Sunday, October 15, 2006

geography camp

wah..so tired.. but after all this camp is quite benefical lah..this school residental camp is organised by our dear miss tan..miss tan..1 person took good care of our these 20++ students..afterall through these 3 days 2 night.. i learnt a lot of things.. not only geog..but also some moral lessons..i noe talking about geog to a non-geography person(like u?!) might be a bit boring..so i will go straight to the point.. moral lessons ah..i learnt that all 4e3 ppl are "crazy"..they can...
  • play badminton during PSI hazy level of 80+
  • crack very yellow jokes(FSL), but i don't feel it funny
  • play poker cards in the middle of the night (4.30am), when I was slping
  • go for a night walk near Punggol Park, but end up playing candles till 2.30am
  • use four poker cards to play a silly yet crack brain maths logic games till 2am
  • play floor tennis using shuttlecork and sandals?!!
  • eat supper as late as 12mn
  • have a midnight BBQ till 2am (4e4)
  • WORST OF THE WORST, SHOUT AT ME WHEN I DIDN'T NOE WAT I HAD DONE:'( (DNKK)

and for our dear ms tan...

  • allow us to go back for shower and back to school to study
  • mealtime of more than 2hours
  • intense revision of more than 10hrs..but with breaks inbetween
  • allow us to study the whole midnight
  • did not spotcheck us and give us total freedom
  • MOST OF THE GREAT, ALWAYS DISAPPEAR AND YET COME OUT AT THAT POINT OF TIME WHEN WE NEED HER (mostly:)

okay lah..now i have a big big friendship problem and my love is...i wish I AM MYSELF but someone close to her..ytd(sat) the glisten.inc and sl plus eric were playing badminton together..

She was playing the badminton and count the badminton

Saturday, August 26, 2006

my target

heyhey...a short 1...this might be my last post liao...mi going to study smart...and hard...or else surely flunk prelim de....muz prove to mr lee ck...i can do it de..and also to mrs yim that i can pass a math...plus that mrs chia..i dun her to be disappointed again..to my comb hum subj teachers.. been a class rap..i will work hard de...to ms tan..i 1 her to noe that i will be de 1 to get B3...haha...my target lah...yup..play less and study smart is my exam strategy.. frenshp prob juz let it be bah...love sick prob...juz make it dissolve 1st bah... like wat others say conc on studies 1st bah...yuyup...like mrs chia says it is nt quantity that counts..it's that quality that counts... mi will work hard on poor subj especially to my physics..i DO NOT WANT TO BE SAD ANYMORE.....:'(...

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

health and mental stress week

haha..now is abt midnight 12.45....and i am still typing...my mum said i siao de...but can't ah..promise to write once a week...muz do that...haha...now already late liao lo...as in...every weekend wrote de mah..now is wed morning liao leh... muz blame my sisters and this dearest com...keep "too-ing" 1....haiz...n my sisters...keep using the com..haiz...juz now me visited the clinic..sick ah...sore throat a bit inflation plus flu...stupid flu...so many fluids de..."tan(in chinese)" haiz...so difficulty to produce out from the nose..haha..anyw this last week had been really bad 4 me..so stress lo.. becoz of the national day holiday...i had 3 chem practicals and 2 physics practicals lo...each subject i got 1 mock practical each lo..n i so tense up with practicals lo...still shivering whn i pour the chemicals or solutions...haiz.. that thu..i cried secretly..ahaha...a bit only...so not man...haiz... i muz be manman...haha..
nth much special de la...muz keep this short coz mi need slp...eat le medicinie...a bit drowsy..haha.. then now tired also.. i measure the clinic weighing machine...guess wat... mi 75.4kg lo...so fat...i had gained 11... i repeat eleven kilograms in 1 year(from july2005 to now)...wah lau...i 1 to commit suicide liao lo...jkjk...but really so fatfat..sit up can do only untill less than 40 within 1 min...haiz... muz exercise...muz..haha..ok..now i go exercise in my dream liao..haha... bye guys...take care of ur health..dun like me..haha..:D

Sunday, August 13, 2006

my mixed feelings week(part2)

haiz...ok... how to say leh..the first few daes of the week ok la..i can get over with..but it's juz sy keeps avoiding me..ok..i dun mind him dun talk me or wat la...haiz..that's wat he said thru sms "recently i seldom talk to you all coz i trying to balance 3 sides of friends..sorry"...haiz... suan le... it is like for the past 3 weeks we didn't talk much lo.. i still rmb 15/7/06 i go out with him to watch asian idol..then ahya long story...cut short...but we really hv fun out thr...then i rmb wed we exchange a dozen plus plus of sms...then that's it...nth liao... during crt or recess we also see eachother onli smile sometimes didn;t even...ok...nvm..then during prize giving rehearsal. .. he talked to wh...wj they all..ok nvm..i had nth...but to talk to jy or eric or hy...haiz...nvmnvm..they played badminton..nvm...he rejected mi cher vict outing of going out on tue...saying he got sore throat...sore throat n watching movie got wat link...then he asked me 1 to go out or nt but i say i nt free...really mah...doing hws...gathering n thu..that k box...

k box ah...haiz...another haiz... i joseph and kelly we went kbox sing la...started all rite la...then we had lunch thr..de lunch set ...fish so much bones de lo...but nvm...we sing..but they nt high de....i noe de songs..they didn;t noe...haiz...nvm... then after 2pm..we go kovan heartland buy my jacket...haha...so nice...black jack with orange n yellow strips...coz 20 bucks,...but i nxt week can paid back to joseph liao...then kelly called yh gor..to come meet us...ok lo...also very long nv see him le...
n we go the park thr to wait him..n pick saga seeds...haha...after that we played swings...i am quite "high" la...then whn we went hm at 5+..we saw a cat...injuired kitten...eyes....so we called de SPCA...to wait for them to aid the kitten...then we waited n things started to stir up...which i think here said can't ...private blog de bah...i need time to think wat to write... but after all they saw me moody..they bought "chen-yi" cd album to cheer me up...n after all...i get A1 for chinese..but i juz nt happy....moody bah....

fri mi shiliang n eric n darren..we go blk 119a and b to send leaflets...so wat de lo..the sch...give us so little leaflets...we hand written lo..for all the units...so stupid....then we knock de doors....haiz....persuade them to bring their newspaper out on sat... haiz...then on sat...we carried the newsppaper untill siao lo...so more bad arranged...the car park is downstair..n we put at lvl2....haiz...need to bring all the junk to shelter scare rain...haiz...shldn't pick the last few blocks...ifnt we can go hm faster.... coz is by parts that mr ng come to collect newsp with the truck...so lo...but after all..mr ng give us 10 dollars..and with mel help...with finish the job...n go to 7-11 at rp...to buy big gulp..haha....mr ng so good...i so shock he gave us 10dollars...haha..but we still accept it.. n we each drink untill burp...haha..and now i hv slight cough n dry thorat..haha...

