complicated! feelings for that week

24 nov sat: today stay home.. finally can fork out sometime to spend with my family.. unfortunately my parents went to temple for some festivals praying.. :(..nvm.. i still enjoy great food that night.. aunt bought 4 packets of noodles/ rices.. yummy.. i eat untill so full.. really thank God for the meal.. and the allowance of time for me to spend time with my beloved gran

25 nov sun: that day went for morning sun service.. for the first 1/2 hr service i was rocking.. immunes in the music.. really like music.. really.. i wanted to go for music industry.. haha.. maybe can join the choir ministry.. that will be next year lah.. :).. haha..

26 nov mon: receive my QUAN quiz. didn't get what i aims to be.. but still manage to pass.. 14/20..

27 nov tue: today is the most emo day in this year.. keep weeping in the bus.. and at the busstops.. can't even control my anger.. i dunno what happen to me on that day.. i just seems "possessed".. it's like my 2nd personality.. i really dunno why.. i have been angered by provoke.. usually, i juz treat it as nth.. but on that day.. i react at a very odd and wierd way.. really can't understand myself sometimes..

29 nov thu: really happy to se juliana and her frens.. really a fun and hectic morning.. with all the happenings.. glad that i am in FBI.. really.. to help out.. and to .. really i appreciate my lecturers and seniors efforts.. :).. that morning really have fun with derrick.. haha.. so funny.. ever so happy go lucky.. it's like.. 2 years back.. i am still like that.. now.. i dunno.. he is really like my target to aim to be.. a successful presenter with a cheerful open heart.. i will make it:)

30 nov fri: go run with sengy, jiany, kweep.. so long never run.. 2 months like that.. i was like so bad at running.. i run for 1km.. jiu cannot make it liao.. keep having deep breathing.. but i manage to complete 2km of slow jog.. was lagging behind alot.. but still make it..

the feeling of succeed is really great.. then after the jog.. we did some aerobic exe.. then we still walk on pebbles barefooted.. foot reflectory area.. wah.. it's soSOSO.. painful!! .. after that.. we go makan rojak.. (wait for 20 mins).. yummy.. it's so worth it for the waiting.. :)