyesok chaewojijiga annneun teong binjagiga isseo
neomani chaeul suga isseo

oh only you neomani nareul sallil su isseo(nan jugeogago isseo~)
i nunmureul meomchul su isseo geureoni eoseo naege dorawajwo~
only you niga anim nal gochil su eobseo
nan dasi useul suga eobseo
its only you my baby its only you ye~

jaljinaenyago? jal motjinae niga pillyohae

HEHEZ.. can't understand though...:)

韋禮安好天氣

2010-02-04T23:05:00.003+08:00

韋禮安好天氣

今天的云不太合群只留下几朵消息
不想要靠近不想要休息不太想要下雨

今天的空气有点不太安定
吹动了旋律吹动了安静吹醒了我想你

昨晚那一场倾盆大雨还有
一点痕迹一点可惜等着被晒干净

这样的好天气怎么能没有你
谁为谁的每一天都放晴
等待着好天气再次的遇见你
谁为谁把每一片天

我们都害怕一路上的风雨又有谁能逃避
但是漫长夜后不要忘记雨过后总会天晴

这样的好天气怎么能没有你
谁为谁的每一天都放晴
等待着好天气再次的遇见你
谁为谁把每一片天都抹干净

抹干净

May there will be good weather... :)

the reality of truth... hurts...

2010-02-04T22:50:00.003+08:00

Have you ever felt something is holding back,

something that you always like in the past?
something that you always enjoyed in the past?

someone that you care about in the past?
someone that cares about you, love you and chat with you.

Past is just the past, this is my 20th year and everything is going to change,
I dun even know where will i be? and when will i be the someone that i dream of..

A teacher?
A musician?
A guitarist of my own band?

Sometime i wonder, why others are given a chance, but I am not? is God really prepared to give me what's laying down my life? how come I doesn't have any clue of what next step of my life is going to be?

Going to work aimlessly, tap the card
board the train in a rush, read my book. rush to work against time.
reach workplace full of sweat. ON my lappie
wipe my sweat and refill my cup.
go back to my desk.

start my work.
go to lunch

come back lunch.
continue to work.

work overtime.
go back home.

Tired. rountine work. Is it really what i want? what i wish for? a 9-5pm job?

I am uncertain about this. God please enlighten me...:(

NICE game to share with...

2010-01-31T00:14:00.000+08:00

Do You Love Your Neighbour?

Submitted by Robin Marrion, California, Modified by Chee Meng, Credits to go Victoria

Sit on Marina Barriage grass..
 Everybody sits on the grass in a circle except for one person who stands in the middle. That person then approach o someone and shout, "Do You love your neighbor?".

If the person answered YES. The two people sitting either side of him/her will be required to switch places but the person who asked the question must try to get one of the seats first. The person who didn't get any seat will be asking the next question.

Alternatively the person answered NO and then say something like, "but I do like everyone with blond hair" etc. Everyone who has the characteristic named, then has to run and switch places across the circle and the person in the middle will then tries to get a seat. The last one standing is the next person to ask questions.

Ideally, the words highlighted in bold is not fixed and the players can just quote any characteristics that is common in the group randomly.

Enjoy your loving one another~.~

An Unforgettable night with Sisters...

2010-01-23T01:10:00.004+08:00

it's a Unforgettable experience on wednesday night with my 2 Sisters..

didn't even know this combination can work so well..
we laughed from the time we met.. over to the dessert place..

Frolicks is the HIGHLIGHT of the night.. this going to be so EMBARRASSING!! ...

well, after a simple dinner, we went to Frolicks for some yoghurt, as usual we see the menu, and guess what the 2 girls called me in front of the 2 shop assistant...

SISTER!!.. they called me SISTER..

i should capture the moments loh.. i was SOSOSO embarrassed that i almost wanted to leave the place.. i cover my face... and .. laugh to myself.. while the 2 girls laugh very heartly..

we can't stop laughing for almost 3mins.. i can't breathe out and remained calm.. haha...

can't believe they shout/called out me that.. aiyo..

the cashiers' eyes nearly POPPED out when heard that loh.. aiyo.. this is so memorable.. haha.. :)

but after which, i avoid the cashier's eye contact and choose my pick..

nt bad lah.. but i should say YAMI yoghurt is better.. lol..:)

ps: i am going to eat tml:)

Note from B'day Boy (Guy)

2010-01-13T00:41:00.003+08:00

just a quick one before i knocked off to slp..

as the tradition from last yr, i am here to appreciate those who wishes me..:)
based on timing (media):)

before my b'day:
Euzanne (phone) --> Sat night
Yuan Hong (phone) --> Mon night
Zhi Yuan(phone) --> Mon night

Actual day:
3rd sister
Mum
Grandma
Stanley.DBS (plus handshake)
Daniel.DBS (plus handshake)

SMS
Victoria (1st), Claudia (2nd), Jeanne (3rd), ShuXian, Elder sis & Spencer, Cheryl, Lizhen, JianYong, Audrey.DBS, 2nd sister, Yaping, Si Jia,

Michelle, Darren (just 20mins after Michelle:)), Yunting, Gabriel (Claud's...),
WeeYang, SayHaow, Atiqah, SiYun,

Andy, WanTeng (even more strange, 8mins after Andy), William, XiuYing (the best for the last) :))

MSN
ShuXian, Hariyani, Costllan,

Facebook (30 Contacts::)
LekWee, LiLok, Nozomu!! :), KaiZhou, Jesper, YuenTuck, Amy, PinXun, SengYap, Julian, Janie, Hariyani, RuiHan, AlexNg, Shiliang, Desmond, SayHaow, Luffi, Cherine, Ailing, Cheryl, Gina, Nico, LiZhen, Shawn, Eric, WanTeng, Claudia, Mr Chin

Email
WanYing, ShuXian, ZhiYuan, Lizhen, Jonathan, YuanHong

WOW.. that's really alot alot.. thank you everyone for putting their effort to wish me happy 20th birthday, this year will be a difficult year for me with all those physical endurances coming in and NS.. oh no!

my key wish now is to go

to gym every week and
swim every twice per week,
plus run 1 day per week,
fast walk every 2 day once.

i must really keep myself fit if i really want to complete my NAPFA test this feb, if not for sure, i will be needed to enter into NS 2 months earlier than others. Wish me all the best! :)

first up, this friday, i will be heading to Gym after work! :)

mOMents of sharing...

2010-01-09T23:09:00.005+08:00

Lots of ups and lots of downs.
Emotions are running wild,
Fairly 2.5 years, and yet
Tears are running of my cheeks,

Can't bear to leave,
Can't avoid to be departed.
Moments of simply joy,
Moments of true love.

Abundance of blessing,
Amazing gracefulness.

With you,
I walked through deep valleys and storms,
Without you,
I am just a lost star in the galaxy.

Thank you for everything, wish it has not been happening and yet it had happened, but the only choice left is to continue the race. Move on and get stronger and mightier.

Aftermath: It doesn't matter anymore, tears have shed and heart has hurt. What matters aren't matters anymore...

FT Island - 바래 (I hope) MV [english subs + romanization + kor lyrics]

2010-01-06T21:25:00.005+08:00

fall in love with this song when i chance upon browse through F.T Island in mySpace.. haha..
the song is so catchy and i like the MV.. haha.. this should be my first Korean MV posted on my blog. ENJOY! :) the guys there are veri handsome.. but more than that, they are talented!! :)

and with this.. i shall target myself few years down the road to be more handsome and talented at the same time ye! :) Definitely, this year i will pick up my favourite guitar!! :)

Here are the romanized (hanyu) version of the lyrics:

haruga jinago handari jinado
neoyege yeonragi ojireul anhasseo
nunmuri heulleo gaseumi apa
aniya jamsjibbunya

anilgeoya anilgeoya
anilgeoya nareul dallaejima
niga ddeonan bin jariman keojyeoga

neoreul dasi bwado neon neon nae sarang
subaegbeon bwado nan nan ne sarang
haneuli maejeojun neon ne sarang
niga jamsi gireul ireun geot bbuniya

dasi taeyeonado neoman barae
dasi saranghaedo neoman barae
doraolgeoya doraolgeoya
niga eobneun naneun eobseunigga

nal saranghanda haenohgo
dodaeche eodiro ddeonangeoya nareul beorigo
jabeun nae do songgajido oori yagsokggajido
na beorigo ggaebeorigo eoddeoge ddeona

ggumilgeoya ggumilgeoya
ggumilgeoya nareul sogijima
naman honja namgyeojinge seoreowo

neoreul dasi bwado neon neon nae sarang
subaegbeon bwado nan nan ne sarang
haneuli maejeojun neon nae sarang
niga jamsi gireul ireun geot bbuniya

dasi taeyeonado neoman barae
dasi saranghaedo neoman barae
doraolgeoya doraolgeoya
niga eobneun naneun eobseunigga

i modeunge agmongilgeora nan saengakhaesseo
a jebal i ggumeseo ggaegiman barae

oneuli jinago naeil ggo nun ddeumyeon
i modeunge hyeonsiri anin ggumigil barae OH
modeunge hyeonsilboda deo
rieolhaetdan ggumuyeotgil naneun barae neol barae
ajigdo neoreul wonhae

dasi dorabwado neon neon nae sarang
sucheonbeon bwado nan nan ne sarang
haneuli haraghan neon nae sarang
oori jamsi meoreojyeotdan geot bbuniya

dareun yeojal bwado neoman barae
dareun saranghaedo neoman barae
doraolgeoya doraolgeoya
naega eobneun neoneun eobseunigga

nan maeil bam gidohae nae haengbok anin bulhaengeul wihae
neon naega anin dareun sarang mothage
nan neo animyeon an dwae nae simjangi neol marhae
naneun byeonham eobseo dasi taeyeonado neoman barae

dasi taeyeonado neoman barae
dasi saranghaedo neoman barae
doraolgeoya doraolgeoya niga eobneun naneun eobseunigga

credits to: http://tehwook.livejournal.com/133406.html

JJ林俊傑＿100天【背對背擁抱】MV

2010-01-03T01:56:00.002+08:00

heard this over vic's mp3, so popped by to listen to the MV.. very touching..

i tried off-ing my lights and watch that MV in complete darkness.. and well.. got emo...but didn't teared... enjoy! :)

【背對背擁抱】歌詞

詞: 林怡鳳
曲: 林俊傑

話總說不清楚該怎麼明瞭
一字一句像圈套
舊帳總翻不完誰無理取鬧
你的雙手甩開剛好的微妙
然後戰火再燃燒

我們背對背擁抱
濫用沉默在咆哮

愛情來不及變老
葬送在烽火的玩笑

我們背對背擁抱
真話兜著圈子亂亂繞

只是想讓我知道
只是想讓你知道愛的警告(這警告)

我不要一直到形同陌路變成自找
既然可以擁抱就不要輕易放掉

happy new year 2010!! + New MV in store..featuring..黄鸿升-搞砸了

2010-01-01T10:32:00.005+08:00

SAY HELLO to 2010!!

my new year 2010's resolutions are as follow:

Train my physical body to prepare for NS, more proper exercising routine
Aim for better health and healthy lifestyle
Grow deeper with God in terms of faith and believe
Family and current friendship will stay firm and strong
Pray to graduate with at least a GPA of 3.0
Finish SIP with an awarding results

that's all bah.. the rest i think it's not much important for me to note down.. hope i won't 搞砸了 for this year. All the best everyone! and enjoy your long weekend ahead ye...:)

搞砸了 - 黄鸿升小鬼

2009-12-24T18:53:00.005+08:00

搞砸了 - 黄鸿升小鬼

再一次拨了电话还是没有回应
再一次等待着奇迹
再一次想了又想不懂为何自己
再一次挥霍她的心

我蠢蠢蠢到了底
自己都很难相信
她就是一次一次一次一次
忍耐到这结局

又被我搞砸了又搞砸了
又伤了她的心
她流下一颗泪滴
我后悔到不能呼吸

又被我搞砸了又搞砸了
怎样才能回去
我下定所有的心
只要能够让她的心
重新开心

再一次拨了电话还是没有回应
再一次挂断了手机
再一次美丽的梦变成空了废墟
再一次让爱都开心

我蠢蠢蠢到了底
自己都很难相信
她就是一次一次一次一次
忍耐到这结局

又被我搞砸了又搞砸了
又伤了她的心
她流下一颗泪滴
我后悔到不能呼吸

又被我搞砸了又搞砸了
怎样才能回去
我下定所有的心
只要能够让她的心
重新开心

又被我搞砸了又搞砸了
又伤了她的心
她流下一颗泪滴
我后悔到不能呼吸

又被我搞砸了又搞砸了
怎样才能回去
我下定所有的心
只要能够让她的心
重新开心

又被我搞砸了又搞砸了
又伤了她的心
她流下一颗泪滴
我后悔到不能呼吸

又被我搞砸了又搞砸了
怎样才能回去
我下定所有的心
只要能够让她的心
重新开心

i'm back!