my mixed feelings week(part1)

haiz... national day week rite?...i shld be happy...coz i am always happy during national week every yr...but this yr..i felt totally different..ok let's start with last sat.. 5/8/06...wah... mi lu bing won superband2006...wahaha...i called twice leh...so great...they really sing very great... they got patterns...and they have their own style la...then they got humour.. laughter and good songs...haha... like advertisement like that.... anyw i that day shouted and really hv fun myself in the bedrm watching..with excitement n scariness..scare that they out mah...haha..i also very shocked they won...with a big maragin...haha...
sunday nth much la..juz on com and chat yh gor lo...then he sent me songs and we chat lo...then i do hws and hws...and hws..
mon we had a musical performance during sch assembly... quite fun la...they say they will be very happy if they saw us slp during their performace...so odd...then afternn we hv the ndp prize giving rehearsal...omg...prize giving also need rehearsal...so wuliao... rehearsal twice somemore to 6 lo...then i go found teachers regarding the cca form... so happy...i got 20hrs fro helping mdm natashita last 2 yrs in delievering newspaper...haha...i still rmb the every morning i and the media club grp carried the newspaper untill my muscles the other day will surely ache....now diffn system...the chairman need to carry themselves...haha...

tue wah...be4 prize giving is the parade cermony... so fanastic..tell u ah...this is my 1st time watching a parade in nvss...coz all along i am performing...for sec123...so great lo.. the sec4 NP marched so shuaily....haha...then the choir had prove us rite.. but no surprise onli that they are organised and unite bah...but watching with my classmates are the best and impt de lo...haha...we all cheered and clapped...haha.. the sec4 choir all wore black uni...to receive our achievement award...hehez...so honour... still rmb that syf was whn i sec2.... those sweet moemories wif choir....haiz...now it was all over...i had stepped down...but i noe that those memories will always be kept in my heart de... anyw..other performing arts de also got wore their uni...hehez...like we all going to perform like that...haha... so proud of myself...hehez..then after the cermony is over...then comes the fashion show..haha..so fashionable(coz it's fashion show mah)...n cool...aahaha..if they got sell those clothes i surely will buy(those i 1 de la)(nt those big orchids de....dotz...:)haha..red n white...yup..i like white n blue... for clothes la..other stuffs are orange n only orange..but i always got red tee...coz of chinese new yr...haha... that's y i always wear red top n white bottom 3/4 pants or jeans...haha... no money to buy branded stuffs...to me..as long as it suit me..and comfortable...there will be no arguement that i will wore those...haha...

after that... mi vict and cher agreed to watch movie...haha..at century sq...haha..."THE lake house"...SO ROMANTIC...it's abt a guy who lived in the same hse with the gal at the lake..but they were 2 yrs in apart... they sent the letters of a landlady and tetant...then they discovered they were 2yrs apart...but they loved each other very much...but TIME...stopped them from meeting each other... 2008..they agreeed to meet but...the guy had died...so the gal hurried to rush to the post box n send the urgent msg tell him dun cross the road....BIG BIG CLIMAX...the car juz passed by him..in front of me..heng ah...n so they met...so much more la... middle a bit boring..but very very TOUCHING...my tears are circulate in my eyes lo..BUT i didnt' dare to cry...hha....my left is a batch of playful couples...so i didn't la...or shall i say..secretly i tears a bit...haha...

wed is national day... i planned to exercise 4 20mins...haha...studies had shown that exercise for more than 20mins then can got effect...haha.. then evening...my relatives came with curry chicken and dessert...haha...i eaten both... nice nice....very long nv eat curry le...haha...then i watched de ndp parade....wah...sosososo GREAT..especially the fireworks..i very long nv sit down peacefully to watch le...last yr mi at padang mah...so this yr..i finally can sit down happily to watch ndp...haha...so many suprises...each segment will hv a series of fireworks...so nice.... (end of part1)

Sunday, August 6, 2006

a de-stressed and relax friday

wahaha....this week main focus was on friday...wahaha...geog fieldtrip..ms audrey tan bring 15 of us...namely..the 9 gals...wei qi, yunting, claudia, jeanne, zhihui, zhi yi, melissa,fathinah, and sharifah. still gt 6 guys, eric, darren, xihong, nick, me, and shiliang. haha... ms tan ordered a small school bus to pick us up..then ms tan had kindly arrange the bus to stop and wait for us when we reach a specific location la...okay.. ur all will be thinking..how come the 6 flowers and the "or-kiey" grp didn't go..they said wat they need to rest and wat sat afternn got dates la..still say wat got eric then dun go...i dun think so lo.. got sumthing dark secrets can't noe de la..but i also dunno..haha.. poor yuentuck can't go..coz his peers nt going..."wat 1 for all..all for 1 " de...ms tan said this is peer pressure...haiz..nvm..they dun go..we also can hv fun...haha...

1.55pm at phy crt..mr lee ck say a short speech on how stress he was...n his live had been stuck our studies..everyday prepare n make tests and quiz ..still need to mark...later still need to set up practical sets...n mark.. n need to prepare 41 sets..then mcq red book also he did de...he didn;t collect any single cents from us...(cost abt $6.50..if i am nt wrong)..then he said sumbody juz can't appreciate it..last 2 yrs he didn't do that 4 our seniors...he spent so much time to arrange this n that 4 us...n some of us didn't even care to do the red book...then the mock exam 2 only few passes...which he think is shldn't be that case...he put in so much effort but didn't get wat he want in return(results)...so i think it is really nt fair 4 him la...so i really really decided to puck up...wei mr lee..most of all..wei myself..overall iti s nt him to get the cert..but it is us...

ok...so within that 5mins..my tears are circulating wtihin my eyes..i dun wish these tears to come out...or else mr lee will feel more sad.. so i kept them to myself..but that 5mins is really alot for me...since 3e3..he had been care 4 us...tell us to make the right choices and correct decision..n we muz go far...dun give up..these stuffs from the 1st day we stepped into his class..n now less than 100 days to o's.. i shld really do something le...n nt slack le...

so..my mood of the day sort of got stir up..then till 2.30...i heard piano tune...wat a familiar tune..and melody...juz be4 darren say who is the 1 playing..i noe it is jeanne le..juz by hearing the tune... n so claudia n the rest of the gals also crowded around the piano...then the wind started to blow...i began to felt relaxed...with tthe soft music and windy breeze...

