Wednesday, March 25, 2009

conflicts make both party stronger in their relationships..

can't take it anymore, feel like letting all out here.. was so disappointed.. with her.. no sorry, no console, nothing.. she give me nothing but sadness, disappointment, and the doubting on our friendship.. i squeeze myself to say bye to her to conduct at least an one line conversation and she.. nearly ignored me, dun think she is tired... :"(

the sadness thing is not about fries, is about our ways of handling things diffnly.. guess we got to learn from each other, since no one is perfect and everyone of us has different characters and personalities..

i really hope she can talk to me, after all is me who is in angry mood not her, ...

nevertheless, hope this matter will be resting soon.. i dunno what will happen if one of us didn't do anything..let's hope nothing will happen.. or else.. well.. friends isn't forever right?! hope it isn't true for us then...

suan le. i guess i blame myself of that, i shouldn't exert my anger, i should keep it.. but given the situations where everyone forced you to ask you what happened and u can't escape from it.. makes things worst.. i am like in very hot smoke and u add some fire and makes things even worse..

the cycle trip isn't that as fun as i thought, i was like chase the fronts and to slow down for the backs.. there was like simply more than 1/2 hour where i was been thrown alone in the dark/dim light..out of no where.. no ppl around.. that fear isn't what u can describe.. making you feel really really alone and scared..

again, i really want to stress on letting this matter down.. i dun want later in future someone asked..
"eh. how come she is not around"
then i will be forced to answer..
"oh. our friendship has distant because of Mac Fries"

that will be so ironic, crazy and mad.. i dun want later in future i need to eat in other eateries becoz the moment i step in Mac.. i will recall that incident..

really pray that everything can be under control.. it's like everything has turned out to be so unpredictable

driving test in the morning sucks.. i was like trying so many attempts to log in to that freaking system and to no valid.. i called the officer and he questioned me and later tries to login to the same password and username i have log in .. == turns out.. can't login too.. then he told me to go 3 levels down to the administrative section to check with the clerks.. i rushed down and checked but the clerk said it's alright.. perfectly fine.. later i go up again.. running up.. sweating.. the officer came to me and see.. the login can't worked..

thank God he provided his login for me to conduct the trials telling me not to waste any time, just do the first trial and tell him if i am done with the first. this wasted me like 30mins.. then i rushed my way through to complete the first 50qns..in the end gotten 84% passed which means 7 wrong.. that' really scared me.. the officer later told me i can check my answer by clicking on the link "incorrect" to see what when wrong..

then after that he helped me with the 2nd attempt login.. and i passed it with only 2 wrongs.. when i looked at the clock it's like 5mins to 2pm.. then i quickly rushed with wy they all to the actual BTT room.. with God's grace, i managed to pass that.. all thanks to my 3 days in advance reading and copying of notes, this time i really spent quite an effort to complete my revision.. so i guess i proved to be what i am to be..

after that i spent a couple of hours doing nothing but to shop in NTUC aimlessly and to eat my favourite waffles of peanut butter flavour.. playing my hp games untill my brain hurts.. then she came in a rush.. originally want to show my pissed off but realised after all costllan is the planner, i should also respect him.. so well.. i kept it..if i cancel it last minute also disrespect him.. both ways also make everyone unhappy.. so nvm lah.. everyone happy jiu hao..:)

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Post CNY 2009 pics

Post CNY 2009 pics
juz dig out some photos for you.. it's CNY at victoria's house 2 months ago.. haha..

we had fun playing poker cards but no gamble! and well the night ends quite well.. love it..

hopefully next yr can continue this house visits.. haha.. :)


house owner - vic (left), me and zhiyuan (farthest right)


group pic: farthest left been vic's sister, juliana,
left pic is the candid one while the right pic is normal one..


below pictures might be abit disguisting, viewers below 18 years old, please watch it at your own risk!!..
opps..

OH NO!

haha.. that is all act one lah.. i am straight.. straight!! .. i repeat straight!.. :) lol.. juz laugh and move on to the next blog bah.. lol..

