Sunday, December 30, 2007

Sub Zone Thanksgiving and Appreciation chalet 2007 (Day 1)

wow.. this long name.. seems very serious right?.. no.. u are wrong.. haha.. 27/12/07 and 28.. i went to this chalet at aloha resort at changi.. let me briefly tell u the sequences of events...

27/12 (Day 1)
1300-1400 i went to NTUC and Shop'n'Save to check out the prices of milo, instant 3 in 1 milo, coffee, tea, sugar.. guess what?.. NTUC is 20 to 40 cents cheaper than Shop'n'Save.. wahaha..
then i discovered with evidence that normal milo plus sugar is cheaper than u make 3 in 1 milo.. obviously right?.. but i got calcuation evidence.. wahaha.. then i compare and bought NTUC products.. :)

1400-1450: meeting time.. but everyone was late.. erm.. e~sr~belle* was there already.. i was like.. how come this gal looks so familiar.. then.. i waved and say.. "sub-zone chalet.. right?".. we smiled and waited together.. then michelle came 2 mins after that.. then we wait wait.. untill
jerry came.. he didn't talked much.. shy i guess (at that point of time).. then euz called me to tell us to come to mac.. then i go with euz to NUTC to buy the biskuit tins..

1450-1530: we carried out stuffs back to mac.. then leave them for Leo and Yi Quan and the rest of the guys to load them into Desmond's van and go off from there.. then we took bus 29 to the destination.. bus stop after old changi hospital.. finally see that buidling with my own eyes.. abit eerie.. then i was like.. walking the last.. erm.. haha.. nothing happens.. dun worry.. haha..

1530-1615: reach the chalet..woohoo.. it's abit below my expectation of my DREAM chalet.. but all the factilities were there lah.. very well-equipped.. then for that 25mins of so.. i was doing nth.. staring in the blank and sitting in 1 corner.. coz i didn't noe much ppl.. then ppl i noe are all busy with PSP or some tasks lah.. yup.. then finally.. the briefing starts.. then we prayed for smooth sailing of this event.. then i back to bored again.. my cell grp mates all haven't come loh.. males i mean.. :"(

1615-1715: the icebreaking games started.. with BANANAS!!.. 1st game is.. the bananas pilling eating competition.. pair to pair.. brother to brother.. sister to sister.. their legs and hands are tight with strings.. so.. from starting pt to the table of bananas.. each pair need to walk or hop to there.. then without using anything.. except the mouth.. to pell off the banana skin anf eat the banana flesh.. then when the pair finishes.. they will hop or walk back.. then the next pair after them can start hop/walk.. this cycle repeated untill everyone has the chance of playing..

i paired up with yi quan lah.. then.. erm.. he used his mouth to hold the banana.. then i peeled off the skin real fast.. dunno y.. everyone was cheering.. then i ate the flesh 1/2... then bite bite.. swallow.. then eat again.. till as close as mouth.. i bite the last piece.. the rest that's inside the mouth.. aiya.. dun bother.. haha.. then we walk very fast back.. the fastest pair.. WOOHOO..!

then our team won of course.. next is the Sponge-ing game.. the strings are untied.. team members stands in row of 1.. then 1st player that's nearest to the pot of water and the sponge.. BITE the sponge with the water and pass it to the player behind her/him.. then pass pass till the last player.. last player run to the cups to squeeze the water dried.. and go back to 1st player there.. and stand infront of him/her.. dip the sponge with water and carry on with the passing.. this goes on and on.. untill the 2 cups is overflow.. guess who won?.. OF course is my team.. WOOHOO!

1715-1800: another period of loneliness.. yup.. i was sitting in the sofa.. seeing them playing PSP.. and a mind game called the __________ (forget liao) untill when we are all ready to go to Changi Village for dinner.. thanks to Desmond's van.. and Desmond of course.. we gotta to travel so fast..

1800-1900: i, alvin, jos, eileen, and joyce queue for the nasi lemak stall.. yup.. it's 2.50 lah.. cheap but nice.. although the rice is somehow okay only.. the chicken wings is really fantasticly yummy.. and crispy of course.. after that.. went shopping with the gals to minimart stores.. after comparing prices of each sweets in each shop with eileen.. we came out a conclusion there.. prices really varies and no matter what.. there will still be a shop selling a cheaper ones.. haha..

