the arrival of my nephew

Hi every1, i have lost track and MIA for quite some time already, just want to take this time to update the viewers (if there is any) about my recent movement...

well, this evening, i just managed to skype with my elder sister in England, woohoo... finally saw my nephew... he is SOSSOSOSOOSO cute!... haha.. what a HAPPY uncle i am.

my heart melted when i seen him.. hehez.. the whole family was having a great laugh, when they see him over skype... every1 was happy... that is my family. although we rarely communicate, and yet we have a common goal, that is to live happily and healthy as a whole.

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few weeks back i went for wanying and yuanhong's birthday parties, wow, 21st birthday.. can say that i have enjoyed myself, food was great, the place was great..

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On the elections, well, MM Lee and Goh are leaving the Cabinet, i will miss MM Goh.. OHH... i respected him.. well.. Even Mr George Yeo... hai... it's ok... may he pursue his dreams once again..

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In the month of March-April, i went for a Maintenance Course on vehicles, very enriching, went back Sembawang camp, seen alot of Sergent, the memories of the BMT days flashed back in my brain... every part of the camp led me to some memories, whether they are sweet or sour...

overall, I should say that I have learnt alot in terms of Vehicle maintenance.. thank Encik for sending me to course. I also managed to make a couple of friends there, Jun Fei and Guangming, we really talked lot loh.. haha.. both of them live in Hougang, haha.. one is 23 another is 21 years old. haha.. gotten their numbers, hope we can stay in touch:)

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After which, I went back SBAB for Up-Categorization In-base Assessment, managed to pull through.. stressed.. Encik was giving lots of stress and pressure, but well.. I have managed to promote to a driver who does not need a vehicle commander. wooo... the feeling is quite shiok lah.. a sense of freedom and achievement.. haha.. next target will be the 3000 milege bonus: $150... :)


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I should say that my army life is so unpredictable, in mid Apr, i was asked to perform with Cho on the Civil Resource exercise, went back PLAB, my slackest days in my NSF life, memories and thoughts recalled in my mind...

it was a similar thing like my last year MOM Job, is it like a personal visit, but this time is to the civilian companies. Going to the by ways and the highways, have my first bike experience, and to plan my time wisely so that i can complete the project on time. The schedule is very flexible, thank Sir for his drive and his kindness for giving us the flexibility to complete the project with our management. Thank God for favour of Men... and journey mercy too. At first, i thought to myself, can i managed this... but through it all, it has proven, once again.


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After that, I was asked to perform the IC Duty, whole day in the base, waiting for incident to happen, watched the tv from 8am to 11pm... super boring, but rewarding in a way, it is like taking some time off, and relax at the sofa, doing which ever thing you want, and spent the entire day resting. It is very slack experience, the ppl in Mech Centre are super friendly, same goes to Hanger 97 too, got free food blessings from them, happy:)

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And for the most recent one, I was posted to the FSS, as the driver for them, worked there for three days already, very clear-cut working hours, no need to work OT, no Fall in, Fall out, Debrief.. all those... :)

the whole team was trying to make me feel welcome, from the small talks to the locker and free dinner from OC.. thank God for favour...:)

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basically above are some my key highlights for the couple months that have just passed:)

紀佳松 - 金魚的眼淚

金魚的眼淚

詞：李念和 曲：紀佳松

沒有感覺 就像不曾發生過
沒有記憶 若忘記算什麼
隔著玻璃看著天空
等待水面灑落溫飽的奢求 但愛呢

沒有所謂的我們 就像直線交錯
再多的花朵 擁抱時的感動
瞬間都消失無蹤 時間不如放肆蹉跎
世界想起遺忘重複三秒鐘 愛從不是愛

或許放棄想念沒那麼快

金魚的眼淚 流乾 沒人看得穿
談什麼遺憾
當金魚的眼淚 飄散
困在這循環 到不了大海
都是我活該 
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沒有所謂的我們 就像直線交錯
再多的花朵 擁抱時的感動
瞬間都消失無蹤 時間不如放肆蹉跎
世界想起遺忘重複三秒鐘 愛從不是愛

或許放棄想念沒那麼快

金魚的眼淚 流乾 沒人看得穿
談什麼遺憾
當金魚的眼淚 飄散
困在這循環 到不了大海
都是我活該 

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若氧氣已用完 我掙扎的痛苦 不安 都早已與你無關
絕望卻閉不上眼 眼睜睜悲劇上演 無力抗拒卻已不能重來

What if I just GONE AWAY
沒人看得穿
談什麼遺憾
當金魚的眼淚 飄散
困在這循環 到不了大海
都是我活該 

沒人看得穿
談什麼遺憾
當金魚的眼淚 飄散
困在這循環 到不了大海
都是我活該 
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The eyes of the goldfish is very small.. very difficult to notice.. even if it is crying.. it will be very difficult to tell..

same goes to me.. you won't be seeing me crying...since my tears are all dried, i dun think i need to cry..it will just run down in my heart...

i like the phrase, "What if I just GONE AWAY, 沒人看得穿, 談什麼遺憾 "...
what if i just gone away, will anyone notice? will anyone cares?.. i doubt so...


and this phrase too.. "或許放棄想念沒那麼快" .. maybe the thought of giving up on missing you isn't that fast that i imagine..

