Thursday, December 24, 2009

搞砸了 - 黄鸿升 小鬼


搞砸了 - 黄鸿升 小鬼

再一次拨了电话还是没有回应
再一次等待着奇迹
再一次想了又想不懂为何自己
再一次挥霍她的心

我蠢蠢 蠢到了底
自己都很难相信
她就是一次一次 一次一次
忍耐到这结局

又被我搞砸了 又搞砸了
又伤了她的心
她流下一颗泪滴
我后悔到不能呼吸

又被我搞砸了 又搞砸了
怎样才能回去
我下定所有的心
只要能够让她的心
重新开心

再一次拨了电话还是没有回应
再一次挂断了手机
再一次美丽的梦变成空了废墟
再一次让爱都开心

我蠢蠢 蠢到了底
自己都很难相信
她就是一次一次 一次一次
忍耐到这结局

又被我搞砸了 又搞砸了
又伤了她的心
她流下一颗泪滴
我后悔到不能呼吸

又被我搞砸了 又搞砸了
怎样才能回去
我下定所有的心
只要能够让她的心
重新开心

又被我搞砸了 又搞砸了
又伤了她的心
她流下一颗泪滴
我后悔到不能呼吸

又被我搞砸了 又搞砸了
怎样才能回去
我下定所有的心
只要能够让她的心
重新开心

又被我搞砸了 又搞砸了
又伤了她的心
她流下一颗泪滴
我后悔到不能呼吸

又被我搞砸了 又搞砸了
怎样才能回去
我下定所有的心
只要能够让她的心
重新开心

Sunday, December 20, 2009

i'm back!

it's X'mas time and my mind is filled with x'mas spirit/mood.. haha

just now afternoon, i went x'mas shopping with vic, we bought zengan, a _______ and shih hui, a ______. haha.. the shopping was great though i felt quite tired after a late night slp (and woke up real early to go to service)...

after which we went compass point to buy the mini cards.. we split the costs and divide the cards so that we can have a fair share of the portion of the cards..

so i estimated to spend close to $25 on this.. but this is not the end.. i still have some more gifts to buy.. shall buy it tml.. haha..:)

  • For Colleagues (5)
  • For vic
  • For sy
that's all.. this week, i got to spend some time to write all the cards i intended to send out.. haha.. 18 cards.. got to make it before wednesday...:)

Monday, August 24, 2009

Here I am by Downhere

i like it SO much...:)

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Taiwan typhoon Morakot

hmm.. this has been in my heart since i heard the news around 10 aug, while every Singaporean is celebrating ndp day. the taiwanese especially at those region.. where their lands are swamped away, and houses been collapsed and family members lost or even die in the natural disaster of heavy mudslide (due to typhoon)

it's their father's day (8 aug is their annually father's day) and yet it was also a day that will be hurtful for them.

"A week after Typhoon Morakot hit Taiwan, rescue crews had been unable to reach 1,300 people trapped in remote mountain villages, officials said Saturday.

The Central Emergency Operation Center said 75 helicopters would drop supplies in villages in the south, the Central News Agency reported.

Taiwan was the hardest hit of the countries in Morakot’s path, and officials have said the death toll had topped 500. In the south, rain-soaked mountainsides gave way, taking houses with them.

The typhoon dumped more than 8 feet of rain on Taiwan as it passed over the island last Saturday.

A total of 1,373 people remained cut off in villages where roads were blocked by mudslides or washed away by flooding
."


just want to spread the message across so that everyone that's has the finance to do something out, please help those who are in need.

they urgent need medical supplies and food supplies (some have even starve for 1 whole week)

let's play a part in protecting our fellow global citizens!
we are 1 big family aren't we? so, let be generous and start pray for them..:)

adapting from/picture credit to:
http://www.guardian.co.uk/world/2009/aug/14/typhoon-morakot-taiwan-deaths

for further updates of the typhoon morakot relief plz logon to http://typhoonmorakot.org/

Khalil Fong Da Tong - nothing's going change my love for you

so tired right now, but this song did relax me abit.. enjoy!

If I had to live my life without you near me
the days would all be empty
the nights would seem so long
with you I see forever oh so clearly
I tried to be in love before
but it never felt this strong
our dreams are young and we both know
they'll take us where we want to go
hold me now touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
you ought to know by now how much I love you
one thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
nothing's gonna change my love for you
you ought to know by know how much I love you
the world may change my whole life too
but nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy
our love will lead the way for us
like the guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
you don't need to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
so come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
hold me now touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
you ought to know by now how much I love you
one thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
nothing's gonna change my love for you
you ought to know by know how much I love you
the world may change my whole life too
but nothing's gonna change my love for you

Sunday, August 9, 2009

Stress accumulation with MP

this week was my most stress-est week of the whole MP period, was busying chionging out the e-learning material, but I just have like tonnes and tonnes of research to complete..there's 3 chpts for my module, but i have only completed one, wah seh.. tml after cgm i got to do some work first before watching the ndp show.

not to neglect this coming week i am meeting my group members to let our supervisor sees our progress, wah.. stressed!

it's okay, i will overcome them, tml after ndp show will be my chionging night!

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY, EVERYONE!

B'day Bash ME...

just a short one before i go off..
just want to list down how many b'day present i am going to buy..

Jeanne 26/7: Received!
MeiWei 29/7: Received!
Victoria 2/8: Received! Cooked!
Renez 8/8: Mailed! Received!
XiuYing 12/8: going to check our soon
Jonathan 13/8: going to check out soon, was thinking of something already..saving money..:)

wish these 6 Frens HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MAY ALL THEIR WISHES CAME TRUE!!!

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Introducing Taiwanese R&B New Artiste - 小宇 -愛上MV

"2009小宇首支陽光純愛單曲,要你再次「愛上」他的好音樂。「愛上」是小宇全新創作 專輯中的首波主打歌曲,這次回歸音樂本身,用簡單就很迷人的概念將感動化為音符。小宇 擔任2009「COTTON USA美國棉」台灣年度代言人,以小宇創作的「愛上」作為年度廣告主題曲。"

This is a very heartwarming and smoothing mv, how i wish i can run across the forest with the one i love... lovely voice, i really love the whole song... :)

enjoy the MV:)

ps: you can go to his blog: http://www.wretch.cc/blog/avexxiaoyu to know more about him:)

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Anti Depression Taiwan Short Video「黑潮」短片

Anti Depression Taiwan Short Video - 「黑潮」短片

剧情简介:

小鬼(黄鸿升),一位汲汲追求梦想的大学生,但无论怎么努力,一切却渐渐偏离预期方向。挫折、背叛、分离……,一股股暗涌,终将小鬼捲入忧鬱黑潮,灭顶沦陷……。


人物简介:
小鬼/黄鸿升(小鬼) 饰
面对优秀的父兄,想以歌唱証明自己的价值,期待获得父亲的讚美,但在实现梦想的过程中,连串的挫折经验,终使情绪爆发…。

小乖/初家晴 饰
小鬼的女友,不满小鬼对於自己的忽略与过大的脾气,不知该如何与其互动,因而生起分手的念头…。

阿虎/李绍祥 饰
自己的姊姊因忧鬱症结束生命,因此对於週遭朋友的情绪状况特别关心。在发现小鬼情况不对劲时,主动伸出援手…。

Purpose of this video
失业率攀升,不少大学生面临「毕业即失业」的窘境,处於高失业的时代中,大学生该如何摆脱忧鬱情绪,勇敢面对未来挑战呢?董氏基金会昨天发表了「黑潮」短片发表记者会,希望这股黑潮能够流入校园,温暖每一个学子的心。