1900-1930: we travelled back by Desmond's van again.. then back there.. they started playing X-Box and continued with PSP.. then the rest of us.. played the mind game.. is abt.. placing shapes onto the board.. so that you can placed all your puzzle pieces into the board without getting blocked.. corner of edge to corner of edge.. no side to side.. the pieces came in all sizes.. some is 1 small sq.. some is L-shaped but with diffn no. of sq.. haha..

1930-2040: continuing playing.. some of them 1 to play PSP.. so end up the game stop.. later more players came in.. we start again.. then.. end up some of them lost interest.. yi quan end up playing himself.. one mind to 4 boxes of pieces.. haha.. i watched and help him along.. ha.. then we play 2 minds to 2 boxes.. a very tough fight.. i got fitted up my puzzle pieces by luck each time i dun have any moves.. but yi quan end up won me by 3 pieces.. but he commented that i picked up pretty fast.. then.. he need to go meeting.. so i kept the pieces.. and stone again.. then ____________ suggested to play UNO together.. ha.. so we started playing

2040-2105: i went to the gals changi bunglow (CB3).. coz there's boys one(CB1) and gals one.. hmm.. they started watching "back to the future part 1".. i came in for the climax part.. really amazing graphics..

2115-2200: after the show.. i went back to CB1 to wait for part 2.. they are still playing UNO.. i watched.. the XBOX ppl are still playing XBOX.. ha.. then i moved back to CB1 with jo to see whether they are ready for part2.. end up.. they haven't.. so i euz and jo end up seeing "Huang jing lu" together.. with the chips and sweets and drinks.. then.. getting more and more crowded..

2200-2230: we watched the ___(movie)______ together.. then i go off to CB1.. coz i watched before last yr.. they are still playing XBOX.. yup.. then i stoned awhile.. Jo msg me to go back CB3.. coz part 2 started liao

2230-0015: the credits juz rolled.. thanks to Joseph..!!.. woohoo.. then i watched the entire part2.. it's so amazing.. better than part 1.. is abt past, future and present.. alot of complicating ones.. but put together.. it seems really logical.. haha..

0015-0030: euz gathered us.. everyone.. then told us ..hewber and his frens have gone missing.. then split us into 3 grps to find them.. at first we were so shocked lah.. then.. slowly.. their acting really sucks lah.. can see the facial expressions of the leaders.. especially yi quan.. lolz.. then.. euz still ask us eat more chips.. i thought find ppl is more impt then eat chips.. then still dun need torch light.. erm.. somemore.. if really got lost.. shldn't they go find 1st.. and not wait for us to watch finished the movie.. then find de mah.. haha..

0030-0040: we reached our 1st destination.. it's an entrance to an dark route of a forest.. we pair up again.. i paired with a newcomer.. nicolas.. yup.. each pair need to go in to pick up clues under the flagpole.. the last pair grab everything.. pairs can light candles.. and pairs muz followed the green lightsticks on the ground.. the red lightsticks means danger.. so keep out..

i tell you here.. i was extremely afraid loh.. somemore my partner is a stranger.. aiyo.. worst.. i kept praying to God.."God gives me the courage..we will find the puzzles.. i will protect nicolas (he's younger than me.. alot.. sec1 this yr).. i pray i pray".. lots and lots of time.. since i noe i will be going in.. till before i go in.. then when we about to go in.. we started chatting lah..

my first sentence is.. i noe you are afraid.. i am afraid too.. but God will help and guide us.. then i asked nicolas abt how's CHC.. how long have he been.. then we walked till 2 red lightsticks.. dunno how.. so we called euz.. euz asked us to walk over.. so we walked.. to the green sticks.. and .. so scared of anything to happen.. i asked him will he mind if i grab his hand and run.. he say dun mind.. run up to the flagpole.. irritatingly.. u can heard the "fake- horror" music airplaying.. i grab the pieces with one hand

we run back to the starting point.. in the middle.. we stopped.. he said his pants is falling.. lolz.. so we walk back when we see the bright lights at the starting point.. Praise the Lord.. i have overcome the fear of darkness on that night :)

after 1 or 2 more findings.. we were been called back to the chalet.. it's abt 0140.. exactly 1 hr.. Yi quan was upset.. coz he is involved in the commttite of the event.. end up the game is called off.. he commented.. "told you all.. the game will end in 1 hr.. ".. deep down.. i guess he's unhappy bah.. u think ah.. if u plan so much.. but then everyone dun get to have fun playing that.. won't you feel disappointed and upset.. :"(

0145-0210: i continued sitting down.. dozzing off.. the guys called me and nicolas to go bath first.. coz got 2 showers units..

