Friday, December 17, 2010

WISHLIST for 21st Birthday on 12 Jan

It's my Big Day! Woohoo~~ 21 years old is coming.. prezzie prezzie.. i want lots of prezzie.. following are my wish list..

Between $50 - $150
  • Levis voucher (at least $50, $100 will be great)
  • Body shop Toner and Moisturizer (oily skin, abit sensitive)
  • Stainless steel / white-plated bracelets (with engraving)
  • Pullover (Black, checkered or without)
  • Checkered shirts
  • Wireless headphone set (sound-proof) (orange / black)
More than $150
  • Black Leather-skin Good quality haversack (can last at least 2 years)
  • Levis Denim Jacket

Levis Jacket - Dark Summit (US $79.50)
  • Topman / Zara Jacket (Black / Grey)

  • Timberland Boots (Brown)
Timberland Boots : Difficult to buy for me, guess will source out myself.

  • Ralph lauren polo tee

Polo Big Pony shirt: Custom- Fit or Slim- Fit also can. (US $95)
  • Mountain fold-able bike
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Pls let me know what gifts are you getting for me and i will strike off those items from the above list, following are the strike-off items.
  • I-Touch
  • Orange Crumpler Bag

Copyrights reserved to the companies and brands, i do not have rights on the pictures copied.

Thursday, November 25, 2010

RTU loh! :)

Wow, finally finished my driving course already. took around 3 months to finish. looking back, i really thank God for his grace and mercy on me.. plus protection too..

from accident, to vehicle breakdown on the road and off road, to mirrors cracking for 2 times.. it's really give me a sense of reality on the road and really warned me to be extremely cautious about the consequences to face when these scenarios happened.

Defensive driving.. that is what i should uphold.

from the fear to drive in Lover to now, driving smoothly with different types of vehicles.. i can say that i am quite proud of myself:)..

i will miss my drivers friends especially Yihui, Adnan, Wei Shen, Wen De and Sufyan:)..


JIA YOU,

I can accomplish all the things through Christ who strengthens me.:)

Sunday, October 10, 2010

石康鈞_無助 , helpless...





想哭 想吐 只能把不平忍住
好无助 有点愤怒 擦擦眼睛看清楚

是我疏忽 还是顽固
但是我觉得好无辜

我只能哭 我只能吐
把所有灰色都放逐

一切的是非都不在乎
不要躲在被窝里偷哭
我不屈服 我不认输
挣脱了所有无畏束缚
所有的灰色地带都是必经之路
我很无助

是我疏忽 还是糊涂
有时关心是种包袱

我只能哭 我只能吐
把过度关心都放逐

一切的是非都不在乎
不要躲在被窝里痛哭
我不屈服 我不认输
挣脱了所有无畏束缚
所有的灰色地带都是必经之路
我很无助

其实我只需要你们祝福
我就心满意足

跌跌撞撞是无法避免的
请给我点空间 这是我的路

一切的是非都不在乎
不要躲在被窝里痛哭
我不屈服 我不认输
挣脱了所有无畏束缚
所有的灰色地带都是必经之路
我很无助 很无助

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10 0ctober 2010, 101010

the 1st Private night where i will be staying my new bunk, everything will start refresh again, learning 3ton and stuff.. let's hope that everything will be on track. HSP test... more is yet to come.

seriously i am nt prepared to continue driving. i just dun feel driving. i dunno y.. it's like someone forced you to eat raw onions like that..

shall leave everything to God. i am going 1 step at the time to learn as much as i can. let's hope to hear my good news in the near future...:)

Sunday, September 26, 2010

Veri nice - super junIor - no other C:))



There is no others like you.. life revolving around you makes my life feel more at ease and with comfort. can't imagine how is like without you. NO OTHER can be like you. The unique one is only you.

Translation

There’s no one like you (No Other)

There’s no one like you, even if I look around it’s just like that, where else to look for?
A good person like you, a good person like you, with a good heart like you, a gift as great as you
How lucky that I’m the person who will try his hard to protect you, where else to look for?
A happy guy like me, a happy guy like me, the guy with the happiest smile like me

Your two warm hands gets cold when I’m cold
Your heart that used to be strong becomes sensitive when I’m hurt
Take my hands silently, hold me silently, I’m only wishing for such little comforts
You don’t know my heart that wanted to do more just for you

Call out my heart, free my soul
It always felt like the first time, these remaining days are more than the time that I came to love you

There’s no one like you, even if I look around it’s just like that, where else to look for?
A good person like you, a good person like you, with a good heart like you, a gift as great as you
How lucky that I’m the person who will try his hard to protect you, where else to look for?
A happy guy like me, a happy guy like me, the guy with the happiest smile like me

When my greedy heart gradually search to other directions
When my mind can’t handle whenever my greed grow even more
I know all those reasons that clearly says that you’re here, it’s the only one
I’m always thankful. I could do better as you do

Call out my heart, free my soul
It always felt like the first time, these remaining days are more than the time that I came to love you

There’s no one like you, even if I look around it’s just like that, where else to look for?
A good person like you, a good person like you, with a good heart like you, a gift as great as you
How lucky that I’m the person who will try his hard to protect you, where else to look for?
A happy guy like me, a happy guy like me, the guy with the happiest smile like me

You know, I’m a little bit shy sometimes, you don’t know but you’re burning like the sun, please understand my feelings
Even those girls that appears on TV shows are sparkling, you’re always be the one in my eyes (I’m going crazy crazy Baby)
Hearing you tell me that you love me, I have everything in this world, You & I, You’re so fine, is there someone like you?
I love you Oh, please know it, to me there’s only you, that I stupidly see you as my everything

We arrived on the same road, we’re just the same, how surprising, how grateful, it’s love

There’s no one like you, even if I look around it’s just like that, where else to look for?
A good person like you, a good person like you, with a good heart like you, a gift as great as you
How lucky that I’m the person who will try his hard to protect you, where else to look for?
A happy guy like me, a happy guy like me, the guy with the happiest smile like me :D

Romanized

Neo gateun saram tto eopseo (No Other)

[YS] Neo gateun saram tto eopseo juwireul dureobwado geujeo georeohdeongeol eodiseo channi
[KH] Neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun ma eum neo gatchi joheun seonmul
[YS] Neomu dahaeng iya aesseo neorel jikyeojul geu sarami baro naraseo eodiseo channi
[KH] Na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi unneun geureon choegoro haengbokhan nom

[RW] Neoui ttatteuthan geu soni chagapge, chagapge shikeo isseul ttae
Neoui ganghaetdeon geu ma eumi nal karopge sangcheo badasseul ttae
[DH] Naega jaba julge anajulge salmyeoshi, geugeoseuro jakeun iroman dwendamyeon johgesseo
Eonjena deo maneun geol haejugo shipeun nae mam neon da mollado dwae

[KH] Gaseumi sorichyeo marhae jayuro-un nae yeonghon
Eonjena cheo-eumui imaeum euro neoreul saranghae georeo watdeon shiganboda nameun nari deo manha

