Tuesday, May 18, 2010

brain drain! how i wish..

After 10am - 9pm (11 hours of laptop usages --> okay, i did pause and rest awhile for lunch, small breaks, dinner)..

Sometimes I wonder what is it like to those bad-bad boy that all the girls will like. not saying they will make their parents worry, they still treat their parents good and filial, just the appearance wise..

like the pic (guy in the drama) below:



  1. What will it be like to be surround by girls? (eee, i dun like those type of girls--> Sorry)
  2. What will it be like to be popular?
  3. What will it like to be REal handsome? (Okay lah, i am dreaming..)
  4. ... and the list goes on and on..

Maybe I am just tired to be a Mama-Boy already, a boy that his parents' friends will praise, a neighbourhood-boy that his neighbours will praise.

I wonder what will be everyone reactions if I really become like that? Will they be shocked? Will anyone cares or bother actually?

Does appearances really matters? whether you are ugly, handsome, fat, thin, skinny, tall, short, muscular... why does everyone cares so much on the appearance?

Where is the innocence and purity that every one of us has since we were born? is it hidden somewhere? or buried somewhere deep that's y everyone appear to be so "outward-appearance-kind-of-ppl"..

what is wrong with the mentality? I guess sometimes images of a person can be very subjective.

Tml is the day of my graduation. soon it will be army.

and Uni.. filled with uncertainty..


Dun worry, I am fine, I guess I just need to rest,thanks for reading my nags.. haha..

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