n so..2.45pm ms tan meet us...we enter the bus n sitting...small bus..but enuf seats..but so coincidence..i am at the back of the bus wif my "germany" frens.. then is like nick is juz infront de beside of me la..then that long time nv had the feelings back liao lo...since nov 2005... that feelings came back le...we chatted in a sour way..n he punch me lo..long time nv had that situation whr i can be with him le..so l0ong so long..although now he has his new frens..i also hv a few..but this feelings is special yet impt to me de...is like almost a yr liao..he still hv nt changed much...n keep bullying me...i really treasure the time we had together on fri la..although we are nt sitting together..it is juz like heaven has kindly arranged for me and him de.. you might think i am crazy or wat...but it is juz very touching lo..beside me is my good fren shiliang n infront me is my ex-best fren nick..this feelings is really unique.. yup..i felt contained..zhi zu.. xin fu also..gaying with sl and play with nick..although nick keeps been bully by xihong..but that is already nt under my control.. (sometimes whn something is gone..it is gone..but whn it came back..u juz need to happily accept it)

whn nick sit on my legs ....it is like...:'))omg...very difficult to describle de la...u viewed yourself la..scrolled down the sept 2005...bottom of this pages ..

ok la...go back to fieldtrip..
i briefly describe the experiences....
3.30-4.45 sungei buloh wetland reserve
5.00-6.15 bukit timah nature reserve
6.40-6.45 passing of singapore river
7.00-7.15 labrador park
7.45-8.30 sentosa siloso beach(in betw in travelling time..whr i hv fun gaying n playing n eating junks...choco..crackers and chips)
9.20 arrive at compass point(ms tan arrange to set off us down at cp so that it is easier n safier for us to go hm...)

sungei buloh is my 1st time trip thr...the exhibition is really fantastic.. so real...then we had a great time captured the photos of real species and living plants...windy day..calm sky.. orchestra of insects played...sound of nature...wow...whn we reach a resting stop..the scenary is juz too great...so nice...we captured the perfect moments and walked back to the bus to continue our ride...

nxt stop bukit timah nature reserve...climb the hill is really a big effort...so tired yet fun...then wat..we applied the sound of physics...mr lee will be glad whn he heard that... wat EK= EP..force...F=ma...baa baa...hagha... then whn reach the summit...wow...nth much to see...haha.. then back from the reserve...is much easier...darren had a leg crump..we all kindly wait for him to recover n continue the walk..

labrador park is whr i heard from ms tan..that..there got "nt clean things" so this special mth also double the fears...but ms tan says..she talked a short while thr..n we can go off le..to sentosa..so we hurried go to the seawall thr...huge wind n sea breeze blow to us..but we also can't rest thr...becoz of our safety...we decided to set off as soon as possible...haha..

but we end up to arrive at sentosa very late. ... nite hours le... miss the sunset...but we still hv a great fun,, despite of the darkness..we hv fun playing invisilble volleyball under the dark..n the hiding trees(indian dance) under the star nitez...then ms tan tell us the building of 4 small land in front of the sentosa is to stop the huge current to coming to sentosa...hahaha..then we had great time playing titanic roles and singapore idol..photoing of pics in the dark..n stand n relax to let the smooth winds blow across us...so relax n so..is like all worries hv gone le..very long nv have that feelings la..can go out with glisten inc and my guys...so great..okay la..typing so much...no time complete hws le...haha..ok la..hv a great day...thanks 4 viewing..byebye..

Saturday, July 29, 2006

my happy week

hey hey.. wah..finally 1 week over liao.. i can hv the time to blog liao..wah..finally..this week ah..haha.. the most impt thing is genie de bd...haha.. sun i go with my dad mum and sis to the car company to make the final payment..haha...this coming tue can sit new car le...hehez...luxury...hehez...comfort..haha...mon i went shop shop the tortoise after chem crt.. buy le 1 cute 1 cost abt $15 la..haha..then tue i went clinic see doc...prolong cough plus flu.. must be the aircon room system hai de..so irrtating..and throat always will feel dry..then drink 2 much water..muz also need to go toilet often..haiz..really troublesome..and hor so much ppl de lo...dun y is it the lunar 7th mth or wat...every1 sick..n i wait so long onli get 1 cough syrup and 10 tablets of flu med..wah lau... i waited 4 2 hrs(prescription plus counsel)..then these 2 nite i spent few hrs making art and crafts..haha..mon wrap the inner part of the tortorise..then cut the paper out..tue night then start to write down the song lyrics plus the thoughts that i had 4 her la...then write write write till abt 1am..then nxt morning wed...wake up and wrap present plus quickly revise a math..i told myself a math wan le.. haiz...wei le ta..i...haiz...but i did feel abt lighten liao..wat i need to say to her de all inside le..so i won't feel upset or depressed liao..now a bit high..haha..happy bah i guess..juz freedom makes me happy..too much of waiting will make a person looks dull..then during reflection time.. mrs chia noe that genie bd is on that day..corinne they all wanted the whole class to sing bd songs..then the emotional genie cried le...haha..i glad that she noe that the whole class is still caring 4 her.. whole class sing bd song leh..somemore 1st time in my 2yrs in e3..mrs chia willing to sing with us and use the reflection time to sing bd song..wah..chao gan dong de..then mrs chia give us freedom to go to hall to view exhibits..she noe that we will did our part by reading the EL at hm de..so glad she STILL trusted us..(be4 sch-->) but hor the bunch of gals wanted to see wat present in the gift wrappers..they 1 genie to unwrap..then hor..i use de wrappers..specially choose 4 her..n ..they...haiz..that's wat i upset abt..bur suan le..nt my bd mah..but i glad that they said the male tortoise also quite cute...haha..then with the female de..wah..happy couple..but nt means i and her la..she has her "directions" and mi has my priority..which might be studies 1st bah..
wed nitez...i ate my dinner in rush..then genie says she like my tortoise..haha.i felt happy2...then i waited exact 9pm then i kicked away all the tv prog..my singapore idols..and the love at o degree..then 9.30..jia hui..the 933 dj..picked out my letter and read..she said.."originally..i wanted to put the letter back de..becoz it is too untidy le..but i told myself to read 1st.."..then she complain my her writing..is equals to my character..actually is i write too rush la..some my patterns of drawing..added together..is really a bit messy la..i admit..but overall i am touched that becoz this is my 1st time writing letter..and she picked mine..despite of my handwriting..then is the excitement that counts la..i noe jia hui long liao..she is mouth nt equal to heart de la..but nvm..i will write to her nxt mth coz mr lee ck and janice wanted..5 of sept hehex..then write all the bds down.. that becoz thu recess mr lee ck listen dao the song delication thru my hp la...partly becoz yt rise the speaker too loud le..but i dun blame her la..nt her fault also..n so..fri mr lee announce to the whole class abt this delication..then say wat unfair..he also 1...ahya..they 1 i helped write lo..but the whole class noe liao..i really a bit embrassed..somemore they noe i write 4 genie lo..ahya..suan le..this incident will settle off with time bah.. fri afternn which is ytd..i got a hair cut intro by qingx and with joseph i go to a auntie hse at hougang thr..end up the hair cut looks nice la..i now feel more refreshing and awake..hehez...okay la..mi gtg watch tv liao..you all enjoy de day n happy weekends:)