2009-12-20T20:07:00.002+08:00

it's X'mas time and my mind is filled with x'mas spirit/mood.. haha

just now afternoon, i went x'mas shopping with vic, we bought zengan, a _______ and shih hui, a ______. haha.. the shopping was great though i felt quite tired after a late night slp (and woke up real early to go to service)...

after which we went compass point to buy the mini cards.. we split the costs and divide the cards so that we can have a fair share of the portion of the cards..

so i estimated to spend close to $25 on this.. but this is not the end.. i still have some more gifts to buy.. shall buy it tml.. haha..:)

For Colleagues (5)
For vic
For sy

that's all.. this week, i got to spend some time to write all the cards i intended to send out.. haha.. 18 cards.. got to make it before wednesday...:)

Here I am by Downhere

2009-08-24T21:32:00.004+08:00

i like it SO much...:)

Taiwan typhoon Morakot

2009-08-16T23:55:00.004+08:00

hmm.. this has been in my heart since i heard the news around 10 aug, while every Singaporean is celebrating ndp day. the taiwanese especially at those region.. where their lands are swamped away, and houses been collapsed and family members lost or even die in the natural disaster of heavy mudslide (due to typhoon)

it's their father's day (8 aug is their annually father's day) and yet it was also a day that will be hurtful for them.

"A week after Typhoon Morakot hit Taiwan, rescue crews had been unable to reach 1,300 people trapped in remote mountain villages, officials said Saturday.

The Central Emergency Operation Center said 75 helicopters would drop supplies in villages in the south, the Central News Agency reported.

Taiwan was the hardest hit of the countries in Morakot’s path, and officials have said the death toll had topped 500. In the south, rain-soaked mountainsides gave way, taking houses with them.

The typhoon dumped more than 8 feet of rain on Taiwan as it passed over the island last Saturday.

A total of 1,373 people remained cut off in villages where roads were blocked by mudslides or washed away by flooding."

just want to spread the message across so that everyone that's has the finance to do something out, please help those who are in need.

they urgent need medical supplies and food supplies (some have even starve for 1 whole week)

let's play a part in protecting our fellow global citizens!
we are 1 big family aren't we? so, let be generous and start pray for them..:)

adapting from/picture credit to:
http://www.guardian.co.uk/world/2009/aug/14/typhoon-morakot-taiwan-deaths

for further updates of the typhoon morakot relief plz logon to http://typhoonmorakot.org/

Khalil Fong Da Tong - nothing's going change my love for you

2009-08-16T02:13:00.003+08:00

so tired right now, but this song did relax me abit.. enjoy!

If I had to live my life without you near me
the days would all be empty
the nights would seem so long
with you I see forever oh so clearly
I tried to be in love before
but it never felt this strong
our dreams are young and we both know
they'll take us where we want to go
hold me now touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
you ought to know by now how much I love you
one thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
nothing's gonna change my love for you
you ought to know by know how much I love you
the world may change my whole life too
but nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy
our love will lead the way for us
like the guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
you don't need to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
so come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
hold me now touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
you ought to know by now how much I love you
one thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
nothing's gonna change my love for you
you ought to know by know how much I love you
the world may change my whole life too
but nothing's gonna change my love for you

Stress accumulation with MP

2009-08-09T00:48:00.000+08:00

this week was my most stress-est week of the whole MP period, was busying chionging out the e-learning material, but I just have like tonnes and tonnes of research to complete..there's 3 chpts for my module, but i have only completed one, wah seh.. tml after cgm i got to do some work first before watching the ndp show.

not to neglect this coming week i am meeting my group members to let our supervisor sees our progress, wah.. stressed!

it's okay, i will overcome them, tml after ndp show will be my chionging night!

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY, EVERYONE!

B'day Bash ME...

2009-08-09T00:28:00.000+08:00

just a short one before i go off..
just want to list down how many b'day present i am going to buy..

Jeanne 26/7: Received!
MeiWei 29/7: Received!
Victoria 2/8: Received! Cooked!
Renez 8/8: Mailed! Received!
XiuYing 12/8: going to check our soon
Jonathan 13/8: going to check out soon, was thinking of something already..saving money..:)

wish these 6 Frens HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MAY ALL THEIR WISHES CAME TRUE!!!

Introducing Taiwanese R&B New Artiste - 小宇 -愛上MV

2009-07-26T00:30:00.002+08:00

"2009小宇首支陽光純愛單曲，要你再次「愛上」他的好音樂。「愛上」是小宇全新創作專輯中的首波主打歌曲，這次回歸音樂本身，用簡單就很迷人的概念將感動化為音符。小宇擔任2009「COTTON USA美國棉」台灣年度代言人，以小宇創作的「愛上」作為年度廣告主題曲。"

This is a very heartwarming and smoothing mv, how i wish i can run across the forest with the one i love... lovely voice, i really love the whole song... :)

enjoy the MV:)

ps: you can go to his blog: http://www.wretch.cc/blog/avexxiaoyu to know more about him:)

Anti Depression Taiwan Short Video「黑潮」短片

2009-07-22T10:12:00.007+08:00

Anti Depression Taiwan Short Video - 「黑潮」短片

剧情简介：
小鬼(黄鸿升)，一位汲汲追求梦想的大学生，但无论怎么努力，一切却渐渐偏离预期方向。挫折、背叛、分离……，一股股暗涌，终将小鬼捲入忧鬱黑潮，灭顶沦陷……。

人物简介：
小鬼／黄鸿升（小鬼）饰
面对优秀的父兄，想以歌唱証明自己的价值，期待获得父亲的讚美，但在实现梦想的过程中，连串的挫折经验，终使情绪爆发…。

小乖／初家晴饰
小鬼的女友，不满小鬼对於自己的忽略与过大的脾气，不知该如何与其互动，因而生起分手的念头…。

阿虎／李绍祥饰
自己的姊姊因忧鬱症结束生命，因此对於週遭朋友的情绪状况特别关心。在发现小鬼情况不对劲时，主动伸出援手…。

Purpose of this video
失业率攀升，不少大学生面临「毕业即失业」的窘境，处於高失业的时代中，大学生该如何摆脱忧鬱情绪，勇敢面对未来挑战呢？董氏基金会昨天发表了「黑潮」短片发表记者会，希望这股黑潮能够流入校园，温暖每一个学子的心。

为了引起学生共鸣，董氏基金会这次特别邀请知名导演钮承泽，以及新生代演员小鬼、初家晴等人，一起拍摄忧鬱症防治宣导短片，真实呈现时下年轻人最常遇到的状况。

董氏基金会董事长谢孟雄表示，这一代年轻人经常无法在梦想与现实之间取得平衡，这部短片名称为「黑潮」，正是希望周遭朋友都扮演著学校辅导中心的角色，适时提供协助与支持。而年轻朋友遭遇情绪问题时，能够就近寻找协助。

这场短片发表场地则选在实践大学，到场与学生进行对谈的钮承泽导演表示，希望透过这部片子，让青少年了解生活中重要的是肯定及认同自己，而不是他人的眼光。

台北市立联合医院松德院区顾问医师胡维恒强调，大学生忧鬱症的症状表现与成人不太相同，当青、少年朋友遭遇情绪困扰时，通常学业成绩会大幅下降、同儕关係变差或容易暴躁发脾气，甚至出现自我伤害行为。在生理方面则出现暴饮暴食、嗜睡等症状。

据统计，随著失业率的上升，不少大学生出现忧鬱倾向，忧鬱的主因来自於对未来的不确定感，担心找不到工作，一毕业就负债累累，助学贷款的压力相当沈重。

现场学生在欣赏短片后，反应热烈，认为影片主题切合现在大学生的生活，并提向钮承泽以及演员们，提出多项疑问，现场情况十分热闹有趣。

Enjoy! Embedded the link for you to enjoy this great meaningful video..:)
If it can't worked, then just copied this link to ur web browser will do:
http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/lxEH9Gf_kwg

Let's live our lives with meaning! Care for your frens & Care for yourself!
You dun know, a word of advice might change someone else lives!

黄鸿升-不屑

2009-07-22T09:06:00.004+08:00

黄鸿升-不屑
作词:fun4作曲:fun4
专辑:不屑

事情如果那么简单那就好了
想让自己不见
瞬间就统统消灭

人类如果没有心脏那就好了
受伤不会流血
悲伤也不会流泪

不需要有同类
传染颓废
不需要愚昧的尊严
不需要去偷窃你的思念
自我安慰

**就让我伪装
我嘴角不屑
让孤独乘以更孤独的两倍
允许我保留我最后一点点特权
赦免我想念你的心碎

如果我眼神里闪烁不屑
可能我心里一半地已经残废
那一半跟着你走远了的那一天
这一半渐渐地瓦解

如果我还有一点点不屑
别想要说服我纯洁的绝对
我只是世界上物种绝种的绝类
悄悄的失眠了一光年

如果我还有一点点不屑
那是我自己虚荣心在作祟
自以为或许有一天我们会重叠
我可以再爱你第二遍

My Another Favourite idol comes out with his mini album already!..

super like this song 不屑, embedded this link for you to listen:)

NDP Song: Le Kua Simi

2009-07-21T03:04:00.003+08:00

This should be the NDP Theme Song, embedded from the mrbrown show website

http://www.mrbrownshow.com/

MV Title, Le Kua Simi, this is so related and close to our hearts, was smiling non-stops
let's sit back and enjoy this meaningful video, lol :)

Contented

2009-07-21T02:43:00.003+08:00

HiHi.. i am back!..

well, things have been quite stagnated for the past few weeks..
just wanted to update you all that i am still fine.

you all no need to worry about me..

hmm.. looking back, I realized that, I am still very fortunate.
and i need to be happy and contented about this, my life.

Rmb: Try taking things with a pinch of salt, and you will be as contented as me!

ps: try feeding those little fishes with some food by clicking at the white screen, they are hungry!

"Xiao Hong Ren - Ni Yao Zhe Yang Jiu Zhe Yang"

2009-07-21T02:31:00.001+08:00

Press Play to listen to "Xiao Hong Ren - Ni Yao Zhe Yang Jiu Zhe Yang"

歌手：萧闳仁专辑：法克这个人

2009-07-07T18:32:00.002+08:00

Although i can hear alot "vulgur" from this song, i still like it very music.. especially these 4 phases from 萧闳仁 song title is ... 法克这个人

我知道年轻就是要不顾一切去冒险
才不会到老了自己才在后悔
趁着地球暖化之前我能做些什麽
还有时间我自己许的预言

mental barrier week

2009-06-30T11:09:00.004+08:00

29 Jun 2009 Mon:
originally planning to go gym with sister wan, but she last minute can't make it, so i am been forced to stay at home looking at the gray sky and later the rain.. then went online chatting with gab and the rest.. quite boring lah..