[KH/ZM?] Neo gateun saram tto eopseo juwireul dureobwado geujeo georeohdeongeol eodiseo channi
[KH/SM] Neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun ma eum neo gatchi joheun seonmul
[EH] Neomu dahaeng iya aesseo neorel jikyeojul geu sarami baro naraseo eodiseo channi
[KH/EH] Na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi unneun geureon choegoro haengbokhan nom

[SW] Naui ganan haetdeon maeumi nunbushige jeomjeom byeonhaegal ttae
Jakeun yokshimdeuri deoneun neomchiji anhge nae mamui geureut keojyeogalttae
[SM] Argo isseo geu modeun iyuneun bunmyeonghi nega isseo ju-eotdaneun geot geu, geot ttak hana ppun
Eonjena gamsahae. Naega mankeum geuri jalhal su iggenni yeah

[LT] Gaseumi sorichyeo marhae jayuro-un nae yeonghon
Eonjena cheo-eumui imaeum euro neoreul saranghae georeo watdeon shiganboda nameun nari deo manha

[RW/YS] Neo gateun saram tto eopseo juwireul dureobwado geujeo georeohdeongeol eodiseo channi
[RW/KH] Neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun ma eum neo gatchi joheun seonmul
[HC/SM] Neomu dahaeng iya aesseo neorel jikyeojul geu sarami baro naraseo eodiseo channi
[KH] Na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi unneun geureon choegoro haengbokhan nom

[EH] Itjanha jogeum aju jogeum na sujupjiman neon molla sokeun taeyangboda tteugeoweo nae mam jom arajweo
TV show-e na oneun Girl deureun mudae-eseo bichi nandedo neon eonjena nunbushyeo ([SD] Naega michyeo michyeo Baby)
Saranghandan neoui mare sesangeuk da gajin nan You & I, You’re so fine neo gateun saram isseulkka
[SD] Saranghae oh, negeneun ojik neoppun iran geol babo gateun na-egeneun ([with RW/EH]) jeonburaneungeol arajweo

[KH] Gateun gireul georeo wasseo urin seoro dalpagago itjanha nolla-ul ppuniya goma-ul ppuniya saranghal ppuniya

[ALL] Neo gateun saram tto eopseo juwireul dureobwado geujeo georeohdeongeol eodiseo channi
Neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun ma eum neo gatchi joheun seonmul
Neomu dahaeng iya aesseo neorel jikyeojul geu sarami baro naraseo eodiseo channi
Na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi unneun geureon choegoro haengbokhan nom


Credits from: http://dateforsuju.wordpress.com/2010/06/26/lyrics-super-junior-no-other-kor-rom-eng/

Saturday, August 28, 2010

end of BMTC

post no.299...

it's getting to the end of August.. it's the end of my Tekong days..
4 weeks of BMTC training has passed.. at a blink of an eye..
just like how the MOM Temp Surveyor job.. this is fast.. and yet memorable..

dunno why, tonight i felt abit lonely, just like a person who needs someone to talk, but he thinks that no one really cares about him. or should i say, it's when u noe that's someone who cares about u, just that u dun really want to share those to them..

that's the main pt..

eyes closing.. woke up in the early morning at 4am this morning.. it's almost 21 hours.. i guess i better slp now.. mixing up all my bio clock already..

good night everyone.. :)

Thursday, July 1, 2010

Pull and Bear!! :) my summer Shopping desires~~~

Pull and Bear!! :) my summer Shopping desires~~~ promo

Monday, June 28, 2010

唐禹哲 D一秒-灰色河堤 (Emo Song releasing again..~~ )

Recently, dunno why... keep thinking and staring out the blank..
maybe it's becoz of her.. soon.. the days are drawing near and every week.. new songs coming out.. driving me to the walls.. the lyrics just pierced thru my heart..
Oh Gosh! why must did this to me..

短暂的恋情, 是回忆, 是幸福?

i like the narration in the MV after 4:14... :)



唐禹哲 D一秒-灰色河堤
凌晨两点 一个人的咖啡店
想念曾经 不安分的情绪
独自走在灰色河堤 你来不及带我去的场景
想着你说过 要一起看夜景
车窗上的雾气 旋律 香水无法散去
想挽回的话语 勇气 还是藏进心里
无法给你那种 感觉 回到朋友关系
屋子里的空寂 宁谧 放在我的心底
遗留在记忆里
凌晨两点 一个人的咖啡店
想念曾经 不安分的情绪
独自走在灰色河堤 你来不及带我去的场景
想着你说过 要一起看夜景
车窗上的雾气 (那灰色的)旋律 (像你的)香水无法散去
想挽回的话语 (埋不住的)勇气 (没想到)还是藏进心里
无法给你那种 (情人般的)感觉 (怎么能)回到朋友关系
屋子里的空寂 (带不走的)宁谧 (依然还)放在我的心底
遗留在记忆里
yeah yeah 回到我们开始的旋律 音符里 失去你的 回忆~~~~~~~~--
(车窗上的雾气 (那灰色的)旋律 (像你的)香水无法散去
想挽回的话语 (埋不住的)勇气 (没想到)还是藏进心里
无法给你那种 (情人般的)感觉 (怎么能)回到朋友关系
屋子里的空寂 (带不走的)宁谧 (依然还)放在我的心底)
遗留在记忆里

Sunday, June 13, 2010

嚴爵-我喜歡(不 我愛) - piercing heart pain...~~~




严爵 - 我喜欢,不我爱
作词:严爵 作曲:严爵

我喜欢你的眼 看着我的眼
我喜 欢你的脸 贴着我的脸
我喜欢你的手 牵着我的手
我喜欢你的口 吻着我的口

时间在改变 你不要改变
因为我很爱你 不想要你放弃爱情
尤其这段得来不易
我爱你 真的是很爱你 所以想
就这样继续爱下去
时间在改变 你不要改变

因 为我很爱你 不想要你放弃爱情
尤其这段得来不易
我爱你 真的是很爱你 所以想
就这样继续爱下去

因为我很爱你 不想要你放弃爱情
尤其这段得来不易
我爱你 真的是很爱你 所以想
就这样继续爱下去
因为我很爱你 不想要你放弃爱情
尤其这段得来不易
我爱你 真的是很爱你 所以想
就这样继续爱下去

lyrics from: www.666ccc.com



hai.. totally.. i dunno leh.. it's difficult to give up... the more you understand her, the more you want to be there for her.. everything boils down to the first time... we...

it's like a jigsaw puzzle, mixing all around and fixing all it bits and pieces..

really dun want to move another step further..

it hurts..

it is very very annoying..

just like an apple in front of you and you can't eat it.. that... painful..

well..

i seriously she deserves a better guy... a better boyfriend that can take care of her and give her what she really wants.. i can't.. as for now.. i am not up to that high standard.. so... just continue to dream on..to be more charming, better self-esteem and better career-minded guy...

unlike me... the total opposite, seriously i dun think that's any good points about me, other than my Height.. lol..

so many years have passed, some things do change, but feelings, this kind of things...
can't change over night... it WAS there, and it will continue to be there..

as for me.. i will just get myself over and done with.

no point letting her to waste her precious time on me.. again..

i won't let a lady who i hurt last time, hurt the next time..

so well.. i am setting her free... JIA YOU..

this song is for.. you.. 我喜歡(i choose 不 我愛)

Friday, May 21, 2010

Boys Like Girls Feat. Taylor Swift - Two Is Better Than One LIVE




Two Is Better Than One Lyrics

[ft. Taylor Swift]
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one


I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"

Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
I can't live without you
'Cause, baby, two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I'll figure it out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one


ps: credits to AV, no wonder i find this song so familiar, i have actually listen to the audio version 3 weeks back. haha. thanks lah. the LIVE version still the best.:)

is 2 better than 1? i prefer 1, than 2.


