Monday, September 29, 2008

Topic of the month of vacation:

Topic of the month of vacation:


Okay okay.. it's voting time..
Those vote TRUE
  1. Will: "believe, why not, cos look like."
  2. Vic: "yap. cos the size like u. then the dressin style similar to u"
  3. Iz: "Yes. why trouble yourself not to believe. Believing is easier than doubting."
  4. Genie: "haha the size abit lik u lolx"
  5. WeiZ (reconsidering): but the way you position your leg is slightly you

Those vote FALSE
  1. ShuXian: you dun wear this kind of shoes and you are not those person who lie on the road.
  2. Jonathan: no. dun think you will do such a thing
  3. Genie (reconsidering again): "chu fei u tel me tis road is dead end or some deserted road lor ^o^"
  4. WeiZ: because your HAIR (have to use caps because small letters is emoicon) is not yours. besides your skin is slightly tanned.
this survey will be here until my vacation is over.. please tag me to post your vote.. EVERY VOTE COUNTS. it really means how you all look at me?.. so think wisely and CAST YOUR VOTE RIGHT NOW..

the results will be released every week and the TRUTH will be REVEALED only when my vacation is over..

enjoy voting and plz think with a second thought..:)

Sunday, September 28, 2008

(That's my life.. isn't it?)

(That's my life.. isn't it?)(especially those in bold.. and italics)
专辑:完整演出 黄义达-我懂

欢迎光临真实生活 请往前走哦
不论你我喜欢与否 都得经过哦
当回忆静止在相框里头 剩下沉默哦
当岁月刻画出我的轮廓
我已成熟 换上不同的笑容


我没有你想像中 那么不堪一击的脆弱
不争不斗不代表 有谁可以踩上我肩头
现实我懂哦哦 残酷我懂
我学会小心翼翼 在这钢筋丛林里存活

这个世界什么都有 真假交错哦
哭过笑过爱过痛过 都会经过哦
当回忆静止在相框里头 剩下沉默哦
当岁月刻画出我的轮廓
我已成熟换上不同的笑容

自由就要放开手

证明就要敢追求

飞翔就要
往前走

天空如此辽阔哦~~~

**
没有你想像中
那么不堪一击的脆弱
不争不斗不代表
有谁可以踩上我肩头

现实我懂哦哦 残酷我懂
我学会小心翼翼 在这钢筋丛林里存活

#其实很多事情我都懂
只是我选择不说
刻意的低调不代表
我允许谁来招惹我


#冷漠我懂哦哦 虚伪我懂
了解游戏规则后
就努力让自己犯错

repeat #

Random posts

just a random post.. hmm.. dunno how i can i feel this way right now.. now is F1 period.. but i still can't seems to get that F1 fever.. looking on my big tv screen.. it juz ... didn't go along with me..

now i am listening to some emo- songs.. lol.. dunno why.. juz feel like that.. dun bother to watch any videos or read any stuffs already.. maybe the joss-sticks has made my eyes blurry.. juz now my mum prayed.. and the smokes is filled in the whole living room.. my eyes are consider quite easy to get irritated.. sensitive too.. yup.. like my character.. lol.. sian.. i think i need an early rest.. really dunno what to do now..

maybe i will go random surfing the net bah.. all the best to me.. thanks.. :)

Thursday, September 25, 2008

my dreams and goals

juz a short one before i post a long one tml..
one of my collegue, Eric told me about this...

"dun worry, Jim, you will have no problem getting to collegue. Even how bad your results are, given that you have the money, everything is possible. "

well.. hmm.. i think that's something to think about.. hmm.. at least i noe that my results now can be my stepping board to reach my final target. I noe the path way to there will be tough, but it wouldn't be impossible.

As i noe that i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me..

even how difficult it will be.. i will still strive hard and even harder enough to reach my target

1st CHOICE: NTU Business
2nd CHOICE: SIM Business
3rd: CHOICE: London UCL

i juz 1 to write it here to constantly remind myself for this target.. i noe that i am transform.. i must change.. i noe who i am.. i noe i must be who i need to be.. i noe i must do what to achieve the target..

i will study smart (not hard) to reach the cumulative target of 3.25 and above.. i noe that 3.5 is too far.. but 3.25.. i working on that.. it wouldn't be easy as usual.. but really.. this supp re-exam and these few days of working has made me realise something..