Saturday, July 22, 2006

week of the day

wahaha...is sat again..so fast...now is 11pm+ of sat nite.. how come weekends always flies so fast..nt like weekdays slow and boring..sians..i type so fast maybe becoz i am rushing to call in to conf bah..haha..so long nv conf le.. a bit qi dai..hahha..wah..this wk same same lo..mon listening..wahaha..last paper of o's CL finally can rest le.. quite easy la..16/20 no prob..haha..i checked ans wif frens..similar..mr ng also like that say..haha..but still got oral..i written paper confidence..but mr ng say P1 compo lesser ppl score well..but anyway..it is all over..let's wait for the results..haha..11 aug..if i gget A1/A2..i will reward myself by buying chen yi cd album..haha...and btw mon poor genie got scolded by mrs edison..she forgot to bring the txt and wb la..wah..dunno y..whn mrs edison scolded her that time..it still hurts my heart..dunno it is for gor-mei sake or still love de la..dunno..then after LC i go out with kelly and joseph..to hougang mall...hm again..hm is like my second hm le lo..everytime go same place 4 the same reason..that's to buy hengw presents la...wah...tue forget le..nth much la....wed workshop of EL quite fun with mrs benjamin thr..haha...so funny...thu still meet to buy present after math crt..still the same ppl..haiz..this time yeongchyun 1 to add to our share of hw present..so we 3 go buy again..then fri nth much..everyday crts..boring life la..then back hm on fri to prepare phy mock exam today de..but fri de golf is very fun..so relax yet wonderful..haha..then today i go out with my mum to makan lunch..wonderful lunch..i hv a tawinese set lunch..got fried fish..mushroom soup.. and a bowl of rice..wah...then still got icekang..but i now is coughing liao..mon still need to buy genie's presents with claud n yt..then be4 4.30 need to go polyclinic to see doc... phlem still at throat..uncomfortable.. anyw..gtg... hehez...take care every1...

Saturday, July 8, 2006

MY SILLY COM

i am so **ck by my com...wah lau..i typed 30mins of blog...it auto closed my window..wahlau..whr gt such thing de...so ke wu...so angry now..think i can't write much le..so wat de..few mins left..last paragr i wrote thr so touching lo..so angry..now dun think 1 t otype le..type le..suddenly erase also no used..irritating.. ok la..mi briefly say wat happened this wk la..
mon youth day..sch holi..i pei joseph..my e4 fren to go t okfc at r.plaza to do math n hv lunch thr lo..then afternn back as normal lo..watch tv slp revision..then watch superband..wah mi lu bing get into the top 6...haha...surivive in the revival round...so happy..they are so cool n funky lo..haha...hope they can win..wish wish..come true bah..:D
tue normal la..aircon classroom at EOA science block thr..a bit timid ..coz heard some rumors here and thr la..but overall okay la..of course..the guys can played soccer outside the classrm..then i can lean against the railing to wait for chers or come out take in fresh air..then see the snerery or the field or the hall...quite relaxing la..but our class de ppl..so inconsiderate de..they bring food in classrm eat..aircon n food...omg...''hungry ghosts"....juz kidding..
wed ms tan talked to mr yong abt our class playfulness..play soccer didn;t study..o's juz around corner..baa baa baa..before the sch starts bah i guess..then during the last period..he come in to tell us story and he make a sudden clap..big clap sound..scare us...we all sort of jump up..so scary..
thu i had my o's mt oral in the hall..hsha..can release early..so happy..then whn come to me..the oral time..i a bit scare..but i did my best..that';s wat i can only said..reading stumble a bit..then conversation didn't say much lo..but give a good conclude..ghaha..
fri hv golf for pe..before that mr goh ask us to run 3rounds..wah..he said give u discount le..orignal is 4rounds...then i ran untill near "fainted"..how to say neh..juz can't catch my breathe a bit..but comes to golf..much relax le..then ms tan share wif us a bk written by a paralysed doc who complete his marathon of acrossing the 7 continents..so wei da..he went thru alot..so many ppl tease him..n didn't give him chance..but he "fight" for it..to get his place in the university..then as a doctor...successful sia..so ms tan say we muz set a target or a goal so as to we can hv the determinaton to aim high n far..
sat means today..morning...chem mock exam ok la..can passed bah..i guess..although a bit hard..last qn 8marks killer qn..then we go hall watch de hand over cermony of the president of youth wings..a bit touched by the songs sang by corinne may..(thru album played audio)..n the ppt slides arrange..then mr chong.. servicing our sch for 7yrs ..now hand over to another guy..hope this new guy can do as well or much better then mr chong bah..anyw..mr chong jia you oh..nv gate s will be open 4 u...:D

Sunday, June 25, 2006

JJ Lin jun jie de s'pore concert

wahaha..see i so gd..late at nite still write blog..mi write a short 1 1st..later dun think can hv chance le..need to conc on studies..

hurray..i finish seen le JJ de concert le...so fun..so excited..so wonderful..the whole performance was so dam great..

  • 1st, the stage is so close to us..although the sound is so loud whn comes to (kuai ge)..fast tempo songs..like going to burst ur ear drum like that.. but..JJ was so close to us..the stage is built that the left is a staircase while the right is a runaway la..then we happen to be at the left..(his right)..then as a singer..he will take turn to face each direction..centre..left and right..so whn he face us...is like he juz 2.5m away from us only lo.. then he wave at us..then smile..then sing..then we also wave and sing..
  • somemore..to our surprise..so many surpirse comes out..1. he going to play piano solo sing..n u noe wat...the piano faced our direction..wah we dam siao liao..thn is like is like he sing to us...haha..then all the slow rock songs he help others ppl compose all sing thru his nature voice using only piano as a instrument..the music circulate the whole stadium and make every single 1(audience)feeling so smoothy..
  • then his dancesteps although a bit odd for some songs..becoz of his constume..but he said he needed more practice...haha..so humble..then he is so r&b..then got live band..live accupearla..then is like a big band doing the concert..it is totally different from cd album.. all change tempo n tunes but also so nice...some even nicer..
  • then his dance grp also did a great job..very oraginze n cooperative and JJ de costume so nice some funky some so little..some very hua li..i love those singlets wif a sleeveless coat on it..hehez...so smart n cool with a cap on..and some silver accessories on..:D
  • ..wah i can't take it..so tired..nxt fri then con't write..then every1 4 wishes me on this afternn to enjoy myself..thanks ah you guys..I WILL KEEP MY PROMISE DE..to be con't...me gtg slp..now is 25/6/06..3am...
  • i won't forget 24/6/06..that day i have the most fun..n who is my fav idol..JJ lin..U rox IN MY LIFE 4EVER..:p thanks "gor" for your hard work done..every s'poreans there appreciate ur effort..your tears we will rmb in our minds..ur sweat we will wipe it for u..your songs we will rmb 4ever..untill we met again in your nxt concert:D

