Saturday, August 26, 2006

my target

heyhey...a short 1...this might be my last post liao...mi going to study smart...and hard...or else surely flunk prelim de....muz prove to mr lee ck...i can do it de..and also to mrs yim that i can pass a math...plus that mrs chia..i dun her to be disappointed again..to my comb hum subj teachers.. been a class rap..i will work hard de...to ms tan..i 1 her to noe that i will be de 1 to get B3...haha...my target lah...yup..play less and study smart is my exam strategy.. frenshp prob juz let it be bah...love sick prob...juz make it dissolve 1st bah... like wat others say conc on studies 1st bah...yuyup...like mrs chia says it is nt quantity that counts..it's that quality that counts... mi will work hard on poor subj especially to my physics..i DO NOT WANT TO BE SAD ANYMORE.....:'(...

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

health and mental stress week

haha..now is abt midnight 12.45....and i am still typing...my mum said i siao de...but can't ah..promise to write once a week...muz do that...haha...now already late liao lo...as in...every weekend wrote de mah..now is wed morning liao leh... muz blame my sisters and this dearest com...keep "too-ing" 1....haiz...n my sisters...keep using the com..haiz...juz now me visited the clinic..sick ah...sore throat a bit inflation plus flu...stupid flu...so many fluids de..."tan(in chinese)" haiz...so difficulty to produce out from the nose..haha..anyw this last week had been really bad 4 me..so stress lo.. becoz of the national day holiday...i had 3 chem practicals and 2 physics practicals lo...each subject i got 1 mock practical each lo..n i so tense up with practicals lo...still shivering whn i pour the chemicals or solutions...haiz.. that thu..i cried secretly..ahaha...a bit only...so not man...haiz... i muz be manman...haha..
nth much special de la...muz keep this short coz mi need slp...eat le medicinie...a bit drowsy..haha.. then now tired also.. i measure the clinic weighing machine...guess wat... mi 75.4kg lo...so fat...i had gained 11... i repeat eleven kilograms in 1 year(from july2005 to now)...wah lau...i 1 to commit suicide liao lo...jkjk...but really so fatfat..sit up can do only untill less than 40 within 1 min...haiz... muz exercise...muz..haha..ok..now i go exercise in my dream liao..haha... bye guys...take care of ur health..dun like me..haha..:D

Sunday, August 13, 2006

my mixed feelings week(part2)

haiz...ok... how to say leh..the first few daes of the week ok la..i can get over with..but it's juz sy keeps avoiding me..ok..i dun mind him dun talk me or wat la...haiz..that's wat he said thru sms "recently i seldom talk to you all coz i trying to balance 3 sides of friends..sorry"...haiz... suan le... it is like for the past 3 weeks we didn't talk much lo.. i still rmb 15/7/06 i go out with him to watch asian idol..then ahya long story...cut short...but we really hv fun out thr...then i rmb wed we exchange a dozen plus plus of sms...then that's it...nth liao... during crt or recess we also see eachother onli smile sometimes didn;t even...ok...nvm..then during prize giving rehearsal. .. he talked to wh...wj they all..ok nvm..i had nth...but to talk to jy or eric or hy...haiz...nvmnvm..they played badminton..nvm...he rejected mi cher vict outing of going out on tue...saying he got sore throat...sore throat n watching movie got wat link...then he asked me 1 to go out or nt but i say i nt free...really mah...doing hws...gathering n thu..that k box...

k box ah...haiz...another haiz... i joseph and kelly we went kbox sing la...started all rite la...then we had lunch thr..de lunch set ...fish so much bones de lo...but nvm...we sing..but they nt high de....i noe de songs..they didn;t noe...haiz...nvm... then after 2pm..we go kovan heartland buy my jacket...haha...so nice...black jack with orange n yellow strips...coz 20 bucks,...but i nxt week can paid back to joseph liao...then kelly called yh gor..to come meet us...ok lo...also very long nv see him le...
n we go the park thr to wait him..n pick saga seeds...haha...after that we played swings...i am quite "high" la...then whn we went hm at 5+..we saw a cat...injuired kitten...eyes....so we called de SPCA...to wait for them to aid the kitten...then we waited n things started to stir up...which i think here said can't ...private blog de bah...i need time to think wat to write... but after all they saw me moody..they bought "chen-yi" cd album to cheer me up...n after all...i get A1 for chinese..but i juz nt happy....moody bah....

fri mi shiliang n eric n darren..we go blk 119a and b to send leaflets...so wat de lo..the sch...give us so little leaflets...we hand written lo..for all the units...so stupid....then we knock de doors....haiz....persuade them to bring their newspaper out on sat... haiz...then on sat...we carried the newsppaper untill siao lo...so more bad arranged...the car park is downstair..n we put at lvl2....haiz...need to bring all the junk to shelter scare rain...haiz...shldn't pick the last few blocks...ifnt we can go hm faster.... coz is by parts that mr ng come to collect newsp with the truck...so lo...but after all..mr ng give us 10 dollars..and with mel help...with finish the job...n go to 7-11 at rp...to buy big gulp..haha....mr ng so good...i so shock he gave us 10dollars...haha..but we still accept it.. n we each drink untill burp...haha..and now i hv slight cough n dry thorat..haha...