0210-0220: have my first day of shower.. the sprinkle ah.. abit not functioning properly.. i turn turn it to min.. it's still drippling water.. no choice.. i give up..hah.. but still manage to wash my whole body.. so shiok.. hot de leh..!!

0220-0235: settle my package of clothes.. then apply some cream of myself.. then got down to kitchen for a warm drink to eat my pills..

0235-0245: wait for Alvin to start our Quiet Time.. he is bathing..

0245-0335: Alvin introduces Quiet Time to me and Leo.. i am totally benefited by that.. so honoured and privileges to sleep with them on that night.. Alvin taught us the benefits and the way of going about of Quiet Time.. then we started praying..alone.. one to one to God.. then .. we started singing after Alvin.. the songs is nice.. even without the melody tone behind it.. we pray again.. then end it off.. i am so proud by Leo's courage to receive tongues on that night.. really.. i can vividly heard him speaking.. it's so amazed.. from dunno.. till abit noe.. really really.. !.. Praise the Lord.. after that.. we pray for a good night slp and a safe series of events happens tml..

0335-0855: i forced myself to sleep lah.. awake for 1mins.. then dozzed off again.. this happen for 3 times.. but still glad that i can sleep for this 5 hours or so.. :)


* names that i dunno have to spell
________ names that i forgotten.. i noe their faces..

x'mas week!

22/12/07 sat: wake up as early as 9am to have a hard time wrapping the gifts.. this time around.. i need to wrap 3 times.. faint..coz.. got 3 grps mah.. later tell you all why.. yup.. so after wrapping.. met vic to buy sengy present in cp.. was late.. end up.. she got starve to faint.. almost.. haha.. promise to give her a bowl of tang yuan.. she was so delighted to see that.. erm.. coz from the yr i was born till now.. i was eating tang yuan.. so i dun have any feelings for that liao..haha..

meet sengy and gang at 3pm for 1st x'mas service.. they were a bit late.. came before them.. was amazed at the crowd in the queue waiting..3pm.. abt 300 ppl queueing liao.. after they came.. we joined in the queue.. yup.. finally got in abt 4.. was exchanging gifts with wany.. then give gifts to them and yuanh.. yup.. then really have a good enjoyable moment..playing.. having lots of fun in service.. the drama skit was totally amazing.. got lots of laughing statements.. so funny.. then somemore.. we sit facing the most center of the stage only right behind behind only.. :)

after service.. went to changi village.. due to heavy rain (AGAIN!).. we end up there at 9.15pm.. (was transferring train to train.. train to bus..).. but that's is not a wasted trip.. the "chicken slices with hor fun".. so yummy.. or is it i am too hungry?.. haha.. dun care liao.. haha.. we have a great time eating and end up back home by 11.30pm.. bus 89 is really great.. travel so many places.. changi village-> pasir ris--> tampines--> sengkang--> hougang.. haha..

23/12/07 sun: brought alice, yaping, chin sheng to service today.. chin sheng got stomach ache.. alice overslept.. yup.. end up.. yaping is puntural.. ha.. so i was walking to and fore the place to fetch them.. then coz alice and cs late mah.. i dunno they are so late.. wait for 30mins impatiently.. but.. they still got to see the drama skit.. luckily for them.. :0..

after service.. we met jon and guoc at tarah merah mrt platform.. then we go down to plaza sing together.. was having a very enjoyable time chatting with jon.. (yup.. very random talking of the daily life.. but that's what i needed the most.. chatting.. laughing.. ).. we walk walk.. end up eating an expensive restaurant.. very fine dining de.. haha.. "Billy Bombers".. heard of this restaurant?.. yup.. it's at new cathay @ db.. ate a spring chicken.. 4 drumsticks only.. i thought is the whole chicken.. argh.. then exchange 1 stick to 1/2 fillet with jon.. hehez.. fish is okay lah.. but the sauce with the chicken is super great.. yum.. wish for more.. then.. the fries is big pieces of potatoes slices .. so healthy.. i can't take it.. haha.. but still manage to eat the potatoes of yaping's.. haha.. then the dessert ON THE HOUSE (coz it's joyce's birthday{22/12/07} ma.. sang a birthday song.. then got birthday present..).. "icecream on waffles with honey".. vaillia and choco.. i ate both.. vailla still nicer. wahaha.. the waffles is really great..