Friday, May 12, 2006

heyhey

wahahaha....finally i can type le...i found out de blog de prob...n i can solve it...finally le..haha...wah..mid year exams finally over le...left physics practical..then i will have many many off sch days le...haha...abt 6 days bah..from today friday till wednesday...haha...sat go pei frens go out...then mon go sch take practical..then left wif tue n wed see who 1 date me out lo...haha...these few mths...i sort of get over wif the thingy le...mi think a lot le...juz suan le bah...let heaven decide bah...i won't force anym...neither i will let them force me...haha..yup...these few mths change alot bah...i and gors all different schools liao...so long nv see thm le...last see yhock is on march holidays..kb is on sch speech day..talking abt sch speech day...haha..i am 1 of the top 4 true gentleman in the whole sch..haha..even myself can't believe i get into the top 4 bah...haha...ya lo..muz thanks mrs chia 4 nomittee me...n mrs tang n a female teacher to let me in...those 2 are the interviewes...haha..ya lo..they saw my photo so cute..ya la...coz the photo sec1 pai de...haha...so ka-wai yi leh...haha..

yup...then 2 mths...my new fren call me la...he lonely la...i also dunno how come i will get to be frens wif him...always suan me 2 days younger than him...he very wat de leh...haha...also suan me n JJ...heng...suan le...i juz treat him as a normal fren lo...hai...so qi guai...if u 1 to noe...ask me personally..haha...

n ya...so long nv go choir le...dunno...how are they le...heard my fren that...we sec4 need to go back once to announce the commit...looks like maybe nxt wed will hv bah...haha...miss my lower secs gay frens...haha...ya lo..miss mr liew..miss the choir spirit...hah...

4 my class ah....ya lo..still the same.. alot have change le...i n jean seldom talk le...even exchange sms also a few onli..."fate brought us near n pull us apart"...haha..then the glisten. inc looks like it is going to separate le...then i onli left wif a few to chat le...then is like the guys dun noe me well...they play games but i am nt that type...wat com n arcade games la...how come most of the guys play those de...haha..

wah...these 3 wks...so stress wif exams..no time study...but worth it la...then get to use the hall...ok la..nt that scary...then surrounding is i all noe de frens...but o's level different le....is the whole sch de students arrange in alpahets order...haiz...nvm muz look on the bright side...wahaha...

ya...although i feel a bit lonely now..but i noe that deep inside in s'pore there is still ppl thinking of me de...haha...juz rest lo...is like these weeks all finish paper go home eat slp watch some tv then revise eat revise slp...this hv been over n over 4 these 10+ days le...aiyo....haha...yup that';s all bah..i try to find a new skins if i can get into blogskins. com....n my msn messenger muz dl a new version...yup...but i need to dl a internet explorer 6.0...which is 1hr 45 mins bah..i rmb...ya lo...so need wait which day really free then do that bah..sorry lo guys...haha...take care n hv a nice day ahead!!! :)

Sunday, April 23, 2006

lied

haiz... really dunno y i did that to her again...sad sad...my this new fren 1 me to help him check whether that's the truth or nt..then sort of tell me to go call her la...the 1st 1 is "conference" wifout his voice la...then i swear that 2nd 1 is i ownself call de...after he told me to do so la...yup...is kind of freaky whn ask me to call her...even myself also shiver whn calling her...dunno y..maybe mental block...or psycholocial bah...i dunno...it had been mths since i call her..n that 1st call lasted more than 5mins...surprisingly...but i really feel guilty abt that..

i am been forced or else i really dun wish to call her personally liao...is like almost 1/2 a yr liao..wat is past is past liao mah...n 4 him n her..if i was a given a choice..i will nt 1 to noe so much de...REALLY..the more u noe...the more u became sad...from that time on 1 dec..whn i keep silent n all of thm conference...till now...i noe the betraylity la...honestly why muz i help him...juz becoz he is my fren...dunno leh... really noe so much is nt gd de...somemore he talking more of his that relationshp more than me lo...

i dunno she will come view this post or nt...but i 1 to say SORRY to her thru this...n i noe she will hate me de...haiz..wat to do...i am easily been used by others...u ask me go east...i will go east...u ask me go slp..i will go slp...

simply juz 4 frens la...i want every of my frens to be happy...but myself i am nt happy tonite...i think she will be sad that she is been betrayed...n i lied to her...n i dun think i will hv the face anymore to face her le bah...she will be dam angry bah....haiz..

hope that her blogger is working n she can blog bah...write all the fuss n things inside...

as 4 that him...i will nt let he used me again bah...i try...haiz...really dun hv mood to finish my hws liao..dunno how to face her...haiz...let me die bah...i dun 1 to be in nvss anym...so many probs de...

To her: (sorry ah..i noe i am nt suppose to do that...dun ever forgive me...as i won't be able to forgive myself de...sad sad...living in misery...sorry "T-M-T-"'()

tv shows

haha...this many things can say le...haha...this apr i see my shows...coz after step down nth to do mah...go hm watch tv..relax ah..haha...

(2/4/06)(campus superstar finals)...haha...zhiyang win liao...so great...love his music...yong lin also ah...yup...champiom of the sexes is already gd liao...

(3/4/06)(yulebaifenbai--yule100 de JJ fans club)haha...i on sick leave mah...then heng ah...gt catch dao JJ de...haha...so happy to see him...haha...he is like my gor like that...dunno y this mth so like him...especially his concert coming on the 24th of june...hehez...i pei my fren go ...haha...$120 leh....the expensivest de...haha...worth it la...JJ will nt cheat me de....haha...now i am listen to his songs on wmp...haha..my hp gt 5 of his songs....all the phonetones is set his de...dam crazy abt him de...haha..since sec1/pri6 i notice him on tv liao..since then i start to admire his talent liao...he noe how to plays piano...rap...dance.. sing very well...write lyrics n melody..n also b-box...(use mouth to make music)..this 1 new de..h.ah.a..he's very creative...n cool...haha...ok...if i keep typing...the whole blog will be full liao..cannot cannot...muz write others...hha...

(9/4/06)(superband de big jam)...hahah...the accppla is great...maybe mics control nt good bah...the rocks grps...nt gd...then some even out of pitch....so nan ting....haha...

(16/4/06)(yixinyiaixianaixin...sometihng like that bah)...erm...yup...fann wong de sand pieces very beautiful..i luv it...then the zoe tay de india dance...very entertaining...i laugh all the way...

(18/4/06)(yule100 de gary cao n ma yi de lian ai100)...wah this 1 muz say...so romantic lo...tis lovely couple go out together then wah...so ai(4th) mei(1st)...(by yang chen lin)...yup...so xin mu...gary sings the songs...my fav de songs..to ma yi..then she very touch..i also very touch lo...haha...even my classmates the other day also gt say..that cao ge de prog very nice leh...ya lo...a man noe how to sing..play piano...think of tricks to entertain the lady..is sad that he is soft spoken like me la...haha...or else he surely got more ppl love him de...haha..but heaven is fair de la....he hv great range of voice...yup...1st time listen de songs sent by yhock...i noe wah...so hao ting liao..then ya lo..

