nothing matters anymore.. it's over..

so much things happened for these 2 weeks..

the FREEWILL birthday's fund issues
well, i didn't thought that this will be a problem, untill ppl start giving.. their sacrifices amount of money that is worth a bowl of noodles.. i mean plz loh.. based on the rating of past year birthday contribution.. it should went out of range of $4- $6... so well.. i am quite disappointed about that bah..

or maybe is our wrong to make it freewill bah.. guess a standardized amount will keep every one from arguing why this person gives so less, why he gives so much.. baa baa.. well.. i shall rest the issue...

the POST- risk presentation fever
hmm.. thinking this makes me headaches.. problem still haven't solved.. how many weeks already..?... 2-3 weeks already leh.. still remained the same.. guess the STARTER of the problem should really STEP forward to REST this issue..

well, jon and i can't do much basically.. we just dun want this problem to continue staying there and all of us are avoiding and isolating... "Jie Ling Huan Xu Si Ling Ren".. .means the one who starts must solve it..

as audience, i try not to stand on an one-sided fence.. but the truth of the problem has stood up but the problem hasn't been solved.. so well.. i shall sit back and continue watching.. praying that this will be solve as soon as possible.. if not.. i dun think... i dun think.. it matters anymore.. in future too...

totally disappointed i should say,
embarrassed to be with him honestly speaking.
loss out of words i should say,
trying to escape i must do.

forgo the incident we must,
step up in faith you shall.
avoid finding more excuses you shall,
be the guy that we know, can you?

that's my present thought.. that's all i should say.. all the rest is up to you..