after paying the bill.. we go off individually.. i go off with jon.. we reach db mrt.. then in the train.. we dozzed off.. we wake up at his stop.. he asked me.. where are we.. i see the sign.. "hougang!".. the door was opened.. he quickly exit out.. luckily for him.. then i dozzed off again.. been wake up by a guy.. it's PUNGGOL mrt station.. oh NO.. i end up rushing to the opposite mrt train.. to get to sengkang.. wahaha.. so extreme.. i am really that tired on that day.. wahaha.. :)

24/12/07 mon: met sengy and vic to exchange x'mas present and for lunch.. went super budget to food court outside hougang mall.. then.. was super happy that finally someone did buy 1 hair wax for me liao (i am totally broke).. thanks sengy.. and thanks vic for your hardwork gift:)

evening.. met maoq.. going downtown east chalet bbq.. 2 of us were been invited to go lah.. so go food and fun.. who dun 1 to come.. haha.. yup.. have a great silly enjoyable funfilled 4 hours with them.. haha.. so long never chat with mao liao.. really miss him.. as a fren.. ha..

25/12/07 tue: today is my dad's lunar calender's birthday.. got alot of food.. coz it's a family gathering mah.. then.. eat alot... but afterall they were really worth eating:)

26/12/07 wed: helped out hari with sayh.. hari needs help mah.. then i and sayh.. been frens of her.. gotta help her.. that day event is held at the old parilament house.. now they called it "The Arts House".. very grand.. we were at the grand assembly there.. it's very shock too see that.. you were sitting in one of the seat of the members of parilament.. then was running all around to link up the wires.. (first time doing that..) then carry the props okay lah.. the performance is abt hand balls, then peranakan baba-noya choir with latios band as back up peformances.. quite impressive.. but really a sweet moment to see.. the 3 generation choir.. got kids, parents and grandparents.. singing..moreover i got a polo tee as a reward.. haha.. :)

busy busy busy week

18/12/07 tue: at home watching "zhong ji yi jia".. so funny.. the cast and storyline.. i was laughing non-stop.. wahaha.. :) really relax after seeing that.. :P

19/12/07 wed: start my PBL by having online meeting.. finally come out with the ideas and brainstorming.. yesh... yup.. hope we can do well!.. after that.. evening.. went movie sneak premire with weizhi and guocheng and weizhi's fren.. yup.. watched "national tresures2- the book of secrets".. yup.. so exciting and thrilling.. i was so amazed by the joining and connecting of the storyline and the plot to makes it so EVERLASTING CLIMAX.. one up after another.. super super.. 4/5 rating.. go watch... highly recommended!! :)

20/12/07 thu: finally rmb what i did on that day.. went to serve with yuanh at children church.. doing transportation.. rain again.. heavy rain somemore.. 1st time carried so big umbrella (those u see in outdoor mac.. that big umbrella) and run all over to fetch the kids to the shelter and back to the bus.. alot of kids.. it's tiring.. but it's worth it.. kids easier to get sick.. so.. must protect them.. really..!.. and also.. have a very great time to spend with yuanh alone privately.. haha.. very long time dun have that feeling.. that feeling of a great bondage of friendship.. he still offered me to take taxi with him.. then for me to dun pay any $.. he is always that generous..(taxi trips with him for more than 5 times.. everytime.. he's the one who pay more..:)).. this time.. i can't help it.. i insisted of paying starting-up fare.. even how shortage of money i have.. haha..

