Sunday, January 22, 2006

chinatown

wah..almost 2wks nv blog lo...coz somehow can't get into blogger...okay..today topic ah..is abt...anyw i also dunno whr to start...haha...ytd(21/1/06) wah..go to chinatown wif mum to buy CNY goodies n clothes...hahaha...very fun...although rain...buy many many bags...n i bought myself a pair of blue jeans at hangten@cp...n 2 checker-shirts at chinatown "CK"...haha...ya...n me wait 4 my mum to shop her stuffs...haha...seeing so many pps come in to shop or 4 "shelter"...hhaha...yup...although me gt a bit mood swings...angry at mum dunno y la...maybe is search de whole hawker centre but found nth to buy hm ba...hai...she n me search de whole centre..found the stall but wah long quenue so decided nt to buy...then me muscles still aching coz fri PE...do that squats...20x in a row...wah....now climb stairs still pain pain...dunno tml how to climb de sch de stairs...haha...then buy de CNY deco...wah..really a lot pps...before rain...wah...u push me..i push u....so "fun"..haha...jk...haiz...then today wah 6am wake up to pei my whole family go buy CNY food ingreadients...4 reunion dinner n "CNY NO2 DAY lunch"...haha...wah..again the AMK market is so crowded lo..wif so many pps around...squeezing here n thr...carry bags n bags of vege fishes..prawns...etcs...thru n fore to my dad car...wah....btw 6+ de winds is really cold n great...on the car...window..wah..u can even shoot de shampoo ad here leh..haha..but i dun hv long hair la...n guys can't shoot those..haha....car's de ads can..haha..anyw...gt many many hws need to complete lo..bye ...

Saturday, January 14, 2006

take it or leave it

haha...i still left abt 20mins be4 de tvshow starts...again abt my gors de la...haha..my 2nd gor is abit sad coz he miss de friday nite...haiz..so ytd de 3hrs at midnite..i chat wif him..men's talk..haha..try to lighten his sprits up...haha...haiz...back to me..wish i could be...haha...i think i am quite tall liao...but abit fat..haha..if could...erm..can't think of any...slimmer can liao..haha..anyw nobody can be prefect de...wah..bd present got jay chou de live cd...wah..so nice...love songs sia..sort of begin to like to hear jay songs liao...cool cool de...so gd..i promise myself i 1 to be cool whn i get over wif o's...haaha...inner part ah...i wish i could change...dun1 to be that softhearted...can easily shuai(3) dao anothers...haha..so i will nt stuck in this like now..again liao...so dificult to push away de love i dun feel like having..n go to the love i like...somthing that is very nature..nth de...pure pure de...nt mix de...haha..wish...i could..hhaaha..aiya..suan le..let it be ba..if still like that..i think i need to leave her liao..too bad..is nt i dun like her..is like..i can't..really can't...really..:'(...i dun wish to force myself...love can't be force..really..wish heaven can give me a choice...haha...change my face suan le...haha...jkjk..dun wish to face this prob..hate myself...really..if i can change..i definitly will..n i think i won't will be given a choice to change ba...haha...sec4 liao...really really...can't be slack n lazy liao..is time 4 me to be hardwking n keen on studies le...n that love thingy..leave it thr untill o's over ba....haha..

birthday boy

haha...today is sat...stay at hm do nth...so come here blog lo..hha...coz some private secrets can't share here..so u will see onli a few posts here...haha..thu is my bd..haha..we 6 of us all go k-box to celeb my bd...haha..so happy...but 3 hrs onli...thu nite still gt S.H.E last esponise..so we all rush hm to see mah..then didn't sing much but...very glad that every1 came lo...n "She" also got wish me happy birthday at sch..so coindence...i talk wif de classmates..then turn to left de crowd thr whr they quenue up 4 de lockers re-new..haha..i saw her leh..wah..maybe is fate ba...hhahaha..then she says i still rmb ur bd leh..happy birthday..the saddest pasrt is de last line.."he also wish u happy birthday"...1st line i was shocked..the 2nd line i was happy...the 3rd i was sad...wah..rollar coaster sia..but i sort of feel alrite after that liao lo..haha..1st time can get back to normal..maybe got another gal i feel admire ba...haha...she is no..another than...haha...she can plays magic n she can sort of makes my wishes came true..wahaha...she is another gal that makes my life happy...haha...n ur all shld noe who is the 1st 1...haha...bei ai n ai ren..i really dunno wat to do...i am trap in the past n present n future...haha...sort of...haha...i really dunno wat can i do..n the purpose 4 me write here is to nt let my mei noe..haha...coz onli a few viewers here onli mah..hha...maybe is still great to be her gor..as she is always "gor here..gor there" de..haha..n she smilez very nice...haha...fine lady sia..hah...but we like separate ways leh...she keen into arts n dance..mi is keen to music n tv...haha...but we hv a 1 common char. both like to slp n our results are all bad n poor...wahahaha....anyw...i sort of can start to chat wif ex le...so great..at least we stil frens ma...now i then start to realise yuan lai i got so many differences wif her..so is like...better to cut it then to hold it...now she got liao..n i no need to worry 4 her..as she gt better security n he is a great guy ah....she shld treasure it...haha...

Monday, January 9, 2006

birthday resolution n wishes ' 06

hahaha...veryvery lopng ..nv write public blog le..haha...these few mths...mi sort of trouble wif love n frenshp prob...but...dun worry..all settle le...juz becoz i hv a strong frens behind of me...really thanks thm to help mi pull me out of that crisis...ya...hehez...bd coming le..i juz got a new phone..waited so long...n a new "fila" white t-shirt...4 bd present...tml mi will getting my new nike shoes...hehez...so happy...then still got my fav. orange t-shirt....n mi 12/1 will going k-box to sing...wwahahaha..to celeb my bd...hehez...ya...this yr my sch is holding many events....50th anniv jubilee celeb...n many many still got breaking world record de..haha...ya...n my final wishes have been grant...

resolution:
1)still can be fren wif the gal i love de most(now also)
2)forgive my gor n celeb wif my 3meis n 2 gors at k-box
3)watch the wallet n gormit movie wif my best frens vic n sengy

wishes:
haven't think of yet...haha..really...i have all i wanted....frens...family...ya...butbut..deep inside my heart...there got bury 1 of my love 4 sum1...dun think she will "turn back"...few more mths i will step down of choir...n less than 1 yr i will leave this sch le...i really dun wish much la...she today got sit beside me..nt close...but really can feel de warmth of her heart...i really really hope...that..i can...but...no...too many reasons to stop me to do so le...i can't do it...moreover she has who she loves...i have who i love...which is her...always will be her...4ever will be her....i will miss her....