the arrival of my nephew

Hi every1, i have lost track and MIA for quite some time already, just want to take this time to update the viewers (if there is any) about my recent movement...

well, this evening, i just managed to skype with my elder sister in England, woohoo... finally saw my nephew... he is SOSSOSOSOOSO cute!... haha.. what a HAPPY uncle i am.

my heart melted when i seen him.. hehez.. the whole family was having a great laugh, when they see him over skype... every1 was happy... that is my family. although we rarely communicate, and yet we have a common goal, that is to live happily and healthy as a whole.

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few weeks back i went for wanying and yuanhong's birthday parties, wow, 21st birthday.. can say that i have enjoyed myself, food was great, the place was great..

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On the elections, well, MM Lee and Goh are leaving the Cabinet, i will miss MM Goh.. OHH... i respected him.. well.. Even Mr George Yeo... hai... it's ok... may he pursue his dreams once again..

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In the month of March-April, i went for a Maintenance Course on vehicles, very enriching, went back Sembawang camp, seen alot of Sergent, the memories of the BMT days flashed back in my brain... every part of the camp led me to some memories, whether they are sweet or sour...

overall, I should say that I have learnt alot in terms of Vehicle maintenance.. thank Encik for sending me to course. I also managed to make a couple of friends there, Jun Fei and Guangming, we really talked lot loh.. haha.. both of them live in Hougang, haha.. one is 23 another is 21 years old. haha.. gotten their numbers, hope we can stay in touch:)

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After which, I went back SBAB for Up-Categorization In-base Assessment, managed to pull through.. stressed.. Encik was giving lots of stress and pressure, but well.. I have managed to promote to a driver who does not need a vehicle commander. wooo... the feeling is quite shiok lah.. a sense of freedom and achievement.. haha.. next target will be the 3000 milege bonus: $150... :)


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I should say that my army life is so unpredictable, in mid Apr, i was asked to perform with Cho on the Civil Resource exercise, went back PLAB, my slackest days in my NSF life, memories and thoughts recalled in my mind...

it was a similar thing like my last year MOM Job, is it like a personal visit, but this time is to the civilian companies. Going to the by ways and the highways, have my first bike experience, and to plan my time wisely so that i can complete the project on time. The schedule is very flexible, thank Sir for his drive and his kindness for giving us the flexibility to complete the project with our management. Thank God for favour of Men... and journey mercy too. At first, i thought to myself, can i managed this... but through it all, it has proven, once again.


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After that, I was asked to perform the IC Duty, whole day in the base, waiting for incident to happen, watched the tv from 8am to 11pm... super boring, but rewarding in a way, it is like taking some time off, and relax at the sofa, doing which ever thing you want, and spent the entire day resting. It is very slack experience, the ppl in Mech Centre are super friendly, same goes to Hanger 97 too, got free food blessings from them, happy:)

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And for the most recent one, I was posted to the FSS, as the driver for them, worked there for three days already, very clear-cut working hours, no need to work OT, no Fall in, Fall out, Debrief.. all those... :)

the whole team was trying to make me feel welcome, from the small talks to the locker and free dinner from OC.. thank God for favour...:)

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basically above are some my key highlights for the couple months that have just passed:)

紀佳松 - 金魚的眼淚

金魚的眼淚

詞：李念和 曲：紀佳松

沒有感覺 就像不曾發生過
沒有記憶 若忘記算什麼
隔著玻璃看著天空
等待水面灑落溫飽的奢求 但愛呢

沒有所謂的我們 就像直線交錯
再多的花朵 擁抱時的感動
瞬間都消失無蹤 時間不如放肆蹉跎
世界想起遺忘重複三秒鐘 愛從不是愛

或許放棄想念沒那麼快

金魚的眼淚 流乾 沒人看得穿
談什麼遺憾
當金魚的眼淚 飄散
困在這循環 到不了大海
都是我活該 
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沒有所謂的我們 就像直線交錯
再多的花朵 擁抱時的感動
瞬間都消失無蹤 時間不如放肆蹉跎
世界想起遺忘重複三秒鐘 愛從不是愛