Tuesday, May 18, 2010

brain drain! how i wish..

After 10am - 9pm (11 hours of laptop usages --> okay, i did pause and rest awhile for lunch, small breaks, dinner)..

Sometimes I wonder what is it like to those bad-bad boy that all the girls will like. not saying they will make their parents worry, they still treat their parents good and filial, just the appearance wise..

like the pic (guy in the drama) below:



  1. What will it be like to be surround by girls? (eee, i dun like those type of girls--> Sorry)
  2. What will it be like to be popular?
  3. What will it like to be REal handsome? (Okay lah, i am dreaming..)
  4. ... and the list goes on and on..

Maybe I am just tired to be a Mama-Boy already, a boy that his parents' friends will praise, a neighbourhood-boy that his neighbours will praise.

I wonder what will be everyone reactions if I really become like that? Will they be shocked? Will anyone cares or bother actually?

Does appearances really matters? whether you are ugly, handsome, fat, thin, skinny, tall, short, muscular... why does everyone cares so much on the appearance?

Where is the innocence and purity that every one of us has since we were born? is it hidden somewhere? or buried somewhere deep that's y everyone appear to be so "outward-appearance-kind-of-ppl"..

what is wrong with the mentality? I guess sometimes images of a person can be very subjective.

Tml is the day of my graduation. soon it will be army.

and Uni.. filled with uncertainty..


Dun worry, I am fine, I guess I just need to rest,thanks for reading my nags.. haha..

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

late for my best friend's birthday celebration?! what's this!

i am so confused right now. angry too. what's this! how can they placed me to pick up the delegates tml.. argh..
my wonderful yummy dinner!

what's this.
and most important the feeling of my best fren.. argh.. sian.. the thought of his disappointment keep flashing on my mind when I saw the email just 2 hr ago.. argh..

it's okay. if God has planned for this, I have no say in it. I guess I have make up somehow.. hmm.. well..

dunno how it turns out this way.. total confused...

Thursday, April 29, 2010

struggles to pull and maintain his friendship with his poly friends..

TIMES UP! well.. this is difficult.. with so many things on hand..

i still haven't start my NS training...

i still need to think how come my so-called all the close frens.. how come suddenly.. we all didn't talk much.. now.. hariyani, xiuying...

maybe, things just change. like feelings towards each other.. friendship gotto ends.. i guess.. maybe it's true that friends are not meant to be forever bah..

sometimes i just dun understand.. maybe i am overly sensitive..sian..

troubled myself with this kind of simple things.. i feel that i am so dumb now..

watever.. i am not going to care any longer when i go NS in 3 months time.. things come and things goes.. i am prepared.. it's a 2-way traffic. so well, friends, if you want to maintain contact with me.. just got to bear with me ye.. like i say before.. i can just disappear out of no where. i lock myself out from others... BEWARE..and be cautious.. with your actions to me.. i am not that easy been push around.. or at least.. i think i am not..

maybe i have changed... who knows..

Thursday, April 22, 2010

My personality report (From JobsCentral)

HOW TRUE CAN IT BE? i can dare to say, it's 95% true.. both +ve and -ve de...:)


Results for Law Chee Meng
At a Glance

• Does not like too many work demands, prefers to work at own pace.

• Punctual, completes work on time.

• Focused on tasks, persists until job is done.

• Empathetic, understanding, helpful and supportive.

• Faithful, trustworthy and devoted in long-term relationships.

• Does not seek positions of power or authority.

• Sees people as nice and friendly, not comfortable to wheel and deal.

• A good supporter of others.

• Practical, prefers to build on ideas rather than generate them.

• Orderly, methodical and systematic, takes care to plan in detail.

• Easy-going, adaptable to changing and fluid environment.


While at Work

Putting in a lot of effort to meet the demands of work is not Mr Law's preference. He does not like to rush around doing things and may feel demotivated if work constantly encroaches on his personal life. Although he does not like excessive work demands, Mr Law may still be prepared to put in extra effort if it is on a short term basis.

Time is a major concern for Mr Law. He is frequently punctual and even early for appointments. When time is critical, he moves quickly and acts promptly. Having a sense of urgency means that Mr Law pushes to get things done when there is a deadline and allocates time properly when planning or organising activities. He can be depended upon to get work done on schedule.

Mr Law persists with a task until it is completed. Determination, commitment and perseverance are his strength; hence he can be depended upon to meet work obligations. Mr Law is suitable for long-term projects because he is sufficiently focused to see them through completion.

Mr Law is able to produce work that is moderately high in quality but he may at times be careless.

Mr Law is generally objective but may at times be emotional.

Mr Law is sympathetic and considerate towards others. He is also likely to be tolerant, understanding and forgiving. Mr Law lends support and offers help readily. He often lends a listening ear to others and is concerned about their welfare. He is also charitable.

Mr Law is friendly and outgoing when he is with friends although he may at times prefer to be quiet.

Mr Law is the sort of person who forms long term bonds and attachments. He is faithful, trustworthy, and devoted in such relationships. He tends to be trusting, dedicated and protective towards those he loves. Patriotism and sense of duty is a significant aspect of his character.

Positions of power, influence and authority are not Mr Law's concern. He does not mind letting others assert authority over him. He is accommodating, laid back and easy-going.

Mr Law is moderately concerned with prestige, rank and reputation.

Mr Law sees people as friendly, reliable and honest. He is trusting and believes what people say. He tends to be unsuspecting of people.s behaviour and motives. He is uncomfortable when he has to wheel and deal.

A good supporter to the people around him, Mr Law does not desire to lead or influence people. He is uncomfortable taking charge and does not feel the thrill of challenge in leading others. He prefers to responds rather than initiate. He looks to others to provide direction and does not naturally want to persuade or motivate others to take a certain course of action.

Intellectual matters do not interest Mr Law. He is more concerned with practical issues than abstract theories. Mr Law prefers to talk about useful and workable solutions than discuss hypotheses and concepts. He is more likely to build on ideas rather than generate them.

Being orderly, methodical and systematic, Mr Law spends considerable time planning ahead and organizing activities. He ensures that programmes are scheduled properly and takes care to plan in detail. Formulating procedures and policies is his forte.