Even how difficult life will be, God will still lay down the path for you to walk through the darker storms and the greatest seas.

i believe i will pull through to be a successful banker one day like Euzanne, to be a Praise and Worship leader one day..

and to really fulfill my dream of becoming a chinese teacher eventually when i have too much money to invest in.

will you guys help me to fulfill this dreams?

It's possible..

Only when you are willing to give it a try.

i am going to..

are you? :)

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

PissERS.. PissEST of me!

PissERS.. PissEST of me!
hmm.. tonight (now) we are celebrating my elder sis birthday.. hmm.. then my sister-in law.. Spen is with us.. originally the day went quite well.. it's that almost half of the family is not around.. wah.. what will Spen thinks?.. hmm.. my sister is abit upset with that.. so.. nvm.. i keep cheering the family up.. also..

actually i myself already quite pissed off liao.. then after hearing to the following news.. i become more pissed.. hmm..

this afternn.. my sister and my sister-in law (Spen) went for interview for my sister in law to work in my sister company.. but things doesn't went well.. the interviewee asked him the following silly qns..and they answer back themselves..
  • Sir, from our resource, you doesn't qualify this position we are finding, and you do not have the qualification and experience for this.
  • I think you can't cope with the weather here in Singapore.
  • There will mosquitoes all around when you go hiking and outdoor activities. I bet you can't cope with that..
  • What is your 5 years plan from now?

I mean PLEASE LOH.. for 1st pt when you do counseling.. the normal procedure is to accept the job and the company will send the staff to study the rightful courses.. why do we need qualifications in the first place? for 2nd pt.. i mean.. For Christ Sake.. this also can also been ask in the interview.. ?..i nearly faint becoz of that..3rd pt.. this is RIDICULOUS.. a policeman in UK is scared of mosquitoes??!!!.. OH MAN!.. no comments..

5 years plan from now?.. who will think of that when you can't even settle down in one country.. dam.. so pissed off.. when ended.. the interviewees even said..

we will let you noe if u gotten employ.. meanwhile you are more than welcome to find other jobs and get interview. Thanks.


WHAT THE!
no wonder my sis look so glum.. i wonder how my sister in law can "covered" so good.. he looks so cheerful.. hmm.. i hope everything from now went well enough.. looks like everything is settled after my sister told the family about this above stuff..

it really boils down to.. why are Singaporeans so protective in employing foreign talents.. i thought the govt is encouraging this.. the worse of the worst is that.. this job position actually isn't there.. meaning.. there is no "opening" for the department.. means they are not prepared to employ ppl since they dun need to..

then i am really wondering.. why does they need to call them to go interview.. OH!.. frustrated.. :"(

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

before the battle

before the battle
juz a short one.. hai.. i felt lost.. i dunno have i done enough revision or not.. i only know that i have been studying studying and studying.. what i am unsure is my brain.. whether it has absorbed the info or not.. hai.. i am totally clueless when i saw the tutorial qns after i have revise the lecture on that day before.. so does it mean i forgotten everything for that lec?..

i felt so helpless.. i dunno how to help myself.. i noe who can help me.. i juz dunno what can i ask them to help.. they wanted to help me.. i wanted to be help.. juz...

juz.. this help will help?.. or .. i dunno.. i am still stucked with 2 more impt concepts.. i dunno what to do.. i think i need to try my very best to remember everything liao.. calculation still alright.. the theory is making me blur blur.. i think this 1 last day will be the final le bah..

i dun fear of failing becoz i noe that i WILL pass.. i keep telling myself that.. but all those failing scenes have been in my mind.. i dun want to repeat the whole module and repeat another year. .i want to graduates with my buddies.. i dun 1 to let go.. that's y i am trying so hard to focus.. to help myself.. i want to cry.. but crying doesn't help.. that's what i noe.. i will keep on trying.. since i dun have much more time to continue trying liao..

blessed me can?.. drop me an encourage message (sms/call).. thanks.. i need that.. feel so lonely now..