或許放棄想念沒那麼快

金魚的眼淚 流乾 沒人看得穿
談什麼遺憾
當金魚的眼淚 飄散
困在這循環 到不了大海
都是我活該 

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若氧氣已用完 我掙扎的痛苦 不安 都早已與你無關
絕望卻閉不上眼 眼睜睜悲劇上演 無力抗拒卻已不能重來

What if I just GONE AWAY
沒人看得穿
談什麼遺憾
當金魚的眼淚 飄散
困在這循環 到不了大海
都是我活該 

沒人看得穿
談什麼遺憾
當金魚的眼淚 飄散
困在這循環 到不了大海
都是我活該 
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The eyes of the goldfish is very small.. very difficult to notice.. even if it is crying.. it will be very difficult to tell..

same goes to me.. you won't be seeing me crying...since my tears are all dried, i dun think i need to cry..it will just run down in my heart...

i like the phrase, "What if I just GONE AWAY, 沒人看得穿, 談什麼遺憾 "...
what if i just gone away, will anyone notice? will anyone cares?.. i doubt so...


and this phrase too.. "或許放棄想念沒那麼快" .. maybe the thought of giving up on missing you isn't that fast that i imagine..

金魚的眼淚, 我此刻的心情...

周湯豪 罵醒我 MV

周湯豪 - 罵醒我

作詞：姚若龍
作曲：陳穎見 @ 口袋音樂

有的時候很想玩
有的時候只想和你作伴
心情不停不停地旋轉 Oh yeah~
就算發了脾氣嫌你煩
也愿意為你接受任何挑戰
要你笑得最燦爛~

恨別人管我 又愛有人等我
嘴里喊著想自由 又渴望你抱我
每次看你難過 不管我道歉沒有
心還是會刺痛 Oh~

Babe 能不能抓住我
當我的心被搞亂了
當我又笨得要逃走 Oh~
Babe 從背後抓住我
當我的沖動又犯了
當驕傲把我變討厭了
狠狠罵醒我yeah~
不要放棄我yeah~

有的時候很簡單
有的時候溝通那麼的難
就有沖動調頭不聽也不看~
就算爭吵的話多難堪
最後還是鼻酸又抱成一團
就怕愛變遺憾~

Babe 能不能抓住我
當我的心被搞亂了
當我又笨得要逃走 Oh~
Babe 從背後抓住我
當我的沖動又犯了
當驕傲把我變討厭了
狠狠罵醒我

有時候真的覺得你比我懂我
不習慣被赤裸地看透
所以才會像個刺蝟激烈反駁

對不起常害你迷惑
對不起又讓你淚流
我不懂我在做什麼

你的愛我都曉得

Oh~ Babe 能不能抓住我
當我的心被搞亂了
當我又笨得要逃走 Oh~
Babe 從背後抓住我
當我的沖動又犯了
當驕傲把我變討厭了
狠狠罵醒我yeah~
不要放棄我yeah~
狠狠罵醒我yeah~
不要放棄我yeah~
狠狠罵醒我yeah~
不要放棄我yeah~

倪安東 Anthony - 缠斗

眉 頭 又瞬間 鎖 有冷箭 快閃躲 猜 用意 再計算 後果 選擇攻 還是守 關 懷 不 能 當控制 的 藉 口 小改變 我 配 合 大改造 別鬧了

愛情像石頭 會摩擦起火 熱的爭吵 冰冷的互動 暖和的相擁 唇槍舌劍 的快樂 來回纏鬥~~~ 路 人 一 眼 就罵我 不 快 走 別人看 妳 一 眼 妳馬上 笑 了 不 聽 妳 的 就怪我 太 自 我 當妳不 聽 我 的 又理由 很多

愛情像石頭 會摩擦起火 熱的爭吵 冰冷的互動 暖和的相擁 來回纏鬥 妳蒙面 展開搜索 (若無其事 微笑逼問口供) 派耳目 一路跟蹤 (誰動作 像蝴蝶 誰講話 太像蜜蜂)

Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba

愛情的戰火 引爆的溫柔 來回纏鬥 很頭痛 卻不放手 愛情像石頭 會摩擦起火 熱的爭吵 冰冷的互動 暖和的相擁 來回纏鬥

愛情像石頭 會摩擦起火 熱的爭吵 冰冷的互動 暖和的相擁 來回纏鬥 妳蒙面 展開搜索 (若無其事 微笑逼問口供) 派耳目 一路跟蹤 (誰動作 像蝴蝶 誰講話 太像蜜蜂)

a new challenge coming up...