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

魔幻力量 (Magic Power) 我是誰我是誰我是誰 MV

魔幻力量 (Magic Power) 我是誰我是誰我是誰

作詞:廷廷 (Magic Power)
作曲:廷廷 (Magic Power)
編曲:Jae Chong

我是谁 你是否常常这样问自己

我是谁 总是活在别人的期望里

我是谁 是谁又擅自帮你定义了

你是谁 只有不是自己才安全


为什么 你以为这个世界很美丽

为什么 你爱这个世界胜过爱自己

为什么 这个世界不给你平等待遇

为什么 到底做错了什么


朋 友都说你太 太 太奇怪

在背后把你当成笑 笑 笑话看

每一个动作都被瞎猜

他们 说你是个不能容忍的存在


你想要的很 很 很简单

不过就是最普通的 的 的平凡

诚实做自己有时候很难

但是请你勇敢的试一次看看


**无论他们又说什么 闲言闲语无法伤害我

世界上只有一个我 没人能代替的我

无论他们又做什么 小动作无法 打败我

我知道自己是最美丽的

The most beautiful


会不会 上帝把你的灵魂放错了身体

会不会 是故意整你不是不小心

会不会 你常常都觉得力不从心

会不会 坚持要做自己太危险


凭什么 难道比较特别就是不对

凭什么 先下了注解在认识之前

凭什么 只不过想认真的活一遍

凭什么 随便就把人定罪


朋友都说你太 太 太奇怪

在背后把你当成笑 笑 笑话看

每一个动作都被瞎猜

他们说你是个不能容忍的存在


你想要的很 很 很简单

不 过就是最普通的 的 的平凡

诚实做自己有时候很难

但是请你勇敢的试一次看看

** repeat 3 times, 3rd time with the lyrics below together...


我是谁 这个问题困扰你多少天多少夜

我是谁 谁有资格决定你怎样才是对

我是谁 我是谁我是谁

我就是我你就是你

认真做自己的人最美丽






Like this song alot, maybe is the catchy tune and memorable lyrics bah, it's somehow in tune in wat i have been thorough last few years.

Looking back... this song = me...


Enjoy!

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Make Me A Fool - 小煜

http://lawcm.blogspot.com/2009/01/make-me-fool.html
Last year January, I chanced upon listened to this song (see above link) Make Me A Fool - 小煜.

Today, i have a random search and saw it has a MV.. a KUSO MV.. enjoy..:)





Lyrics
作詞:小煜 作曲:小煜

請你聽聽這是我想念的聲音
如果妳還記得那年的冬季
那件大衣口袋的溫暖甜蜜
有我們握愛的手心

計算不出曾經擁抱妳的距離
也許我把自己想的太聰明
原來愛情需要一點點空氣
天下著雨 還有人等著天放晴

You Make Me A Fool
我承認我對愛是有點頑固
那是因為我很在乎
妳仰角看我哭
難道妳就這樣退出

You Make Me A Fool
我假裝看不見妳給的答覆
對我來說都不算數
幸福早已迷路
不知不覺我沒退路
傻的辛苦
 
妳可說我傻的可以
妳可說我還沒放棄
想念會讓人期待著奇蹟

傻的辛苦
You Make Me A Fool
傻得辛苦
喔~

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Testimony Time! Thankful.. i should be thankful..

Hmm, suddenly feel like thanking God for He has done for me..
He knows, and He knew I doesn't have CASH with me.. and i have spent $32 on the swimming trunks and $28 on my advance payment for the internet.. and as I have trust in Him, He did and He does reward me with..

thank Him for granting my Aunt to treat me a $44+ Steamboat buffet dinner on thu (just past). hehez. really thanked her for the treat.. cause nearly $100 sia.. haha.. very fresh seafood.. should ask Jon they all to try next time when we are financial in abundance.. ps: it's at M Hotel (Tanjong pajar there)..

this week has been a MAYDAY fever for me.. it's like wed night i happen to listen to one particular mv..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P1Pz1yznSZc

and i cried, thinking how amazed is it to listen live once again and cry again..

and you noe wat! Behold! haha.. dearest wanying called me the next day noon time, asking me to go watch MAYDAY DNA Concert.. haha.. (it's just that God answered my prayer, just that I haven't even pray about it)

i was like.. WOW.. that's amazing.

okay, "let's watch..", that's my reply (overwhelm with joy) but i told her i have budget difficulties..

then.. after checking the system, all the ticks all sold out if not left with single seats only.. except the $38 student ticks..

lol.. this means i can go the concert but spent the least minimum.. haha.. isn't it GREAT!!..haha..

that's all for now bah.. thank you, Father.

i am cash-tight, but i am not in lack, All Glory goes to you! :)

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Emo...

tired.. sometime, i just need someone to listen to me..
to shoulder my burden,
to answer my worries..

guess, no one can do it right now.. maybe it's becoz my heart has been locked..

time after time...
i have been looking back..
have i really made the wrong decision of studying poly?
instead of JC?

i guess my answer is still a NO.. no poly, no C184, no wanying, no E98, no Euzanne...

it will not be the same me anymore..

i still rmb.. those encouragements to tell me to stay strong..
from Darren.. from Wan Teng, Cheryl, Michelle... and many more

those moments when i am down, who really stood by to share my sorrows..victoria, xiuying, wanying.. zhiyuan...and many more

20 years has passed..
sometimes i just went to cry secretly.. it's like late at night, and when u felt down... u tend to pour out all ur sorrows and cry all out.. it happens to me alot of time recently..

guess i am insecure bah..

it's like suddenly i felt very lonely.. and alone..
the feeling is very difficult to describe...:(

Sunday, April 4, 2010

謝和弦 - 地球其實沒有那麼危險 MV

Was quite shocked that this song can be interpret in 3 versions:

Lyrics:
整個禮拜 整個周末 你盯著電視搖頭
是天災還是人禍 還是在等 哪個女主播
循規蹈矩宅的過頭 還不是一樣很囧
人生就 這麼一次 幹嘛要這麼無聊
地球其實沒有那麼危險
所以你幹嘛活得那麼的安全
就讓我們在地球毀滅之前
好好的狂野 撒野 讓他們知道你是誰
嘿!嘿! Here we Go! 讓自己大放縱
爆哇~~~~~管他星座說什麼
嘿!嘿!Here we Go! 讓自己大爆走
爆哇~~~~~跟毀滅 say個嗨

2012年的傳說 人類會瀕臨絕種
海平面上升時候 你最好 要學會遊泳
盲 目的跟著潮流 還不是都跟雜誌差不多
大人們屁了什麼 最好你全都照做
地球其實沒有那麼危險
所以你幹嘛活得那麼的安全
就讓 我們在地球毀滅之前
好好的狂野 撒野 讓他們知道你是誰
嘿!嘿! Here we Go! 讓自己大放縱
爆哇~~~~~管他星座 說什麼
嘿!嘿!Here we Go! 讓自己大爆走
爆哇~~~~~跟毀滅 say個嗨


Version 1: Official Version - 謝和弦
Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=chnICxKP4Bo&feature=PlayList&p=85638C031C428E04&playnext_from=PL&index=139

Version 2: With Band (Friends) Version - 謝和弦+海平面樂團
Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FFyaXWgcr_g&feature=PlayList&p=85638C031C428E04&playnext_from=PL&index=138



Version 3: Dance Version - 謝和弦xPHDxRidiculousFunk (Fav)
Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pbmt0dWgFvE&feature=PlayList&p=85638C031C428E04&playnext_from=PL&index=137


Cool right? hehez... :)

Saturday, March 27, 2010

life in TP.. (write-up)

Honestly, if someone asked me what I have gained throughout my 3 years of studying in TP. My answer to them is that, not only have I obtained my diploma, I have also gained valuable friendship along the way.