Friday, September 12, 2008

Pics pics pics (3)

Pics pics pics (3) -- Orange and ME!
Following are some of the random pics i taken using my phone.. :) nevertheless.. they are all ORANGE!


orange label of DUN LITTER.. taken on the Big Mac package box.. lol..

Spot the difference (1)

One of the art piece for the ASEAN children.. should be drawn by a child.. very nice right?.. i'm attracted by this and i still SECRETLY shot this.. lol.. it's at one of the art fair at Raffles City..on national day itself :)


Spot the difference (2)

orange.. bright orange table.. can u believe that!.. it's orange table for eating at Bishan Junction8 foodcourt.. shot taken when zhiyuan and i was shopping for stuff..

So do u like my orangey pics!! okay.. i'll not bored you with more liao..!


Pics pics pics (2)

Pics pics pics (2)

Liu li yang and Lin you jia school concert..1 of a Thu that i forgotten the date..
This is the screen pic
check out (link) for my videos upload in youtube

CHC Newcomers' dinner at Roland Seafood restuarant (Parkway) @ 1 of the sunday in July

It's very good to be invited and welcomed in this big family.. this year newcomers that graduated from this class is the largest in CHC history.. i really enjoyed the restaurant's food (more than 6 courses menu).. very glad to how City Harvest grew.. Yum food.. i love food! btw.. there's my name tag.. below my name is my zone pastor..

Joseph Bible School Graduation @ one of the Sunday in Expo in Aug
Joseph shuai shuai photo (solo)

Joseph with dad.. sorry for the tilting of head

hAndsome guys.. ermm.. Joseph with me

Joseph with mich.. sorry for the tilting of head

I am really really proud of Joseph.. he came so far and i really really can see him growing spiritually and mentally.. very very glad that he has enroll in Bible School.. jia you Joseph.. continue Shine for God!

Pics pics pics (1)

Pics pics pics (1)
Everyone here in blog always said my blog is too wordy.. now i give you all the pictures!.. Happy!? ..haha..


This is the lion painting in *Scape Park around Somerest Mrt there.. taken 1 month ago. I am not sure it's still there or not.. If interested can go check it out. I shoot this picture becoz if u look carefully.. the fur is written "The people to power!" or vice versa lah.. haha..



This is shoot by me.. obviously it's not in good quality.. ppl involved from left.. yanhao, maoqian and half pic of me.. lol.. taken at city hall mrt station platform on 1 unknown sat same as above.


@ compass pt mac lunch after teacher's day celebration
Candid picture shot by mel of me (from left) and eric
Group photo. (From left) jean, claud, mel, liang, meng, eric:)
The handsome guys (p.u.k.e.)

* Thank mel de photographer
** Ps: I look good in white right.. special thanks to my frens for this white SUPERMAN tee.. woohoo!

Thursday, September 11, 2008

impactful week

impact-full week

8 Sept Mon:
accompany xiuy to go polyclinic for check-up.. the consultation went on very draggy that i end up slp.. i need to apologise becoz that night before i slp at 4am and wake up at 9am to help Will.. haha.. one more thing.. next time when visit hougang polyclinic.. if u ever come to consultation room 21, plz ask to change ur room.. we were like waited for more 3 hours and the check-up are all manually.. means that we need to go up and down and up again.. spend 5 hours in there lo.. luckily got Jon as accompaniment.. we even visit jon's house since it's only 5 mins walk.. very fun but scary to see his 2 dogs.. haha.. but good lah.. can see how CUTE they are..