21/12/07 fri: have lunch with sengy, jiany and kweep at kovan hawker centre.. the ice kacang is only $1 loh.. so cheap.. but the taste is so so.. (still rmb tanjong pagar hawker centre's ice kacang.. so shiok!!).. then i bought my gift wrappers and firesticks for later usages.. after that.. i forced myself to do some h/w till midnight.. then in between.. have some fun with the tang yuan making.. :)

20 km of cycling

17/12/07 mon: went to east coast park with sengy, weih, weij, jiany, zhaox, eric and kweep.. i meet sengy and weih and travelled down together by bus 55.. but end up walk the WHOLE wrong way after alighting our stop.. ARGH.. so irritating.. walk to the end pt and back the starting pt to meet the rest.. i was so upset by them.. why dun we meet in the middle X --- X --- X .. we were all the way to left.. they were to the furthest right.. why can't meet in the middle.. argh.. FAINTS!

after that.. we finally met them.. that was 2 hrs after we have alighted the bus stop.. i was so pissed off.. argh.. then the worst thing is.. we rent the bikes then.. CYCLE TO THE CENTRE.. (X).. i was boiling hot.. argh.. then when we settle down for lunch at the hawker centre.. it rains.. and rains EVEN bigger.. end up we got to shift our bikes.. end up .. i and eric push the bike only.. they were there laughing and joking.. :"( i instructed them to do wat and wat.. but.. hai.. dun say liao..

then after lunch.. we waited for the downpour to end.. end up playing CHEAT and UNO.. haha..i was one of the winners for both.. woohoo..! then after that.. we decided to go cycle no matter how big the rain is.. coz.. we paid $10 each to cycle till 8pm only.. and we left with abt 5 hours only.. we commented.. if there's heavy rain.. we go shelter at the pit stop/s loh..

the rain stop.. drizzle.. downpour.. heavy downpour.. stop.. this cycle repeated on and on.. we cycle on and on too.. from east coast park to changi beach.. thru east coast- changi park connector.. to and for.. when we abt to reach changi.. suddenly.. it rains extremely heavy.. my vision is totally blocked.. but we still reach the end of the connector.. :)..

7900 * 2 = 15800 <-- i still rmb this figure.. this is the distance of the connector thru and fore..

plus.. the distance of east coast park from the starting point to the end of east coast.. WOW.. it's more than 20 km in the rain.. continueous.. faints.. yup... we did it in 4 hours.. oh my!!.. i and sengy both commented.. "TODAY IS REALLY OUR DAY OF BREAKTHOUGH!"..

after that.. we have dinner at burgur king.. so shiok.. i have a super lovely hot milo.. with my burgur and yummy fries.. i really deserved it!.. woohoo!..

ps: kp said that that day is his best day of his life.. we shall see.. wahaha..

Friday, December 21, 2007

wilber pan autograph session

2/12 dec went to wilber pan autograph session.. finally got the pics upload.. coutesy by cheryl (after my frequent asking.. ).. the session is in IMM garden plaza nice nice.. then it's evening.. so after that not so hot.. very cooling.. we were the last few persons to sign the albums.. coz we go by strategy.. that is to letting everyone sign 1st.. we go sit and wait.. under the ventilate machines.. in the end..we queue for 5 mins.. and sign in for 5mins.. in 10mins.. i get his signature.. HIS album is really NICE.. love love.. most of the songs i like it very much.. not much rapping.. then smoothing songs.. love love.. haha.. every week i will listen more than 3 times.. haha..
let me upload the lovely pics now..haha.. shoot most by me.. haha..


this is the most clear one.. i am so impressed that i am able to shot this pics in the mist of al the crowd.. so clear.. wahaha..to me his live performance i totally ignore.. i just focused on this.. and whoosh!.. got this.. !!.. HOORAY!

blurrish right..but this is consider good liao..no hands blocked too


blurrish too?.. 10pics cheryl sent me.. only 3 can..

Conclusion: i ranked the top pic as the top..2nd as 2nd.. 3rd as 3rd.. haha.. really muz buy one digital camera next yr to train train.. wahaha.. but overall i did really enjoy that day.. so relax.. and no stress at all.. was chatting and mocking cheryl.. wahaha.. :)

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

张峰奇-天使呵护的角落 歌词

张峰奇-天使呵护的角落 歌词 (now playing..-->)