为了引起学生共鸣,董氏基金会这次特别邀请知名导演钮承泽,以及新生代演员小鬼、初家晴等人,一起拍摄忧鬱症防治宣导短片,真实呈现时下年轻人最常遇到的状况。

董氏基金会董事长谢孟雄表示,这一代年轻人经常无法在梦想与现实之间取得平衡,这部短片名称为「黑潮」,正是希望周遭朋友都扮演著学校辅导中心的角色,适时提供协助与支持。而年轻朋友遭遇情绪问题时,能够就近寻找协助。

这场短片发表场地则选在实践大学,到场与学生进行对谈的钮承泽导演表示,希望透过这部片子,让青少年了解生活中重要的是肯定及认同自己,而不是他人的眼光。

台北市立联合医院松德院区顾问医师胡维恒强调,大学生忧鬱症的症状表现与成人不太相同,当青、少年朋友遭遇情绪困扰时,通常学业成绩会大幅下降、同儕关係变差或容易暴躁发脾气,甚至出现自我伤害行为。在生理方面则出现暴饮暴食、嗜睡等症状

据统计,随著失业率的上升,不少大学生出现忧鬱倾向,忧鬱的主因来自於对未来的不确定感,担心找不到工作,一毕业就负债累累,助学贷款的压力相当沈重。

现场学生在欣赏短片后,反应热烈,认为影片主题切合现在大学生的生活,并提向钮承泽以及演员们,提出多项疑问,现场情况十分热闹有趣。

Enjoy! Embedded the link for you to enjoy this great meaningful video..:)
If it can't worked, then just copied this link to ur web browser will do:
http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/lxEH9Gf_kwg

Let's live our lives with meaning! Care for your frens & Care for yourself!
You dun know, a word of advice might change someone else lives!



黄鸿升-不屑

黄鸿升-不屑
作词:fun4作曲:fun4
专辑:不屑

事情如果那么简单那就好了
想让自己不见
瞬间就统统消灭

人类如果没有心脏那就好了
受伤不会流血
悲伤也不会流泪

不需要有同类
传染颓废
不需要愚昧的尊严
不需要去偷窃你的思念
自我安慰


**就让我伪装
我嘴角不屑
让孤独乘以更孤独的两倍
允许我保留我最后一点点特权
赦免我想念你的心碎

如果我眼神里闪烁不屑
可能我心里一半地已经残废
那一半跟着你走远了的那一天
这一半渐渐地瓦解


如果我还有一点点不屑
别想要说服我纯洁的绝对
我只是世界上物种绝种的绝类
悄悄的失眠了一光年

如果我还有一点点不屑
那是我自己虚荣心在作祟
自以为或许有一天我们会重叠
我可以再爱你第二遍


My Another Favourite idol comes out with his mini album already!..

super like this song 不屑, embedded this link for you to listen:)

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

NDP Song: Le Kua Simi

This should be the NDP Theme Song, embedded from the mrbrown show website

http://www.mrbrownshow.com/

MV Title, Le Kua Simi, this is so related and close to our hearts, was smiling non-stops
let's sit back and enjoy this meaningful video, lol :)

Contented

HiHi.. i am back!..

well, things have been quite stagnated for the past few weeks..
just wanted to update you all that i am still fine.

you all no need to worry about me..

hmm.. looking back, I realized that, I am still very fortunate.
and i need to be happy and contented about this, my life.

Rmb: Try taking things with a pinch of salt, and you will be as contented as me!


ps: try feeding those little fishes with some food by clicking at the white screen, they are hungry!

"Xiao Hong Ren - Ni Yao Zhe Yang Jiu Zhe Yang"

Press Play to listen to "Xiao Hong Ren - Ni Yao Zhe Yang Jiu Zhe Yang"




Tuesday, July 7, 2009

歌手:萧闳仁 专辑:法克这个人

Although i can hear alot "vulgur" from this song, i still like it very music.. especially these 4 phases from 萧闳仁 song title is ... 法克这个人

我知道年轻就是要不顾一切去冒险
才不会到老了自己才在后悔
趁着地球暖化之前我能做些什麽
还有时间我自己许的预言

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

mental barrier week

29 Jun 2009 Mon:
originally planning to go gym with sister wan, but she last minute can't make it, so i am been forced to stay at home looking at the gray sky and later the rain.. then went online chatting with gab and the rest.. quite boring lah..

30 Jun 2009 Tue:
1) Morning Run (scroll down to the next post)
2) MP Consultation - 1st Session @ 3pm

1 Jul 2009 Wed:
1) Ben & Jerry - Movie Outing @ 3pm

2 Jul 2009 Thu:

3 Jul 2009 Fri:
1) NAPFA test @ 3pm

4 Jul 2009 Sat:
1) Cell Group (1pm-3pm)

5 Jul 2009 Sun:
1) Zone Outreach service (12pm-2pm)


(ps: wow.. lots of 3PM..)

evaluation right after 2.4km practise

well, today didn't did as well as last sat.. last time i did 4 rounds in a brisk.. but today i did my 4 rounds with stitches in middle..

i shall say i start too fast at the beginning of the run.. was eager to run for my best shot, but end up doesn't have enough stamina to run the rest of the laps..

so the moral of the story is to pace yourself and to start slow for the run, and slowly pick yourself up to run faster and faster and spring to the finish line in the last round.. sounds easy right?

well.. i guess i overestimate myself today.. i feel like crying but well, it isn't anything that is ashamed about, everyone makes mistakes, just learn your lesson and move on..

friday will be my NAPFA test already, well i should say that i am not prepared enough for the test, but i am giving my best shot, pacing myself in the 2.4km run and the 4 stations.. so i dun think i will be regretting for failing the test, cause i have already started way ahead of the rest of the ppl, it's just boil down to whether i still have this passion to continue running and training..

hmm.. giving the choice, i will say no, but, i have no choice this time.

so definitely i will move on and continue to run this ever-lasting lap..
but this time with a big wide smile and taking everything more easy and freely:)

Sunday, June 21, 2009

School Week 10

22 Jun Mon:
hmm.. spend the whole night watching jap drama, and yesh i completed that series in 24 hours time with 8 eps:) wahahaha...