Participating in activities like the TP Open house 2009 and Orientation Leaders Training Camp (OLTC) 2009, has also widen my social circle and also equipped me with essential knowledge on leadership skills.


Life has not been the same since I have stepped into FBI, from the fun gaming and sing-a-long sessions, to the eating cum movie outings and not to neglect the rushing to meet the project deadlines and the overnight stays at friend’s house to “Chiong for our project” (Give it a best shot). Although, things have not been the same as before, I would not forget the precious moments that I spent with different groups of individuals.


Our class has also participated in meaningful charity work such as the Community service for the Hospice Care and FLAG day for the Down syndrome. I still remember the pathetic CCN day, where the sales of our kacang puteh, has been very low compared to the neighbouring classes. With a few of us, plus our highlight for our booth, Yuan Hong, our magician, we managed to achieve a small profit margin. Thanks to him, we have the director to come over to our booth to watch his magic tricks and the other staff to purchase our food.


However, this journey has not been smooth sailing. With quarrels and misunderstanding, relationship and friendship problems happened around me. It has not been easy for me to complete my curriculum and at the same time counsel and motivates my friends (and even myself) to overcome the circumstances opposing us.


I would also like to take this opportunity to thank our FBI Teaching Team, I know we, this batch of FBI students, have been giving all of you a lot of problems and headaches, but well, at least all of us have made it upon graduation, Thank You so much for your patience and care.


Life in TP is just like a roller coaster ride, filled with ups and downs, thrills and excitement. I will not forget the yummy western food at Design and Mensa 2 Canteens. Lastly, I would like it end here by a quote: Nothing is Impossible.

Chee Meng, C184

hehez.. exactly 400 words..

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Venting his angry and disappointment out...

pasting my frustration over just now kranji tour outing, this conversation was done with my fren Sx...:)

well, I was expected that to happen. and yet it happens. Thank God it rains, it not, i dunno how am i able to survive the farm tours for the entire day...:)

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:07:21)
i mean when they want to sell this "kranji express tour" thingy.

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:07:52)
but they expect the visitors to wait 1 and 1/2 hours for the next bus to come to
their current location to fetch them to another..

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:08:04)
this is just insane loh

Shu Xian. says: (AM 01:08:29)
wa

Shu Xian. says: (AM 01:08:32)
1 and 1/2 hrs

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:11:42)
yaloh.

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:12:00)
i dun think i will spend 1 n 1/2 hr in a single farm..

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:12:04)
dairy farm..

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:12:23)
u can't be watching the goat for the whole duration mah

Shu Xian. says: (AM 01:12:27)
haha

Shu Xian. says: (AM 01:12:29)
yea lor

Shu Xian. says: (AM 01:12:32)
those ur frens arh?
Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:12:53)
the worst thing is the nearest farm to you is not within the walking distance

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:13:04)
then, who will go.. during weekdays...

Shu Xian. says: (AM 01:13:12)
u lor (True, true...lol)

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:13:16)
my frens ah.. no lah. we plan in such a way..

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:13:32)
we go to the farms near sungei bugloh.

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:13:59)
cause these farms near there at somehow opposite each other only. so at least can walk over lah.

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:15:17)
the bus driver drives us around.. as it gets deeper and deeper, my mind was like, no way, i am going to alight here and be isolated...

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:15:36)
so in the end, we make a smart move loh.

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:15:56)
but the farms.. really nth much to see lah. some fishes in the fish tank..

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:16:10)
the vege farm. some vege in the vege fields..

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:16:17)
that's it liao

Shu Xian. says: (AM 01:20:30)
waaaaaa

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:20:45)
haha.. i complained alot right...

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:20:49)
haven't finished

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:20:50)
haha

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:20:54)
finish*

Shu Xian. says: (AM 01:21:00)
!!

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:21:08)
then we go sungei bugloh

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:21:32)
wah. thought can see the birds..

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:21:50)
but in the end of the 1 hour trail... of walking

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:22:14)
wat we saw is only branches and more branches

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:22:32)
then what we fed were by the mostiqutios..
Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:22:44)
each of us got a fair share of mostiqutios bite..

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:22:50)
i got the least.. = 7
Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:23:00)
my fren got the most = 20++ ..

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:23:42)
somemore we thought we walked the entire trail. end up it is renovating their site in the middle..

Shu Xian. says: (AM 01:23:56)
bitd cnt la
Shu Xian. says: (AM 01:24:02)
birds*

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:24:47)
we end up walking back. i mean, can't they pull out some notices saying that are road blocks in the middle at the start of the trails? so, like that we dun need to walk that big round..

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:24:50)
hai..

Jim Law. the movie, "How to train your dragon" was great, but not the incident after that..it's also a RAWRing exp too.. says: (AM 01:24:59)
it's okay. i am not going back there anymore

Shu Xian. says: (AM 01:25:07)
waaaaa
Shu Xian. says: (AM 01:25:29)
okok


well, that's it man, i dun think i will ever going back in near future date. this is so much LESS fun than Sentosa.. :(

Saturday, March 20, 2010

SICK... on my way to recovery...

hmm..it's me again. haha..

just finished my medicine not long ago.
it's my 2nd day at home. staying at home is boring actually.

but it really improve my health condition.. at least now my fever subsides liao. so scary ytd night when i seen the thermometer 38.1 degrees c..

ytd, i told myself, i can't go out. i must be at home to rest. i thought drink enough water + nap nap, rest well will stop me from falling ill.. but end up ytd evening still got fever.. and that consider quite high loh. i thanked God for providing me with enough subconscious to assist my gran to get the ice & towel for my forehead.

i was so relieved this actually happen before my grad vacation, if not it will be worse. vic told me genting's clinic was difficult to find and the medical bills are super ex..

thank God again..

after my first intake of med, my fever jiu subsides le, everytime it's like that de. just the difficult part is my throat and flu.. they keep pestering me.. haha..

now i still need to keep them in good condition. tuesday going kranji fram.. i muz make precaution. Bring the following with me:
  • take mini fan
  • take cap
  • take 3 bottles of waters
  • take towel
  • prepare sandwiches (cheese!! :)
then bring enough non-heaty biscuits with me to share the rest. haha.. tue farm visit will be great:)


ps: I was so shocked that i LOST 1 KG again.. from 76.5kg (2 months back when i sick) till now 75.3kg... wah seh, 1.2kg lost... wat happen to me.. haha.. keep losing weight sia..

...