天使的脸孔 找不到美丽的笑容

天真无邪奢求 註定要落空

黑夜不低头 无声的我默默承受

摆脱纠缠枷锁 更精采的活



还记得小时候 外婆说过有一个传说

只要我勇敢的冲 幸福天使会降落

雨过天晴的彩虹 却看不到任何的尽头

但是我努力的冲 天使呵护着我



我不懂这个世界 为何在此刻会遗弃我

我不想再问原由 就当一切都只是藉口

我不懂该用什么 来形容我泪水的寂寞

我只想找到传说 一份天使呵护的角落



(Repeat Verse and chrous x1)



有点疲惫 我看不到终点

有点感觉 却静静地坐在角落边

有点疲惫 我看不到明天

有点感觉 梦想会实现



When i listen to this song for the first time, the starting melody strikes me. but after listening to umpteen times, and just now i have searched on the lyrics, it TOTALLY reflected on the situations i am facing in. let me tell you why...

Saturday, December 15, 2007

claudia bd

Glisten inc. present to you!... (drum rolls).. XIAO MEI claud's 1* Birthday celebration.. woohoo.. 8 dec 2007 is really unpleasant one.. let me tell you all why.. haha..


1st evidence: birthday gal with a soft toy duck-ling(darling).. ms ah bee.. and a right hand stretch out to help her hold an art piece for her?.. birthday gal= the biggest?


Shuai ge in the house?.. opps.. i shouldn't say that.. or else everyone will throw rotten eggs at me.. but i thought eggs increase price liao.. so better not throw rotten eggs.. expensive sia..


lovely photos by lovely sisters of mine.. woohoo.. birthday gal(2nd evidence: photo of ur right).. not concentrate on singing oh.. caught red handed..but the problem is my hand is not red.. hers aren't too..:P


on the way home.. sitting in cosy comfortable car of princess birthday gal.. this pic just nice right?.. i capture this shot de loh.. praise my LONG hand.. and non-shaky movements.. wahaha.. :).. the guy behind me is handsome guy of princess.. i named him Prince Klement bah.. hehez.. nice guy though noe him for less than 1 hr.. he help me alot with the seat belt.. hehez..:)

so basically here are our itinery:
12-1.20pm: i meet jeanne at takashimaya to purchase cake and present.. but can't find a rightful present.. (both of us were late.. originally meet 11.30.. haha).. somemore we walk the wrong way to cineleisure.. totally wrong.. we walked 3 bus stops back.. FAINTs.. lucikly dunno why.. our bus brought us back to the bus stop that is nearest to cine.. woohoo!

1.20-2pm: subway makan lunch.. yummy.. it's cheap.. big.. and nice.. waiting and aiming for the next subway offers liao:).. then i rush to Expo for bb studies and pre-service.. and service..

7.30pm-8.10: rush out of expo.. travel to orchard to pick up the cake that we order this afternoon..

8.10-8.40: waiting unpatiently for them to settle off a restaurant.. and to buy the present with jeanne.. that's the most exciting part.. can't let claudia spot dao.. then we run like mad dogs.. haha..

8.40-8.50: paying the gift.. wrapping.. rush out of the department store.. 1m away from delifrance.. light up candle.. (i brought from home).. then we go in.. sing birthday song.. everyone was looking at us.. claud was so shocked.. "da jie, ni bu shi shuo ni bu ke yi lai de meh?".. i told her i afternn not free.. doesn't mean i whole day till night not free ah.. she laughed like dunno what.. one of the waiteress very funny.. attract attention.. haha.. but good service by her.. then after that we shot photos.. give her our presents.. she is very happy.. :)

9.30-10: dinner time.. or is it supper.. super extremely annoyed by the waiter service.. it's like.. he slumped the dish on the table loh.. create a very LOUD bang sound.. complain here!.. dun go TAKASHIMAYA DELIFRANCE ANYMORE!!.. argh..

10-10.20: rush and wait for claud's dad car.. have fun watching mobile tv.. hehez..