23 Jun Tue: Buying of Running Shoes with my brother in law @ Queensway Shopping Centre
bought the shoes@ $143, brand: oasis at one of the better service shop. how can u spot the service leh.. well, depending on the salesman or saleswoman, u can gauge the standard of the service, some servicing really sucky.. pardon me, but i am stating the fact, they are like Can't be bother with you type, their service were like NO COMMENTS, i give you my product, TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT (THE SHOP).. with these type of attitude, how could i buy my shoes with great satisfaction leh?.. no matter what, i end up in a corner shop, the lady offered her help and ask us do we need any help (that's the right thing to do), we look around and ask her for recommendation and she immediately took me to the right collection

after that, she went out and find my size of shoes at their main store, but dun have my size, she came back and politely told me the news, i asked for other brands of recommendation, she instantly took me to another collection i told me with the same price, i can buy a better quality shoes that can last, and she recommend this shoes that i am wearing right now, thank God, they have my size.. shoowsh... if not, i gotto continue searching aimlessly liao..:)

24 Jun Wed: SIP Briefing at Audi 2 (2pm- 4pm)
hmm.. the briefing okay lah, with some impt points taken, after that is the photo taking session, my class photo is inside Facebook loh.. can go check out.. haha.. quite funny lah..

25 Jun Thu: Church-wide BS Part 5 (7.30pm- 11pm)
extremely long sermon, managed to get home before 1230 midnight.. took lots of buses so that i can have seats in the bus i wanted to board.. :)

26 Jun Fri:
1) jy n kp swimming
my stamina really deprove alot, feel so depressed right now, that time still can swim 40 laps with jon but now... 10laps i am already giving up.. lacking of breathe..

after that, we went to try out the Vegetarin restaurant nearby within walking distance. the food there are okay lah.. edible, price not that ex.. still affordable.. but i won't be queue for that if there's a long queue next time, alot of variety there lah.. so can try someother food next time when we swim again..

2) Gym with 3rd sister
after a nap, went gym, quite shhiok lah.. were doing all the machines and thinking how my muscles are doing.. lol.. then see other guys.. muscles big big.. i kana lose out, abit depressed, but well.. they train more and earlier than me.. they should have what i am inlack of now.. lol.. just continue to train loh.. i am sure by army, i will have well-defined muscles.. and 6 abs.. still waiting for that patiently..(:

27 Jun Sat:
1) Morning Run with elder sis and brother in law
shockingly. i did 4 full rounds without stitches and breathless.. i am so PROUD of myself.. at least, i noe where am i standing right now.. good good.. half way through liao.. for 3mths of on-off, on-off training.. it is considering to be not bad liao.. give me few more months bah:)

28 Jun Sun:
1) Sun Service
the message was like.. okay lah, quite interesting lah.. but get too tired to listen to that liao..
praise and worship was terrible for me since i can't sing out the lyrics.. was having terrible slight sore throat, i force myself to rest my throat.. so.. sadly.. i can only mouth the words..:/

2) Belated Father's Day Celebration
bought lots of food with my 3 sisters and brother in law, have a great dinner with the awesome yummy food.. i "smuggled" a fried chicken wings but felt abit guilty afterward.. but was having fun eating with the entire family lah.. HAPPY FATHER'S DAY, DAD!..

after that i made dessert for the family, ya, I MADE (believe me once okay!) longan-tofu, the tofu was wat i bought back from Food Expo.. haha.. well.. got praises from my family say it's very nice and my sister even ask for more, so.. i think it's a succed lah:P (actually it's quite easy lah, juz pour everything in will do lah.. but i do the serving and such..:)

Sunday, June 14, 2009

GREAT QUALITY VIDEO SHARING TIME!

IT'S GREAT QUALITY VIDEO SHARING TIME!

heard of Taiwanese singer, Tank?.. His 3rd Album has been out, Fight Extension (Yan Chang Bi Sai)
this is the video link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e2xTb4yRgtU
of his song World in Total Darkness

"全世界都停电"

just want to share with this great music that i have been fond on for like the past 2 months then finally found this on youtube, the records company finally decide to film this song into a MV.. very touching, and i am on the verge to cry, haha.. but i didn't, guess i am too tired that's y..

just now tried the most silliest thing of today, i OFF the living room LIGHTS and watch the entire MV.. wah.. tell you!..

it's even MORE DRAMATIC.. got more FEEL!

you can try that at home too.. alone.. then facing the screen and looking at the images and i guess you will felt touched also.. try it! :)

Friday, June 12, 2009

Holiday Week 2

Mon 15/6/09: Outing with Hari and Sayh
we went orchard there for a walk.. very fun.. did the following things..
  • ate balls (octo) at the taka benches
  • drank ice blended in Gloria Jeans Coffee at Cine while folding paper cranes
  • watched "Ghosts of the Girlfriends' Past", managed to cry alittle.. lol..
  • ate dinner in Pepper Lunch with 30% store discount (while stock lasts --> till Jun 30)
  • laugh at our own IQ quiz and jokes outside taka fountain there..:)

Tue 16/6/09:
1) Jap Lunch with Ostguin Family..
yup.. it's ostguin outing again.. we went to Tom Ton @ The Central, Clarke Quay for lunch..
well, the food that i ate is really nice.. it's fried golden brown SHRIMPS and Meat Slices..thinking of that.. makes me more hungry now.. it fries till really crispy.. and really got this "CHI CHI" sound.. with the jap rice..

though i paid $5 for the rice set.. originally it's the Don set.. well..i somehow got cheated.. coz the waitress asked me whether i want a rice set, i blur blur nod my head.. in the end... so well.. the moral of the story is to.. "DUN ACT SMART.. ASK!"

2) Shopping at Marina Square..
it's the 2nd round of window shopping with Jon and Wy.. we did it last New Yr's Eve.. and now.. it's like semi-annually event.. lol.. but well.. i did enjoy lah.. though i was complaining i dun have the $$ now to buy any stuff..

after that we went to "World of Sport" to buy my running shoes.. but.. due to my big foot, they dun have the shoe size for me.. :"(

3) Dinner at Hougang Street..
well, it's the sisters and macho man outing again.. we went back to eat sister's fav fried omettlee and satay.. after that we went Hougang Central for Pasar Malan Again.. hmm.. did buy some thing for my dearest mum.. can u imagine 3 young adults sit at the platform and drink COCONUT juices and peeling them in public.. lol.. that's us... COOL right..@.@

Wed 17/6/09: Outing with WeiH and Sengy
we went to Tampines 1 for a simple lunch at Kompitiam and hop on to GV Cinemplx for "Drag me to Hell" the movie.. well.. it's scary.. but most of the time i am hidden my face from the scenes.. lol.. but quite funny lah.. the grandmother there.. lol..just dun like the twist ending :)


Thu 18/6/09: Top One Outing with ZhiY, ShuX and LiZh
well.. sing alot.. laugh alot, but end up all felt giddy abt the lighting.. so we went home earlier..

Fri 19/6/09:
1) Movie Outing with Xy, Jon and Prisc
well.. "Night of the Museum 2" and AMK Hub ROX!!.. LOL.. so shiok sitting in Cathay.. and really really good storylines and plotting.. love Ben Stiller Acting!.. :)


2) Churchwide Bible Study Part 4
touching night.. felt like crying.. but can't.. no tissues with me..lol.. thanks Pastor Tan for the short and precise bible teaching!