30 Jun 2009 Tue:
1) Morning Run (scroll down to the next post)
2) MP Consultation - 1st Session @ 3pm

1 Jul 2009 Wed:
1) Ben & Jerry - Movie Outing @ 3pm

2 Jul 2009 Thu:

3 Jul 2009 Fri:
1) NAPFA test @ 3pm

4 Jul 2009 Sat:
1) Cell Group (1pm-3pm)

5 Jul 2009 Sun:
1) Zone Outreach service (12pm-2pm)

(ps: wow.. lots of 3PM..)

evaluation right after 2.4km practise

2009-06-30T10:31:00.002+08:00

well, today didn't did as well as last sat.. last time i did 4 rounds in a brisk.. but today i did my 4 rounds with stitches in middle..

i shall say i start too fast at the beginning of the run.. was eager to run for my best shot, but end up doesn't have enough stamina to run the rest of the laps..

so the moral of the story is to pace yourself and to start slow for the run, and slowly pick yourself up to run faster and faster and spring to the finish line in the last round.. sounds easy right?

well.. i guess i overestimate myself today.. i feel like crying but well, it isn't anything that is ashamed about, everyone makes mistakes, just learn your lesson and move on..

friday will be my NAPFA test already, well i should say that i am not prepared enough for the test, but i am giving my best shot, pacing myself in the 2.4km run and the 4 stations.. so i dun think i will be regretting for failing the test, cause i have already started way ahead of the rest of the ppl, it's just boil down to whether i still have this passion to continue running and training..

hmm.. giving the choice, i will say no, but, i have no choice this time.

so definitely i will move on and continue to run this ever-lasting lap..
but this time with a big wide smile and taking everything more easy and freely:)

School Week 10

2009-06-21T17:18:00.003+08:00

22 Jun Mon:
hmm.. spend the whole night watching jap drama, and yesh i completed that series in 24 hours time with 8 eps:) wahahaha...

23 Jun Tue: Buying of Running Shoes with my brother in law @ Queensway Shopping Centre
bought the shoes@ $143, brand: oasis at one of the better service shop. how can u spot the service leh.. well, depending on the salesman or saleswoman, u can gauge the standard of the service, some servicing really sucky.. pardon me, but i am stating the fact, they are like Can't be bother with you type, their service were like NO COMMENTS, i give you my product, TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT (THE SHOP).. with these type of attitude, how could i buy my shoes with great satisfaction leh?.. no matter what, i end up in a corner shop, the lady offered her help and ask us do we need any help (that's the right thing to do), we look around and ask her for recommendation and she immediately took me to the right collection

after that, she went out and find my size of shoes at their main store, but dun have my size, she came back and politely told me the news, i asked for other brands of recommendation, she instantly took me to another collection i told me with the same price, i can buy a better quality shoes that can last, and she recommend this shoes that i am wearing right now, thank God, they have my size.. shoowsh... if not, i gotto continue searching aimlessly liao..:)

24 Jun Wed: SIP Briefing at Audi 2 (2pm- 4pm)
hmm.. the briefing okay lah, with some impt points taken, after that is the photo taking session, my class photo is inside Facebook loh.. can go check out.. haha.. quite funny lah..

25 Jun Thu: Church-wide BS Part 5 (7.30pm- 11pm)
extremely long sermon, managed to get home before 1230 midnight.. took lots of buses so that i can have seats in the bus i wanted to board.. :)

26 Jun Fri:
1) jy n kp swimming
my stamina really deprove alot, feel so depressed right now, that time still can swim 40 laps with jon but now... 10laps i am already giving up.. lacking of breathe..

after that, we went to try out the Vegetarin restaurant nearby within walking distance. the food there are okay lah.. edible, price not that ex.. still affordable.. but i won't be queue for that if there's a long queue next time, alot of variety there lah.. so can try someother food next time when we swim again..

2) Gym with 3rd sister
after a nap, went gym, quite shhiok lah.. were doing all the machines and thinking how my muscles are doing.. lol.. then see other guys.. muscles big big.. i kana lose out, abit depressed, but well.. they train more and earlier than me.. they should have what i am inlack of now.. lol.. just continue to train loh.. i am sure by army, i will have well-defined muscles.. and 6 abs.. still waiting for that patiently..(:

27 Jun Sat:
1) Morning Run with elder sis and brother in law
shockingly. i did 4 full rounds without stitches and breathless.. i am so PROUD of myself.. at least, i noe where am i standing right now.. good good.. half way through liao.. for 3mths of on-off, on-off training.. it is considering to be not bad liao.. give me few more months bah:)

28 Jun Sun:
1) Sun Service
the message was like.. okay lah, quite interesting lah.. but get too tired to listen to that liao..
praise and worship was terrible for me since i can't sing out the lyrics.. was having terrible slight sore throat, i force myself to rest my throat.. so.. sadly.. i can only mouth the words..:/

2) Belated Father's Day Celebration
bought lots of food with my 3 sisters and brother in law, have a great dinner with the awesome yummy food.. i "smuggled" a fried chicken wings but felt abit guilty afterward.. but was having fun eating with the entire family lah.. HAPPY FATHER'S DAY, DAD!..

after that i made dessert for the family, ya, I MADE (believe me once okay!) longan-tofu, the tofu was wat i bought back from Food Expo.. haha.. well.. got praises from my family say it's very nice and my sister even ask for more, so.. i think it's a succed lah:P (actually it's quite easy lah, juz pour everything in will do lah.. but i do the serving and such..:)

GREAT QUALITY VIDEO SHARING TIME!

2009-06-14T02:18:00.003+08:00

IT'S GREAT QUALITY VIDEO SHARING TIME!

heard of Taiwanese singer, Tank?.. His 3rd Album has been out, Fight Extension (Yan Chang Bi Sai)
this is the video link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e2xTb4yRgtU
of his song World in Total Darkness

"全世界都停电"

just want to share with this great music that i have been fond on for like the past 2 months then finally found this on youtube, the records company finally decide to film this song into a MV.. very touching, and i am on the verge to cry, haha.. but i didn't, guess i am too tired that's y..

just now tried the most silliest thing of today, i OFF the living room LIGHTS and watch the entire MV.. wah.. tell you!..

it's even MORE DRAMATIC.. got more FEEL!

you can try that at home too.. alone.. then facing the screen and looking at the images and i guess you will felt touched also.. try it! :)

Holiday Week 2

2009-06-12T02:56:00.004+08:00

Mon 15/6/09: Outing with Hari and Sayh
we went orchard there for a walk.. very fun.. did the following things..

ate balls (octo) at the taka benches
drank ice blended in Gloria Jeans Coffee at Cine while folding paper cranes
watched "Ghosts of the Girlfriends' Past", managed to cry alittle.. lol..
ate dinner in Pepper Lunch with 30% store discount (while stock lasts --> till Jun 30)
laugh at our own IQ quiz and jokes outside taka fountain there..:)

Tue 16/6/09:
1) Jap Lunch with Ostguin Family..
yup.. it's ostguin outing again.. we went to Tom Ton @ The Central, Clarke Quay for lunch..
well, the food that i ate is really nice.. it's fried golden brown SHRIMPS and Meat Slices..thinking of that.. makes me more hungry now.. it fries till really crispy.. and really got this "CHI CHI" sound.. with the jap rice..

though i paid $5 for the rice set.. originally it's the Don set.. well..i somehow got cheated.. coz the waitress asked me whether i want a rice set, i blur blur nod my head.. in the end... so well.. the moral of the story is to.. "DUN ACT SMART.. ASK!"

2) Shopping at Marina Square..
it's the 2nd round of window shopping with Jon and Wy.. we did it last New Yr's Eve.. and now.. it's like semi-annually event.. lol.. but well.. i did enjoy lah.. though i was complaining i dun have the $$ now to buy any stuff..

after that we went to "World of Sport" to buy my running shoes.. but.. due to my big foot, they dun have the shoe size for me.. :"(

3) Dinner at Hougang Street..
well, it's the sisters and macho man outing again.. we went back to eat sister's fav fried omettlee and satay.. after that we went Hougang Central for Pasar Malan Again.. hmm.. did buy some thing for my dearest mum.. can u imagine 3 young adults sit at the platform and drink COCONUT juices and peeling them in public.. lol.. that's us... COOL right..@.@

Wed 17/6/09: Outing with WeiH and Sengy
we went to Tampines 1 for a simple lunch at Kompitiam and hop on to GV Cinemplx for "Drag me to Hell" the movie.. well.. it's scary.. but most of the time i am hidden my face from the scenes.. lol.. but quite funny lah.. the grandmother there.. lol..just dun like the twist ending :)

Thu 18/6/09: Top One Outing with ZhiY, ShuX and LiZh
well.. sing alot.. laugh alot, but end up all felt giddy abt the lighting.. so we went home earlier..

Fri 19/6/09:
1) Movie Outing with Xy, Jon and Prisc
well.. "Night of the Museum 2" and AMK Hub ROX!!.. LOL.. so shiok sitting in Cathay.. and really really good storylines and plotting.. love Ben Stiller Acting!.. :)

2) Churchwide Bible Study Part 4
touching night.. felt like crying.. but can't.. no tissues with me..lol.. thanks Pastor Tan for the short and precise bible teaching!

Sat 20/6/09:
1) Father's Day Service

Sun 21/6/09:
1) Father's Day Family Celebration

Holiday Week 1

2009-06-12T02:43:00.005+08:00

Mon 8/6/09:
1) Go Gym in the afternn with 3rd sister..
2) Go Pasar Malan with xy and jon

Tue 9/6/09: With Vic and ZhiY
1) Movie Marathon@ Jim's House
2) Sengkang Walkie Takie

Wed 10/6/09: With SayH, Hari and ShuX
1) Unsafe Driving Part 1
2) Yummy Suki Sushi Ala-Carte
3) Making Full use of NTUC as a Playground
4) Unpleasant Yogurt Shop
5) Unsafe Driving Part 2 - Jamming Night

Thu 11/6/09:
1) Nihon Mura outing
- Yummy Food
- Unpleasant Serving
- Annoying Serving
- Rebate

2) Cheryl's Hall Production@ NUS Cultural Centre
- Venue
- Cast
- Play
- Feedbacks
- Reflection

Fri 12/6/09:
1) Go Gym in the afternn with 3rd sister..
2) Church wide Bible Study Part 3

Sat 13/6/09:
1) Light sticks finding
2) Celebrity Night Service

Sun 14/6/09:
1) Family gathering @ SK Hse

MSN chat

2009-06-12T02:13:00.002+08:00

MSN SiSter Chat~.~

[02:07] : we went to eat "ri ben chun"..:)
[02:07] [c=#F20079]魔杰座 - 稻香 rox!![/c]: nihon mura!
[02:07] [c=#F20079]魔杰座 - 稻香 rox!![/c]: nice de
[02:07] [c=#F20079]魔杰座 - 稻香 rox!![/c]: hahaha
[02:07] [c=#F20079]魔杰座 - 稻香 rox!![/c]: chawanmushi

[02:08] : yaloh.. haha.. but grand cathay de service not good..
[02:08] : seved food very slow..
[02:08] : and serve everytime wrongly..

[02:08] [c=#F20079]魔杰座 - 稻香 rox!![/c]: haha
[02:08] [c=#F20079]魔杰座 - 稻香 rox!![/c]: ehub de best
[02:08] : we order 1 hot green tea gave us 2 ICED green tea..