Status: is only when you are about to leave, then you will realize actually that's what you longed for, that's what you have going through everyday motionlessly and without feeling that...

that is your comfort zone, your shelter. where your friends are, the bonding and chemistry is somehow amazing...

tml will be a new chapter for me... Mset, i... am going to counter and conquer you...!


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Tml... Mset course... yes, a new beginning of my NS life, 2 weeks, 14 days alone with no one i know, i have learn about maintenance and about the vehicle parts...

well, this might be actually my short getaway from the MT line...

away from all those driving.
it's just like taking a break from the busy schedule.

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Actually i am quite proud of myself that, actually i can gotten my confidence back in driving landover, i still rmb, (everytime i drove --> my instructor in KBC will say "Law, have you forgotten how good you drive your landover, can you do this to the 3-Ton as well!"..

that's when i told myself, if the PAST ME, can do it, why the Present ME cannot do it.

that's the wake up call for me.

Really thank God for placing Mr Alan Neo into my life, teaching and refreshing me the procedure of landover, it's just like a human who lose his memory, and he is being taught, step by step how to operate the vehicle. and it's through that i regain my confidence, thank you Mr Neo.

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God, thank you for posting me back to this camp, yes, i admit i had pyschological barrier in driving vehicles again, and it's You, who allow this to happen again, it's you who allow me to regain the confidence to drive again.. thank you.

[HQ MV] 南拳媽媽 Nan Quan Mama - 河流·午後·我經過

南拳妈妈 - 河流·午后·我经过

一定有承诺发生在日落
牵某人的手从沙滩走过
写下了永远之类的等候
这像极了我们想要的生活

白色的篱笆悠闲的理由
喜欢漆着橄榄绿的窗口
而这些等于幸福的感受
像我们完全没负担的小时候

黏牙的 微甜的 透明的
我怀念着 如糖果般浓郁的快乐
成真了

我的梦开始收获 河流午后我经过
阳光此刻已熟透 有着饱满的温柔

某种悠闲的气候 河流午后我经过
空气味道很独特 我与幸福手牵手

在河堤什么我们都不做
躺在草地上看着天空色
猜云的形状看来像什么
我们一边骑脚踏车一边唱歌

黏牙的 微甜的 透明的
我怀念着 如糖果般浓郁的快乐
成真了

我的梦开始收获 河流午后我经过
阳光此刻已熟透 有着饱满的温柔

某种悠闲的气候 河流午后我经过
空气味道很独特 我与幸福手牵手

我的梦开始收获 河流午后我经过
跟微风擦身而过 我微笑从不上锁

某种悠闲的气候 河流午后我经过
像诗人般的接受 没有规则的快乐


this song really lift up my mood for this week...
was quite affected by my work,
but well,
it's weekend, and i am going to enjoy it,
do whatever i want. :)

Officially disarmed himself from the role of an IC

re-course, re-post.. that's maybe is my life.. after so many rounds of pushing around..

can i settle down at my upcoming posting?

will the posting be the last?

can he cope with the driving course?


will i be able to study part time?

can he make it to study officially?

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questions and more questions...
uncertainty and more uncertainty...

this is getting to no where...
the only thing i should and must do is to pray...


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Bye whiskey team,
2 months of cooperation, 1.5 months of teamwork, 2 months of slackness, 2 months of monopoly deals and other random games... pulled the ten of us together into one solid strong team.

and now, it's time to good bye to everyone.. to my 2nd Ic, Joel, "thanks for being there for me when i needed you the most"

and to the rest of my teammates, " thanks for making my 1.5 month of NS, an enjoyable and fulfilling one. All the best to your new posting, definitely we will catch up and meet up soon. JIA YOU! :)"

The team has made me proud, i felt so comfortable mingling around. Even though i will give myself ultimate stress, but each of them will provide me with their best strengths in terms of their capabilities.