Sat 20/6/09:
1) Father's Day Service

Sun 21/6/09:
1) Father's Day Family Celebration

Holiday Week 1

Mon 8/6/09:
1) Go Gym in the afternn with 3rd sister..
2) Go Pasar Malan with xy and jon

Tue 9/6/09: With Vic and ZhiY
1) Movie Marathon@ Jim's House
2) Sengkang Walkie Takie

Wed 10/6/09: With SayH, Hari and ShuX
1) Unsafe Driving Part 1
2) Yummy Suki Sushi Ala-Carte
3) Making Full use of NTUC as a Playground
4) Unpleasant Yogurt Shop
5) Unsafe Driving Part 2 - Jamming Night

Thu 11/6/09:
1) Nihon Mura outing
- Yummy Food
- Unpleasant Serving
- Annoying Serving
- Rebate

2) Cheryl's Hall Production@ NUS Cultural Centre
- Venue
- Cast
- Play
- Feedbacks
- Reflection

Fri 12/6/09:
1) Go Gym in the afternn with 3rd sister..
2) Church wide Bible Study Part 3

Sat 13/6/09:
1) Light sticks finding
2) Celebrity Night Service

Sun 14/6/09:
1) Family gathering @ SK Hse

MSN chat

MSN SiSter Chat~.~

[02:07] : we went to eat "ri ben chun"..:)
[02:07] [c=#F20079]魔杰座 - 稻香 rox!![/c]: nihon mura!
[02:07] [c=#F20079]魔杰座 - 稻香 rox!![/c]: nice de
[02:07] [c=#F20079]魔杰座 - 稻香 rox!![/c]: hahaha
[02:07] [c=#F20079]魔杰座 - 稻香 rox!![/c]: chawanmushi

[02:08] : yaloh.. haha.. but grand cathay de service not good..
[02:08] : seved food very slow..
[02:08] : and serve everytime wrongly..

[02:08] [c=#F20079]魔杰座 - 稻香 rox!![/c]: haha
[02:08] [c=#F20079]魔杰座 - 稻香 rox!![/c]: ehub de best
[02:08] : we order 1 hot green tea gave us 2 ICED green tea..

[02:08] [c=#F20079]魔杰座 - 稻香 rox!![/c]: den followed by tamp
[02:08] : i think so loh..
[02:09] : coz cathay too much ppl liao..
[02:09] : then we sit very inwards.. so the staff can't see us..

[02:12] [c=#F20079]魔杰座 - 稻香 rox!![/c]: wow
[02:12] [c=#F20079]魔杰座 - 稻香 rox!![/c]: happening de ar
[02:12] [c=#F20079]魔杰座 - 稻香 rox!![/c]: u enjoyed today
[02:12] [c=#F20079]魔杰座 - 稻香 rox!![/c]: mi tooo
[02:12] [c=#F20079]魔杰座 - 稻香 rox!![/c]: ((:

[02:12] : okay lah.. after that go see some hall production at NUS cultural centre... very inspirational..

[02:13] [c=#F20079]魔杰座 - 稻香 rox!![/c]: WOWWWW
[02:13] [c=#F20079]魔杰座 - 稻香 rox!![/c]: hahaha
[02:13] [c=#F20079]魔杰座 - 稻香 rox!![/c]: omg.

[02:13] : somemore t's mandarin de.. haah

[02:13] [c=#F20079]魔杰座 - 稻香 rox!![/c]: hahah
[02:13] [c=#F20079]魔杰座 - 稻香 rox!![/c]: lol
[02:14] [c=#F20079]魔杰座 - 稻香 rox!![/c]: tat mus be not too interesting
[02:14] [c=#F20079]魔杰座 - 稻香 rox!![/c]: lol

[02:15] : yup.. abit .. chim for me..
[02:15] : haha..

(to be continue..:)(=)

Monday, June 8, 2009

萧闳仁-你爱怎样就怎样

萧闳仁-你爱怎样就怎样
作词:萧闳仁作曲:萧闳仁

你说爱情像这样
找到对的人就幸福

我们总是有争吵
总在三二一就忘掉

我还在享受那摇椅
你却缓缓站起
说你不爱我了
爱形状乱掉了

你爱怎样就怎样
你说走了爱就走样
精彩演出
你的爱情宣告独立

我是该好好学习
说忘了就把你忘记
还在心里只剩一句
我爱你别放弃


我们总是有争吵
总在三二一就忘掉

我还在享受那摇椅
你却缓缓站起
说你不爱我了
爱形状乱掉了

你爱怎样就怎样
你说走了爱就走样
精彩演出
你的爱情宣告独立

我是该好好学习
说忘了就把你忘记
还在心里只剩一句
我爱你别放弃

你是我唯一
我很想再继续
你的爱像空气
漫无目的就散了

我们的新关系
比陌生还陌生
不能回忆
不能前进

你爱怎样就怎样
你说走了爱就走样
精彩演出
你的爱情宣告独立

我是该好好学习
说忘了就把你忘记
还在心里只剩一句
我爱你别放弃

还在心里只剩一句
我爱你别放弃

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Funky Tuesday

Stock Typhoon Part 2
today we played this board games, it about stock investment and market.. quite fun lah.. though i can admit that year 1 that "stock, rush" is even more fun.. well, it's Year 3 liao.. so fast.. times really flies.. same ppl playing yet with different atmosphere.. i should say that the 2 most close clique i have now are the best! .. lol..

(pics pls look in facebook for photos updating..)

Movie Filming in Flavours Canteen
just we about to leave the canteen, guess what we saw, our dearest SIP Coordinator and Risk Subject Head, Ms Jo. Informed by Ms Mei Wei, we quickly escaped to the nearest door, opps it's a dead end, STORE ROOM, it states..

Looking at the attire that they are wearing, SUPER CASUAL, the LEAD actors, Mr Yuan Hong, Mr Jonathan and Mr Chee Meng together with Academic actress Ms WanYing, run towards the next possible entrance. THE CANTEEN BACK-END DOOR..

Handsome Chee Meng uses ALL his MIGHTY strengthen to pull the door hoping that ALWAYS LOCKED door will be opened. After his 3rd and last attempt, the door finally opened, the crowd wonders while the runners escaped with their last breath... "Quick, Quick, Jo is coming.."... down the stairs and out of the DANGER zone..:)

nothing matters anymore.. it's over..

so much things happened for these 2 weeks..

the FREEWILL birthday's fund issues
well, i didn't thought that this will be a problem, untill ppl start giving.. their sacrifices amount of money that is worth a bowl of noodles.. i mean plz loh.. based on the rating of past year birthday contribution.. it should went out of range of $4- $6... so well.. i am quite disappointed about that bah..

or maybe is our wrong to make it freewill bah.. guess a standardized amount will keep every one from arguing why this person gives so less, why he gives so much.. baa baa.. well.. i shall rest the issue...

the POST- risk presentation fever
hmm.. thinking this makes me headaches.. problem still haven't solved.. how many weeks already..?... 2-3 weeks already leh.. still remained the same.. guess the STARTER of the problem should really STEP forward to REST this issue..

well, jon and i can't do much basically.. we just dun want this problem to continue staying there and all of us are avoiding and isolating... "Jie Ling Huan Xu Si Ling Ren".. .means the one who starts must solve it..

as audience, i try not to stand on an one-sided fence.. but the truth of the problem has stood up but the problem hasn't been solved.. so well.. i shall sit back and continue watching.. praying that this will be solve as soon as possible.. if not.. i dun think... i dun think.. it matters anymore.. in future too...

totally disappointed i should say,
embarrassed to be with him honestly speaking.
loss out of words i should say,
trying to escape i must do.

forgo the incident we must,
step up in faith you shall.
avoid finding more excuses you shall,
be the guy that we know, can you?

that's my present thought.. that's all i should say.. all the rest is up to you..