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Guitar practise song No.1: 張傑【我不聽】




it's Guitar practice song no.1 :) woohoo.. this friday mar 19, i am going to practice on this song.. let's pray that i am able to complete the song before i leave SG on mar 28 :)
...張傑【我不聽】

午夜裡散场的电影
剩下你笑容在播映
你说你也该回去
我不听 我不听

开个玩笑那是蔡依林的歌
我只是偶尔也想孩子气
你 却都不理

说一声Baby Baby 我爱上了你
用全部的力气 让你能感应
你却只留下一句 I'm leaving

**我不听 了 我不听了
為什麼你总让人不开心
连一个非常简单的回应
比得到世界还不容易
我不听了 我不听了
反正你往往比我更 不想听
其实我只是想要你 注意

看时间一分一秒的过去
我们两个斗嘴还是很甜蜜
我就是喜欢背著你
说一声Baby Baby 我爱上了你
用全部的力气 让你能感应
你却只留下一句 I'm leaving

** 我不听了 我不听了
為什麼你总让 人不开心
连一个非常简单的回应
比得到世界还不容易
我不听了 我不听了
反正你往往比我更不想听
其实我只是想要你 注意

** 我不听了 我不听了
為什麼你总让人不开心
连一个非常简单的回应
比得到世界还不容易
我不听了 我不听了
反 正你往往比我更不想听
其实我只是想要你 注意

it's really a super nice song. very catchy and also rhythm-atic, hehes..:0

Saturday, March 13, 2010

this is IT!

okay, it sux..

i know it, and i knew it secretly down my heart.. my grade can't jump from 2.5 to 3.1...

now, i am really having doubt with the verse, "nothing is impossible". is everything really possible?

i am going for the SAT test in the near future.. hopefully i will start studying it in April while i give out tution/relief teaching assignment to earn an income for myself.

Going forward, i still believe there is a slim chance for me to go to SMU.
pray for me okay? i am applying next year with my excellent SAT results.

as for SIM, i am already set out my mind into which degree to take up already.
all the best for me.

ps: chEEmEng is ready upset over his mum in insisting himself going to a local uni even his LOW results can't get into.. argh.. pissing off at himself..

it just boils down to the module that i have failed, it pulled down my whole entire CGPA.. even though how i tried to pull those grades up.. bit by bit. it's still only..2.59..

Friday, March 12, 2010

relieved!

see lah.. think think too much already..

always like that de...

but afterall. well.. it's has be a good choice.. at least i am able to take the opportunity to counsel someone.. haha..

it's really amazing how i can be so diplomatic to counsel someone but yet keep myself from emo.. (at least dun think of those)...

tml will be a trip down to memory lane..
i will take lots lots lots of photos using my hp..

will reach school probably 9.45am.. then go classroom cooridoor to see see first.. take some pictures and stop there a while to think of my past.. and those memories.. then i will write down on my notebook.. and post it up next week..:)

hehez.. tml going to see XIAO GUI loh!! DAM happy sia..
finally! HUANG HONG SHENG is coming to SG..

and i am going there to approach him to sign his album and have a FIRM handshake with him.. super duper excited!! :)

Thursday, March 11, 2010

i hate...

questions questions... there are so much questions i wanted to ask...

ask them and ask myself..

am i plain naive or is it i am too sensitive over the minor issue..

i really hate it..
hate myself for been so timid..
hate myself for been so sensitive
hate myself for not be able to voice out..

THIS IS IT, Man...

a small issue is been manigified by our dear chee meng..
after all it's just a M.. i shall not dwell any further..

thinking of it make my heart sinks..
thinking too much of it makes myself emo...

listening to 楊丞琳's「雨愛」...

shall i blame myself?
this is getting out of hand..
i can't even control myself..

this is really too much for me..
guess i can't really accomodate everyone and make everyone happy bah..

a promise that is half-broken.
a heart that is on the verge of breaking..
a boy that is running around searching for his shelter.. a friend that knows him inside out.. and he also know him inside out..

it's difficult, i know.

ps: someone pls pray for him to get over this silly issue, or else, the trip, i dun he will be able to enjoy much. thanks.

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

overwhelm with confusion...

those who understand me, will eventually understand me.
those friendship can last, will last over time.

in this very moment, it's a test of friendship.

hopefully is i think too much le bah. but i just think this combination is kinda of fragile.. shall let this overseas trip test the foundation of our friendship. hope it lasts....but not fades away like others...

Thursday, February 25, 2010

張傑【愛伊攜帶汝】live



張傑【愛伊攜帶汝】

午夜的巴黎 比不上你 迷人的唇蜜
微风有些醉意 和一句我爱你
都酿在了he红酒杯裡
而或许相遇都是為了要符合剧情
所有的疑问句 停留在广场裡
就剩下南瓜马车还没来临

这是个秘密 就等著钟声敲响最后的旋律
想问我 可不可以 可不可以 可不可以吻著你
你闭上了眼睛 你温柔的呼吸
你今晚好美丽 我好想告诉你

爱伊携带汝 天空下起了雨
彷彿把 一切美丽 一切美丽 一切美丽都暂停
爱伊携带汝 就等著你回应
不要说bye bye bye bye

DuDuDu DuDu DuDu......

而故事悄悄的 也快要走到了结局
下一页的ending 会录在哪裡
我也很想要告诉你
午夜的巴黎 最后终究幻化成爱情
旧旧的收音机 播放著的歌曲
我今晚画下最美丽的结局

这是个秘密 就等著钟声敲响最后的旋律
脑海里忘不了你声音

*爱伊携带汝 天空下起了雨
彷彿把 一切美丽 一切美丽 一切美丽都暂停
爱伊携带汝 就等著你回应
不要说bye bye bye bye

repeat*


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super great.. i guess it's becoz of the guitar that I got interested to listen the song again and again..:)

Thursday, February 18, 2010

CN Blue - I'm a loner (live on radio perf)



That's what i meant by clear pronounication and GREAT performance!
Guarantee LIVE, guarantee nice..:)

it's surely POWDERFUL de lah:)

Roman lyrics
@Amazesing Simple Romaji

We-to-ri-ya We-to-ri-ya
We-to-ri-ya We-to-ri-ya

Ba ba na rul ba ba
ba ba tok ne du nu nul ba
Go ba i mi no nun dan go sul bo go i so
Check it one two three
si gye ba nul man cho da bo nun ge
Ma lan he do da run sa ram seng gin gol a ra

uh..
Yo jum non na a nin da run sa ram ga ma na mi jat do ra
I je nun mon jo jon ha do gol ji an do ra
Na rang i sul te nun ha ru ga i cho ra do non
Ne a pe so yo jum ha nul man bo do ra
wOh~ I know your mind i mi
no wa na ye go ri Mo ro jin
gu ri go bo ro jin nam bo da mo ta nu ri sa i Oh baby

We-to-ri-ya We-to-ri-ya Da-ri bi-ri da-ra-du
We-to-ri-ya We-to-ri-ya Da-ri bi-ri da-ra-du
We-to-ri-ya We-to-ri-ya Sa ra nge sul po ha go
Sa ra nge nun mul jit nu no e to ri
Sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight
Ga su mi a pa Oh no no no no nobody knows
Ma mo la 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 _ night
Su ma nun ba mul Sa um myo na rul da le go i so


Cha ra ri da run sa ram seng gyot da go
Ne ga shi ru myon shir ta go
Cha ra ri sol ji ka ge mal he jot da myon
Nan no rul juk do rok mi wo ha ji na na sul ten de
Check it one two three
ne ma rul dwe se gyo bwa do
i ri jo ri du lo de nun go jit ma ri ya oh baby