I will also like to take this chance to thank the instructors in RRR, "thank you for giving me this chance to realize my potential in leadership, i will miss you, Instructor Zervyn and Oilver."

2 months of leadership, I can say that I have become more initiated to do things, I have to, and I need to. It hasn't been easy since not every time the whole team will be cooperating, but well, there are still a bunch of them to help me... It hasn't been a bed of roses for me, but I am proud of myself that I have overcome the obstacles and true enough, I have rose up to another level of my self-esteem and self-confidence. Thank God for that.

And last but not least, to my buddies, Zhengyu and Khong.

To Zhengyu, "Thanks for chatting with me when i felt totally bored, I have known you better since last time in STC, next time let's meet to eat steaks and buffet together, ok?".

To Khong, "Thanks for entertaining me when I felt lonely and bored, it has been a long while since we have been pulled together since the last phase of SOT... thanks for the accompaniment.. with you, i felt the sense of security, thanks Khong."

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Finally, it's me again, well.. life still move on.. i thought the farewell for Adnan and Yihui will be awful already and right now... i got to say bye to Zhengyu, Khong, Joel and the rest...

I will move on...
I will be strong...

God, strengthen me before I collapse okay?
I have count on you...and I will be always counting on you.

蕭閎仁 - 太自由

作詞:呂志傑
作曲:蕭閎仁

勇敢的背後 是懦弱
狂歡了以後 是落寞
愛情的結局 是什麼
爭吵的藉口 那麼多
逃避到最後 無處躲
我們不應該 再沉默

學會太多說法 愈是逞強 愈無法堅強
對於愛的想像 蒙上灰了 不再奢望

太自由 我們都太自由
不是想取暖想占有 就能夠騙彼此說
爭吵都過去了
不自由 我們都不自由
為何時間都靜止了 我卻仍懷念著你
那背叛的溫柔

爭吵的藉口 那麼多
逃避到最後 無處躲
我們不應該 再沉默

別對自己說謊 愈是假裝 就愈是受傷
妳在愛中逃亡 卻走失了 我好害怕

太自由 我們都太自由
不是想取暖想占有 就能夠騙彼此說
爭吵都過去了
不自由 我們都不自由
為何時間都靜止了 我卻仍懷念著你
背叛的溫柔

到世界盡頭 別再打聽我的下落
就算在妳心中 只剩一片荒漠
不後悔愛過痛過

太自由 我們都太自由
不是想取暖想占有 就能夠騙彼此說
爭吵都過去了
不自由 我們都不自由
為何時間都靜止了 我卻仍懷念著你
那背叛的溫柔


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too much freedom?
too little freedom?
Doubtful!
Helpless!

Lost in Translation...
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Re-wishlist for My 21st B'day:)

For those who are still sourcing out for my presents.. here you go..
this is the edited version already, previously I have removed those kind of far-fetched items:

Less than $100

• Pullover / cardigan (Black + checkered/plain)
• I-Touch protection casing (Smooth-skin - Black)
• I-Touch protection cover (very cheap only - get durable one)
  

More than $150

• Topman / Zara Jacket (Black / Grey)

• Ralph Lauren polo tee

• Sennheiser Wireless headphone set (noise-proof) (orange / black)

ps: As for technical presents: you can also give me some Epicentre vouchers if you can't decide on what to give me.. $50/ $100 vouchers will be great:)
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Do call me if you need help in any...

Pls let me know what gifts are you getting for me and i will strike off those items from the above list, following are the strike-off items:

• I-Touch
• Crumpler Bag
• Levis vouchers
• Body shop Toner and Moisturizer
• Boxer
  

a memorable family - birthday celebration

tonight i blushed the most in my whole life, in front of my entire family and my external circle of parents' friends.. i invited my dear to the celebration.

this b'day celebration is really a memorable one. haha.. i am glad this was organized. and i am glad that i didn't invite all my friends to my house.. cause there' re really no rooms to accommodate so big groups of ppl..

apart from the 4 digits worth of financial blessings that i wanted to thank God for. this 21st year i have set 3 wishes for myself already.