Monday, May 25, 2009

Reflect on RISK presentation

Well .. thought of trying something new.. heres's my little reflection wz.. over facebook..

the topic is:

"a mistake is a mistake, there's no way to turn it back"


Cristyano

you okay mah jim

11:14pmJim

y?

oh.. slides got errors..

we didn't check properly..

end up got shoot.. aimlessly..

11:14pmCristyano

who did the slides?

11:14pmJim

every1.. haha..

we did it together..

so can't blame bah..

then yp got the info wrongly..

nvm lah.. i shall not blame others..

just treat it as a lesson learnt bah..

though i think that my presentation result won't be so good..

11:15pmCristyano

as long as you dont carry the burden yourself

11:15pmJim

but at least i can feel that i did really improve on my presentation skills liao..

11:16pmCristyano

which is good man

:D:D

11:17pmJim

and i am more willing to answer qns.. :):)

11:18pmCristyano

thats awesome

at least you improved something else

cheers to that

(End)

yup.. no point pining on one another lah.. after all the teamwork is good.. just the slides need clarification.. after all we gave our best shot and the overnight for sat was really an awesome one..


we got to laugh wholeheartedly.. and this is really the FIRST Time we put our heart and soul into pushing ourselves to do this presentation. so.. really no regrets lah.. just next time cross-check the slides properly can le:)

Friday, May 22, 2009

Kris Allen WON!

Woohoo.. it's so shocked to me that Kris Allen won American Idol Season 8.. though i told myself adam sure win one.. so i didn't have much hope in continue watching the result show..

untill the moment when ryan seacrest (host) announced the results,, i was like.. totally shocked.. stunned!.. really.. SURE OR NOT.. it's so UNBELIEVABLE (with the actions..)..

let me intro some past of him..
  • aged 23, married (that's early)
  • College student
  • Church worship leader from Arkansas (wow.. SEE my dream column)
  • killer combo of personable style and down-home musicianship
  • perform using a guitar or piano only
  • able to connect to every single audience through his angelic voice..
i am so attracted to his voice now that.. i have been a bit crazy for me.. though i am rushing risk..SHH...okay..

here are some of the nice good sound quality music of his..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hw-Q-1BGKwo&feature=PlayList&p=F48DCB647854C9DE&playnext=1&playnext_from=PL&index=41

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yVc2nrdGzvw

live video:
http://www.imeem.com/people/nJIXSFQ/playlist/Ev-Xy0H9/kris-allen-video-playlist/ (register to view it for free)



Definitely i will consider buying his album when it's out and similar to what he sings now.. really like it..:) it really calms you down..

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Recently..

Recently has been very busy over RISK project.. was kind of going mad with that already.. so many things to do and yet so little time.. hai

just gotten the news that i can't buy my shirt and shoes this week cause i have to wait for dad to give me the money next month..

wah.. 2 shirts for 4 days.. argh.. 5days for next week.. got to scream already.. i mean can i juz withdraw the money from my own bank and use!!... nvm..

hack!! wat the... it's okay.. it's okay.. shall not bear my anger on them..

shall slp soon.. yup.. sleeping makes me feel better..

Monday, May 4, 2009

谢和弦 我给的温柔 RChord, The warmthness i gave.

歌曲:我给的温柔 词曲唱:谢和弦

我猜不透你内心世界 我想了解你却不给了解
你说我们距离太远 隔著一道界线 
那只是你自已竖起的防备

看著你哭泣无声的脸 我是多麼希望能给你安慰
你越是不肯开口 我越是心力交悴 
我不愿见你再为谁流泪

我给的温柔 不为谁 只希望你能够了解 
能为你做任何事我都心甘情愿
我给的爱不需辩解 只要你躺在我(的)身边 
我一定好好保护你 不让你受任何委屈

别再担心 有我在这里陪著你 
我不会再让你伤心 不会再让你哭泣

我给的温柔 不为谁 
只希望你能够了解 能为你做任何事我都心甘情愿
我给的爱不需辩解 只要你躺在我(的)身边 
我一定好好保护你 不让你受任何委屈

was wandered around the net and heard this blog song from one oft he unknown blog then i drop in the title of the song into the search browser, out come this familiar singer i know last month, aChord, or RChord. he is the new taiwanese singer.

really love ths nice melody and his guitar playing.. the music really can send it into your heart..
very nice.

enjoy listening ye? leave any comments if you love to:)

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

mis-comm

was sort of disappointed, but well every organisation has its rules and regulation.

and we are just one of the chess, unfortunately to be play around.

well, i will continue to be played, and hopefully, not be kicked out of the game.

the truth is unbearable and sometimes un-acceptance, but well.. lived with it, and move on to the next destination, isn't what we called LIFE.

shall not talk about this issue anymore, hope i will not bring this up again.

God help me to recover from this hurt, can you? it's so much emotinally to be bear with..

Thank you in advance and i hope for a speedy recovery/healing to take place.. if not..

i might just exit this game and wandered around outside. take care every1..

Friday, April 24, 2009

icreate exhibts and reflection

this morning, i woke up at 6.10am as planned, and to travel to SMU for the icreate exhibits..
well , icreate is a somesort of convention, called the "International Conference on Accesible Tourism", specially for the people with impaired disability, and my role is to originally to be the ushers, i heard from my fren that it will be very tiring ushering the special ppl, but i just told myself to treat them as normal ppl and give the equal respect but with greater carefulness so as to make them feel more welcome and happy.

it's around 5mins passed the meeting time when i arrived at the meeting place, well i am the first! Hooray! the rest came abit later than me, and i was SO shocked that they are all juniors /\_/\|| so me, as the senior just felt totally weird, thank God, later huibin came, and at least i have some one to chat with.. haha.. this really makes things easy.. :) by 15mins time, we managed to gather and set off to the exhibits for a briefing.
The briefing started abit later than expected guess the organiser was abit busy bah, so i juz wonder around the waiting area and looking aimlessly at the noticeboards etcs

by 0825 we were been told to gathered in the auditorium to receive our duties.. i was been asked to do the carry of the machine together with huibin and another junior, the organiser, Mr Ng, was seems like a friendly person to me, smiling and encouraging us, he told me to be the leader of the group to manage the flow of the event.. wah.. abit of responsibility leh, thought i can slack abit.. but okay lah.. not much, juz organising my 2 guys and to ask them to carry the 50kg machine and move up and down the stairs, and out of the auditorium to the stairs..

before that we were been asked to carry out the furnitures to the main stage, seems heavy, but we managed to carry all out.. :) but then coz of that, my arms muscles are already tired liao, this makes the carrying of machine even more tedious..