We-to-ri-ya We-to-ri-ya Da-ri bi-ri da-ra-du
We-to-ri-ya We-to-ri-ya Da-ri bi-ri da-ra-du
We-to-ri-ya We-to-ri-ya Sa ra nge sul po ha go
Sa ra nge nun mul jit nu no e to ri
Sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight
Ga su mi a pa Oh no no no no nobody knows
Ma mo la 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 _ night amazesing
Su ma nun ba mul Sa um myo na rul da le go i so

Sa rang i ga ne
sa rang i do na ne
Han sa ra mul gu ri go han sa rang ul
Ne gen ha nik su ket don mo dun got du rul
I ba mi ga myon nol ji wo ya get ji
Gu re na ok ji ro ra do no rul ji wo ya get ji
nal bo rin nol seng gak ha myon gu re ya get ji
(Gone Gone my love is gone)

We-to-ri-ya We-to-ri-ya Da-ri bi-ri da-ra-du
We-to-ri-ya We-to-ri-ya Da-ri bi-ri da-ra-du
We-to-ri-ya We-to-ri-ya Sa rang he hal pa ha go
Sa rang mul gi da nu no e to ri
Sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight

Ku mi gil won he Oh no no no no no body knows
Nal mo la 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 _ night
Su ma nun ba mul sa um myo nun mu lul i go i so

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

2PM - only you



2pm - only you

ONLY You.. very amazing dance..:) cool.. wish i could dance like them..:)

Only you lyrics :

only you niga anim nal gochil su eobseo nandasi useul su ga eobseo its only you my baby its only you

kkeutnabeorin chueogeul honja wae nochi motago butjaba jinagan geu saram bonaejugo saeroun sarmeul sara
o~ nado ara geuraeya handaneun geol nado ara

cheoeum han dareun mitji antaga duljjae dareun gyesok uldaga
setjjae dareun maeumeul dajapgo dareun sarameul manna o boryeo haesseo
hajiman naneun useul su eobseosseo

only you neomani nareul sallil su isseo i nunmureul meomchul su isseo geureoni eoseo naege dorawajwo
only you niga anim nal gochil su eobseo nan dasi useul suga eobseo
its only you my baby its only you

listen,neon cham areumdawosseo useul ttaemyeon nuni busyeosseo hwanhan geu misoe nan eonjena neogseul irko maratji
o~miss you baby neomunado nan niga bogo sipeo

amudo nareul ihae motae geuttae geurigo jigeumdo
naega wae ireokekkaji neoege jipchageul haneunji o ihae motae hajiman neoneun algo itjanha

only you neomani nareul sallil su isseo i nunmureul meomchul su isseo geureoni eoseo naege dorawajwo baby~
only you niga anim nal gochil su eobseo nan dasi useul suga eobseo
its only you my baby its only you baby

Yo ijeoboryeogo haetjiman amman noryeogeul haebwado jakkuman neoman chatge doeneun geol
ajikdo hwanhan geu misoga gyesok tteoolla cham han simhaji eojjaeseo ireoji
domuji ichyeojijiga anha gyesok chaewojijiga annneun teong binjagiga isseo
neomani chaeul suga isseo

oh only you neomani nareul sallil su isseo(nan jugeogago isseo~)
i nunmureul meomchul su isseo geureoni eoseo naege dorawajwo~
only you niga anim nal gochil su eobseo
nan dasi useul suga eobseo
its only you my baby its only you ye~

jaljinaenyago? jal motjinae niga pillyohae


HEHEZ.. can't understand though...:)

Thursday, February 4, 2010

韋禮安 好天氣

韋禮安 好天氣




今天的云不太合群只留下几朵消息
不想要靠近不想要休息不太想要下雨

今天的空气有点不太安定
吹动了旋律吹动了安静吹醒了我想你

昨晚那一场倾盆大雨还有
一点痕迹一点可惜等着被晒干净

这样的好天气怎么能没有你
谁为谁的每一天都放晴
等待着好天气再次的遇见你
谁为谁把每一片天

我们都害怕一路上的风雨又有谁能逃避
但是漫长夜后不要忘记雨过后总会天晴

这样的好天气怎么能没有你
谁为谁的每一天都放晴
等待着好天气再次的遇见你
谁为谁把每一片天都抹干净

抹干净


May there will be good weather... :)

the reality of truth... hurts...

Have you ever felt something is holding back,

something that you always like in the past?
something that you always enjoyed in the past?

someone that you care about in the past?
someone that cares about you, love you and chat with you.

Past is just the past, this is my 20th year and everything is going to change,
I dun even know where will i be? and when will i be the someone that i dream of..

A teacher?
A musician?
A guitarist of my own band?

Sometime i wonder, why others are given a chance, but I am not? is God really prepared to give me what's laying down my life? how come I doesn't have any clue of what next step of my life is going to be?

Going to work aimlessly, tap the card
board the train in a rush, read my book. rush to work against time.
reach workplace full of sweat. ON my lappie
wipe my sweat and refill my cup.
go back to my desk.

start my work.
go to lunch

come back lunch.
continue to work.

work overtime.
go back home.

Tired. rountine work. Is it really what i want? what i wish for? a 9-5pm job?

I am uncertain about this. God please enlighten me...:(

Sunday, January 31, 2010

NICE game to share with...

Do You Love Your Neighbour?

Submitted by Robin Marrion, California, Modified by Chee Meng, Credits to go Victoria

Sit on Marina Barriage grass..

Everybody sits on the grass in a circle except for one person who stands in the middle. That person then approach o someone and shout, "Do You love your neighbor?".

If the person answered YES. The two people sitting either side of him/her will be required to switch places but the person who asked the question must try to get one of the seats first. The person who didn't get any seat will be asking the next question.

Alternatively the person answered NO and then say something like, "but I do like everyone with blond hair" etc. Everyone who has the characteristic named, then has to run and switch places across the circle and the person in the middle will then tries to get a seat. The last one standing is the next person to ask questions.

Ideally, the words highlighted in bold is not fixed and the players can just quote any characteristics that is common in the group randomly.

Enjoy your loving one another~.~

Saturday, January 23, 2010

An Unforgettable night with Sisters...

it's a Unforgettable experience on wednesday night with my 2 Sisters..

didn't even know this combination can work so well..
we laughed from the time we met.. over to the dessert place..

Frolicks is the HIGHLIGHT of the night.. this going to be so EMBARRASSING!! ...

well, after a simple dinner, we went to Frolicks for some yoghurt, as usual we see the menu, and guess what the 2 girls called me in front of the 2 shop assistant...