1) Study hard and perform well in my private degree course
2) Blessed that my family and myself to be healthy and good.
3) my relationship with dear to be sustainable

yup, that's about it. haha.

can't wait for my other celebrations with my friends...
with Glisten inc, Cellgroup, Poly Clique, Hari and Sayhaow, Zy, Sx and Lz.. woohoo.. more blessings are coming to my way. Thank God in advance for that..:)

WISHLIST for 21st Birthday on 12 Jan

It's my Big Day! Woohoo~~ 21 years old is coming.. prezzie prezzie.. i want lots of prezzie.. following are my wish list..

Between $50 - $150

• Levis voucher (at least $50, $100 will be great)
  
• Body shop Toner and Moisturizer (oily skin, abit sensitive)
• Stainless steel / white-plated bracelets (with engraving)

• Pullover (Black, checkered or without)
• Checkered shirts
  
• Wireless headphone set (sound-proof) (orange / black)

More than $150

• Black Leather-skin Good quality haversack (can last at least 2 years)

• Levis Denim Jacket

Levis Jacket - Dark Summit (US $79.50)

• Topman / Zara Jacket (Black / Grey)

• Timberland Boots (Brown)

Timberland Boots : Difficult to buy for me, guess will source out myself.

• Ralph lauren polo tee

Polo Big Pony shirt: Custom- Fit or Slim- Fit also can. (US $95)

• Mountain fold-able bike

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Pls let me know what gifts are you getting for me and i will strike off those items from the above list, following are the strike-off items.

• I-Touch
• Orange Crumpler Bag

Copyrights reserved to the companies and brands, i do not have rights on the pictures copied.

RTU loh! :)

Wow, finally finished my driving course already. took around 3 months to finish. looking back, i really thank God for his grace and mercy on me.. plus protection too..

from accident, to vehicle breakdown on the road and off road, to mirrors cracking for 2 times.. it's really give me a sense of reality on the road and really warned me to be extremely cautious about the consequences to face when these scenarios happened.

Defensive driving.. that is what i should uphold.

from the fear to drive in Lover to now, driving smoothly with different types of vehicles.. i can say that i am quite proud of myself:)..

i will miss my drivers friends especially Yihui, Adnan, Wei Shen, Wen De and Sufyan:)..


JIA YOU,

I can accomplish all the things through Christ who strengthens me.:)

石康鈞_無助 , helpless...

想哭 想吐 只能把不平忍住
好无助 有点愤怒 擦擦眼睛看清楚

是我疏忽 还是顽固
但是我觉得好无辜

我只能哭 我只能吐
把所有灰色都放逐

一切的是非都不在乎
不要躲在被窝里偷哭
我不屈服 我不认输
挣脱了所有无畏束缚
所有的灰色地带都是必经之路
我很无助

是我疏忽 还是糊涂
有时关心是种包袱

我只能哭 我只能吐
把过度关心都放逐

一切的是非都不在乎
不要躲在被窝里痛哭
我不屈服 我不认输
挣脱了所有无畏束缚
所有的灰色地带都是必经之路
我很无助

其实我只需要你们祝福
我就心满意足

跌跌撞撞是无法避免的
请给我点空间 这是我的路

一切的是非都不在乎
不要躲在被窝里痛哭
我不屈服 我不认输
挣脱了所有无畏束缚
所有的灰色地带都是必经之路
我很无助 很无助

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10 0ctober 2010, 101010

the 1st Private night where i will be staying my new bunk, everything will start refresh again, learning 3ton and stuff.. let's hope that everything will be on track. HSP test... more is yet to come.

seriously i am nt prepared to continue driving. i just dun feel driving. i dunno y.. it's like someone forced you to eat raw onions like that..

shall leave everything to God. i am going 1 step at the time to learn as much as i can. let's hope to hear my good news in the near future...:)

Veri nice - super junIor - no other C:))

There is no others like you.. life revolving around you makes my life feel more at ease and with comfort. can't imagine how is like without you. NO OTHER can be like you. The unique one is only you.