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

recently

my ankles are almost way to recovery already. guess i can only deliver flyers like one week once liao. i really admit that i 'm very weak, yah. very weak in the terms of health too.. sian. was having flu n cough that's won't recover de.. dunno what happen to me. guess i slp too late? or didn't drink enuf water on those days itself bah

juz now was trying to play some games at addicting games .com , it's like electronic guitar buttons pressing game.. i really ONLY like that one song. it's SO nice..

link: http://www.newgrounds.com/audio/listen/27599 (hollywise)

this is my another fav too.. the most good thing is that. they can legal dl.. yup. all thanks to newgrounds.com
link: http://www.newgrounds.com/audio/listen/61476 (Sleepless in Seattle)

there's no vulgur no rude words. which i like apart from other punk rock band lah. as in the rest all use **c* de.. or similar terms. heard liao i also bu shuang. but no matter tonight i will have a good slp and tml i will listen them again.. in my desktop.. WOOHOO!!..

Saturday, March 14, 2009

New blogskin with new blog MV.. woohoo!

《 億萬克拉的幸福 》黃文星 - 億萬克拉的幸福

作詞:陳信延
作曲:紀佳松 Blue J

一千句的我愛你
能不能換一千顆鑽石
一萬句的我想你
烏耶 有沒有值一萬美金

你Bling Bling的眼睛
亮過天上的滿天星
貧窮也能過得甜蜜
可不可以親親你手心
謝謝你平凡的愛情
baby白麵包開水也溫馨

我的人生 一步一步
快變成地球首富
因為你的愛 是我暴增的收入
你的生命 一步一步
有用不完的財富
因為你有我億萬克拉的幸福

一千遍的I believe
能不能換一句我願意
億萬之一的幾率
烏耶 遇見你我十分幸運

你Bing Bing的眼睛
亮過天上的滿天星
貧窮也能過得甜蜜
可不可以親親你手心
謝謝你平凡的愛情
baby白麵包開水也溫馨

我的人生 一步一步
快變成地球首富
因為你的愛 是我暴增的收入
你的生命 一步一步
有用不完的財富
因為你有我億萬克拉的

我的人生 一步一步
快變成地球首富
因為你的愛 是我暴增的收入
你的生命 一步一步
有用不完的財富

因為你有我億萬克拉的
我的人生 一步一步
快變成地球首富
因為你的愛 是我暴增的收入
你的生命 一步一步
有用不完的財富
因為你有我億萬克拉的幸福


** Graphic will be slowly than sound. (You can load the MV first before watching it. Sure the graphic will tally with the sound..very handsome guy and dance very shuai... hopefully one day i will dance as great as him.. lol.. hope you all like it (press the HQ for clearer image and the black rectangle beside the HQ for full screen version:) ps: the orange border is i picked oh.. ORANGE!! :P

* will update the rest of the skin details tml.. :)

***Reason for the blogskin is my dream of learning dancing, inspire by a variety show. yup. hopefully in the future will pick up a dance like hip hop or be a B-boy.. breaking!!

Saturday, March 7, 2009

recently..

thought of having dinner now at 7pm.. but now.. all the sisters haven't come back..

i mean if it's a family dinner shouldn't we reach home earlier and eat together..

dunno lah. abit pissed off cause i can't attend today's service becoz of this.. then can't even have dinner on time.. ragh... nvm.. next week i will be later than everyone.. will reach home at 0800..:"(

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today juz cut my hair, seems alright, back to the same short hair liao. tried to keep the hair long and longer. but can't tolerate the hotness and long hair was so so SO difficult to manage..:"(.. short hair suits me betteR?! dunno leh. maybe i was simply plain lazy bah. though i like long fringe.. so now i am trying to keep that long.. hopefully next time u meet me, u will be able to see my long fringe then:)

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recently, can't get a vacation job.. was thinking of asking jon on the leaflet thingy.. yup i shld ask him on mon or sun night.. $20 for 1000 pieces.. per day.. quite nice lah. better than staying at home to waste electricity watch tv and playing com right?..lol.. okay lah. i go slack le.. :)

Thursday, March 5, 2009

it has been 1 week since my exams have over.. still rmb that time when i was writing the exam scripts.. i was like scribbled the answers non-stop.. i didn't have the time to stop.. it's like this force making u wanting u to complete the papers.. yup. honestly i have no regrets with the 2 papers.. 1 week in advance of revision. a few of late nights.. (i survived).. really thank God for that and my perseverance and determination.. wonder all i survived through.. lol..

currently, i am worried about my job.. and my building fund.. hai.. hope i will see some light.. this no-money-issue has been pestering me for the past few days.. i dun even dare to go out.. and contact my frens since go out need money.. and i dun have money left liao.. hai..

muz really plan what to do liao.. i am going to send my resumes out.. and hopefully there will be responses coming in.. who knows? few daes later i might be sharing with you my new job... catch up soon..:)