around 0940, the opening cermony starts with the chairman of the "Disabled People's Association" introducing the activities with a welcome speech, my job is very simple, just wait for the 2nd spokeperson (Mr Hideto Kijima Toyonaka")'s wheelchair to be inside the lever and to operate the machine to allow the platform to be inline with the stage ground before he can leave his self out of the machine and proceed straight to the stage front for the speech

with that, Mr Kijima can present with the least effort, a great innovative design machine really solves this kind of crucial problems..well, Mr Kijima is an amazing person, since 20 years ago, he has been living with his wheel-chairs coz of a backbone problem/injury that forces him to be a wheel-chair bound person.

thinking of his disability, Mr Kijima wants to do something different from others, some might choose to give up their lives, some might feel miserable, but Mr Kijima just live his life to the fullest potential he has, fullest maximum that he can overcome and achieve not only his goals but of his dream of travelling around 99 COUNTRIES IN THE WORLD IN 20 YEARS only...

i really admired him alot, given the difficult of mobile-ing, and yet he managed to travel so many countries and over come so many obstacles mentioned in the slides itself... i rmb some memorable ones..
  • Riding a camel in the desert
  • Climb up the mountain by the help of the water buffalos
  • Climb up the hill with the help of the guys and a cloth, like a pivot and the lever theory.. AMAZING
  • Bungee jumping
  • Sky diving, (but at the last moment been cancelled due to some technical errors, but he did overcome his fears to give it a try
  • Hand- driving around the town (but nearly coz an accident resulting in lots of inside humours, can share with you when you asked me.. very funny and lame..:))
His traveling experiences makes me wonder, even him can travel so many countries, what about me? as a well-function teenager do? what is the least i can do? how can i make the world into a better place? How can i fulfill my dream also to travel to the countries around the world? really, it makes wonder and really did boost up my courage and tempting me to travel again.. really envious him alot! :P

his +ve thinking attitude & his cheerful character really motivates me alot..and his presentation was way to entertaining, and he just dun have any stage fright, and he is just there in front of you talking to you about his memorable experiences, and with some laughers and jokes.. his laughers and smiles from the slides and photos are all very real and you can see that he is really REALLY happy to be who he is, enjoy what he is doing and not to feel disgrace about his disability and to live his life with these 3 goals (i'm trying my best to rmb):
  • Fulfill your dream no matter what difficult it is
  • Maintain a cheerful and +ve attitude in handling things
  • SMILEZ! :)

well isn't travel great? and isn't travel with more onbound access of the handicapped facilities better for the travellers with disability. we have not really done enuf, Let's make the world a better place and really, really, plays a part in helping the need and to heal a hurt! Shall we?! :)

finally watched this movie completely..

"A drama (movie) about friendship that spans ages, this is based on a true story which chronicles the life of a man who died at the age of 23 after an illness that started with the partial collapse of his cranial bone, and a subsequent battle with seven types of incurable diseases. "

interesting plot right? last year i was doing some yahoo random search, and found out this movie "Yuuki", it's a jap movie portraying the real life true story of a patient w
ho suffers from this very un-cured rare diseases and how he overcome the fear of his illness and even managed to encourage his friends around him to be motivated about their own lives, very meaningful.

tonight just managed to finish the left few impt parts of the movie coz the last time i watched, it's incompleted. so well, i thought of popping by and GREAT, it's the ending.. expected ending, but unexpected motivational messages sent across..

Given his unbearable situation, his courage to face fear did warm my heart, and really, did encourage me alot, no matter is the previous time watching, or just now, it is really amazing how the storyline can be stuck into my mind untill now, i still will be able to rmb most of the storylines..

this movie is really highly recommended to watch.
you can watch it at http://www.mysoju.com/yuuki/ for free. :)


the main actor acting as the patient: Kamenashi Kazuya
Acting: Excellent

Below are Some of the movie screenshots.. ENJOY! :)



Courtesy to crunchyroll:) All rights reserved to crunchyroll :)

Monday, April 20, 2009

awesome NIGHT!

tonight i really have an awesome night..
was really tired after the cremation, reached home around 5pm already + bathe = manage to sleep around 1 hr

then i pull myself up for the dinner..

i am glad i didn't cancel that.. coz it really ends up well..

after a series of consideration, xy, pris and i decided to eat on tian tian steamboat.. we talk alot and eat alot end up we talked like for the whole 2 hour plus, the food were so-so, but i really love eating and eating with the ones i care about.. i really can put myself down, eat without guard, just eat without manners.. shiok sia..:)

we order our bill around 10+ then we decided to walk to Singapore river for a chat..

then we bought some sparkling wine to drink..i choose the orange since i tried the peach before..

i admit that i am drunk when i am suddenly so high.. and very dreamy.. lol..

and xy and i was like talking nonsense.. haha.. we were having a very fun time shooting photos and chatting.. jon and prisc cool us down..

and we depart for the last bus nearly half past 12 midnight and when i reach home it was like nearly 0130..

(some of the nicer pictures, thanks to Jon got the camera-ing:))
xy and me with courtesy bear:)
xy and prisc with courtesy bear:)
xy, jon and prisc with courtesy bear:)

xy and prisc with their liquor

i like this pic the best, see the white thingy in the bottom left corner? that's me:)


jon and i holding the best frens' liquor
when 4 bottles of liquor unites!! :P
prisc, me and xy:)

thanks jon for the shooting and sending of them home, love you ye? :):P

move on, shall we?

move on, shall we?
well.. last day of the wake...came very fast.. i didn't slp much that night before, though i slp earlier.. was tossing around and thinking will i really cry that bad the next day.. so well.. i didn't really have a proper slp..

it's like 9am when we were been asked to wake up by my mum, we have our breakfast and was ready to set off.

we reached the wake at around 1030.. then we settle down after changing our shirts to a white plain tee..

My first tear came when i heard the symphonic band playing the first song.. Shi Shang Zhi You Ma Ma Hao.. wah..seeing the 3 uncles (husband's of my aunts and my mum), and wonder really how fortunate can my grandma be, seeing her children gotten married happily and .. well.. but i managed to hold back my tears and continue drinking my water..

the first CRY happened when we were asked to walk around the coffin as a group.. i was having thoughts all over my mind and i heard my 2nd aunt cried, i was really amazed at that, coz my 2nd aunt was really very strong and appear to be very optimistic.. and seeing her burst out crying and shouting did impact me alot.. then after that my another aunt cried.. my mum tears.. well.. i nearly cant controlled myself.. i told myself to cool down and relax.. and relax.. and it got better.. secretly.. i wiped off my tears..

then after that, the coffin was carried out from the wake around 12+, we then walked behind the coffin.. it is really heart-broken, your thoughts will went crazy.. and u doesn't raelly know what u are thinking about.. before that all of the children and grandchildren were asked to be bare-footed wearing only socks..

so it really hurt when walking on the concrete roads, somemore with the sun on top of us.. it really is a crazy move.. but i told myself.. For my grandma, for my grandma, this is really the least of what i can do.. this is really the bare minimum that i can be as a grandchildren.. somemore grandma has suffers so much hardships.. we were just walked and accompanied her for the last lap of journey.. that isn't much that we can ask for, isn't it?