(22/4/06)(xianjianqixiazhuan)this tv serial make my sat nite sad....wah..the lead role all died liao..so sad....i cried also leh...y muz like that arrange...so much the storyline...can't type so long...hha....that;s all bah....hand suan liao....haha

Saturday, April 22, 2006

april rain

wah....almost a month i have nt blog liao...haha...forget my another blog de passwd n username liao...this blog de...is i heng heng got it de...haha...this apr happened so much things...wah...how to start nei...i also dunno...1st wk of apr..i am verrrry busy wif my sch 50th yr golden jubilee..although quite stres..but i really enjoy it...it really allow me to have this precious chance to mingle wif all my juniors....sec3 gt zuming..donut..kianhong..and 4 sec2...steven..gaven...kevin...etcs..sec1 gt many many...dunno their names...yet within this small waiting room...they noe my face n i also noe them liao...haha...they all (secc1--4) so playful de...haha..play all sort of games de...haha...anyw...this is my last event be4 i step down...so ke xi....wah...gt a bit sad la...that week...like after the event of the week...i am like..like something lack of missing like that...haha...but get over liao...now...

anyw juz to add...this mth keeps raining...dunno why....monsoon season bah...haha...i am so geography liao..from agriculture to natual vegetation...haha..the tests of this wk...my heart also rain...haha...somehow i feel very lonely...frens all busy with their own stuffs... left i walking walking n walking...somehow i wish i could throw away the umbrella n walk in the rain..but i can't...hhaha...coz exams are around de corner..btw these few weeks also many ppl sick...kb gt flu...okay liao..qingxiang gt fever bah..then dunno y injured...but i think now okay liao bah...then hengwai claudia n samuel all gt sick..my cough also haven;t recover...like going to sore thraot again..keep drinking water....scare sore again...especially tihs impt exam period

as 4 her...haha...still like that lo...is like 1mth plus nv get her letter liao..i also dunno 1 to give her mine or nt...scare she mind..n she beside gt so many guys...hongsheng..augustine..haha...mi a bit jealous la...but still also get over liao..haha... sometimes really think if i am given a choice...i will shldn't step into this class de...yup...n without her...i suddenly feel a bit relax or wat la...but her smile means everything la...wed nitez on the speech day...see her so embrassed abt frandy coming back to sch...i noe she still can't forget him la...haha...then i also gt suan her...actually...the 1st time her gal frens tease her..i am also beside la...i dunno y feel a bit jealous 4 few seconds...n later turn into happy liao...i noe she had wait him 4 so long lo...yup...haha...n seeing her embrassed..really fun..haha...but i noe can't overboard la...muz give her face...to go down the "steps"...:P...yup n that day is the 1st day we talk more than 5 sentences in a small grp lo...wah...yup...still gt a bit tense bah...4 we2...we only bye...how was the test..hihi..like that only..4 the past 1 mth...haha...juz basic greetings...haha...i scare she gt someone else in mind liao..i keep telling myself dun think 2 much liao...but the class is so small..n whn i turn to my left i will see her claud zhihui the guys liao...

maybe i think 2 much le bah...shldn't hv think so much de... wat is past is past liao... muz look to the future...put the past in the heart...ghaha...easy say than easy do... muz put that aside mah...haha..or else friday de EL exam n nxt tue de exams how....haha...so much hws this wkend...muz put all the mind into hws...haha...keep myself busy busy...as busy as a bee...wahaha...an idoim!!!

Thursday, March 30, 2006

the f*c*ing toot guy

dam de....i shldn't say vulgur de...but i can't help with it...so angry wif it...the whole things happen whn i decided to scribble some things on the table then decide to put on the J's into a lists lo during p.geog class...from jonathon john rawks to j's is slping...haha...but this been seen by wicked guy called sl...dam him de... i didn't answer him becoz i again wif him mah...he still correct my english during EL period lo... dam..noe my EL sux..still correct me like scolding...then i dun bother him..i think that the main pt of the explosion...wahahaha... then i think u shld noe wat happen aft nxt liao... sad to say..but i need to say..or else i won't feel great de...still hate him... the actual dunno la...heard that he told the whole class to gather around my table to see that 10 points....STILL EVEN PHOTO IT LO...dam...WAT A GREAT FREN...this 3mths wifout nick i stay beside sl 4 this 3 mths...how could he do that to me again...summore that time de math lesson is bended wif 4e3 n 4e4...wah..other classmates all noe how foolish i am liao...wah lau..dun think i will easily forgive him liao...like wat i say...i contribute so much to save this friendshp...he ended up break it into pieces all at once...

anyw...all tell you all bah...sept 2005..a wednesday sch day...during CL lesson..he bully me and pull away my spects and pinch my ears into red and even take away my CL bk..juz becoz I DUN WANT TO SIT WIF HIM...wah i that time cry very huge...but silent de...wah..all the meis see it...wah....dam...make me feel sad 4 the whole nitez..then nxt morning..he juz write me a msg "i juz 1 to test u onliy"...wahlau..i juz feel like crashing the paper n throw at him at once...but i decide nt to...somemore need to stay 4 2 yrs de classmates...juz dun make it too close...but juz stay away bah...NOW...he did the same thing to me lo..i really was surpise to hear was his name lo...dam... so many dams...i really want a dam to cool me down lo...wahhhh....really really disappoint to hv this "GOOD" fren.....wat the he** .... :DDD

Sunday, March 26, 2006

stress

wah...is like..almost 3 mondays never blog liao..gt miss me?...haha...anyw..no body wll miss me de...i am juz a lonely guy...no one cares 4 me de la...this march holiday is nt a holiday lo...i really dun feel any relaxment...haiz...i need to make this post short n sweet...or else my sista need to rush me liao...haha... tired of studies..tired of waiting 4 her...last wed night..i juz make a chat wif my new fren...whose bd is 2 daes be4 me..haha...so coindence...wah...so much to write..but can write all here...i want to write..but can't write...haha..craps..anyway today eat so much...gain fat liao..haha...anyw..i will keep waiting 4 her...this busy gal really makes my heart ache..haha...take care every1... miss u all...wahahaha:D