[02:08] [c=#F20079]魔杰座 - 稻香 rox!![/c]: den followed by tamp
[02:08] : i think so loh..
[02:09] : coz cathay too much ppl liao..
[02:09] : then we sit very inwards.. so the staff can't see us..

[02:12] [c=#F20079]魔杰座 - 稻香 rox!![/c]: wow
[02:12] [c=#F20079]魔杰座 - 稻香 rox!![/c]: happening de ar
[02:12] [c=#F20079]魔杰座 - 稻香 rox!![/c]: u enjoyed today
[02:12] [c=#F20079]魔杰座 - 稻香 rox!![/c]: mi tooo
[02:12] [c=#F20079]魔杰座 - 稻香 rox!![/c]: ((:

[02:12] : okay lah.. after that go see some hall production at NUS cultural centre... very inspirational..

[02:13] [c=#F20079]魔杰座 - 稻香 rox!![/c]: WOWWWW
[02:13] [c=#F20079]魔杰座 - 稻香 rox!![/c]: hahaha
[02:13] [c=#F20079]魔杰座 - 稻香 rox!![/c]: omg.

[02:13] : somemore t's mandarin de.. haah

[02:13] [c=#F20079]魔杰座 - 稻香 rox!![/c]: hahah
[02:13] [c=#F20079]魔杰座 - 稻香 rox!![/c]: lol
[02:14] [c=#F20079]魔杰座 - 稻香 rox!![/c]: tat mus be not too interesting
[02:14] [c=#F20079]魔杰座 - 稻香 rox!![/c]: lol

[02:15] : yup.. abit .. chim for me..
[02:15] : haha..

(to be continue..:)(=)

萧闳仁-你爱怎样就怎样

2009-06-08T01:55:00.000+08:00

萧闳仁-你爱怎样就怎样
作词:萧闳仁作曲:萧闳仁

你说爱情像这样
找到对的人就幸福

我们总是有争吵
总在三二一就忘掉

我还在享受那摇椅
你却缓缓站起
说你不爱我了
爱形状乱掉了

你爱怎样就怎样
你说走了爱就走样
精彩演出
你的爱情宣告独立

我是该好好学习
说忘了就把你忘记
还在心里只剩一句
我爱你别放弃

我们总是有争吵
总在三二一就忘掉

我还在享受那摇椅
你却缓缓站起
说你不爱我了
爱形状乱掉了

你爱怎样就怎样
你说走了爱就走样
精彩演出
你的爱情宣告独立

我是该好好学习
说忘了就把你忘记
还在心里只剩一句
我爱你别放弃

你是我唯一
我很想再继续
你的爱像空气
漫无目的就散了

我们的新关系
比陌生还陌生
不能回忆
不能前进

你爱怎样就怎样
你说走了爱就走样
精彩演出
你的爱情宣告独立

我是该好好学习
说忘了就把你忘记
还在心里只剩一句
我爱你别放弃

还在心里只剩一句
我爱你别放弃

Funky Tuesday

2009-06-03T23:46:00.003+08:00

Stock Typhoon Part 2
today we played this board games, it about stock investment and market.. quite fun lah.. though i can admit that year 1 that "stock, rush" is even more fun.. well, it's Year 3 liao.. so fast.. times really flies.. same ppl playing yet with different atmosphere.. i should say that the 2 most close clique i have now are the best! .. lol..

(pics pls look in facebook for photos updating..)

Movie Filming in Flavours Canteen
just we about to leave the canteen, guess what we saw, our dearest SIP Coordinator and Risk Subject Head, Ms Jo. Informed by Ms Mei Wei, we quickly escaped to the nearest door, opps it's a dead end, STORE ROOM, it states..

Looking at the attire that they are wearing, SUPER CASUAL, the LEAD actors, Mr Yuan Hong, Mr Jonathan and Mr Chee Meng together with Academic actress Ms WanYing, run towards the next possible entrance. THE CANTEEN BACK-END DOOR..

Handsome Chee Meng uses ALL his MIGHTY strengthen to pull the door hoping that ALWAYS LOCKED door will be opened. After his 3rd and last attempt, the door finally opened, the crowd wonders while the runners escaped with their last breath... "Quick, Quick, Jo is coming.."... down the stairs and out of the DANGER zone..:)

nothing matters anymore.. it's over..

2009-06-03T23:25:00.002+08:00

so much things happened for these 2 weeks..

the FREEWILL birthday's fund issues
well, i didn't thought that this will be a problem, untill ppl start giving.. their sacrifices amount of money that is worth a bowl of noodles.. i mean plz loh.. based on the rating of past year birthday contribution.. it should went out of range of $4- $6... so well.. i am quite disappointed about that bah..

or maybe is our wrong to make it freewill bah.. guess a standardized amount will keep every one from arguing why this person gives so less, why he gives so much.. baa baa.. well.. i shall rest the issue...

the POST- risk presentation fever
hmm.. thinking this makes me headaches.. problem still haven't solved.. how many weeks already..?... 2-3 weeks already leh.. still remained the same.. guess the STARTER of the problem should really STEP forward to REST this issue..

well, jon and i can't do much basically.. we just dun want this problem to continue staying there and all of us are avoiding and isolating... "Jie Ling Huan Xu Si Ling Ren".. .means the one who starts must solve it..

as audience, i try not to stand on an one-sided fence.. but the truth of the problem has stood up but the problem hasn't been solved.. so well.. i shall sit back and continue watching.. praying that this will be solve as soon as possible.. if not.. i dun think... i dun think.. it matters anymore.. in future too...

totally disappointed i should say,
embarrassed to be with him honestly speaking.
loss out of words i should say,
trying to escape i must do.

forgo the incident we must,
step up in faith you shall.
avoid finding more excuses you shall,
be the guy that we know, can you?

that's my present thought.. that's all i should say.. all the rest is up to you..

Reflect on RISK presentation

2009-05-25T23:26:00.002+08:00

Well .. thought of trying something new.. heres's my little reflection wz.. over facebook..

the topic is:

"a mistake is a mistake, there's no way to turn it back"

Cristyano

you okay mah jim

11:14pmJim

oh.. slides got errors..

we didn't check properly..

end up got shoot.. aimlessly..

11:14pmCristyano

who did the slides?

11:14pmJim

every1.. haha..

we did it together..

so can't blame bah..

then yp got the info wrongly..

nvm lah.. i shall not blame others..

just treat it as a lesson learnt bah..

though i think that my presentation result won't be so good..

11:15pmCristyano

as long as you dont carry the burden yourself

11:15pmJim

but at least i can feel that i did really improve on my presentation skills liao..

11:16pmCristyano

which is good man

11:17pmJim

and i am more willing to answer qns.. :)

11:18pmCristyano

thats awesome

at least you improved something else

cheers to that

(End)

yup.. no point pining on one another lah.. after all the teamwork is good.. just the slides need clarification.. after all we gave our best shot and the overnight for sat was really an awesome one..

we got to laugh wholeheartedly.. and this is really the FIRST Time we put our heart and soul into pushing ourselves to do this presentation. so.. really no regrets lah.. just next time cross-check the slides properly can le:)

Kris Allen WON!

2009-05-22T22:54:00.004+08:00

Woohoo.. it's so shocked to me that Kris Allen won American Idol Season 8.. though i told myself adam sure win one.. so i didn't have much hope in continue watching the result show..

untill the moment when ryan seacrest (host) announced the results,, i was like.. totally shocked.. stunned!.. really.. SURE OR NOT.. it's so UNBELIEVABLE (with the actions..)..

let me intro some past of him..

aged 23, married (that's early)
College student
Church worship leader from Arkansas (wow.. SEE my dream column)
killer combo of personable style and down-home musicianship
perform using a guitar or piano only
able to connect to every single audience through his angelic voice..

i am so attracted to his voice now that.. i have been a bit crazy for me.. though i am rushing risk..SHH...okay..

here are some of the nice good sound quality music of his..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hw-Q-1BGKwo&feature=PlayList&p=F48DCB647854C9DE&playnext=1&playnext_from=PL&index=41

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yVc2nrdGzvw

live video:
http://www.imeem.com/people/nJIXSFQ/playlist/Ev-Xy0H9/kris-allen-video-playlist/ (register to view it for free)

Definitely i will consider buying his album when it's out and similar to what he sings now.. really like it..:) it really calms you down..

Recently..

2009-05-19T22:08:00.002+08:00

Recently has been very busy over RISK project.. was kind of going mad with that already.. so many things to do and yet so little time.. hai

just gotten the news that i can't buy my shirt and shoes this week cause i have to wait for dad to give me the money next month..

wah.. 2 shirts for 4 days.. argh.. 5days for next week.. got to scream already.. i mean can i juz withdraw the money from my own bank and use!!... nvm..

hack!! wat the... it's okay.. it's okay.. shall not bear my anger on them..

shall slp soon.. yup.. sleeping makes me feel better..

谢和弦我给的温柔 RChord, The warmthness i gave.

2009-05-04T19:39:00.003+08:00

歌曲：我给的温柔词曲唱：谢和弦

我猜不透你内心世界　我想了解你却不给了解
你说我们距离太远　隔著一道界线　
那只是你自已竖起的防备

看著你哭泣无声的脸　我是多麼希望能给你安慰
你越是不肯开口　我越是心力交悴　
我不愿见你再为谁流泪

我给的温柔　不为谁　只希望你能够了解　
能为你做任何事我都心甘情愿
我给的爱不需辩解　只要你躺在我（的）身边　
我一定好好保护你　不让你受任何委屈

别再担心　有我在这里陪著你　
我不会再让你伤心　不会再让你哭泣

我给的温柔　不为谁　
只希望你能够了解　能为你做任何事我都心甘情愿
我给的爱不需辩解　只要你躺在我（的）身边　
我一定好好保护你　不让你受任何委屈

was wandered around the net and heard this blog song from one oft he unknown blog then i drop in the title of the song into the search browser, out come this familiar singer i know last month, aChord, or RChord. he is the new taiwanese singer.

really love ths nice melody and his guitar playing.. the music really can send it into your heart..
very nice.

enjoy listening ye? leave any comments if you love to:)

mis-comm

2009-04-28T01:02:00.003+08:00

was sort of disappointed, but well every organisation has its rules and regulation.

and we are just one of the chess, unfortunately to be play around.

well, i will continue to be played, and hopefully, not be kicked out of the game.

the truth is unbearable and sometimes un-acceptance, but well.. lived with it, and move on to the next destination, isn't what we called LIFE.

shall not talk about this issue anymore, hope i will not bring this up again.

God help me to recover from this hurt, can you? it's so much emotinally to be bear with..