SISTER!!.. they called me SISTER..

i should capture the moments loh.. i was SOSOSO embarrassed that i almost wanted to leave the place.. i cover my face... and .. laugh to myself.. while the 2 girls laugh very heartly..

we can't stop laughing for almost 3mins.. i can't breathe out and remained calm.. haha...

can't believe they shout/called out me that.. aiyo..

the cashiers' eyes nearly POPPED out when heard that loh.. aiyo.. this is so memorable.. haha.. :)

but after which, i avoid the cashier's eye contact and choose my pick..

nt bad lah.. but i should say YAMI yoghurt is better.. lol..:)

ps: i am going to eat tml:)

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Note from B'day Boy (Guy)

just a quick one before i knocked off to slp..

as the tradition from last yr, i am here to appreciate those who wishes me..:)
based on timing (media):)

before my b'day:
Euzanne (phone) --> Sat night
Yuan Hong (phone) --> Mon night
Zhi Yuan(phone) --> Mon night

Actual day:
3rd sister
Mum
Grandma
Stanley.DBS (plus handshake)
Daniel.DBS (plus handshake)

SMS
Victoria (1st), Claudia (2nd), Jeanne (3rd), ShuXian, Elder sis & Spencer, Cheryl, Lizhen, JianYong, Audrey.DBS, 2nd sister, Yaping, Si Jia,

Michelle, Darren (just 20mins after Michelle:)), Yunting, Gabriel (Claud's...),
WeeYang, SayHaow, Atiqah, SiYun,

Andy, WanTeng (even more strange, 8mins after Andy), William, XiuYing (the best for the last) :))

MSN
ShuXian, Hariyani, Costllan,

Facebook (30 Contacts::)
LekWee, LiLok, Nozomu!! :), KaiZhou, Jesper, YuenTuck, Amy, PinXun, SengYap, Julian, Janie, Hariyani, RuiHan, AlexNg, Shiliang, Desmond, SayHaow, Luffi, Cherine, Ailing, Cheryl, Gina, Nico, LiZhen, Shawn, Eric, WanTeng, Claudia, Mr Chin

Email
WanYing, ShuXian, ZhiYuan, Lizhen, Jonathan, YuanHong


WOW.. that's really alot alot.. thank you everyone for putting their effort to wish me happy 20th birthday, this year will be a difficult year for me with all those physical endurances coming in and NS.. oh no!

my key wish now is to go
  • to gym every week and
  • swim every twice per week,
  • plus run 1 day per week,
  • fast walk every 2 day once.
i must really keep myself fit if i really want to complete my NAPFA test this feb, if not for sure, i will be needed to enter into NS 2 months earlier than others. Wish me all the best! :)

first up, this friday, i will be heading to Gym after work! :)

Saturday, January 9, 2010

mOMents of sharing...

Lots of ups and lots of downs.
Emotions are running wild,
Fairly 2.5 years, and yet
Tears are running of my cheeks,

Can't bear to leave,
Can't avoid to be departed.
Moments of simply joy,
Moments of true love.

Abundance of blessing,
Amazing gracefulness.

With you,
I walked through deep valleys and storms,
Without you,
I am just a lost star in the galaxy.

Thank you for everything, wish it has not been happening and yet it had happened, but the only choice left is to continue the race. Move on and get stronger and mightier.


Aftermath: It doesn't matter anymore, tears have shed and heart has hurt. What matters aren't matters anymore...

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

FT Island - 바래 (I hope) MV [english subs + romanization + kor lyrics]



fall in love with this song when i chance upon browse through F.T Island in mySpace.. haha..
the song is so catchy and i like the MV.. haha.. this should be my first Korean MV posted on my blog. ENJOY! :) the guys there are veri handsome.. but more than that, they are talented!! :)

and with this.. i shall target myself few years down the road to be more handsome and talented at the same time ye! :) Definitely, this year i will pick up my favourite guitar!! :)

Here are the romanized (hanyu) version of the lyrics:

haruga jinago handari jinado
neoyege yeonragi ojireul anhasseo
nunmuri heulleo gaseumi apa
aniya jamsjibbunya

anilgeoya anilgeoya
anilgeoya nareul dallaejima
niga ddeonan bin jariman keojyeoga

neoreul dasi bwado neon neon nae sarang
subaegbeon bwado nan nan ne sarang
haneuli maejeojun neon ne sarang
niga jamsi gireul ireun geot bbuniya

dasi taeyeonado neoman barae
dasi saranghaedo neoman barae
doraolgeoya doraolgeoya
niga eobneun naneun eobseunigga

nal saranghanda haenohgo
dodaeche eodiro ddeonangeoya nareul beorigo
jabeun nae do songgajido oori yagsokggajido
na beorigo ggaebeorigo eoddeoge ddeona

ggumilgeoya ggumilgeoya
ggumilgeoya nareul sogijima
naman honja namgyeojinge seoreowo

neoreul dasi bwado neon neon nae sarang
subaegbeon bwado nan nan ne sarang
haneuli maejeojun neon nae sarang
niga jamsi gireul ireun geot bbuniya

dasi taeyeonado neoman barae
dasi saranghaedo neoman barae
doraolgeoya doraolgeoya
niga eobneun naneun eobseunigga

i modeunge agmongilgeora nan saengakhaesseo
a jebal i ggumeseo ggaegiman barae

oneuli jinago naeil ggo nun ddeumyeon
i modeunge hyeonsiri anin ggumigil barae OH
modeunge hyeonsilboda deo
rieolhaetdan ggumuyeotgil naneun barae neol barae
ajigdo neoreul wonhae

dasi dorabwado neon neon nae sarang
sucheonbeon bwado nan nan ne sarang
haneuli haraghan neon nae sarang
oori jamsi meoreojyeotdan geot bbuniya

dareun yeojal bwado neoman barae
dareun saranghaedo neoman barae
doraolgeoya doraolgeoya
naega eobneun neoneun eobseunigga

nan maeil bam gidohae nae haengbok anin bulhaengeul wihae
neon naega anin dareun sarang mothage
nan neo animyeon an dwae nae simjangi neol marhae
naneun byeonham eobseo dasi taeyeonado neoman barae

dasi taeyeonado neoman barae
dasi saranghaedo neoman barae
doraolgeoya doraolgeoya niga eobneun naneun eobseunigga

credits to: http://tehwook.livejournal.com/133406.html

Sunday, January 3, 2010

JJ林俊傑_100天【背對背擁抱】MV







heard this over vic's mp3, so popped by to listen to the MV.. very touching..

i tried off-ing my lights and watch that MV in complete darkness.. and well.. got emo...but didn't teared... enjoy! :)

【背對背擁抱】歌詞

詞: 林怡鳳
曲: 林俊傑

話總說不清楚 該怎麼明瞭
一字一句像圈套
舊帳總翻不完 誰無理取鬧
你的雙手甩開剛好的微妙
然後戰火再燃燒

我們背對背擁抱
濫用沉默在咆哮

愛情來不及變老
葬送在烽火的玩笑

我們背對背擁抱
真話兜著圈子亂亂繞

只是想讓我知道
只是想讓你知道 愛的警告(這警告)

我不要一直到 形同陌路變成自找
既然可以擁抱 就不要輕易放掉

Friday, January 1, 2010

happy new year 2010!! + New MV in store..featuring..黄鸿升-搞砸了




SAY HELLO to 2010!!

my new year 2010's resolutions are as follow:
  1. Train my physical body to prepare for NS, more proper exercising routine
  2. Aim for better health and healthy lifestyle
  3. Grow deeper with God in terms of faith and believe
  4. Family and current friendship will stay firm and strong
  5. Pray to graduate with at least a GPA of 3.0
  6. Finish SIP with an awarding results
that's all bah.. the rest i think it's not much important for me to note down.. hope i won't 搞砸了 for this year. All the best everyone! and enjoy your long weekend ahead ye...:)