Translation

There’s no one like you (No Other)

There’s no one like you, even if I look around it’s just like that, where else to look for?
A good person like you, a good person like you, with a good heart like you, a gift as great as you
How lucky that I’m the person who will try his hard to protect you, where else to look for?
A happy guy like me, a happy guy like me, the guy with the happiest smile like me

Your two warm hands gets cold when I’m cold
Your heart that used to be strong becomes sensitive when I’m hurt
Take my hands silently, hold me silently, I’m only wishing for such little comforts
You don’t know my heart that wanted to do more just for you

Call out my heart, free my soul
It always felt like the first time, these remaining days are more than the time that I came to love you

There’s no one like you, even if I look around it’s just like that, where else to look for?
A good person like you, a good person like you, with a good heart like you, a gift as great as you
How lucky that I’m the person who will try his hard to protect you, where else to look for?
A happy guy like me, a happy guy like me, the guy with the happiest smile like me

When my greedy heart gradually search to other directions
When my mind can’t handle whenever my greed grow even more
I know all those reasons that clearly says that you’re here, it’s the only one
I’m always thankful. I could do better as you do

Call out my heart, free my soul
It always felt like the first time, these remaining days are more than the time that I came to love you

There’s no one like you, even if I look around it’s just like that, where else to look for?
A good person like you, a good person like you, with a good heart like you, a gift as great as you
How lucky that I’m the person who will try his hard to protect you, where else to look for?
A happy guy like me, a happy guy like me, the guy with the happiest smile like me

You know, I’m a little bit shy sometimes, you don’t know but you’re burning like the sun, please understand my feelings
Even those girls that appears on TV shows are sparkling, you’re always be the one in my eyes (I’m going crazy crazy Baby)
Hearing you tell me that you love me, I have everything in this world, You & I, You’re so fine, is there someone like you?
I love you Oh, please know it, to me there’s only you, that I stupidly see you as my everything

We arrived on the same road, we’re just the same, how surprising, how grateful, it’s love

There’s no one like you, even if I look around it’s just like that, where else to look for?
A good person like you, a good person like you, with a good heart like you, a gift as great as you
How lucky that I’m the person who will try his hard to protect you, where else to look for?
A happy guy like me, a happy guy like me, the guy with the happiest smile like me :D

Romanized

Neo gateun saram tto eopseo (No Other)

[YS] Neo gateun saram tto eopseo juwireul dureobwado geujeo georeohdeongeol eodiseo channi
[KH] Neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun ma eum neo gatchi joheun seonmul
[YS] Neomu dahaeng iya aesseo neorel jikyeojul geu sarami baro naraseo eodiseo channi
[KH] Na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi unneun geureon choegoro haengbokhan nom

[RW] Neoui ttatteuthan geu soni chagapge, chagapge shikeo isseul ttae
Neoui ganghaetdeon geu ma eumi nal karopge sangcheo badasseul ttae
[DH] Naega jaba julge anajulge salmyeoshi, geugeoseuro jakeun iroman dwendamyeon johgesseo
Eonjena deo maneun geol haejugo shipeun nae mam neon da mollado dwae

[KH] Gaseumi sorichyeo marhae jayuro-un nae yeonghon
Eonjena cheo-eumui imaeum euro neoreul saranghae georeo watdeon shiganboda nameun nari deo manha

[KH/ZM?] Neo gateun saram tto eopseo juwireul dureobwado geujeo georeohdeongeol eodiseo channi
[KH/SM] Neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun ma eum neo gatchi joheun seonmul
[EH] Neomu dahaeng iya aesseo neorel jikyeojul geu sarami baro naraseo eodiseo channi
[KH/EH] Na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi unneun geureon choegoro haengbokhan nom

[SW] Naui ganan haetdeon maeumi nunbushige jeomjeom byeonhaegal ttae
Jakeun yokshimdeuri deoneun neomchiji anhge nae mamui geureut keojyeogalttae
[SM] Argo isseo geu modeun iyuneun bunmyeonghi nega isseo ju-eotdaneun geot geu, geot ttak hana ppun
Eonjena gamsahae. Naega mankeum geuri jalhal su iggenni yeah