Thank you in advance and i hope for a speedy recovery/healing to take place.. if not..

i might just exit this game and wandered around outside. take care every1..

icreate exhibts and reflection

2009-04-24T01:33:00.003+08:00

this morning, i woke up at 6.10am as planned, and to travel to SMU for the icreate exhibits..
well , icreate is a somesort of convention, called the "International Conference on Accesible Tourism", specially for the people with impaired disability, and my role is to originally to be the ushers, i heard from my fren that it will be very tiring ushering the special ppl, but i just told myself to treat them as normal ppl and give the equal respect but with greater carefulness so as to make them feel more welcome and happy.

it's around 5mins passed the meeting time when i arrived at the meeting place, well i am the first! Hooray! the rest came abit later than me, and i was SO shocked that they are all juniors /\_/\|| so me, as the senior just felt totally weird, thank God, later huibin came, and at least i have some one to chat with.. haha.. this really makes things easy.. :) by 15mins time, we managed to gather and set off to the exhibits for a briefing.
The briefing started abit later than expected guess the organiser was abit busy bah, so i juz wonder around the waiting area and looking aimlessly at the noticeboards etcs

by 0825 we were been told to gathered in the auditorium to receive our duties.. i was been asked to do the carry of the machine together with huibin and another junior, the organiser, Mr Ng, was seems like a friendly person to me, smiling and encouraging us, he told me to be the leader of the group to manage the flow of the event.. wah.. abit of responsibility leh, thought i can slack abit.. but okay lah.. not much, juz organising my 2 guys and to ask them to carry the 50kg machine and move up and down the stairs, and out of the auditorium to the stairs..

before that we were been asked to carry out the furnitures to the main stage, seems heavy, but we managed to carry all out.. :) but then coz of that, my arms muscles are already tired liao, this makes the carrying of machine even more tedious..

around 0940, the opening cermony starts with the chairman of the "Disabled People's Association" introducing the activities with a welcome speech, my job is very simple, just wait for the 2nd spokeperson (Mr Hideto Kijima Toyonaka")'s wheelchair to be inside the lever and to operate the machine to allow the platform to be inline with the stage ground before he can leave his self out of the machine and proceed straight to the stage front for the speech

with that, Mr Kijima can present with the least effort, a great innovative design machine really solves this kind of crucial problems..well, Mr Kijima is an amazing person, since 20 years ago, he has been living with his wheel-chairs coz of a backbone problem/injury that forces him to be a wheel-chair bound person.

thinking of his disability, Mr Kijima wants to do something different from others, some might choose to give up their lives, some might feel miserable, but Mr Kijima just live his life to the fullest potential he has, fullest maximum that he can overcome and achieve not only his goals but of his dream of travelling around 99 COUNTRIES IN THE WORLD IN 20 YEARS only...

i really admired him alot, given the difficult of mobile-ing, and yet he managed to travel so many countries and over come so many obstacles mentioned in the slides itself... i rmb some memorable ones..

Riding a camel in the desert
Climb up the mountain by the help of the water buffalos
Climb up the hill with the help of the guys and a cloth, like a pivot and the lever theory.. AMAZING
Bungee jumping
Sky diving, (but at the last moment been cancelled due to some technical errors, but he did overcome his fears to give it a try
Hand- driving around the town (but nearly coz an accident resulting in lots of inside humours, can share with you when you asked me.. very funny and lame..:))

His traveling experiences makes me wonder, even him can travel so many countries, what about me? as a well-function teenager do? what is the least i can do? how can i make the world into a better place? How can i fulfill my dream also to travel to the countries around the world? really, it makes wonder and really did boost up my courage and tempting me to travel again.. really envious him alot! :P

his +ve thinking attitude & his cheerful character really motivates me alot..and his presentation was way to entertaining, and he just dun have any stage fright, and he is just there in front of you talking to you about his memorable experiences, and with some laughers and jokes.. his laughers and smiles from the slides and photos are all very real and you can see that he is really REALLY happy to be who he is, enjoy what he is doing and not to feel disgrace about his disability and to live his life with these 3 goals (i'm trying my best to rmb):

Fulfill your dream no matter what difficult it is
Maintain a cheerful and +ve attitude in handling things
SMILEZ! :)

well isn't travel great? and isn't travel with more onbound access of the handicapped facilities better for the travellers with disability. we have not really done enuf, Let's make the world a better place and really, really, plays a part in helping the need and to heal a hurt! Shall we?! :)

finally watched this movie completely..

2009-04-24T01:19:00.004+08:00

"A drama (movie) about friendship that spans ages, this is based on a true story which chronicles the life of a man who died at the age of 23 after an illness that started with the partial collapse of his cranial bone, and a subsequent battle with seven types of incurable diseases. "

interesting plot right? last year i was doing some yahoo random search, and found out this movie "Yuuki", it's a jap movie portraying the real life true story of a patient who suffers from this very un-cured rare diseases and how he overcome the fear of his illness and even managed to encourage his friends around him to be motivated about their own lives, very meaningful.

tonight just managed to finish the left few impt parts of the movie coz the last time i watched, it's incompleted. so well, i thought of popping by and GREAT, it's the ending.. expected ending, but unexpected motivational messages sent across..

Given his unbearable situation, his courage to face fear did warm my heart, and really, did encourage me alot, no matter is the previous time watching, or just now, it is really amazing how the storyline can be stuck into my mind untill now, i still will be able to rmb most of the storylines..

this movie is really highly recommended to watch.
you can watch it at http://www.mysoju.com/yuuki/ for free. :)

the main actor acting as the patient: Kamenashi Kazuya
Acting: Excellent

Below are Some of the movie screenshots.. ENJOY! :)

Courtesy to crunchyroll:) All rights reserved to crunchyroll :)

awesome NIGHT!

2009-04-20T01:46:00.004+08:00

tonight i really have an awesome night..
was really tired after the cremation, reached home around 5pm already + bathe = manage to sleep around 1 hr

then i pull myself up for the dinner..

i am glad i didn't cancel that.. coz it really ends up well..

after a series of consideration, xy, pris and i decided to eat on tian tian steamboat.. we talk alot and eat alot end up we talked like for the whole 2 hour plus, the food were so-so, but i really love eating and eating with the ones i care about.. i really can put myself down, eat without guard, just eat without manners.. shiok sia..:)

we order our bill around 10+ then we decided to walk to Singapore river for a chat..

then we bought some sparkling wine to drink..i choose the orange since i tried the peach before..

i admit that i am drunk when i am suddenly so high.. and very dreamy.. lol..

and xy and i was like talking nonsense.. haha.. we were having a very fun time shooting photos and chatting.. jon and prisc cool us down..

and we depart for the last bus nearly half past 12 midnight and when i reach home it was like nearly 0130..

(some of the nicer pictures, thanks to Jon got the camera-ing:))
xy and me with courtesy bear:)
xy and prisc with courtesy bear:)
xy, jon and prisc with courtesy bear:)

xy and prisc with their liquor

i like this pic the best, see the white thingy in the bottom left corner? that's me:)

jon and i holding the best frens' liquor
when 4 bottles of liquor unites!! :P
prisc, me and xy:)

thanks jon for the shooting and sending of them home, love you ye? :):P

move on, shall we?

2009-04-20T01:45:00.001+08:00

move on, shall we?
well.. last day of the wake...came very fast.. i didn't slp much that night before, though i slp earlier.. was tossing around and thinking will i really cry that bad the next day.. so well.. i didn't really have a proper slp..

it's like 9am when we were been asked to wake up by my mum, we have our breakfast and was ready to set off.

we reached the wake at around 1030.. then we settle down after changing our shirts to a white plain tee..

My first tear came when i heard the symphonic band playing the first song.. Shi Shang Zhi You Ma Ma Hao.. wah..seeing the 3 uncles (husband's of my aunts and my mum), and wonder really how fortunate can my grandma be, seeing her children gotten married happily and .. well.. but i managed to hold back my tears and continue drinking my water..

the first CRY happened when we were asked to walk around the coffin as a group.. i was having thoughts all over my mind and i heard my 2nd aunt cried, i was really amazed at that, coz my 2nd aunt was really very strong and appear to be very optimistic.. and seeing her burst out crying and shouting did impact me alot.. then after that my another aunt cried.. my mum tears.. well.. i nearly cant controlled myself.. i told myself to cool down and relax.. and relax.. and it got better.. secretly.. i wiped off my tears..

then after that, the coffin was carried out from the wake around 12+, we then walked behind the coffin.. it is really heart-broken, your thoughts will went crazy.. and u doesn't raelly know what u are thinking about.. before that all of the children and grandchildren were asked to be bare-footed wearing only socks..

so it really hurt when walking on the concrete roads, somemore with the sun on top of us.. it really is a crazy move.. but i told myself.. For my grandma, for my grandma, this is really the least of what i can do.. this is really the bare minimum that i can be as a grandchildren.. somemore grandma has suffers so much hardships.. we were just walked and accompanied her for the last lap of journey.. that isn't much that we can ask for, isn't it?

fter a 10-15mins walked, we board the coach and set off to the cremation centre.. on our way, flashbacks of how grandma treated me and my cousin came across, it's really vivid.. and memorable.. those silly scolding.. lovely joking.. all have gone to pass.. thinking that this is IT.. the moment that i wished won't happen..

with a 20mins fast drive, we arrived at the centre and was asked to walk in and sit down to wait.

around 0120, the final praying starts, a rather short one, the priests in black prayed for like 5mins then we walked around the coffin for the last time in 3 rounds and the coffin was been pushed to the holding area..

all ALL (i repeat)..everyone of us ran to the holding area with the transparent screen covering up the room.. the aunts and my mum.. burst out crying non stops and i teared.. i really teared.. the last final moment when the coffin was been send up to the cremation machine.. my elder sister came and hugged me.. at that point of time.. i can't hold up my tears anymore, i burst out crying on her shoulder.. hold up the tears for so many so many nights.. i finally burst out crying.. for nearly 3mins..(then i heard a voice in my mind, MOVE ON, MOVE ON, but i just can't control anymore, i continue crying for the 3mins.. releasing out all my emotions out..)

then we were asked to proceed back to the holding area.. i controlled myself and stop the cry..then, my 2nd sister can't hold it anymore, she cried also.. even more serious.. my elder sis console her and my 3rd sister console my mum.. every aunts wipe their tears, some even can't walk properly.. we asked them to sit at the branches and let them have a rest before we proceed with the last pray.

i looked at grandma's tablet and sigh, and finally say out my last words in my heart, wishing her, pray for her, and to ask God to really take good care of her, she can finally re-unite with her husband...

after that, we took back the same coach and arrive back at the wake's area where we have our lunch past 2.. the food was terrific yummy.. with the fried chicken cutlet, fried fish, yummy vege and fresh steamed prawns.. marvellous.. after that we went on with the last prayer meet at the house that my grandma last lived and we depart and leave with peacefulness in our hearts.. finally a matter went on pretty in order..aren't they?

continue.. from the previous post..

2009-04-18T23:57:00.003+08:00

continue from what i left off..this evening went for the 2nd day of the wake.. lots of happenings things..
today (sat) reached the wake around 6.30pm like that.. was feeling abit tired coz of the bible study miscommunication breakdown.. was traveling here and there..

my sisters and i immediately helped out with the folding of prayers papers... untill the first prayer meeting starts at 7pm and every children and grand-children of my grandma were asked to go forward to sit and pray with the joss-sticks on.. it lasts around 20mins and we went back to fold the papers..

while we were folding the papers, we realised that the ppl who came got more and more.. too much that there were no seats for them to sit and food for them to eat..

we then realised at 10pm that it's becoz there were my uncle's past under society members pray respect to our grandma by bowing thrice together infront of her tablet...indeed i felt quite honoured but was abit scared at the same time since there were like nearly 100 ppl there.. and most of them looks not that friendly.. :"(

after that, the priest went on to ask us to bring the folding papers and houses, cars... to the burning site to burn.. these paper incenses just gone into ashes in less than 5mins time.. but i heard that they were expensive since not much ppl here knows and are still doing these paper incenses and properties for the dead.. well i really respect them and hope that this unique culture will still be remained in Singapore in the future

after praying, we have an early off instructed by our dad.. the ppl in the car are my 3 sisters and my elder sister in law and me.. we were talking about the early history of my grandmother.. discussing how fortunate she was.. married to a rich husband (according to my mum> my sister) so really felt light-hearted after hearing that..after marriage, she didn't really have to go out to work.. that's really how rich my grandpa was.. then after that, their children are also very filial.. really how fortunate can this be. A nice family with few heartwarming kids born and live happily ever.. this is really what i want and wish to have..how about u?

(live with the fullest, not with ANY regrets!)