9 Sept Tue:
2.15pm- 3.45 pm: sit inside bus 80 and bus 100 to rot to harbourfront and later to Alexandra .. long journey bus mah.. who ask me want to save that $1.50 mrt fare loh.. serve me right..
3.45pm- 4.15pm: Collect my beloved phone.. and end up paying $26.75 for a new spare battery for this phone.. i wonder did they trick me.. but nevertheless.. i dun wish to travel to there again liao.. so far..it's like from the one breadth of the island to another loh..
4.15pm- 5.40pm: travel down to orchard to meet hari.. end up she too late.. i too early.. i waited for 1 hour while writing my diary lah.. can't go window shopping *(it hurts when u have the money beforehand but can't buy it now since u spend it juz before that)..

5.40pm- 7pm: hari came and we go on shopping around orchard and we settle at Taka to watch sayhaow selling m00ncakes.. lol.. too bad he didn't saw us.. i even go to his stall and TRY his mooncake loh.. very sweet.. ha..
7pm- 8.30pm: we settle down at Breeks to have our dinner.. sayh joined us since that's his break.. i ate alot and paid alot.. still owe hari $25 dollars loh.. sad.. but the new creation "Cheeze Browie" is quite unique.. (when the pics is up then let me explain to u bah)


8.30pm- 9.20pm: buying ticks for HANA KIMI DANGO FINALS!.. woohoo.. aka flowers over boys..we brought the ticks and wait for sayh to end his work.. then we have some photo shoots.. (upload later)

9.35pm movie starts!

quote what hari's saying.. it's juz like watching the drama but in long version.. this movie end the 2 seasons off..tell you what.. i dunno how crazy can be when i really really watch this 2 seasons for this few days loh.. pity that mysoju is down for maintenance.. so i can't complete season 2.. but overall i like the moment when i been forced to stop at that part when "Weed" wants to tell "rui" the truth.. i want "Rui" to be with "weed".. haha.. but no matter what.. this movie is very romantic and alot of site-seeing since they traveled alot.. good.. the main motive for their travel is very touching.. although i didn't cry lah.. obviously!.. haha..

12am movie end..
can't believe it is so long.. but nevertheless.. it's a GREAT movie and worth paying $7.50 to watch.. so late already how leh.. sayh board his last train to kranji.. while hari took a taxi from orchard back to her home.. me leh.. since i only have $10.. i spent 1 hour on the bus and later transferred to cab to bring me home in tampines.. bus 65..

12.15am- 1.15am: i'm so surprise that the bus drove so slow in purpose loh.. it's like it drove so slow just to meet a red light.. but every green light he going to drive past didn't turn to red light.. serve him right for delaying my time.. i thought i can take bus 27 last bus home de.. at 12.40.. but given the speed.. hai..

1.15am.. i alighted and chiong to get a cab since there;s a whole queue of taxi.. yes.. u didn't see wrongly.. i typed.. "taxi".. not ppl..i board.. the first qn i ask is "how much like that to travel from here to sengkang" he said more than $10.. i end up need to call back home to ask for more money to top up the rest.. but the journey is quite fast.. although that's my first time taking midnight taxi home alone.. which really gives me the creeps.. i think i watched too much horror clips.. lol..

1.30am reach home downstair.. fare : $11.40.. lol.. the midnight extra charges really super scary.. it doubles everytime.. thank God i choose to travel to tampines and take to sengkang.. if not..

i am really blessed on that day.. since i gotten the last few bus ride and it stop infront of me when i reach the bus stop opposite orchard cine.. yup.. amazing it is although i kana scolded by my mum for staying out so late.. :P
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10 Sept wed:
i noe that's not something to show off.. my result for this sem is a surprise.. those i think i will juz pass FAIL.. or do very well.. those i think will do better it's below my expectation..

BIS and COTS i thought i am getting a B.. instead i get a C
DERV and CASH i thought i am getting a D.. instead i get a C+
FOI is the one i need to take sup paper.. the moment i saw the sms.. cause it's the first line in the sms.. i was like.. sure or not.. i thought i can skim though it.. nevertheless i think i deserve it since i didn't have a proper revision.. but it's not that last min.. it's just that i forgotten everything especially the formulas i need to apply for those qns.. sian..