fter a 10-15mins walked, we board the coach and set off to the cremation centre.. on our way, flashbacks of how grandma treated me and my cousin came across, it's really vivid.. and memorable.. those silly scolding.. lovely joking.. all have gone to pass.. thinking that this is IT.. the moment that i wished won't happen..

with a 20mins fast drive, we arrived at the centre and was asked to walk in and sit down to wait.

around 0120, the final praying starts, a rather short one, the priests in black prayed for like 5mins then we walked around the coffin for the last time in 3 rounds and the coffin was been pushed to the holding area..

all ALL (i repeat)..everyone of us ran to the holding area with the transparent screen covering up the room.. the aunts and my mum.. burst out crying non stops and i teared.. i really teared.. the last final moment when the coffin was been send up to the cremation machine.. my elder sister came and hugged me.. at that point of time.. i can't hold up my tears anymore, i burst out crying on her shoulder.. hold up the tears for so many so many nights.. i finally burst out crying.. for nearly 3mins..(then i heard a voice in my mind, MOVE ON, MOVE ON, but i just can't control anymore, i continue crying for the 3mins.. releasing out all my emotions out..)

then we were asked to proceed back to the holding area.. i controlled myself and stop the cry..then, my 2nd sister can't hold it anymore, she cried also.. even more serious.. my elder sis console her and my 3rd sister console my mum.. every aunts wipe their tears, some even can't walk properly.. we asked them to sit at the branches and let them have a rest before we proceed with the last pray.

i looked at grandma's tablet and sigh, and finally say out my last words in my heart, wishing her, pray for her, and to ask God to really take good care of her, she can finally re-unite with her husband...

after that, we took back the same coach and arrive back at the wake's area where we have our lunch past 2.. the food was terrific yummy.. with the fried chicken cutlet, fried fish, yummy vege and fresh steamed prawns.. marvellous.. after that we went on with the last prayer meet at the house that my grandma last lived and we depart and leave with peacefulness in our hearts.. finally a matter went on pretty in order..aren't they?

Saturday, April 18, 2009

continue.. from the previous post..

continue from what i left off..this evening went for the 2nd day of the wake.. lots of happenings things..
today (sat) reached the wake around 6.30pm like that.. was feeling abit tired coz of the bible study miscommunication breakdown.. was traveling here and there..

my sisters and i immediately helped out with the folding of prayers papers... untill the first prayer meeting starts at 7pm and every children and grand-children of my grandma were asked to go forward to sit and pray with the joss-sticks on.. it lasts around 20mins and we went back to fold the papers..

while we were folding the papers, we realised that the ppl who came got more and more.. too much that there were no seats for them to sit and food for them to eat..

we then realised at 10pm that it's becoz there were my uncle's past under society members pray respect to our grandma by bowing thrice together infront of her tablet...indeed i felt quite honoured but was abit scared at the same time since there were like nearly 100 ppl there.. and most of them looks not that friendly.. :"(

after that, the priest went on to ask us to bring the folding papers and houses, cars... to the burning site to burn.. these paper incenses just gone into ashes in less than 5mins time.. but i heard that they were expensive since not much ppl here knows and are still doing these paper incenses and properties for the dead.. well i really respect them and hope that this unique culture will still be remained in Singapore in the future

after praying, we have an early off instructed by our dad.. the ppl in the car are my 3 sisters and my elder sister in law and me.. we were talking about the early history of my grandmother.. discussing how fortunate she was.. married to a rich husband (according to my mum> my sister) so really felt light-hearted after hearing that..after marriage, she didn't really have to go out to work.. that's really how rich my grandpa was.. then after that, their children are also very filial.. really how fortunate can this be. A nice family with few heartwarming kids born and live happily ever.. this is really what i want and wish to have..how about u?

(live with the fullest, not with ANY regrets!)

雖然很芭樂 BY 謝和弦 aChord

歌名:雖然很芭樂 詞/曲/演唱:謝和弦 編曲:李燕飛

芭芭 芭樂芭 芭芭 芭樂芭 芭芭 芭樂芭 芭芭芭......

都是因為你 我現在可以 學會整理我 粗糙的個性

也開始相信愛情 會讓人變得有型

都是因為你 我現在刻意 學習控制我 放肆的愛你

也開始更加努力 懂你說的大道理


腦袋裡沒有東西 怎麼能陪你談心

怎麼能陪你逛整夜的誠品

追尋著什麼目的 得到什麼真理

都因為你 才變的有意義


喔 我好愛你 雖然聽起來會有些芭樂

可是我想不到 別的水果能代我表達

喔 我很貪心 貪小便宜 蒐集浪漫片段

可是我不能大方 沒有你的燭光晚餐



試著唱唱 試著嚷嚷 甜在心頭的步伐 你讓我的悲傷 笑的燦爛

試著蘊藏 試著醞釀 想對你說的那句話 素顏的愛 不需要上妝


芭芭 芭樂芭 芭芭 芭樂芭 芭芭 芭樂芭 芭芭芭......

text extracted from singer's blog: http://www.wretch.cc/blog/chord76415/16888180

VERY CUTE SONG.. SO DECIDED TO PUT IT HERE FIRST:)

break the news

well..sort of want to explain tonight's event to you guys.. well.. my grandma *mum's mum* passed away, she died at midnight peacefully.. ya.. i like the word PEACEFULLY.. at least she was ill but she did die peacefully..

i shall not mentioned her more already, well this is my first time attending a wake.. it's tiring for my 3 realm.. PHYSICALLY, PSYCHO AND EMO..

well physically, i was asked to burn the offering.. hmm.. been one of her grandchildren.. hmm ought to pay her a respect lah.. yup.. so the christian thing were all put aside.. well this is my policy of life.. RESPECT EVERYONE REGARDLESS OF HIS RELIGION.. so.. hmm.. i was like burning the offering for around 1 hour, chatting with my cousin and the coffin was like 2 arm-length beside us.. hmm.. it's kind of weird.. coz what i saw in the tv really comes into reality..

before that, when my sisters and i were reached, we were asked to drop in the joss-sticks.. with the band playing the music.. really really felt like crying.. this whole day i have been holding my tears.. really really thought of burst out crying.. but i juz can't.. thinking of the grandma of mine.. lively, joyful last Chinese new year (it was like 2-3 months ago only).. and now really prove one thing.. life is really fragile.. and to really treasure the ones who is around you.. not untill.. :"(


pyscho barrier is the most difficult to attend on.. it's MENTALLY difficult.. and always it will lead to emotional.. so well.. it's really a hard battle to beat on.. but thinking my grandma can end her misery *(illness) and to be unite with God in Heaven did lighten my heart abit.. well.. my heart now are peaceful..

i am not sure i will cry tml or on sun, but definitely i have re-learn an impt lesson and it has proven today AGAIN.. treasure your lives, and the lives around you.

Take care guys, will update again..

TO BE CONTINUE..

