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wahahaha....finally i can type le...i found out de blog de prob...n i can solve it...finally le..haha...wah..mid year exams finally over le...left physics practical..then i will have many many off sch days le...haha...abt 6 days bah..from today friday till wednesday...haha...sat go pei frens go out...then mon go sch take practical..then left wif tue n wed see who 1 date me out lo...haha...these few mths...i sort of get over wif the thingy le...mi think a lot le...juz suan le bah...let heaven decide bah...i won't force anym...neither i will let them force me...haha..yup...these few mths change alot bah...i and gors all different schools liao...so long nv see thm le...last see yhock is on march holidays..kb is on sch speech day..talking abt sch speech day...haha..i am 1 of the top 4 true gentleman in the whole sch..haha..even myself can't believe i get into the top 4 bah...haha...ya lo..muz thanks mrs chia 4 nomittee me...n mrs tang n a female teacher to let me in...those 2 are the interviewes...haha..ya lo..they saw my photo so cute..ya la...coz the photo sec1 pai de...haha...so ka-wai yi leh...haha..

yup...then 2 mths...my new fren call me la...he lonely la...i also dunno how come i will get to be frens wif him...always suan me 2 days younger than him...he very wat de leh...haha...also suan me n JJ...heng...suan le...i juz treat him as a normal fren lo...hai...so qi guai...if u 1 to noe...ask me personally..haha...

n ya...so long nv go choir le...dunno...how are they le...heard my fren that...we sec4 need to go back once to announce the commit...looks like maybe nxt wed will hv bah...haha...miss my lower secs gay frens...haha...ya lo..miss mr liew..miss the choir spirit...hah...

4 my class ah....ya lo..still the same.. alot have change le...i n jean seldom talk le...even exchange sms also a few onli..."fate brought us near n pull us apart"...haha..then the glisten. inc looks like it is going to separate le...then i onli left wif a few to chat le...then is like the guys dun noe me well...they play games but i am nt that type...wat com n arcade games la...how come most of the guys play those de...haha..

wah...these 3 wks...so stress wif exams..no time study...but worth it la...then get to use the hall...ok la..nt that scary...then surrounding is i all noe de frens...but o's level different le....is the whole sch de students arrange in alpahets order...haiz...nvm muz look on the bright side...wahaha...

ya...although i feel a bit lonely now..but i noe that deep inside in s'pore there is still ppl thinking of me de...haha...juz rest lo...is like these weeks all finish paper go home eat slp watch some tv then revise eat revise slp...this hv been over n over 4 these 10+ days le...aiyo....haha...yup that';s all bah..i try to find a new skins if i can get into blogskins. com....n my msn messenger muz dl a new version...yup...but i need to dl a internet explorer 6.0...which is 1hr 45 mins bah..i rmb...ya lo...so need wait which day really free then do that bah..sorry lo guys...haha...take care n hv a nice day ahead!!! :)

lied

haiz... really dunno y i did that to her again...sad sad...my this new fren 1 me to help him check whether that's the truth or nt..then sort of tell me to go call her la...the 1st 1 is "conference" wifout his voice la...then i swear that 2nd 1 is i ownself call de...after he told me to do so la...yup...is kind of freaky whn ask me to call her...even myself also shiver whn calling her...dunno y..maybe mental block...or psycholocial bah...i dunno...it had been mths since i call her..n that 1st call lasted more than 5mins...surprisingly...but i really feel guilty abt that..

i am been forced or else i really dun wish to call her personally liao...is like almost 1/2 a yr liao..wat is past is past liao mah...n 4 him n her..if i was a given a choice..i will nt 1 to noe so much de...REALLY..the more u noe...the more u became sad...from that time on 1 dec..whn i keep silent n all of thm conference...till now...i noe the betraylity la...honestly why muz i help him...juz becoz he is my fren...dunno leh... really noe so much is nt gd de...somemore he talking more of his that relationshp more than me lo...

i dunno she will come view this post or nt...but i 1 to say SORRY to her thru this...n i noe she will hate me de...haiz..wat to do...i am easily been used by others...u ask me go east...i will go east...u ask me go slp..i will go slp...

simply juz 4 frens la...i want every of my frens to be happy...but myself i am nt happy tonite...i think she will be sad that she is been betrayed...n i lied to her...n i dun think i will hv the face anymore to face her le bah...she will be dam angry bah....haiz..

hope that her blogger is working n she can blog bah...write all the fuss n things inside...

as 4 that him...i will nt let he used me again bah...i try...haiz...really dun hv mood to finish my hws liao..dunno how to face her...haiz...let me die bah...i dun 1 to be in nvss anym...so many probs de...