雖然很芭樂 BY 謝和弦 aChord

2009-04-18T13:35:00.002+08:00

歌名：雖然很芭樂詞/曲/演唱：謝和弦編曲：李燕飛

芭芭芭樂芭芭芭芭樂芭芭芭芭樂芭芭芭芭......

都是因為你我現在可以學會整理我粗糙的個性

也開始相信愛情會讓人變得有型

都是因為你我現在刻意學習控制我放肆的愛你

也開始更加努力懂你說的大道理

腦袋裡沒有東西怎麼能陪你談心

怎麼能陪你逛整夜的誠品

追尋著什麼目的得到什麼真理

都因為你才變的有意義

喔我好愛你雖然聽起來會有些芭樂

可是我想不到別的水果能代我表達

喔我很貪心貪小便宜蒐集浪漫片段

可是我不能大方沒有你的燭光晚餐

試著唱唱試著嚷嚷甜在心頭的步伐你讓我的悲傷笑的燦爛

試著蘊藏試著醞釀想對你說的那句話素顏的愛不需要上妝

芭芭芭樂芭芭芭芭樂芭芭芭芭樂芭芭芭芭......

text extracted from singer's blog: http://www.wretch.cc/blog/chord76415/16888180

VERY CUTE SONG.. SO DECIDED TO PUT IT HERE FIRST:)

break the news

2009-04-18T00:58:00.002+08:00

well..sort of want to explain tonight's event to you guys.. well.. my grandma *mum's mum* passed away, she died at midnight peacefully.. ya.. i like the word PEACEFULLY.. at least she was ill but she did die peacefully..

i shall not mentioned her more already, well this is my first time attending a wake.. it's tiring for my 3 realm.. PHYSICALLY, PSYCHO AND EMO..

well physically, i was asked to burn the offering.. hmm.. been one of her grandchildren.. hmm ought to pay her a respect lah.. yup.. so the christian thing were all put aside.. well this is my policy of life.. RESPECT EVERYONE REGARDLESS OF HIS RELIGION.. so.. hmm.. i was like burning the offering for around 1 hour, chatting with my cousin and the coffin was like 2 arm-length beside us.. hmm.. it's kind of weird.. coz what i saw in the tv really comes into reality..

before that, when my sisters and i were reached, we were asked to drop in the joss-sticks.. with the band playing the music.. really really felt like crying.. this whole day i have been holding my tears.. really really thought of burst out crying.. but i juz can't.. thinking of the grandma of mine.. lively, joyful last Chinese new year (it was like 2-3 months ago only).. and now really prove one thing.. life is really fragile.. and to really treasure the ones who is around you.. not untill.. :"(

pyscho barrier is the most difficult to attend on.. it's MENTALLY difficult.. and always it will lead to emotional.. so well.. it's really a hard battle to beat on.. but thinking my grandma can end her misery *(illness) and to be unite with God in Heaven did lighten my heart abit.. well.. my heart now are peaceful..

i am not sure i will cry tml or on sun, but definitely i have re-learn an impt lesson and it has proven today AGAIN.. treasure your lives, and the lives around you.

Take care guys, will update again..

TO BE CONTINUE..

Food Festa!

2009-04-11T01:16:00.002+08:00

woohoo.. it's late at night and i juz finished my food marathon today.. so full.. yup.. i am really contented today, finally i get to eat and drink so much.. haha:) let me brief you some of the highlights:P

1.30pm: Jalan Kayu "CXXXX restaurant" selling pata, well was travelling with jy and kp after swim, we took a LRT from Farmway to Thanggam it's juz a 2 stop ride, and a short walk and BOOm .. we reach the famous well known street... we ordered..

3 plain Pata
1 BIG BOOM (actually it's a sugar pata.. lol)
3 TeH

total was $7.20, well the pata was 10 cents ex than usual but i should say the highlight is the Teh.. wow.. it's really amazing how strong the nice fragrance can it be.. it just makes you want to keep drinking keep drinking:)

3.30pm: this time i was at Starbucks with wanying doing DIY Easter Eggs Session.. we order the following..

1 Type of Coffee which is foreign to me (i only drink Ya-Kun.. )
2 plain Free Ice Water
1 Oreo CheeseCake (a well collaboration of cheese and oreo.. my fav OREO:))
1 Choco Cake (liquid choco running out of the cake that melts into your entire mouth..:P)
1 Cheese Bagel (well toast with the melting butter, a bite that will kills you..)

the total was around well, after 30% staff discount from wy.. and my $10 Starbucks vochur (given as appreciation for my constant morning prayer week last year), not ex lah. i actually spend $2.80 on the cheese corrisant only..the remaining is sponser by my sister..:).. we spent around 3 hours wrapping, drawing the eggs, well it all pays off:) (i shall blog tml about the response when everyone saw the eggs..:)

7pm: wy and i was like wandering around for dinner, and we finally decided to eat at Hotpot Culture at Marina, well we only pay $10.40 (with GST) each for the following of my portion of what i ate..

Herbal soup based (refill once)
Pork Slices with some seafood platter
and lots of veges
2 BIG bowl of rice..

well, it's all worth the eating.. so much food, we took 2 hours chatting and eating.. so nice eating steamboat in this cold and cosy weather, it really warms your stomach up.. yummy, yummy.. now i am really prepared for the buffet next time..:)

10pm: arrived at Kovan CC to meet my sister and sister in law, we called for some drinks and watch a live band performance put up by an neighbourhood unknown band.. here is what we called..

1 glass of ice green tea
1 glass of ice lemon tea

actually, i pay $3 for the drinks and watch the awesome performance put up by the band, i should say it's really worth it lah, with the nice comfortable weather with the cosy lighting, even though it's outdoor, the songs and lovely melody still melts my hearts with a mixture of English and Mardarin Pop hits..

(i am not done yet:)

11pm: last stop, my 3rd sister came by and drove the 3 of us from Kovan CC to this dim sum restaurant near little india there called the "X chun" there for supper, i so miss this dim sum, i tell you.. it has been so long since i have eaten this awesome dim sum... this some of the food we ordered..

2 plates of chao siew buns
2 plates of carrot cake
2 plates of chao siew pastries
1 plate of red bean pastry
2 BIG bowls of century-egg porridge
1 plate of prawn roll
2 glass of HOT barley water
1 kettle of china hot tea

i should say, with the delicious & marvelous foods for only $34 (with takeaway food).. it's really ALL WELL ENDS WELL, a good supper really ends everything off and right now i am feeling really contented, all my stress is gone, all my worries is gone, good and great food really marks my day right and will set these next days right too.. really Thank God for giving me this opportunity and this healthy body to try all of this great food with my cash available and well, this really proves that God is good all the time and all the time God is good. Amen?

:P:)

Courage to admit and face the reality

2009-04-05T00:13:00.002+08:00

well.. a very short one. as u noe that i am doing a Door to Door job on flyer distribution, today i did a strange thing with xy that is to deliver them into the mailbox.. end up the customers (provided the flyer) when checking and saw the mailbox with flyers..

i shld help xy sort neatly the flyers into the mailbox.. coz that's remaining of the flyers outside the mailbox,
well.. guess we really deserved it.. so many times we have tried to do it.. this time really get caught.. well.. we really deserved it..

punishment is only very simple: tml 12 blocks FREE flyer distribution only.. hope this can help cutting down on the loss and to improve on our boss de reputation bah..

one thing i learn to cope is mental stress.. just now during service really struggled for that.. can't really focus on singing.. i really keep crying.. keep thinking on how to solve.. how to help.. but i am really glad that i admit.. i admit all.. i didn't kept any secrets or lie.. i have been truthfully to myself.. to everyone.. it really needs to take a huge step of faith to step forward and admit the mistakes.. feared of the cons, been scolded.. but well.. i am in the house of God, and i am a Christian, and i dun want to keep dragging it le.. admitting it is the only way out.. no more lying is needed anymore..

also want to thank Darren's consulting.. it really helps.. that time i just feel like crying.. but i hold myself.. telling someone of my problems really helps to lighten my burden and my worries.. after hearing.. he really help me alot in advising on what to do, say that i did a great job in be honest, and this is part and partial of life.. this happens.. only that.. this is my first time that this happened to me..

9 more hours to my start of free labour.. i pray that everything will turn out fine.. will push myself to finish at least 15 blocks to cover as many blocks i can.. i noe that with God all things are possible.. i am doing all things to redeem myself.. i can do it. i admit on my mistake with bravery and move on. how about you?

it's so FOOL!sh (part 1)

2009-04-02T23:09:00.003+08:00

1st Fool by someone: Eugene
his sms: Maybe this will be the last time i use this number to sms you... recently there are too much thing s happen.. I have undergo alot of pressure, and now i have finally thought about ir. i'm going off and leave Singapore.. air tickets already been bought by the time you receive this msg,i already inside the plane.dun worry for me as i ill take care myself..i'm going to beijing. just now i still consider whether to call u anot, but things come too sudden, so never discuss with u.. dun angry with me as i have no choice, (Hu Jing Tao) Say he dun want to work liao, ask me go china take over him, next time miss me watch news lah. Advanced april fool day!:P

my reply: (my first few expression of the first few lines are SHOCKED, serious!, somemore it's before 12am of the eve of the 1st April) (that;'s my reply after reading the whole sms..) take care of yourself and let's keep in touch using Facebook. China got right? Btw happy april's fool in advance

1st Prank for someone: Mass Delivery (In sequential order)
to: William, You Hock, Michelle, Wan Ying, Jonathan, Si Jia, Si Yun, Yun Ting, Darren, Eugene, Kwee Peng, Jian Yong, Zeng An, Hariyani, Say Haow, Yan Hao (16 ppl)
my sms: yo you there..? Free to chat with me on sms.. I need someone to chat.. Can you be the one? Sorry to disturb you if I have.. I'm really lonely recently.. Hai..

their replies: (mostly --> of course can, What happened?, need my help? how can i help?, will be there for you..

i want to highlight and show my special appreciation to the following..

Ms SiJia and SiYun are both together, so well, they are the first to spot that. SiJia still call me and ask me loh.. i fake for like 3mins then shout "Happy April's Fool" then they both stunned.. haha.. but quite spoiler, thought can play both of them, esp. siyun... haha.. blur blur de..:P

Mr Darren: You can call me or date me out ya i'm free whole day bro =) (Super touched when seeing this)

(To ensure everyone dun get angry and i dun get overboard...)
My instant reply to their instant reply is.. "No la.. Just... Hai... Feel like telling you.. Happy April's Fool! :)"

2nd Fool by someone: You Hock
His shocking reply was "not funny at all! i thought something serious happened! THIS JOKE IS SERIOUSLY NOT FUNNY AT ALL!"

(i was like emo for 1/2 hour thinking is my sms abit too far-fetched, then i apologised to him saying)
"erm oh i will repent then.. :( sorry. Apologise once again.. Hai.. Shouldn't do so big :( "

then he replied , "it's okay.. becoz it's my turn!! Happy April Fool's Day! =P " (Stunned again.. speechless..)

the rest was like simply ignored me, some commented "lol.. thanks ah; very entertaining; etcs etcs"

after that, there's quite alot of pranks going on for me.. but i didn't fallen into.. simply.. the msgs are too april's fool..haha.. thanks kweepeng, jianyong and victoria for trying so hard on me.. appreciate that:P

i should say i really enjoy fooling others lah, but i got benchmark my limits lah.. instant 5mins fooling.. dragging will make things worse.. haha.. this is my first time trying out, so i should say it's quite successfully for a beginner?.. what do you think? :)

conflicts make both party stronger in their relationships..