10.50: back home:)

this week.. stress and tedious

7 dec fri: that evening.. went to swim.. originally is excited cause sengy and kweep joining me.. but after changing and chatting with my ex-swimming coach for abt less than 10 mins and waited for 15mins after the meeting time.. i called and discover it's some communication breakdown again.. but sengy came after that.. yup.. the 1hr of swimming alone did help me to calm my mind.. be more focus.. to destress on my studies.. i swim 5 laps.. (through and fore starting pt= 1 lap).. really lose out the stamina.. must really maintain.. haha.. the water is cold but relaxing.. although after that i got chill abit.. haha.. ah-chew..~.~

term test week:
10 dec mon: Object Oriented Programming.. a well balanced subject.. did my best afterall.. should have a B.. but aiming for a A

11 dec tue: CORE business finance.. SUPER extreme Difficult.. my whole course ppl were swearing and saying vulgur.. my row of ppl was shaking our heads.. i am praying non stop for the past 30mins.. then i just throw everything i noe inside.. hope i will pass.. i summoned my holy spirit to guide me in everything he noe too.. guess it will/might help abit.. yup.. i will PASS de.. dunno y.. everyone is saying they will fail.. but when i come out.. the first thing i thought is .. i will pass.. :)

12 dec wed: QUANtitatives analysis.. a piece of cake?.. easy easy easy.. A for me.. ha.. no la.. a bit careless.. that's why might not get A.. we shall see..

14 dec fri: Database management information system.. easy as ABC?.. ha.. even easier than QUAN.. strange.. but definitly a A..

thank Lord for the unexpected of the expected.. and the expected of the unexpected.. :)

really thank God for the strength.. slp for 5 hours wake up for test.. nap for 2 hours.. wake up study again.. this routine has been going on.. and on.. really so tired mentally and physically..

YESH! it's OVER! woohoo!

Friday, December 14, 2007

A day that is NOT for me!

Last wed 12/12/07: went to jurong swimming complex with jiany, sengy, kweep, zhaox, and weih. Let me tell you why.. below are part of my journal that i wrote during the waiting time.. because due to some communciation, i meet at a different place with them. therefore, i decide to travel another direction but still reach the same destination, simply because, two of starting points are really too FAR.. can't meet except final destination. so therefore, i started my 2 hours of travelling.. Alone.. :"(


"Today is my first time sitting so long in a mrt platform. Seeing trains moving through and Fore. It's was hard to imagine, what will our lives be, if there's no MRT train services. Will S'pore ever be so self-centered - will everyone takes MRT for granted that, to them, MRT is just a tool to travel to reach their destination?



I am now at the platform of Jurong East MRT interchange, lots of crowd moving to and fore, different types of trains, some are brand new bought, some are those who accompany us for a very long time since we were young. But, all of them serve the same purpose of transport crowds and crowds from one single location to another.



Cosy breeze blow across my feet, today I did probably the most foolish thing in my 17 going 18 life. That's to walk from the end of platform A to the beginning of platform A and goes down the estalator and climb up another estalator. I did this also to platform B, walk from the end to the beginning thn goes down and goes up. Originally, i wanted to walk again, but i wonder about the surviences camera right on top of me. won't they will be wondering how come an orange shirt teen keep wandering around the platforms.. aren't he suppose to leave.. or is he committing suicide here.. :X



Actually, life is just like MRT train, so fast, yet so convient that you might not even take notice of it. Here comes my Train, lots of ppl move in, lots of ppl move out. Just like life, lots of ppl move out from your world, lots of ppl come into your world. I have alighted Chinese Garden Station. My train moves away from me like a zooming speed. Suddenly, i got this wierd-odd feeling that it's just like frens who move in and out from your world.



You won't know when, where, how, who he or she will be. Behind me from my right is a couple. Quite lovely, guess they are going Vivocity, overheard their conversation, not in purpose, just too bored. Behind me from my left is a pair of mother and son, few minutes later, they are gone too.. up in the train.



Now I am sitting alone, waiting for them to come. Alone or With God?, I choose to be with God. Birds chirping, car moving, Chinese Garden MRT platform, a very unpleasant place where both nature and urban concidence together.

From Yio Chu Kang MRT station till Chinese Garden Station, it has really been a long while since I am travelling the Red--> Green line. Somemore Alone. NO NO, alone but with God. Really Regret not bring my sis's MP3 player along, but still good lah. At least i still feel a peace in my heart. it has really been awhile since my heart.. has.. just.. settled down.

Here are their train. Bless me once again as you have blessed me. Ahem! "

Thursday, December 6, 2007

peace in my heart

1/12 sat: wonderful service.. was reflecting alot about myself.. what really do i need.. why am i still stuck in the domain of emotional frequent breakdown.. all those reach out to the lost.. really.. does it matter anymore?.. if i can't even reach into my heart?..

bb studies before that.. KINDLY concidencely.. link with the topic of "Faithfulness" and "i can do ALL things thru God who strengthen me".. really.. benefits not interms of understanding.. but also to reflecting.. deeply.. to what i really need to improve on..

