the reality of truth... hurts...

Have you ever felt something is holding back,

something that you always like in the past?
something that you always enjoyed in the past?

someone that you care about in the past?
someone that cares about you, love you and chat with you.

Past is just the past, this is my 20th year and everything is going to change,
I dun even know where will i be? and when will i be the someone that i dream of..

A teacher?
A musician?
A guitarist of my own band?

Sometime i wonder, why others are given a chance, but I am not? is God really prepared to give me what's laying down my life? how come I doesn't have any clue of what next step of my life is going to be?

Going to work aimlessly, tap the card
board the train in a rush, read my book. rush to work against time.
reach workplace full of sweat. ON my lappie
wipe my sweat and refill my cup.
go back to my desk.

start my work.
go to lunch

come back lunch.
continue to work.

work overtime.
go back home.

Tired. rountine work. Is it really what i want? what i wish for? a 9-5pm job?

I am uncertain about this. God please enlighten me...:(

NICE game to share with...

Do You Love Your Neighbour?

Submitted by Robin Marrion, California, Modified by Chee Meng, Credits to go Victoria

Sit on Marina Barriage grass..

Everybody sits on the grass in a circle except for one person who stands in the middle. That person then approach o someone and shout, "Do You love your neighbor?".

If the person answered YES. The two people sitting either side of him/her will be required to switch places but the person who asked the question must try to get one of the seats first. The person who didn't get any seat will be asking the next question.

Alternatively the person answered NO and then say something like, "but I do like everyone with blond hair" etc. Everyone who has the characteristic named, then has to run and switch places across the circle and the person in the middle will then tries to get a seat. The last one standing is the next person to ask questions.

Ideally, the words highlighted in bold is not fixed and the players can just quote any characteristics that is common in the group randomly.

Enjoy your loving one another~.~

An Unforgettable night with Sisters...

it's a Unforgettable experience on wednesday night with my 2 Sisters..

didn't even know this combination can work so well..
we laughed from the time we met.. over to the dessert place..

Frolicks is the HIGHLIGHT of the night.. this going to be so EMBARRASSING!! ...

well, after a simple dinner, we went to Frolicks for some yoghurt, as usual we see the menu, and guess what the 2 girls called me in front of the 2 shop assistant...

SISTER!!.. they called me SISTER..

i should capture the moments loh.. i was SOSOSO embarrassed that i almost wanted to leave the place.. i cover my face... and .. laugh to myself.. while the 2 girls laugh very heartly..

we can't stop laughing for almost 3mins.. i can't breathe out and remained calm.. haha...

can't believe they shout/called out me that.. aiyo..

the cashiers' eyes nearly POPPED out when heard that loh.. aiyo.. this is so memorable.. haha.. :)

but after which, i avoid the cashier's eye contact and choose my pick..

nt bad lah.. but i should say YAMI yoghurt is better.. lol..:)

ps: i am going to eat tml:)

Note from B'day Boy (Guy)

just a quick one before i knocked off to slp..

as the tradition from last yr, i am here to appreciate those who wishes me..:)
based on timing (media):)

before my b'day:
Euzanne (phone) --> Sat night
Yuan Hong (phone) --> Mon night
Zhi Yuan(phone) --> Mon night

Actual day:
3rd sister
Mum
Grandma
Stanley.DBS (plus handshake)
Daniel.DBS (plus handshake)

SMS
Victoria (1st), Claudia (2nd), Jeanne (3rd), ShuXian, Elder sis & Spencer, Cheryl, Lizhen, JianYong, Audrey.DBS, 2nd sister, Yaping, Si Jia,

Michelle, Darren (just 20mins after Michelle:)), Yunting, Gabriel (Claud's...),
WeeYang, SayHaow, Atiqah, SiYun,

Andy, WanTeng (even more strange, 8mins after Andy), William, XiuYing (the best for the last) :))

MSN
ShuXian, Hariyani, Costllan,

Facebook (30 Contacts::)
LekWee, LiLok, Nozomu!! :), KaiZhou, Jesper, YuenTuck, Amy, PinXun, SengYap, Julian, Janie, Hariyani, RuiHan, AlexNg, Shiliang, Desmond, SayHaow, Luffi, Cherine, Ailing, Cheryl, Gina, Nico, LiZhen, Shawn, Eric, WanTeng, Claudia, Mr Chin

Email
WanYing, ShuXian, ZhiYuan, Lizhen, Jonathan, YuanHong


WOW.. that's really alot alot.. thank you everyone for putting their effort to wish me happy 20th birthday, this year will be a difficult year for me with all those physical endurances coming in and NS.. oh no!

my key wish now is to go

• to gym every week and
  
• swim every twice per week,
  
• plus run 1 day per week,
  
• fast walk every 2 day once.

i must really keep myself fit if i really want to complete my NAPFA test this feb, if not for sure, i will be needed to enter into NS 2 months earlier than others. Wish me all the best! :)

first up, this friday, i will be heading to Gym after work! :)

mOMents of sharing...

Lots of ups and lots of downs.
Emotions are running wild,
Fairly 2.5 years, and yet
Tears are running of my cheeks,

Can't bear to leave,
Can't avoid to be departed.
Moments of simply joy,
Moments of true love.

Abundance of blessing,
Amazing gracefulness.

With you,
I walked through deep valleys and storms,
Without you,
I am just a lost star in the galaxy.

Thank you for everything, wish it has not been happening and yet it had happened, but the only choice left is to continue the race. Move on and get stronger and mightier.


Aftermath: It doesn't matter anymore, tears have shed and heart has hurt. What matters aren't matters anymore...