2009-03-25T14:01:00.003+08:00

can't take it anymore, feel like letting all out here.. was so disappointed.. with her.. no sorry, no console, nothing.. she give me nothing but sadness, disappointment, and the doubting on our friendship.. i squeeze myself to say bye to her to conduct at least an one line conversation and she.. nearly ignored me, dun think she is tired... :"(

the sadness thing is not about fries, is about our ways of handling things diffnly.. guess we got to learn from each other, since no one is perfect and everyone of us has different characters and personalities..

i really hope she can talk to me, after all is me who is in angry mood not her, ...

nevertheless, hope this matter will be resting soon.. i dunno what will happen if one of us didn't do anything..let's hope nothing will happen.. or else.. well.. friends isn't forever right?! hope it isn't true for us then...

suan le. i guess i blame myself of that, i shouldn't exert my anger, i should keep it.. but given the situations where everyone forced you to ask you what happened and u can't escape from it.. makes things worst.. i am like in very hot smoke and u add some fire and makes things even worse..

the cycle trip isn't that as fun as i thought, i was like chase the fronts and to slow down for the backs.. there was like simply more than 1/2 hour where i was been thrown alone in the dark/dim light..out of no where.. no ppl around.. that fear isn't what u can describe.. making you feel really really alone and scared..

again, i really want to stress on letting this matter down.. i dun want later in future someone asked..
"eh. how come she is not around"
then i will be forced to answer..
"oh. our friendship has distant because of Mac Fries"

that will be so ironic, crazy and mad.. i dun want later in future i need to eat in other eateries becoz the moment i step in Mac.. i will recall that incident..

really pray that everything can be under control.. it's like everything has turned out to be so unpredictable

driving test in the morning sucks.. i was like trying so many attempts to log in to that freaking system and to no valid.. i called the officer and he questioned me and later tries to login to the same password and username i have log in .. == turns out.. can't login too.. then he told me to go 3 levels down to the administrative section to check with the clerks.. i rushed down and checked but the clerk said it's alright.. perfectly fine.. later i go up again.. running up.. sweating.. the officer came to me and see.. the login can't worked..

thank God he provided his login for me to conduct the trials telling me not to waste any time, just do the first trial and tell him if i am done with the first. this wasted me like 30mins.. then i rushed my way through to complete the first 50qns..in the end gotten 84% passed which means 7 wrong.. that' really scared me.. the officer later told me i can check my answer by clicking on the link "incorrect" to see what when wrong..

then after that he helped me with the 2nd attempt login.. and i passed it with only 2 wrongs.. when i looked at the clock it's like 5mins to 2pm.. then i quickly rushed with wy they all to the actual BTT room.. with God's grace, i managed to pass that.. all thanks to my 3 days in advance reading and copying of notes, this time i really spent quite an effort to complete my revision.. so i guess i proved to be what i am to be..

after that i spent a couple of hours doing nothing but to shop in NTUC aimlessly and to eat my favourite waffles of peanut butter flavour.. playing my hp games untill my brain hurts.. then she came in a rush.. originally want to show my pissed off but realised after all costllan is the planner, i should also respect him.. so well.. i kept it..if i cancel it last minute also disrespect him.. both ways also make everyone unhappy.. so nvm lah.. everyone happy jiu hao..:)

Post CNY 2009 pics

2009-03-22T21:23:00.003+08:00

Post CNY 2009 pics
juz dig out some photos for you.. it's CNY at victoria's house 2 months ago.. haha..

we had fun playing poker cards but no gamble! and well the night ends quite well.. love it..

hopefully next yr can continue this house visits.. haha.. :)

house owner - vic (left), me and zhiyuan (farthest right)

group pic: farthest left been vic's sister, juliana,
left pic is the candid one while the right pic is normal one..

below pictures might be abit disguisting, viewers below 18 years old, please watch it at your own risk!!..
opps..

OH NO!

haha.. that is all act one lah.. i am straight.. straight!! .. i repeat straight!.. :) lol.. juz laugh and move on to the next blog bah.. lol..

recently

2009-03-17T02:29:00.003+08:00

my ankles are almost way to recovery already. guess i can only deliver flyers like one week once liao. i really admit that i 'm very weak, yah. very weak in the terms of health too.. sian. was having flu n cough that's won't recover de.. dunno what happen to me. guess i slp too late? or didn't drink enuf water on those days itself bah

juz now was trying to play some games at addicting games .com , it's like electronic guitar buttons pressing game.. i really ONLY like that one song. it's SO nice..

link: http://www.newgrounds.com/audio/listen/27599 (hollywise)

this is my another fav too.. the most good thing is that. they can legal dl.. yup. all thanks to newgrounds.com
link: http://www.newgrounds.com/audio/listen/61476 (Sleepless in Seattle)

there's no vulgur no rude words. which i like apart from other punk rock band lah. as in the rest all use **c* de.. or similar terms. heard liao i also bu shuang. but no matter tonight i will have a good slp and tml i will listen them again.. in my desktop.. WOOHOO!!..

New blogskin with new blog MV.. woohoo!

2009-03-14T01:30:00.005+08:00

《億萬克拉的幸福》黃文星 - 億萬克拉的幸福

作詞：陳信延
作曲：紀佳松 Blue J

一千句的我愛你
能不能換一千顆鑽石
一萬句的我想你
烏耶有沒有值一萬美金

你Bling Bling的眼睛
亮過天上的滿天星
貧窮也能過得甜蜜
可不可以親親你手心
謝謝你平凡的愛情
baby白麵包開水也溫馨

我的人生一步一步
快變成地球首富
因為你的愛是我暴增的收入
你的生命一步一步
有用不完的財富
因為你有我億萬克拉的幸福

一千遍的I believe
能不能換一句我願意
億萬之一的幾率
烏耶遇見你我十分幸運

你Bing Bing的眼睛
亮過天上的滿天星
貧窮也能過得甜蜜
可不可以親親你手心
謝謝你平凡的愛情
baby白麵包開水也溫馨

我的人生一步一步
快變成地球首富
因為你的愛是我暴增的收入
你的生命一步一步
有用不完的財富
因為你有我億萬克拉的

我的人生一步一步
快變成地球首富
因為你的愛是我暴增的收入
你的生命一步一步
有用不完的財富

因為你有我億萬克拉的
我的人生一步一步
快變成地球首富
因為你的愛是我暴增的收入
你的生命一步一步
有用不完的財富
因為你有我億萬克拉的幸福

** Graphic will be slowly than sound. (You can load the MV first before watching it. Sure the graphic will tally with the sound..very handsome guy and dance very shuai... hopefully one day i will dance as great as him.. lol.. hope you all like it (press the HQ for clearer image and the black rectangle beside the HQ for full screen version:) ps: the orange border is i picked oh.. ORANGE!! :P

* will update the rest of the skin details tml.. :)

***Reason for the blogskin is my dream of learning dancing, inspire by a variety show. yup. hopefully in the future will pick up a dance like hip hop or be a B-boy.. breaking!!

recently..

2009-03-07T19:01:00.000+08:00

thought of having dinner now at 7pm.. but now.. all the sisters haven't come back..

i mean if it's a family dinner shouldn't we reach home earlier and eat together..

dunno lah. abit pissed off cause i can't attend today's service becoz of this.. then can't even have dinner on time.. ragh... nvm.. next week i will be later than everyone.. will reach home at 0800..:"(

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today juz cut my hair, seems alright, back to the same short hair liao. tried to keep the hair long and longer. but can't tolerate the hotness and long hair was so so SO difficult to manage..:"(.. short hair suits me betteR?! dunno leh. maybe i was simply plain lazy bah. though i like long fringe.. so now i am trying to keep that long.. hopefully next time u meet me, u will be able to see my long fringe then:)

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recently, can't get a vacation job.. was thinking of asking jon on the leaflet thingy.. yup i shld ask him on mon or sun night.. $20 for 1000 pieces.. per day.. quite nice lah. better than staying at home to waste electricity watch tv and playing com right?..lol.. okay lah. i go slack le.. :)

2009-03-05T18:26:00.002+08:00

it has been 1 week since my exams have over.. still rmb that time when i was writing the exam scripts.. i was like scribbled the answers non-stop.. i didn't have the time to stop.. it's like this force making u wanting u to complete the papers.. yup. honestly i have no regrets with the 2 papers.. 1 week in advance of revision. a few of late nights.. (i survived).. really thank God for that and my perseverance and determination.. wonder all i survived through.. lol..

currently, i am worried about my job.. and my building fund.. hai.. hope i will see some light.. this no-money-issue has been pestering me for the past few days.. i dun even dare to go out.. and contact my frens since go out need money.. and i dun have money left liao.. hai..

muz really plan what to do liao.. i am going to send my resumes out.. and hopefully there will be responses coming in.. who knows? few daes later i might be sharing with you my new job... catch up soon..:)

new blogskin with blogsong

2009-02-16T02:40:00.003+08:00

finally finish editing everything.. the code is so weird.. but i still overcome it afterall.. this background music that u are hearing or have heard juz now is very hao ting and smoothing right?..

i have been listening to this song for the past near to 5 hours already. throughout the changing of blogskin process..i really cant placed this song at a distinct position that u can press pause or repeat.. so ..

if u want to pause the song.. u can only off ur speaker.. sry :(
if u want to repeat the song.. u can only click on my link again to refresh this page..sry :(
if u want to fast forward the song.. u can't since it is fixed into the skin itself.. i guess u can only be more patience and wait for the song to end? or for the part that u like comes onto your way liao bah..( i like the rap) :)

no matter what. let's really grow together and be the seed that is remain for this GREAT harvest.. jia you lah every1:)

reflection

2009-02-15T21:51:00.002+08:00

hi every1. i think i am back to my usual self. think the fall rally wake me up le bah. like there are still even more unfortunate kids around. why should i grumble such silly things like this right.

as long as i did the right thing and stand firmly to the truth. i dun seem that is a need to be shaken by twisted facts..

me and myself, myself and me, i am who i am. there's no need to fear or afraid of..

ytd has an unusual valentine day.. was studying for 3 hrs in the noon.. then went jon's hse for mahjong.. i forbids every1 to gamble.. coz it really will cause us to get addicted..the day doesn't seems to end quite well.. no surprise no celebration. weird i guess. but no matter what. it's over liao..

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was thinking of telling her my fond for her.. but feel so discourage by some expected rejected statement..dunno leh.. felt extremely lonely on that day itself.. seeing all the couples and the lovely roses.. and the great smiles on their frens.. well.. guess i need to wait for the rightful one. the gal that's belongs to me bah.. :)

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recently, felt quite encourage by some frens of mine.. so decide to change the blogskin and the song.. hopefully by this action.. i can get more laughter and be more happy bah.. jia you to all the polys who are studying hard for exams.. :)

ps: congrats julian for the successfully audition for choir ministry.. jia you!.. will catch up with u if i can do so this yr.. lol
ps2: wan teng ah. wan teng.. how can i contact you.. :"(

The Miracleous fall

2009-02-12T12:16:00.004+08:00

last wed i suffer a fall and my right palm hit right to the branches that is near me.. that was my first time seeing so much blood. and it's from my palm.. shocked.. but no matter what.. i have overcome the pain and hurt and now i am using both hands to type.. really really fortunate that i only hurt on my right palm not my left.. if not i can't even sit for exams liao (i'm a left handed)..

Everything happened so fast but according my great fren.. my sequences of fall symbolizes..where " " is the event itself.. unquoted is the meaning of it.. sort of like a revelation..

" i was walking walking. then suddenly i tripped my shoes then i found down."
it means that in life, no matter how smoothly you are gg on with your life, there will be ups and downs..

