Friday, February 17, 2006

seniors

haiz..this post shld be post on de feb 10 last fri de...is like i type so many..end up the internet like that..so wat lo..nvm..i try to recall wat's happen...haiz...on that fri afternn..rain veryvery heavy...so i n jeanne dunno 1 to stay n see or go 4 lunch..then she gt a call that she need to go arts at lvl3 to help mr ng la...so i end up in the library waiting 4 her...wait wait wait..dunn0 y the library that day sudden fill wif many low sec students...hai..so abt2..i go out to the a break..hungry liao mah..so go canteen check out..then see felicia n hengy..haha..then i buy a burgur n sit beside thm lo..haha..then here come jeanne..haha..(btw de sec4 graduating senior are hving a briefing in lecture rm on the same time whn i was eating..:D)...wah that day really see dao many familiar de faces...so great to see thm again..but that will be de last time le ba...to most..haiz..so sad..then i decide to follow thm back to see the receiving of results...haha..really so glad to see thm jump up of joy or tears of joy of results...my fake ex-daugther n ah ma...also cry..wah..makes me 1 to cry also..they hug each other..wah so touch...then go see kb gor de class..wah he top5 leh...nt bad nt bad..at least he can remain inthat NYJC ma..haha..then go see 4e2..peit cry leh..yup maybe her results nt gd ba...haiz..then go yhock gor de class..afraid to see him..coz i noe his EL..results..dunno wat he will react whn seeing his result slip..haiz..but he very calm la...he hardly will cry over spill beans de..haha... then later i pei kb jeanne n eric go cp makan KFC..i think that will be my last kfc eating wif sch uni le ba...haha...

to all seniors i noe de: i am sure that there will be a bright future n a long way ahead 4 u all...jia you n look ahead ba...although i am sad that ur all leave me here alone..but there will be always goodbyeing in life de..so i muz try to experience n learn how to accept it..okay...good luck..s'pore is so small..hope we can have chance to bump on eachother ba..haha..

lonely..

dunno y..i really hates fri nitez..especially...today..dunno y...really hates it...maybe is becoz that mon de incident ba...haiz...or else i can msg him..haiz..is like no 1 seems cared abt me...felt like the world is turning against...gt gal means no gal...she is a busy gal..gt art gt piano gt dance..haiz..my best fren nic also getting further n further from me lo..also dunno wat happen liao..i think he has join wif another grp le ba...haiz..i have say be4 this yr that..i shall nt live under ppl de shadows liao...so now i live in my own life..do de things i want...face the probs i need to face...this yr is different..i cannot makes myself entertain wif all de going out n stuffs le...n moreover de s**king sch forbid us to wear sch uni after sch to cp or other shopping malls..think we will steal or turn bad..lame lo...suan le..my sch is like that de...then hor..is like back to today...msn ah..dun1 to say liao..is like that whole lists of frens i 1 to chat..so i start asking thm to chat..but end up they late reply ba..but is like haiz...suan le...no 1 cares abt me...really 1 to die..haiz...maybe cry will feel better..haiz..but is like hengw sends me de photos brings my mood up..now typing i down to bottom liao..so sad..haiz...who can save me..no 1 will willing to save me except myself ba...popular so wat...hv frens so wat...hv gal so wat...hv gor so wat...haiz..i really wonder hv i make de correct path of making de right choice of frens...haiz..

Thursday, February 9, 2006

boring..choir

very long time nv blog le...dun feel like blogging also...nth much to say...hhagha...no want bothers also...haha..sians...tis few wks nth to do..but to focus on choir..really a choir boy...i wish i could devote all my strength to studies 1st..is like my studies had been deprove from bad to worst liao lo...haiz...really dun feel like going anym choir...although there are many frens thr...here i name some ah...got cute zuming..tall n big de zhaolun(james)..always smiles de steven..cool cool de kevin..laugh de siao de felicia..beauty claudia n hengwai..cool cool de yuwei..army boy(opps..forgt his name).. shuai shuai de gaven..n choil choil de sheena.. like to gay wif me de samuel.. always sing de xiao wei..cute cute de walter..always bully me de eric..pervertic de zhaoxiang..talk very loud de kweepeng..tiny guy jianyong..unique hairstyle de jason..like to talk de crystal...like modern dance de clarrisa..like to sing english songs de sengyap..thin thin de winnie..n many many more...can't name all..or else de blog will be fill wif names..haha...

be truthful i really like nv choir..although there many negative comments from my frens abt choir..but i still like to sing..like to dance..especially..whr the whole rm is fill wif the ppl u 1 to be wif de..then dance de same song..n style..n laugh n laugh..really fun lo...love that moments...it is like very long since aug ndp 05 liao..but today i really enjoy ..haha...in that ava rm..hehez..dance dao xiao ha ha