[LT] Gaseumi sorichyeo marhae jayuro-un nae yeonghon
Eonjena cheo-eumui imaeum euro neoreul saranghae georeo watdeon shiganboda nameun nari deo manha

[RW/YS] Neo gateun saram tto eopseo juwireul dureobwado geujeo georeohdeongeol eodiseo channi
[RW/KH] Neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun ma eum neo gatchi joheun seonmul
[HC/SM] Neomu dahaeng iya aesseo neorel jikyeojul geu sarami baro naraseo eodiseo channi
[KH] Na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi unneun geureon choegoro haengbokhan nom

[EH] Itjanha jogeum aju jogeum na sujupjiman neon molla sokeun taeyangboda tteugeoweo nae mam jom arajweo
TV show-e na oneun Girl deureun mudae-eseo bichi nandedo neon eonjena nunbushyeo ([SD] Naega michyeo michyeo Baby)
Saranghandan neoui mare sesangeuk da gajin nan You & I, You’re so fine neo gateun saram isseulkka
[SD] Saranghae oh, negeneun ojik neoppun iran geol babo gateun na-egeneun ([with RW/EH]) jeonburaneungeol arajweo

[KH] Gateun gireul georeo wasseo urin seoro dalpagago itjanha nolla-ul ppuniya goma-ul ppuniya saranghal ppuniya

[ALL] Neo gateun saram tto eopseo juwireul dureobwado geujeo georeohdeongeol eodiseo channi
Neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun ma eum neo gatchi joheun seonmul
Neomu dahaeng iya aesseo neorel jikyeojul geu sarami baro naraseo eodiseo channi
Na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi unneun geureon choegoro haengbokhan nom

Credits from: http://dateforsuju.wordpress.com/2010/06/26/lyrics-super-junior-no-other-kor-rom-eng/

end of BMTC

post no.299...

it's getting to the end of August.. it's the end of my Tekong days..
4 weeks of BMTC training has passed.. at a blink of an eye..
just like how the MOM Temp Surveyor job.. this is fast.. and yet memorable..

dunno why, tonight i felt abit lonely, just like a person who needs someone to talk, but he thinks that no one really cares about him. or should i say, it's when u noe that's someone who cares about u, just that u dun really want to share those to them..

that's the main pt..

eyes closing.. woke up in the early morning at 4am this morning.. it's almost 21 hours.. i guess i better slp now.. mixing up all my bio clock already..

good night everyone.. :)

Pull and Bear!! :) my summer Shopping desires~~~

Pull and Bear!! :) my summer Shopping desires~~~ promo

唐禹哲 D一秒－灰色河堤 (Emo Song releasing again..~~ )

Recently, dunno why... keep thinking and staring out the blank..
maybe it's becoz of her.. soon.. the days are drawing near and every week.. new songs coming out.. driving me to the walls.. the lyrics just pierced thru my heart..
Oh Gosh! why must did this to me..

短暂的恋情, 是回忆, 还是幸福?

i like the narration in the MV after 4:14... :)



唐禹哲 D一秒－灰色河堤
凌晨两点 一个人的咖啡店
想念曾经 不安分的情绪
独自走在灰色河堤 你来不及带我去的场景
想着你说过 要一起看夜景
车窗上的雾气 旋律 香水无法散去
想挽回的话语 勇气 还是藏进心里
无法给你那种 感觉 回到朋友关系
屋子里的空寂 宁谧 放在我的心底
遗留在记忆里
凌晨两点 一个人的咖啡店
想念曾经 不安分的情绪
独自走在灰色河堤 你来不及带我去的场景
想着你说过 要一起看夜景
车窗上的雾气 （那灰色的）旋律 （像你的）香水无法散去
想挽回的话语 （埋不住的）勇气 （没想到）还是藏进心里
无法给你那种 （情人般的）感觉 （怎么能）回到朋友关系
屋子里的空寂 （带不走的）宁谧 （依然还）放在我的心底
遗留在记忆里
yeah yeah 回到我们开始的旋律 音符里 失去你的 回忆~~~~~~~~--
（车窗上的雾气 （那灰色的）旋律 （像你的）香水无法散去
想挽回的话语 （埋不住的）勇气 （没想到）还是藏进心里
无法给你那种 （情人般的）感觉 （怎么能）回到朋友关系
屋子里的空寂 （带不走的）宁谧 （依然还）放在我的心底）
遗留在记忆里