To her: (sorry ah..i noe i am nt suppose to do that...dun ever forgive me...as i won't be able to forgive myself de...sad sad...living in misery...sorry "T-M-T-"'()

tv shows

haha...this many things can say le...haha...this apr i see my shows...coz after step down nth to do mah...go hm watch tv..relax ah..haha...

(2/4/06)(campus superstar finals)...haha...zhiyang win liao...so great...love his music...yong lin also ah...yup...champiom of the sexes is already gd liao...

(3/4/06)(yulebaifenbai--yule100 de JJ fans club)haha...i on sick leave mah...then heng ah...gt catch dao JJ de...haha...so happy to see him...haha...he is like my gor like that...dunno y this mth so like him...especially his concert coming on the 24th of june...hehez...i pei my fren go ...haha...$120 leh....the expensivest de...haha...worth it la...JJ will nt cheat me de....haha...now i am listen to his songs on wmp...haha..my hp gt 5 of his songs....all the phonetones is set his de...dam crazy abt him de...haha..since sec1/pri6 i notice him on tv liao..since then i start to admire his talent liao...he noe how to plays piano...rap...dance.. sing very well...write lyrics n melody..n also b-box...(use mouth to make music)..this 1 new de..h.ah.a..he's very creative...n cool...haha...ok...if i keep typing...the whole blog will be full liao..cannot cannot...muz write others...hha...

(9/4/06)(superband de big jam)...hahah...the accppla is great...maybe mics control nt good bah...the rocks grps...nt gd...then some even out of pitch....so nan ting....haha...

(16/4/06)(yixinyiaixianaixin...sometihng like that bah)...erm...yup...fann wong de sand pieces very beautiful..i luv it...then the zoe tay de india dance...very entertaining...i laugh all the way...

(18/4/06)(yule100 de gary cao n ma yi de lian ai100)...wah this 1 muz say...so romantic lo...tis lovely couple go out together then wah...so ai(4th) mei(1st)...(by yang chen lin)...yup...so xin mu...gary sings the songs...my fav de songs..to ma yi..then she very touch..i also very touch lo...haha...even my classmates the other day also gt say..that cao ge de prog very nice leh...ya lo...a man noe how to sing..play piano...think of tricks to entertain the lady..is sad that he is soft spoken like me la...haha...or else he surely got more ppl love him de...haha..but heaven is fair de la....he hv great range of voice...yup...1st time listen de songs sent by yhock...i noe wah...so hao ting liao..then ya lo..

(22/4/06)(xianjianqixiazhuan)this tv serial make my sat nite sad....wah..the lead role all died liao..so sad....i cried also leh...y muz like that arrange...so much the storyline...can't type so long...hha....that;s all bah....hand suan liao....haha

april rain

wah....almost a month i have nt blog liao...haha...forget my another blog de passwd n username liao...this blog de...is i heng heng got it de...haha...this apr happened so much things...wah...how to start nei...i also dunno...1st wk of apr..i am verrrry busy wif my sch 50th yr golden jubilee..although quite stres..but i really enjoy it...it really allow me to have this precious chance to mingle wif all my juniors....sec3 gt zuming..donut..kianhong..and 4 sec2...steven..gaven...kevin...etcs..sec1 gt many many...dunno their names...yet within this small waiting room...they noe my face n i also noe them liao...haha...they all (secc1--4) so playful de...haha..play all sort of games de...haha...anyw...this is my last event be4 i step down...so ke xi....wah...gt a bit sad la...that week...like after the event of the week...i am like..like something lack of missing like that...haha...but get over liao...now...