" my right palm cut across the branches and lots of blood come out "
when you were are in a "down mood", naturally you will feel hurt and some negative thoughts will come into your mind

" but my knees didn't hurt. coz i press on to a fren that is infront of me. she fallen instead. but my fren only gt scratches no blood come out." But when you're down, there will always be someone beside you to take the fall together, to ride you through the ups and downs too.. there will always be a friend no matter what..

fren: thank you for the interpretation it really warms my heart of how great is our God and how protected i am thru Him who strengthen me..:)

Excerpted from jjfusion.com

2009-02-09T01:02:00.006+08:00

Felt so happy while looking my die-hard idol. JJ LIN!! at one of his blog just now. so i decide to share with you all a fews of the pics and his blog text.. hehez.. enjoy!

JJ wishing everyone happy NIU year!!!

So cute A dimple! :) (i also have:))

bored?!

JJ playing PSP (right) and on the SBS Transit bus (left). OH NO.. if i was there jiu hao le.. seems like the background to me is ChinaTown.. maybe it's bus 80.. OH!!

KL shooting!.. nice photos right!?

Some fashionable photoshoots!

Excerpted from jjfusion.com

To those who criticized him...

"I remember the bold steps I’ve taken in the past, steps I took to express my art and music.

One of the important lessons I’ve learnt over the years – Whenever an artist tries for a change, he should be ready to face a bombardment of controversial comments from all over. If he decides to stay put, again he might be criticized for being insincere and uncreative.

We are never satisfied.

Fashion, like music, is an intricate form of art. No one is ever right or wrong. I guess depending on where you were born in and raised, your sense for art and appreciation differs accordingly.
As a Singaporean myself, I have noticed over the years that somehow, we are “trained” to act by the book. When something unconventional comes along, we are so careful that we usually take too much time access the situation.

I believe if my stylists had approached me with this daring checkered concept 5 years ago during my 1st album, I would not have been able to accept it then either.

However, I am also an artist who always challenges conventional methods of creating art. If I had followed what the “gurus” have taught us about music, there wouldn’t have been the “clashing” of Chinese elements with RnB beats in River South, nor the bossa nova / hip hop rhythm of The Choice Is Yours. If I had gone by the book and “toned down” on my art, I probably would not have gotten thus far in my music career.

I also definitely did not feel like a “clown” wearing the clothing I wore.
Instead, I was quite impressed at how my stylists were able to blend the clashing plaid patterns together, creating something very refreshing and warm. I feel it suits the vibrancy and color this album requires.

Anyway, there’s always something to say when somebody tries to be different, when conformity and ritual beliefs are being challenged and stretched. But not matter what, there will also always be a group of people open minded and sensitive enough to embrace and appreciate.

I hope you are one of them. "

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To his fans..

"有些朋友比較少見到，甚至跟本不見了，長大之後也有自己的夢想，一定要自己去爭取，

有些朋友卻依然陪著我一起成長，每次看到會很開心，很安慰。。

也有很多新面孔，新鮮的笑容和聲音，給我新的力量，也留下新的感動

對我來說，歌迷沒有分年齡或區域，唯一的分別，是在於每一位的心，團結精神或獨立想法，
謝謝你們一直以來都那麼乖，那麼熱情。。

也許對你來說我是你成長的一個過程，正在迷戀，或曾經瘋狂過的對象。對你來說，我是

所有歌手中你比較欣賞的其中一個。但不喜歡了也可以有權力隨時支持別人

但你要記得，只要我是歌手的每一天，我就只有你。

我的權力只有我的JM。

我做的音樂，只因你JM，而變得特別。
你給我的肯定，讓我有明天的機會，明天的舞台。

所以我不會忘記每一個感動。每一個JM給我的回憶。

也許我有一天老了，名字記不起來了，但是我永遠都記得

我有的音樂，只有JM的支持，JM 的行動，才會繼續溫暖。

我會記得你的面容，你寫過的信，你不捨得我離開的眼淚，

當我招牌動作連續失敗時，你陽光的笑容，鼓勵我加油的尖叫聲

親愛的JM，我會繼續用我的熱情燃燒下去，謝謝你選擇了我，點燃我音樂的火

之前跟過我的JM，我還想你，加油！

Still Moving...

JJ" ** JM means his fans or supporters of his music composition.. haha its 傑迷

these following words kind of touched me a little bit. jia you oh. JJ BRO!

jjfusion reserved the copyrights. i have no rights in having ownership with these texts and pictures.

today

2009-01-28T23:10:00.004+08:00

things DOES not went on smoothly today. with alot of things happened.

only some smooth ones.

manage to take every buses to/back to our destinations during break and after school.
clique's yu sheng lou hei
the movie "love matters"
release of QSM assignment part 1 report

now was having very strong slight headache. guess i stay too long in the shower room. there has a big 20mins rain there. but i manage to survive.. although now feeling very unwell..

Emotional breakdown and a series of great headaches follows..

2009-01-28T22:52:00.006+08:00

Emotional breakdown and a series of great headaches follows..

Tired. tired of been called gay.

been caught flirt. attending FIVE GALS AT the same time..

been popular isn't my fault. why must everyone picks on me. how i wish i can juz get out of everything and isolate myself from everyone. isn't it the best solution..

tired of been accused of nothing i have done before

tired of been accused of watching cyber sex and pornography

tired of been crowned as the sex master

tired of been said of rapping the gays...

tired.. of been accused of ALL those YELLOW stuff..

IT WAS NOT THE FIRST TIME.

IT WON'T BE THE LAST TIME.

IT CAN'T BE THE LAST TIME.

AND I CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT.

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just can't i be.

the Jim that i used to be?

the cheemeng that most friends will noe.

the positive thinking attitude.

the good reputation and image

guess i really understand how Gabriel feels. felt sorry for him too..

not to neglect i have added salt to his wounds too..

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each and every sentences pierce through my heart like a sharp blade..

seeing my best friends saying.. and my good friends standing there laughing.. watching the good show.

well.. wat i can i say?

or i SHOULD say how i can react to stop?

no! i CAN'T

they just keep rubbing and rubbing..on the cut wounds that is going to recover..
causing more wounds and cuts.. more serious one..

all those making fun of my names. my surname.. my given name from my parents..

1st few times i will laugh...

next few times i can tolerant

the very last times i will denied

the last time i will....

i dunno what will i do..

i guess i underestimate myself.

underestimate my level of tolerance..

underestimate my heart..

overestimate my brain..

give me some time and i will cool down.

i..

i know..

i will NEED to cool down if not i will do SOMETHING silly again.

who knows? maybe next time round you will not see me again..

i will not be sitting/standing beside you anymore?

or i will just disappear from every single ones' world.

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to all other frens out there:
NOTICE: IF I SUDDENLY DIDN'T CONTACT YOU. PLEASE GIVE ME SOME TIME TO COOL DOWN. I MIGHT CANCEL ANY MEETING/ GATHERING WITHOUT WARNING.

NEXT TIME U SEE ME, I WILL BE BETTER. I WILL. DEFINITELY.

WITH GOD. I CAN OVERCOME EVERYTHING THRU HIM TO STRENGTHEN ME.]

guess i can ONLY pin ON to Him only. PRAY~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

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Appreciation for my 19th birthday

2009-01-17T11:39:00.002+08:00

This week is really the blessing week, I have received so much present.. even after my birthday itself.

Tue 13/1
1) White Jacket (COOL): From Wan Ying, Yuan Hong, Jonathan, Costllan, Kai Zhou, Si Jia, Si Yun, Guo Cheng, Mei Wei.

2) "Piggy bank" and "pressing sound recording sound PINK pig": From Hariyani, Huan Yi, Jasmine Lim, Jasmine Chow.

3) Wallet: From Zhi Yuan (will used it when i am working. coz it's a formal wallet)

Wed 14/1
1) Black "Extra Fit" Tee with Fake Suspenders: From Shu Xian and Li Zhen
2) G2000 Blue strips collared formal long sleeved shirt and Blue checked tie: From My elder sis and Spencer, my sister in law.

Thu 15/1
1) Yuki Yaki Japanese Steamboat BBQ - Ice cream buffet: Dine with Say Haow and Hariyani
2) Cute little "wu ying liang ping" Japanese - lemon flavour soap: From Say Haow

Fri 16/1
1) TCC Supper TREAT with cheese cake and black forest cake and Iced Cappaciuno for my share: From My elder sis and Spencer, my sister in law.

lawcm

the arrival of my nephew

紀佳松 - 金魚的眼淚

周湯豪 罵醒我 MV

倪安東 Anthony - 缠斗

a new challenge coming up...

[HQ MV] 南拳媽媽 Nan Quan Mama - 河流·午後·我經過

Officially disarmed himself from the role of an IC

蕭閎仁 - 太自由

Re-wishlist for My 21st B'day:)

a memorable family - birthday celebration

WISHLIST for 21st Birthday on 12 Jan

RTU loh! :)

石康鈞_無助 , helpless...

Veri nice - super junIor - no other C:))

end of BMTC

Pull and Bear!! :) my summer Shopping desires~~~

唐禹哲 D一秒－灰色河堤 (Emo Song releasing again..~~ )

嚴爵-我喜歡(不 我愛) - piercing heart pain...~~~

Boys Like Girls Feat. Taylor Swift - Two Is Better Than One LIVE

brain drain! how i wish..

late for my best friend's birthday celebration?! what's this!

struggles to pull and maintain his friendship with his poly friends..

My personality report (From JobsCentral)

魔幻力量 (Magic Power) 我是誰我是誰我是誰 MV

魔幻力量 (Magic Power) 我是誰我是誰我是誰

Make Me A Fool - 小煜

Testimony Time! Thankful.. i should be thankful..

Emo...

謝和弦 - 地球其實沒有那麼危險 MV

life in TP.. (write-up)

Venting his angry and disappointment out...

SICK... on my way to recovery...

Guitar practise song No.1: 張傑【我不聽】

this is IT!

relieved!

i hate...

overwhelm with confusion...

張傑【愛伊攜帶汝】live

CN Blue - I'm a loner (live on radio perf)

2PM - only you

韋禮安 好天氣

韋禮安 好天氣

the reality of truth... hurts...

NICE game to share with...

An Unforgettable night with Sisters...

Note from B'day Boy (Guy)

mOMents of sharing...

FT Island - 바래 (I hope) MV [english subs + romanization + kor lyrics]

JJ林俊傑＿100天【背對背擁抱】MV

happy new year 2010!! + New MV in store..featuring..黄鸿升-搞砸了

搞砸了 - 黄鸿升 小鬼

i'm back!

Here I am by Downhere

Taiwan typhoon Morakot

Khalil Fong Da Tong - nothing's going change my love for you

Stress accumulation with MP

B'day Bash ME...

Introducing Taiwanese R&B New Artiste - 小宇 -愛上MV

Anti Depression Taiwan Short Video「黑潮」短片

黄鸿升-不屑

NDP Song: Le Kua Simi

Contented

"Xiao Hong Ren - Ni Yao Zhe Yang Jiu Zhe Yang"

歌手：萧闳仁 专辑：法克这个人

mental barrier week

evaluation right after 2.4km practise

School Week 10

GREAT QUALITY VIDEO SHARING TIME!

"全世界都停电"

Holiday Week 2

Holiday Week 1

MSN chat

萧闳仁-你爱怎样就怎样

Funky Tuesday

nothing matters anymore.. it's over..

Reflect on RISK presentation

Well .. thought of trying something new.. heres's my little reflection wz.. over facebook..

"a mistake is a mistake, there's no way to turn it back"

Cristyano

周湯豪罵醒我 MV

嚴爵-我喜歡(不我愛) - piercing heart pain...~~~

韋禮安好天氣

韋禮安好天氣

搞砸了 - 黄鸿升小鬼

歌手：萧闳仁专辑：法克这个人

谢和弦我给的温柔 RChord, The warmthness i gave.

《億萬克拉的幸福》黃文星 - 億萬克拉的幸福