Monday, March 6, 2006

long story

wah...wat a long story i am going tell u all today..haiz...i "cutted" my hair so short that every1 started teasing me...so bad...wah...:'(..haha...anyw..shorter better mah..but can't as same as eric..haha..."opps..shldn't sayhis name out"...wahaha...okok...muz give "respect" to others...wahaha...okok..mi dunno y..these few daes a bit siao siao liao..haha..maybe nth to worry ba..no tests..a bit hws onli...haha...juz be myself n none..haha...yup..today do the NE quiz...at com lab..i shld say it is interesting la...so creative...use the money u earn of answering qns..to build infrastructure for s'pore...from 1900s..till 2010s...wah....really so touched whn i reach de 2010s...to see the singapore built by "MY OWN HANDS"..haha...mi crowned de expert builder lo...clap clap...haha....(ownself clap..bu yao lian ah...jimmy law)...haha...omg split personality...haiz....whn does this happen to me again...wahahahaha...omg so many "wahahaha" liao..haha...too close to felicia..that's y also siao liao(i am nt saying she siao)...hahahaha...studies still fine...family gatherings last sat n sun...sat...elder sis back mah..so go airport fetch her...haha...then hv a proper welc meal..wah so long nv eat together liao...haha...whole big family of 6/7...haha...then sun..my uncles n aunts..come to visit us...haha..then also eat..wah..fat liao fat liao..hahaha...okok...then mon hock comes to choir..so supriseingly..so bad he..nv tell me on sun..HAHA...

then wah today de cs the men improve liao lo...so happy to see them..enjoying the music...adranio is so cute..yuyang sings de FENG..really win liao lo...gd choice of song...then the zhiyang...sing de yue liang dai biao wo de xin...very hip n pop fellings...haha... ....n the ...haha mi gtg see CAMPUS SUPERSTAR(cs) RESULTS SHOW LIAO...WAHHAHAHA...take care every1....happy viewing:)

Friday, March 3, 2006

haiz

wah...finally can hv de chance to chat on msn liao..haha..after a wk..every nitez my sistas snatch de com de lo...leaving me need to do hws n stuffs n tests summore...haha...so proud of myself...this wk gt many tests give back...i pass all...sum even top of the class..history SBQ..physics DC-circuits test...chinese CRT tests...haha...so honour....wahahaha..then so great...tml going to airport fetch elder sis from australia...wahahaha...then sunday go Career fair n later barber...wahahaha...tml morning can slp late n watch kids central liao...wahahaha...almost a mth nv watch liao...
4/2/06 go out wif felicia kevin hengwai to PS..photos photos n watch fun wif dick n mary
11/2/06 home coming concert go out wif above3 plus sengyap n yongfang to cathay cine to k-ing then sit at de walk way of taka fountain then sing choir songs till 8+..

18/2/06 2nd of vistarian idols...top ten...then stay at hengwai hse sing home-karoake
25/2/06 finalists of vistarian idols...hengwai won:D..then go Rp makan till 4
4/3/06 finally can rest liao...wahahaha...

i think now i am abit more + -ve liao..happy 4 now de situation...no burden no worries...happy sia..but still a bit sian n bored...hahahaha...

Friday, February 17, 2006

seniors

haiz..this post shld be post on de feb 10 last fri de...is like i type so many..end up the internet like that..so wat lo..nvm..i try to recall wat's happen...haiz...on that fri afternn..rain veryvery heavy...so i n jeanne dunno 1 to stay n see or go 4 lunch..then she gt a call that she need to go arts at lvl3 to help mr ng la...so i end up in the library waiting 4 her...wait wait wait..dunn0 y the library that day sudden fill wif many low sec students...hai..so abt2..i go out to the a break..hungry liao mah..so go canteen check out..then see felicia n hengy..haha..then i buy a burgur n sit beside thm lo..haha..then here come jeanne..haha..(btw de sec4 graduating senior are hving a briefing in lecture rm on the same time whn i was eating..:D)...wah that day really see dao many familiar de faces...so great to see thm again..but that will be de last time le ba...to most..haiz..so sad..then i decide to follow thm back to see the receiving of results...haha..really so glad to see thm jump up of joy or tears of joy of results...my fake ex-daugther n ah ma...also cry..wah..makes me 1 to cry also..they hug each other..wah so touch...then go see kb gor de class..wah he top5 leh...nt bad nt bad..at least he can remain inthat NYJC ma..haha..then go see 4e2..peit cry leh..yup maybe her results nt gd ba...haiz..then go yhock gor de class..afraid to see him..coz i noe his EL..results..dunno wat he will react whn seeing his result slip..haiz..but he very calm la...he hardly will cry over spill beans de..haha... then later i pei kb jeanne n eric go cp makan KFC..i think that will be my last kfc eating wif sch uni le ba...haha...

to all seniors i noe de: i am sure that there will be a bright future n a long way ahead 4 u all...jia you n look ahead ba...although i am sad that ur all leave me here alone..but there will be always goodbyeing in life de..so i muz try to experience n learn how to accept it..okay...good luck..s'pore is so small..hope we can have chance to bump on eachother ba..haha..

lonely..

dunno y..i really hates fri nitez..especially...today..dunno y...really hates it...maybe is becoz that mon de incident ba...haiz...or else i can msg him..haiz..is like no 1 seems cared abt me...felt like the world is turning against...gt gal means no gal...she is a busy gal..gt art gt piano gt dance..haiz..my best fren nic also getting further n further from me lo..also dunno wat happen liao..i think he has join wif another grp le ba...haiz..i have say be4 this yr that..i shall nt live under ppl de shadows liao...so now i live in my own life..do de things i want...face the probs i need to face...this yr is different..i cannot makes myself entertain wif all de going out n stuffs le...n moreover de s**king sch forbid us to wear sch uni after sch to cp or other shopping malls..think we will steal or turn bad..lame lo...suan le..my sch is like that de...then hor..is like back to today...msn ah..dun1 to say liao..is like that whole lists of frens i 1 to chat..so i start asking thm to chat..but end up they late reply ba..but is like haiz...suan le...no 1 cares abt me...really 1 to die..haiz...maybe cry will feel better..haiz..but is like hengw sends me de photos brings my mood up..now typing i down to bottom liao..so sad..haiz...who can save me..no 1 will willing to save me except myself ba...popular so wat...hv frens so wat...hv gal so wat...hv gor so wat...haiz..i really wonder hv i make de correct path of making de right choice of frens...haiz..

Thursday, February 9, 2006

boring..choir

very long time nv blog le...dun feel like blogging also...nth much to say...hhagha...no want bothers also...haha..sians...tis few wks nth to do..but to focus on choir..really a choir boy...i wish i could devote all my strength to studies 1st..is like my studies had been deprove from bad to worst liao lo...haiz...really dun feel like going anym choir...although there are many frens thr...here i name some ah...got cute zuming..tall n big de zhaolun(james)..always smiles de steven..cool cool de kevin..laugh de siao de felicia..beauty claudia n hengwai..cool cool de yuwei..army boy(opps..forgt his name).. shuai shuai de gaven..n choil choil de sheena.. like to gay wif me de samuel.. always sing de xiao wei..cute cute de walter..always bully me de eric..pervertic de zhaoxiang..talk very loud de kweepeng..tiny guy jianyong..unique hairstyle de jason..like to talk de crystal...like modern dance de clarrisa..like to sing english songs de sengyap..thin thin de winnie..n many many more...can't name all..or else de blog will be fill wif names..haha...