anyw juz to add...this mth keeps raining...dunno why....monsoon season bah...haha...i am so geography liao..from agriculture to natual vegetation...haha..the tests of this wk...my heart also rain...haha...somehow i feel very lonely...frens all busy with their own stuffs... left i walking walking n walking...somehow i wish i could throw away the umbrella n walk in the rain..but i can't...hhaha...coz exams are around de corner..btw these few weeks also many ppl sick...kb gt flu...okay liao..qingxiang gt fever bah..then dunno y injured...but i think now okay liao bah...then hengwai claudia n samuel all gt sick..my cough also haven;t recover...like going to sore thraot again..keep drinking water....scare sore again...especially tihs impt exam period

as 4 her...haha...still like that lo...is like 1mth plus nv get her letter liao..i also dunno 1 to give her mine or nt...scare she mind..n she beside gt so many guys...hongsheng..augustine..haha...mi a bit jealous la...but still also get over liao..haha... sometimes really think if i am given a choice...i will shldn't step into this class de...yup...n without her...i suddenly feel a bit relax or wat la...but her smile means everything la...wed nitez on the speech day...see her so embrassed abt frandy coming back to sch...i noe she still can't forget him la...haha...then i also gt suan her...actually...the 1st time her gal frens tease her..i am also beside la...i dunno y feel a bit jealous 4 few seconds...n later turn into happy liao...i noe she had wait him 4 so long lo...yup...haha...n seeing her embrassed..really fun..haha...but i noe can't overboard la...muz give her face...to go down the "steps"...:P...yup n that day is the 1st day we talk more than 5 sentences in a small grp lo...wah...yup...still gt a bit tense bah...4 we2...we only bye...how was the test..hihi..like that only..4 the past 1 mth...haha...juz basic greetings...haha...i scare she gt someone else in mind liao..i keep telling myself dun think 2 much liao...but the class is so small..n whn i turn to my left i will see her claud zhihui the guys liao...

maybe i think 2 much le bah...shldn't hv think so much de... wat is past is past liao... muz look to the future...put the past in the heart...ghaha...easy say than easy do... muz put that aside mah...haha..or else friday de EL exam n nxt tue de exams how....haha...so much hws this wkend...muz put all the mind into hws...haha...keep myself busy busy...as busy as a bee...wahaha...an idoim!!!

the f*c*ing toot guy

dam de....i shldn't say vulgur de...but i can't help with it...so angry wif it...the whole things happen whn i decided to scribble some things on the table then decide to put on the J's into a lists lo during p.geog class...from jonathon john rawks to j's is slping...haha...but this been seen by wicked guy called sl...dam him de... i didn't answer him becoz i again wif him mah...he still correct my english during EL period lo... dam..noe my EL sux..still correct me like scolding...then i dun bother him..i think that the main pt of the explosion...wahahaha... then i think u shld noe wat happen aft nxt liao... sad to say..but i need to say..or else i won't feel great de...still hate him... the actual dunno la...heard that he told the whole class to gather around my table to see that 10 points....STILL EVEN PHOTO IT LO...dam...WAT A GREAT FREN...this 3mths wifout nick i stay beside sl 4 this 3 mths...how could he do that to me again...summore that time de math lesson is bended wif 4e3 n 4e4...wah..other classmates all noe how foolish i am liao...wah lau..dun think i will easily forgive him liao...like wat i say...i contribute so much to save this friendshp...he ended up break it into pieces all at once...

anyw...all tell you all bah...sept 2005..a wednesday sch day...during CL lesson..he bully me and pull away my spects and pinch my ears into red and even take away my CL bk..juz becoz I DUN WANT TO SIT WIF HIM...wah i that time cry very huge...but silent de...wah..all the meis see it...wah....dam...make me feel sad 4 the whole nitez..then nxt morning..he juz write me a msg "i juz 1 to test u onliy"...wahlau..i juz feel like crashing the paper n throw at him at once...but i decide nt to...somemore need to stay 4 2 yrs de classmates...juz dun make it too close...but juz stay away bah...NOW...he did the same thing to me lo..i really was surpise to hear was his name lo...dam... so many dams...i really want a dam to cool me down lo...wahhhh....really really disappoint to hv this "GOOD" fren.....wat the he** .... :DDD