金魚的眼淚, 我此刻的心情...

周湯豪 罵醒我 MV

周湯豪 - 罵醒我

作詞：姚若龍
作曲：陳穎見 @ 口袋音樂

有的時候很想玩
有的時候只想和你作伴
心情不停不停地旋轉 Oh yeah~
就算發了脾氣嫌你煩
也愿意為你接受任何挑戰
要你笑得最燦爛~

恨別人管我 又愛有人等我
嘴里喊著想自由 又渴望你抱我
每次看你難過 不管我道歉沒有
心還是會刺痛 Oh~

Babe 能不能抓住我
當我的心被搞亂了
當我又笨得要逃走 Oh~
Babe 從背後抓住我
當我的沖動又犯了
當驕傲把我變討厭了
狠狠罵醒我yeah~
不要放棄我yeah~

有的時候很簡單
有的時候溝通那麼的難
就有沖動調頭不聽也不看~
就算爭吵的話多難堪
最後還是鼻酸又抱成一團
就怕愛變遺憾~

Babe 能不能抓住我
當我的心被搞亂了
當我又笨得要逃走 Oh~
Babe 從背後抓住我
當我的沖動又犯了
當驕傲把我變討厭了
狠狠罵醒我

有時候真的覺得你比我懂我
不習慣被赤裸地看透
所以才會像個刺蝟激烈反駁

對不起常害你迷惑
對不起又讓你淚流
我不懂我在做什麼

你的愛我都曉得

Oh~ Babe 能不能抓住我
當我的心被搞亂了
當我又笨得要逃走 Oh~
Babe 從背後抓住我
當我的沖動又犯了
當驕傲把我變討厭了
狠狠罵醒我yeah~
不要放棄我yeah~
狠狠罵醒我yeah~
不要放棄我yeah~
狠狠罵醒我yeah~
不要放棄我yeah~

倪安東 Anthony - 缠斗

眉 頭 又瞬間 鎖 有冷箭 快閃躲 猜 用意 再計算 後果 選擇攻 還是守 關 懷 不 能 當控制 的 藉 口 小改變 我 配 合 大改造 別鬧了

愛情像石頭 會摩擦起火 熱的爭吵 冰冷的互動 暖和的相擁 唇槍舌劍 的快樂 來回纏鬥~~~ 路 人 一 眼 就罵我 不 快 走 別人看 妳 一 眼 妳馬上 笑 了 不 聽 妳 的 就怪我 太 自 我 當妳不 聽 我 的 又理由 很多

愛情像石頭 會摩擦起火 熱的爭吵 冰冷的互動 暖和的相擁 來回纏鬥 妳蒙面 展開搜索 (若無其事 微笑逼問口供) 派耳目 一路跟蹤 (誰動作 像蝴蝶 誰講話 太像蜜蜂)

Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba

愛情的戰火 引爆的溫柔 來回纏鬥 很頭痛 卻不放手 愛情像石頭 會摩擦起火 熱的爭吵 冰冷的互動 暖和的相擁 來回纏鬥

愛情像石頭 會摩擦起火 熱的爭吵 冰冷的互動 暖和的相擁 來回纏鬥 妳蒙面 展開搜索 (若無其事 微笑逼問口供) 派耳目 一路跟蹤 (誰動作 像蝴蝶 誰講話 太像蜜蜂)

a new challenge coming up...

Status: is only when you are about to leave, then you will realize actually that's what you longed for, that's what you have going through everyday motionlessly and without feeling that...

that is your comfort zone, your shelter. where your friends are, the bonding and chemistry is somehow amazing...

tml will be a new chapter for me... Mset, i... am going to counter and conquer you...!


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Tml... Mset course... yes, a new beginning of my NS life, 2 weeks, 14 days alone with no one i know, i have learn about maintenance and about the vehicle parts...

well, this might be actually my short getaway from the MT line...

away from all those driving.
it's just like taking a break from the busy schedule.

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Actually i am quite proud of myself that, actually i can gotten my confidence back in driving landover, i still rmb, (everytime i drove --> my instructor in KBC will say "Law, have you forgotten how good you drive your landover, can you do this to the 3-Ton as well!"..

that's when i told myself, if the PAST ME, can do it, why the Present ME cannot do it.

that's the wake up call for me.

Really thank God for placing Mr Alan Neo into my life, teaching and refreshing me the procedure of landover, it's just like a human who lose his memory, and he is being taught, step by step how to operate the vehicle. and it's through that i regain my confidence, thank you Mr Neo.

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God, thank you for posting me back to this camp, yes, i admit i had pyschological barrier in driving vehicles again, and it's You, who allow this to happen again, it's you who allow me to regain the confidence to drive again.. thank you.