my mixed feelings week(part1)

haiz... national day week rite?...i shld be happy...coz i am always happy during national week every yr...but this yr..i felt totally different..ok let's start with last sat.. 5/8/06...wah... mi lu bing won superband2006...wahaha...i called twice leh...so great...they really sing very great... they got patterns...and they have their own style la...then they got humour.. laughter and good songs...haha... like advertisement like that.... anyw i that day shouted and really hv fun myself in the bedrm watching..with excitement n scariness..scare that they out mah...haha..i also very shocked they won...with a big maragin...haha...
sunday nth much la..juz on com and chat yh gor lo...then he sent me songs and we chat lo...then i do hws and hws...and hws..
mon we had a musical performance during sch assembly... quite fun la...they say they will be very happy if they saw us slp during their performace...so odd...then afternn we hv the ndp prize giving rehearsal...omg...prize giving also need rehearsal...so wuliao... rehearsal twice somemore to 6 lo...then i go found teachers regarding the cca form... so happy...i got 20hrs fro helping mdm natashita last 2 yrs in delievering newspaper...haha...i still rmb the every morning i and the media club grp carried the newspaper untill my muscles the other day will surely ache....now diffn system...the chairman need to carry themselves...haha...

tue wah...be4 prize giving is the parade cermony... so fanastic..tell u ah...this is my 1st time watching a parade in nvss...coz all along i am performing...for sec123...so great lo.. the sec4 NP marched so shuaily....haha...then the choir had prove us rite.. but no surprise onli that they are organised and unite bah...but watching with my classmates are the best and impt de lo...haha...we all cheered and clapped...haha.. the sec4 choir all wore black uni...to receive our achievement award...hehez...so honour... still rmb that syf was whn i sec2.... those sweet moemories wif choir....haiz...now it was all over...i had stepped down...but i noe that those memories will always be kept in my heart de... anyw..other performing arts de also got wore their uni...hehez...like we all going to perform like that...haha... so proud of myself...hehez..then after the cermony is over...then comes the fashion show..haha..so fashionable(coz it's fashion show mah)...n cool...aahaha..if they got sell those clothes i surely will buy(those i 1 de la)(nt those big orchids de....dotz...:)haha..red n white...yup..i like white n blue... for clothes la..other stuffs are orange n only orange..but i always got red tee...coz of chinese new yr...haha... that's y i always wear red top n white bottom 3/4 pants or jeans...haha... no money to buy branded stuffs...to me..as long as it suit me..and comfortable...there will be no arguement that i will wore those...haha...

after that... mi vict and cher agreed to watch movie...haha..at century sq...haha..."THE lake house"...SO ROMANTIC...it's abt a guy who lived in the same hse with the gal at the lake..but they were 2 yrs in apart... they sent the letters of a landlady and tetant...then they discovered they were 2yrs apart...but they loved each other very much...but TIME...stopped them from meeting each other... 2008..they agreeed to meet but...the guy had died...so the gal hurried to rush to the post box n send the urgent msg tell him dun cross the road....BIG BIG CLIMAX...the car juz passed by him..in front of me..heng ah...n so they met...so much more la... middle a bit boring..but very very TOUCHING...my tears are circulate in my eyes lo..BUT i didnt' dare to cry...hha....my left is a batch of playful couples...so i didn't la...or shall i say..secretly i tears a bit...haha...

wed is national day... i planned to exercise 4 20mins...haha...studies had shown that exercise for more than 20mins then can got effect...haha.. then evening...my relatives came with curry chicken and dessert...haha...i eaten both... nice nice....very long nv eat curry le...haha...then i watched de ndp parade....wah...sosososo GREAT..especially the fireworks..i very long nv sit down peacefully to watch le...last yr mi at padang mah...so this yr..i finally can sit down happily to watch ndp...haha...so many suprises...each segment will hv a series of fireworks...so nice.... (end of part1)

Sunday, August 6, 2006

a de-stressed and relax friday

wahaha....this week main focus was on friday...wahaha...geog fieldtrip..ms audrey tan bring 15 of us...namely..the 9 gals...wei qi, yunting, claudia, jeanne, zhihui, zhi yi, melissa,fathinah, and sharifah. still gt 6 guys, eric, darren, xihong, nick, me, and shiliang. haha... ms tan ordered a small school bus to pick us up..then ms tan had kindly arrange the bus to stop and wait for us when we reach a specific location la...okay.. ur all will be thinking..how come the 6 flowers and the "or-kiey" grp didn't go..they said wat they need to rest and wat sat afternn got dates la..still say wat got eric then dun go...i dun think so lo.. got sumthing dark secrets can't noe de la..but i also dunno..haha.. poor yuentuck can't go..coz his peers nt going..."wat 1 for all..all for 1 " de...ms tan said this is peer pressure...haiz..nvm..they dun go..we also can hv fun...haha...