嚴爵-我喜歡(不 我愛) - piercing heart pain...~~~

严爵 - 我喜欢，不我爱
作词：严爵 作曲：严爵

我喜欢你的眼 看着我的眼
我喜 欢你的脸 贴着我的脸
我喜欢你的手 牵着我的手
我喜欢你的口 吻着我的口

时间在改变 你不要改变
因为我很爱你 不想要你放弃爱情
尤其这段得来不易
我爱你 真的是很爱你 所以想
就这样继续爱下去
时间在改变 你不要改变

因 为我很爱你 不想要你放弃爱情
尤其这段得来不易
我爱你 真的是很爱你 所以想
就这样继续爱下去

因为我很爱你 不想要你放弃爱情
尤其这段得来不易
我爱你 真的是很爱你 所以想
就这样继续爱下去
因为我很爱你 不想要你放弃爱情
尤其这段得来不易
我爱你 真的是很爱你 所以想
就这样继续爱下去

lyrics from: www.666ccc.com



hai.. totally.. i dunno leh.. it's difficult to give up... the more you understand her, the more you want to be there for her.. everything boils down to the first time... we...

it's like a jigsaw puzzle, mixing all around and fixing all it bits and pieces..

really dun want to move another step further..

it hurts..

it is very very annoying..

just like an apple in front of you and you can't eat it.. that... painful..

well..

i seriously she deserves a better guy... a better boyfriend that can take care of her and give her what she really wants.. i can't.. as for now.. i am not up to that high standard.. so... just continue to dream on..to be more charming, better self-esteem and better career-minded guy...

unlike me... the total opposite, seriously i dun think that's any good points about me, other than my Height.. lol..

so many years have passed, some things do change, but feelings, this kind of things...
can't change over night... it WAS there, and it will continue to be there..

as for me.. i will just get myself over and done with.

no point letting her to waste her precious time on me.. again..

i won't let a lady who i hurt last time, hurt the next time..

so well.. i am setting her free... JIA YOU..

this song is for.. you.. 我喜歡(i choose 不 我愛)

Boys Like Girls Feat. Taylor Swift - Two Is Better Than One LIVE

Two Is Better Than One Lyrics

[ft. Taylor Swift]
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one


I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"

Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
I can't live without you
'Cause, baby, two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I'll figure it out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one


ps: credits to AV, no wonder i find this song so familiar, i have actually listen to the audio version 3 weeks back. haha. thanks lah. the LIVE version still the best.:)

is 2 better than 1? i prefer 1, than 2.

brain drain! how i wish..

After 10am - 9pm (11 hours of laptop usages --> okay, i did pause and rest awhile for lunch, small breaks, dinner)..

Sometimes I wonder what is it like to those bad-bad boy that all the girls will like. not saying they will make their parents worry, they still treat their parents good and filial, just the appearance wise..

like the pic (guy in the drama) below:

1. What will it be like to be surround by girls? (eee, i dun like those type of girls--> Sorry)
2. What will it be like to be popular?
   
3. What will it like to be REal handsome? (Okay lah, i am dreaming..)
4. ... and the list goes on and on..
   

Maybe I am just tired to be a Mama-Boy already, a boy that his parents' friends will praise, a neighbourhood-boy that his neighbours will praise.

I wonder what will be everyone reactions if I really become like that? Will they be shocked? Will anyone cares or bother actually?

Does appearances really matters? whether you are ugly, handsome, fat, thin, skinny, tall, short, muscular... why does everyone cares so much on the appearance?

Where is the innocence and purity that every one of us has since we were born? is it hidden somewhere? or buried somewhere deep that's y everyone appear to be so "outward-appearance-kind-of-ppl"..

what is wrong with the mentality? I guess sometimes images of a person can be very subjective.

Tml is the day of my graduation. soon it will be army.

and Uni.. filled with uncertainty..


Dun worry, I am fine, I guess I just need to rest,thanks for reading my nags.. haha..