11 Sept Thu:
i am so shocked that ms eelin goh (FOI tutor/lecturer) called just now.. so surprise.. then i told what happen.. she told me maybe it becoz of mental block.. she told me there will be a revision tutorial tml.. so i am looking forward for that.. although she said that the exam paper is even tougher.. jia you bah.. JIM@.@

12 Sept Fri:
1) Sch for tutorial
2) Study in school
3) Dinner with euz and vic at chomg bang hawker centre

Monday, September 1, 2008

less busy schedule*sing twice this week

less busy schedule*sing twice this week

01 Sept Mon:

1) Buying Season parking @ Rivervale Plaza
2) Accompany Xy to go NTUC and makan famous western food @ a coffee shop beside Hougang Plaza
3) Cut my hair into spike
4) Night: Cousin's Wedding dinner. Yum Yum, 9 courses dishes. Above my average. Love to eat the next time given the same dishes:)

02 Sept Tue: Outing with Costll and ShuX..
- Makan LAKSA in katong..woohoo.. fantastic.. juz that i find that the noodles abit too less.. lol
*- KTV @ katong for 4 hours straight down.. so shiok!.. i continue to sing my emo songs.. but great to sing with the two of them. (Next appointment: End of Oct:))
(didn't went Shopping cause quite late liao)

03 Sept Wed:
Repair phone.. wah.. it's damn far and out of the way.. i travel 3 hours by bus then reach loh.. ya lah.. i save money by taking long journey bus.. but it's really far leh.. next time i shall take mrt.. fast but waste money lah.. haha.. but i really sit in the bus rot loh.. and my buttock nearly burst..
(didn't went since jiany is not free.)

04 Sept Thu:
Slack at home.. raining mah.. no plans so decide to stay at home to watch finish my Kamen Rider Den-O.. wah.. this is really very funny.. it's like normally masked rider.. but his imagins (means helpers) can possessed him to help him.. very funny.. lol.. yup.. i watched untill last ep loh..

05 Sept Fri:
1) Go back school to print notes
*2) Meet Vic for k-lunch.. sing alot of duets.. nicenice.. good good.. dunno why my singing in KBox improved liao.. haha..:)

3) Give Econs Tuition to Vic on the bus while we traveled IMM.. then we shop around and have our chicken rice dinnner there.. i ate 2 bowls of rice loh..:)

4) "60 secs of frame" at Jurong West at 1900
- when on quite well.. the performance is below my expectation lah.. i mean.. some performances not fantastic.. hai.. but the main purpose is not that lah.. afterall.. most of our frens that we invited did response.. which was good.. hehez.. look forward to see our cg increases..

06 Sept Sat:
1) Swim (Replacement) at Anchorvale CC - the slides was awesome.. it's good to swim and explore new areas..

2) Makan at Buangkok Hub.. can u believe that.. we WALK from swimming complex to there.. then somemore keep raining drizzle loh.. but the ice kacang quite nice lah.. they gave alot of red beans.. after that jy, kp and me go NTUC there to buy prunes.. they labeled wrong prices.. thank God we discovered earlier before paying cash.. saved back 40 cents.. haha..

3) Celebrate aunt mary birthday dinner @ Shangi-la hotel..WOoho0.. wah.. the dinner area is called "The line" which offers international buffet.. got jap delicacies, pizza, local delights, oriental, French bread, desserts, cakes and fruits.. i can't even rmb every food that i eat.. hehe.. i love the sha-shi-mi..so fresh.. then every food that bite in my mouth is tasty.. can u believe that!.. lol.. we spent 5 hours eating slowly and chit chatting.. so good.. nice environment.. they even celeb my aunt birthday with a cake.. obviously it's my another "Aunt" who tell them de lah.. but good good.. most impt thing is that..all the decorations, walls, set up are all in bright orange.. wah.. i really fall in love in that.. :)

07 Sept Sun:
1) Sun morning service.. great..
2) NO Cellgrp.. me kp and van end up go changi airport to have our little snacks.. the chatting when on quite bad.. but what i can say is that.. i am being true about myself, happy or not, we still need to bear with it.