nothing matters anymore.. it's over..

so much things happened for these 2 weeks..

the FREEWILL birthday's fund issues
well, i didn't thought that this will be a problem, untill ppl start giving.. their sacrifices amount of money that is worth a bowl of noodles.. i mean plz loh.. based on the rating of past year birthday contribution.. it should went out of range of $4- $6... so well.. i am quite disappointed about that bah..

or maybe is our wrong to make it freewill bah.. guess a standardized amount will keep every one from arguing why this person gives so less, why he gives so much.. baa baa.. well.. i shall rest the issue...

the POST- risk presentation fever
hmm.. thinking this makes me headaches.. problem still haven't solved.. how many weeks already..?... 2-3 weeks already leh.. still remained the same.. guess the STARTER of the problem should really STEP forward to REST this issue..

well, jon and i can't do much basically.. we just dun want this problem to continue staying there and all of us are avoiding and isolating... "Jie Ling Huan Xu Si Ling Ren".. .means the one who starts must solve it..

as audience, i try not to stand on an one-sided fence.. but the truth of the problem has stood up but the problem hasn't been solved.. so well.. i shall sit back and continue watching.. praying that this will be solve as soon as possible.. if not.. i dun think... i dun think.. it matters anymore.. in future too...

totally disappointed i should say,
embarrassed to be with him honestly speaking.
loss out of words i should say,
trying to escape i must do.

forgo the incident we must,
step up in faith you shall.
avoid finding more excuses you shall,
be the guy that we know, can you?

that's my present thought.. that's all i should say.. all the rest is up to you..

Reflect on RISK presentation

Well .. thought of trying something new.. heres's my little reflection wz.. over facebook..

the topic is:

"a mistake is a mistake, there's no way to turn it back"

Cristyano

you okay mah jim

11:14pmJim

y?

oh.. slides got errors..

we didn't check properly..

end up got shoot.. aimlessly..

11:14pmCristyano

who did the slides?

11:14pmJim

every1.. haha..

we did it together..

so can't blame bah..

then yp got the info wrongly..

nvm lah.. i shall not blame others..

just treat it as a lesson learnt bah..

though i think that my presentation result won't be so good..

11:15pmCristyano

as long as you dont carry the burden yourself

11:15pmJim

but at least i can feel that i did really improve on my presentation skills liao..

11:16pmCristyano

which is good man

:D

11:17pmJim

and i am more willing to answer qns.. :)

11:18pmCristyano

thats awesome

at least you improved something else

cheers to that

(End)

yup.. no point pining on one another lah.. after all the teamwork is good.. just the slides need clarification.. after all we gave our best shot and the overnight for sat was really an awesome one..

we got to laugh wholeheartedly.. and this is really the FIRST Time we put our heart and soul into pushing ourselves to do this presentation. so.. really no regrets lah.. just next time cross-check the slides properly can le:)

Kris Allen WON!

Woohoo.. it's so shocked to me that Kris Allen won American Idol Season 8.. though i told myself adam sure win one.. so i didn't have much hope in continue watching the result show..

untill the moment when ryan seacrest (host) announced the results,, i was like.. totally shocked.. stunned!.. really.. SURE OR NOT.. it's so UNBELIEVABLE (with the actions..)..

let me intro some past of him..

• aged 23, married (that's early)
• College student
• Church worship leader from Arkansas (wow.. SEE my dream column)
• killer combo of personable style and down-home musicianship
• perform using a guitar or piano only
• able to connect to every single audience through his angelic voice..

i am so attracted to his voice now that.. i have been a bit crazy for me.. though i am rushing risk..SHH...okay..

here are some of the nice good sound quality music of his..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hw-Q-1BGKwo&feature=PlayList&p=F48DCB647854C9DE&playnext=1&playnext_from=PL&index=41

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yVc2nrdGzvw

live video:
http://www.imeem.com/people/nJIXSFQ/playlist/Ev-Xy0H9/kris-allen-video-playlist/ (register to view it for free)



Definitely i will consider buying his album when it's out and similar to what he sings now.. really like it..:) it really calms you down..

Recently..

Recently has been very busy over RISK project.. was kind of going mad with that already.. so many things to do and yet so little time.. hai

just gotten the news that i can't buy my shirt and shoes this week cause i have to wait for dad to give me the money next month..

wah.. 2 shirts for 4 days.. argh.. 5days for next week.. got to scream already.. i mean can i juz withdraw the money from my own bank and use!!... nvm..

hack!! wat the... it's okay.. it's okay.. shall not bear my anger on them..

shall slp soon.. yup.. sleeping makes me feel better..

谢和弦 我给的温柔 RChord, The warmthness i gave.

歌曲：我给的温柔 词曲唱：谢和弦

我猜不透你内心世界　我想了解你却不给了解
你说我们距离太远　隔著一道界线　
那只是你自已竖起的防备

看著你哭泣无声的脸　我是多麼希望能给你安慰
你越是不肯开口　我越是心力交悴　
我不愿见你再为谁流泪

我给的温柔　不为谁　只希望你能够了解　
能为你做任何事我都心甘情愿
我给的爱不需辩解　只要你躺在我（的）身边　
我一定好好保护你　不让你受任何委屈

别再担心　有我在这里陪著你　
我不会再让你伤心　不会再让你哭泣

我给的温柔　不为谁　
只希望你能够了解　能为你做任何事我都心甘情愿
我给的爱不需辩解　只要你躺在我（的）身边　
我一定好好保护你　不让你受任何委屈

was wandered around the net and heard this blog song from one oft he unknown blog then i drop in the title of the song into the search browser, out come this familiar singer i know last month, aChord, or RChord. he is the new taiwanese singer.

really love ths nice melody and his guitar playing.. the music really can send it into your heart..
very nice.

enjoy listening ye? leave any comments if you love to:)