be truthful i really like nv choir..although there many negative comments from my frens abt choir..but i still like to sing..like to dance..especially..whr the whole rm is fill wif the ppl u 1 to be wif de..then dance de same song..n style..n laugh n laugh..really fun lo...love that moments...it is like very long since aug ndp 05 liao..but today i really enjoy ..haha...in that ava rm..hehez..dance dao xiao ha ha

Sunday, January 22, 2006

chinatown

wah..almost 2wks nv blog lo...coz somehow can't get into blogger...okay..today topic ah..is abt...anyw i also dunno whr to start...haha...ytd(21/1/06) wah..go to chinatown wif mum to buy CNY goodies n clothes...hahaha...very fun...although rain...buy many many bags...n i bought myself a pair of blue jeans at hangten@cp...n 2 checker-shirts at chinatown "CK"...haha...ya...n me wait 4 my mum to shop her stuffs...haha...seeing so many pps come in to shop or 4 "shelter"...hhaha...yup...although me gt a bit mood swings...angry at mum dunno y la...maybe is search de whole hawker centre but found nth to buy hm ba...hai...she n me search de whole centre..found the stall but wah long quenue so decided nt to buy...then me muscles still aching coz fri PE...do that squats...20x in a row...wah....now climb stairs still pain pain...dunno tml how to climb de sch de stairs...haha...then buy de CNY deco...wah..really a lot pps...before rain...wah...u push me..i push u....so "fun"..haha...jk...haiz...then today wah 6am wake up to pei my whole family go buy CNY food ingreadients...4 reunion dinner n "CNY NO2 DAY lunch"...haha...wah..again the AMK market is so crowded lo..wif so many pps around...squeezing here n thr...carry bags n bags of vege fishes..prawns...etcs...thru n fore to my dad car...wah....btw 6+ de winds is really cold n great...on the car...window..wah..u can even shoot de shampoo ad here leh..haha..but i dun hv long hair la...n guys can't shoot those..haha....car's de ads can..haha..anyw...gt many many hws need to complete lo..bye ...

Saturday, January 14, 2006

take it or leave it

haha...i still left abt 20mins be4 de tvshow starts...again abt my gors de la...haha..my 2nd gor is abit sad coz he miss de friday nite...haiz..so ytd de 3hrs at midnite..i chat wif him..men's talk..haha..try to lighten his sprits up...haha...haiz...back to me..wish i could be...haha...i think i am quite tall liao...but abit fat..haha..if could...erm..can't think of any...slimmer can liao..haha..anyw nobody can be prefect de...wah..bd present got jay chou de live cd...wah..so nice...love songs sia..sort of begin to like to hear jay songs liao...cool cool de...so gd..i promise myself i 1 to be cool whn i get over wif o's...haaha...inner part ah...i wish i could change...dun1 to be that softhearted...can easily shuai(3) dao anothers...haha..so i will nt stuck in this like now..again liao...so dificult to push away de love i dun feel like having..n go to the love i like...somthing that is very nature..nth de...pure pure de...nt mix de...haha..wish...i could..hhaaha..aiya..suan le..let it be ba..if still like that..i think i need to leave her liao..too bad..is nt i dun like her..is like..i can't..really can't...really..:'(...i dun wish to force myself...love can't be force..really..wish heaven can give me a choice...haha...change my face suan le...haha...jkjk..dun wish to face this prob..hate myself...really..if i can change..i definitly will..n i think i won't will be given a choice to change ba...haha...sec4 liao...really really...can't be slack n lazy liao..is time 4 me to be hardwking n keen on studies le...n that love thingy..leave it thr untill o's over ba....haha..

birthday boy

haha...today is sat...stay at hm do nth...so come here blog lo..hha...coz some private secrets can't share here..so u will see onli a few posts here...haha..thu is my bd..haha..we 6 of us all go k-box to celeb my bd...haha..so happy...but 3 hrs onli...thu nite still gt S.H.E last esponise..so we all rush hm to see mah..then didn't sing much but...very glad that every1 came lo...n "She" also got wish me happy birthday at sch..so coindence...i talk wif de classmates..then turn to left de crowd thr whr they quenue up 4 de lockers re-new..haha..i saw her leh..wah..maybe is fate ba...hhahaha..then she says i still rmb ur bd leh..happy birthday..the saddest pasrt is de last line.."he also wish u happy birthday"...1st line i was shocked..the 2nd line i was happy...the 3rd i was sad...wah..rollar coaster sia..but i sort of feel alrite after that liao lo..haha..1st time can get back to normal..maybe got another gal i feel admire ba...haha...she is no..another than...haha...she can plays magic n she can sort of makes my wishes came true..wahaha...she is another gal that makes my life happy...haha...n ur all shld noe who is the 1st 1...haha...bei ai n ai ren..i really dunno wat to do...i am trap in the past n present n future...haha...sort of...haha...i really dunno wat can i do..n the purpose 4 me write here is to nt let my mei noe..haha...coz onli a few viewers here onli mah..hha...maybe is still great to be her gor..as she is always "gor here..gor there" de..haha..n she smilez very nice...haha...fine lady sia..hah...but we like separate ways leh...she keen into arts n dance..mi is keen to music n tv...haha...but we hv a 1 common char. both like to slp n our results are all bad n poor...wahahaha....anyw...i sort of can start to chat wif ex le...so great..at least we stil frens ma...now i then start to realise yuan lai i got so many differences wif her..so is like...better to cut it then to hold it...now she got liao..n i no need to worry 4 her..as she gt better security n he is a great guy ah....she shld treasure it...haha...

Monday, January 9, 2006

birthday resolution n wishes ' 06

hahaha...veryvery lopng ..nv write public blog le..haha...these few mths...mi sort of trouble wif love n frenshp prob...but...dun worry..all settle le...juz becoz i hv a strong frens behind of me...really thanks thm to help mi pull me out of that crisis...ya...hehez...bd coming le..i juz got a new phone..waited so long...n a new "fila" white t-shirt...4 bd present...tml mi will getting my new nike shoes...hehez...so happy...then still got my fav. orange t-shirt....n mi 12/1 will going k-box to sing...wwahahaha..to celeb my bd...hehez...ya...this yr my sch is holding many events....50th anniv jubilee celeb...n many many still got breaking world record de..haha...ya...n my final wishes have been grant...

resolution:
1)still can be fren wif the gal i love de most(now also)
2)forgive my gor n celeb wif my 3meis n 2 gors at k-box
3)watch the wallet n gormit movie wif my best frens vic n sengy

wishes:
haven't think of yet...haha..really...i have all i wanted....frens...family...ya...butbut..deep inside my heart...there got bury 1 of my love 4 sum1...dun think she will "turn back"...few more mths i will step down of choir...n less than 1 yr i will leave this sch le...i really dun wish much la...she today got sit beside me..nt close...but really can feel de warmth of her heart...i really really hope...that..i can...but...no...too many reasons to stop me to do so le...i can't do it...moreover she has who she loves...i have who i love...which is her...always will be her...4ever will be her....i will miss her....