1.55pm at phy crt..mr lee ck say a short speech on how stress he was...n his live had been stuck our studies..everyday prepare n make tests and quiz ..still need to mark...later still need to set up practical sets...n mark.. n need to prepare 41 sets..then mcq red book also he did de...he didn;t collect any single cents from us...(cost abt $6.50..if i am nt wrong)..then he said sumbody juz can't appreciate it..last 2 yrs he didn't do that 4 our seniors...he spent so much time to arrange this n that 4 us...n some of us didn't even care to do the red book...then the mock exam 2 only few passes...which he think is shldn't be that case...he put in so much effort but didn't get wat he want in return(results)...so i think it is really nt fair 4 him la...so i really really decided to puck up...wei mr lee..most of all..wei myself..overall iti s nt him to get the cert..but it is us...

ok...so within that 5mins..my tears are circulating wtihin my eyes..i dun wish these tears to come out...or else mr lee will feel more sad.. so i kept them to myself..but that 5mins is really alot for me...since 3e3..he had been care 4 us...tell us to make the right choices and correct decision..n we muz go far...dun give up..these stuffs from the 1st day we stepped into his class..n now less than 100 days to o's.. i shld really do something le...n nt slack le...

so..my mood of the day sort of got stir up..then till 2.30...i heard piano tune...wat a familiar tune..and melody...juz be4 darren say who is the 1 playing..i noe it is jeanne le..juz by hearing the tune... n so claudia n the rest of the gals also crowded around the piano...then the wind started to blow...i began to felt relaxed...with tthe soft music and windy breeze...

n so..2.45pm ms tan meet us...we enter the bus n sitting...small bus..but enuf seats..but so coincidence..i am at the back of the bus wif my "germany" frens.. then is like nick is juz infront de beside of me la..then that long time nv had the feelings back liao lo...since nov 2005... that feelings came back le...we chatted in a sour way..n he punch me lo..long time nv had that situation whr i can be with him le..so l0ong so long..although now he has his new frens..i also hv a few..but this feelings is special yet impt to me de...is like almost a yr liao..he still hv nt changed much...n keep bullying me...i really treasure the time we had together on fri la..although we are nt sitting together..it is juz like heaven has kindly arranged for me and him de.. you might think i am crazy or wat...but it is juz very touching lo..beside me is my good fren shiliang n infront me is my ex-best fren nick..this feelings is really unique.. yup..i felt contained..zhi zu.. xin fu also..gaying with sl and play with nick..although nick keeps been bully by xihong..but that is already nt under my control.. (sometimes whn something is gone..it is gone..but whn it came back..u juz need to happily accept it)

whn nick sit on my legs ....it is like...:'))omg...very difficult to describle de la...u viewed yourself la..scrolled down the sept 2005...bottom of this pages ..

ok la...go back to fieldtrip..
i briefly describe the experiences....
3.30-4.45 sungei buloh wetland reserve
5.00-6.15 bukit timah nature reserve
6.40-6.45 passing of singapore river
7.00-7.15 labrador park
7.45-8.30 sentosa siloso beach(in betw in travelling time..whr i hv fun gaying n playing n eating junks...choco..crackers and chips)
9.20 arrive at compass point(ms tan arrange to set off us down at cp so that it is easier n safier for us to go hm...)

sungei buloh is my 1st time trip thr...the exhibition is really fantastic.. so real...then we had a great time captured the photos of real species and living plants...windy day..calm sky.. orchestra of insects played...sound of nature...wow...whn we reach a resting stop..the scenary is juz too great...so nice...we captured the perfect moments and walked back to the bus to continue our ride...

nxt stop bukit timah nature reserve...climb the hill is really a big effort...so tired yet fun...then wat..we applied the sound of physics...mr lee will be glad whn he heard that... wat EK= EP..force...F=ma...baa baa...hagha... then whn reach the summit...wow...nth much to see...haha.. then back from the reserve...is much easier...darren had a leg crump..we all kindly wait for him to recover n continue the walk..

labrador park is whr i heard from ms tan..that..there got "nt clean things" so this special mth also double the fears...but ms tan says..she talked a short while thr..n we can go off le..to sentosa..so we hurried go to the seawall thr...huge wind n sea breeze blow to us..but we also can't rest thr...becoz of our safety...we decided to set off as soon as possible...haha..

but we end up to arrive at sentosa very late. ... nite hours le... miss the sunset...but we still hv a great fun,, despite of the darkness..we hv fun playing invisilble volleyball under the dark..n the hiding trees(indian dance) under the star nitez...then ms tan tell us the building of 4 small land in front of the sentosa is to stop the huge current to coming to sentosa...hahaha..then we had great time playing titanic roles and singapore idol..photoing of pics in the dark..n stand n relax to let the smooth winds blow across us...so relax n so..is like all worries hv gone le..very long nv have that feelings la..can go out with glisten inc and my guys...so great..okay la..typing so much...no time complete hws le...haha..ok la..hv a great day...thanks 4 viewing..byebye..