Shocking

Shocking
Sometimes i wonder why i muz go around pleasing ppl.. making ppl happy.. or whatsoever.. ya.. i am angered by someone.. believers.. non-believers.. i mean we muz really find the one who we can really works well with for our projects mah..

HER words in her blog really hurt me lah.. i dunno lah.. 2 days back i was like caring for her.. asking her what i can help her mah.. do she need a chat or what.. and this is how she face and react to this situation..

i mean..

i run out of words.. juz now Jon asked me go her blog see.. said what she was disappointed with me or whatsoever.. i told him where got.. this afternn she is alright ah.. she even give me a smile and told me she respect every decision that i made and what...

2 days back i was worried for her.. she off her hp.. i sent her a 3 sms long msg hope she can get less troubled over a problem that i dunno.. but now.. come to think.. it is this problem that she is upset about..

i dunno what's her mood when she write that post lah.. angry? or what?.. i dunno.. what i noe that i can sense "piss-ful-ness" in that post.. it really made me very upset that.. very upset.. i dunno how i can finish my FOI.. one problem after another.. i guess i shld stop grping with her..

from COTS till now.. i still can't get over why she is always not in a good mood.. i dunno lah.. what she really wants.. i guess i shld call her someday.. dun wish to let this resentment continue to..

but i am really shocked at that post lah.. maybe she said reflect at what she wrote bah..

i think what i can do now is to... follow what andy preached today.. follow the steps.. first up.. apologised to her.. i guess that's what i shld do now bah.. i noe that's difficult.. but i will try..