2/12 sun: strengthen my mindset from ytd.. really have a nice sermon by andy.. 1st time preaching loh.. .. really really great.. andy is just like my elder brother.. i seen him as my elder brother.. i will also set him as my target of achievement..
- to enter to University.. SMU
- to be active in CHC
- to be a great motivator
- to be a great atmosphere builder
- to master the learning of guitar and to Praise the Lord with lovely melody.. that i have got touched with..
- to be ACE in my studies
- last but the most impt.. TO BE A MAN OF WORDS

that's all.. more to come.. haha..

3/12 mon: QUAN lab was so intensive for me.. i really need to settle my stress down.. it's like i am rushing and become so panic myself.. that's really no good.. end up been the last one to hand up.. but i really did my best.. :)

4/12 tue: CMSK3 citation test is fun lah.. i and jon were like shooting costl.. fun.. but i noe my limits.. so i will turn abit.. and also help jon to turn abit.. he is very straightforward.. so muz help him to settle.. haha.. then we did the test slow and steady.. end up late for that 1.00pm submission.. thanks to weizhi asking mrs ramens something.. then we can extend and rush our final 3 sentences.. 2 marks more.. :).. thanks thanks..

5/12 wed: just got my PBL topic for the month.. money laudering.. end up been with the same topic with wanying they all again.. but nevermind.. i got over it liao.. no more sadness.. i been placed in this grp for the reason of leading costl and kaiz to move on.. in their 3 years of Tp.. so that they will not be so afraid of presenting.. and also.. i have move on to another level of not been so tense for presentation.. :)

and.. hear about news that my course is organised a study trip to London/Paris.. woohoo..!!.. $3000 for the air ticks and stuffs.. expenses excludes.. really 1 to go.. hehez.. tackle my mum these few daes.. and i'll see what i can do about it.. :)

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

complicated! feelings for that week

24 nov sat: today stay home.. finally can fork out sometime to spend with my family.. unfortunately my parents went to temple for some festivals praying.. :(..nvm.. i still enjoy great food that night.. aunt bought 4 packets of noodles/ rices.. yummy.. i eat untill so full.. really thank God for the meal.. and the allowance of time for me to spend time with my beloved gran

25 nov sun: that day went for morning sun service.. for the first 1/2 hr service i was rocking.. immunes in the music.. really like music.. really.. i wanted to go for music industry.. haha.. maybe can join the choir ministry.. that will be next year lah.. :).. haha..

26 nov mon: receive my QUAN quiz. didn't get what i aims to be.. but still manage to pass.. 14/20..

27 nov tue: today is the most emo day in this year.. keep weeping in the bus.. and at the busstops.. can't even control my anger.. i dunno what happen to me on that day.. i just seems "possessed".. it's like my 2nd personality.. i really dunno why.. i have been angered by provoke.. usually, i juz treat it as nth.. but on that day.. i react at a very odd and wierd way.. really can't understand myself sometimes..

29 nov thu: really happy to se juliana and her frens.. really a fun and hectic morning.. with all the happenings.. glad that i am in FBI.. really.. to help out.. and to .. really i appreciate my lecturers and seniors efforts.. :).. that morning really have fun with derrick.. haha.. so funny.. ever so happy go lucky.. it's like.. 2 years back.. i am still like that.. now.. i dunno.. he is really like my target to aim to be.. a successful presenter with a cheerful open heart.. i will make it:)

30 nov fri: go run with sengy, jiany, kweep.. so long never run.. 2 months like that.. i was like so bad at running.. i run for 1km.. jiu cannot make it liao.. keep having deep breathing.. but i manage to complete 2km of slow jog.. was lagging behind alot.. but still make it..

the feeling of succeed is really great.. then after the jog.. we did some aerobic exe.. then we still walk on pebbles barefooted.. foot reflectory area.. wah.. it's soSOSO.. painful!! .. after that.. we go makan rojak.. (wait for 20 mins).. yummy.. it's so worth it for the waiting.. :)