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Food Festa!

woohoo.. it's late at night and i juz finished my food marathon today.. so full.. yup.. i am really contented today, finally i get to eat and drink so much.. haha:) let me brief you some of the highlights:P

1.30pm: Jalan Kayu "CXXXX restaurant" selling pata, well was travelling with jy and kp after swim, we took a LRT from Farmway to Thanggam it's juz a 2 stop ride, and a short walk and BOOm .. we reach the famous well known street... we ordered..
  • 3 plain Pata
  • 1 BIG BOOM (actually it's a sugar pata.. lol)
  • 3 TeH
total was $7.20, well the pata was 10 cents ex than usual but i should say the highlight is the Teh.. wow.. it's really amazing how strong the nice fragrance can it be.. it just makes you want to keep drinking keep drinking:)

3.30pm: this time i was at Starbucks with wanying doing DIY Easter Eggs Session.. we order the following..
  • 1 Type of Coffee which is foreign to me (i only drink Ya-Kun.. )
  • 2 plain Free Ice Water
  • 1 Oreo CheeseCake (a well collaboration of cheese and oreo.. my fav OREO:))
  • 1 Choco Cake (liquid choco running out of the cake that melts into your entire mouth..:P)
  • 1 Cheese Bagel (well toast with the melting butter, a bite that will kills you..)
the total was around well, after 30% staff discount from wy.. and my $10 Starbucks vochur (given as appreciation for my constant morning prayer week last year), not ex lah. i actually spend $2.80 on the cheese corrisant only..the remaining is sponser by my sister..:).. we spent around 3 hours wrapping, drawing the eggs, well it all pays off:) (i shall blog tml about the response when everyone saw the eggs..:)

7pm: wy and i was like wandering around for dinner, and we finally decided to eat at Hotpot Culture at Marina, well we only pay $10.40 (with GST) each for the following of my portion of what i ate..
  • Herbal soup based (refill once)
  • Pork Slices with some seafood platter
  • and lots of veges
  • 2 BIG bowl of rice..
well, it's all worth the eating.. so much food, we took 2 hours chatting and eating.. so nice eating steamboat in this cold and cosy weather, it really warms your stomach up.. yummy, yummy.. now i am really prepared for the buffet next time..:)

10pm: arrived at Kovan CC to meet my sister and sister in law, we called for some drinks and watch a live band performance put up by an neighbourhood unknown band.. here is what we called..
  • 1 glass of ice green tea
  • 1 glass of ice lemon tea
actually, i pay $3 for the drinks and watch the awesome performance put up by the band, i should say it's really worth it lah, with the nice comfortable weather with the cosy lighting, even though it's outdoor, the songs and lovely melody still melts my hearts with a mixture of English and Mardarin Pop hits..

(i am not done yet:)

11pm: last stop, my 3rd sister came by and drove the 3 of us from Kovan CC to this dim sum restaurant near little india there called the "X chun" there for supper, i so miss this dim sum, i tell you.. it has been so long since i have eaten this awesome dim sum... this some of the food we ordered..
  • 2 plates of chao siew buns
  • 2 plates of carrot cake
  • 2 plates of chao siew pastries
  • 1 plate of red bean pastry
  • 2 BIG bowls of century-egg porridge
  • 1 plate of prawn roll
  • 2 glass of HOT barley water
  • 1 kettle of china hot tea
i should say, with the delicious & marvelous foods for only $34 (with takeaway food).. it's really ALL WELL ENDS WELL, a good supper really ends everything off and right now i am feeling really contented, all my stress is gone, all my worries is gone, good and great food really marks my day right and will set these next days right too.. really Thank God for giving me this opportunity and this healthy body to try all of this great food with my cash available and well, this really proves that God is good all the time and all the time God is good. Amen?

:P:)

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Courage to admit and face the reality

well.. a very short one. as u noe that i am doing a Door to Door job on flyer distribution, today i did a strange thing with xy that is to deliver them into the mailbox.. end up the customers (provided the flyer) when checking and saw the mailbox with flyers..

i shld help xy sort neatly the flyers into the mailbox.. coz that's remaining of the flyers outside the mailbox,
well.. guess we really deserved it.. so many times we have tried to do it.. this time really get caught.. well.. we really deserved it..

punishment is only very simple: tml 12 blocks FREE flyer distribution only.. hope this can help cutting down on the loss and to improve on our boss de reputation bah..

one thing i learn to cope is mental stress.. just now during service really struggled for that.. can't really focus on singing.. i really keep crying.. keep thinking on how to solve.. how to help.. but i am really glad that i admit.. i admit all.. i didn't kept any secrets or lie.. i have been truthfully to myself.. to everyone.. it really needs to take a huge step of faith to step forward and admit the mistakes.. feared of the cons, been scolded.. but well.. i am in the house of God, and i am a Christian, and i dun want to keep dragging it le.. admitting it is the only way out.. no more lying is needed anymore..

also want to thank Darren's consulting.. it really helps.. that time i just feel like crying.. but i hold myself.. telling someone of my problems really helps to lighten my burden and my worries.. after hearing.. he really help me alot in advising on what to do, say that i did a great job in be honest, and this is part and partial of life.. this happens.. only that.. this is my first time that this happened to me..

9 more hours to my start of free labour.. i pray that everything will turn out fine.. will push myself to finish at least 15 blocks to cover as many blocks i can.. i noe that with God all things are possible.. i am doing all things to redeem myself.. i can do it. i admit on my mistake with bravery and move on. how about you?

Thursday, April 2, 2009

it's so FOOL!sh (part 1)

1st Fool by someone: Eugene
his sms: Maybe this will be the last time i use this number to sms you... recently there are too much thing s happen.. I have undergo alot of pressure, and now i have finally thought about ir. i'm going off and leave Singapore.. air tickets already been bought by the time you receive this msg,i already inside the plane.dun worry for me as i ill take care myself..i'm going to beijing. just now i still consider whether to call u anot, but things come too sudden, so never discuss with u.. dun angry with me as i have no choice, (Hu Jing Tao) Say he dun want to work liao, ask me go china take over him, next time miss me watch news lah. Advanced april fool day!:P

my reply: (my first few expression of the first few lines are SHOCKED, serious!, somemore it's before 12am of the eve of the 1st April) (that;'s my reply after reading the whole sms..) take care of yourself and let's keep in touch using Facebook. China got right? Btw happy april's fool in advance

1st Prank for someone: Mass Delivery (In sequential order)

to: William, You Hock, Michelle, Wan Ying, Jonathan, Si Jia, Si Yun, Yun Ting, Darren, Eugene, Kwee Peng, Jian Yong, Zeng An, Hariyani, Say Haow, Yan Hao (16 ppl)
my sms: yo you there..? Free to chat with me on sms.. I need someone to chat.. Can you be the one? Sorry to disturb you if I have.. I'm really lonely recently.. Hai..

their replies: (mostly --> of course can, What happened?, need my help? how can i help?, will be there for you..

i want to highlight and show my special appreciation to the following..

Ms SiJia and SiYun are both together, so well, they are the first to spot that. SiJia still call me and ask me loh.. i fake for like 3mins then shout "Happy April's Fool" then they both stunned.. haha.. but quite spoiler, thought can play both of them, esp. siyun... haha.. blur blur de..:P

Mr Darren: You can call me or date me out ya i'm free whole day bro =) (Super touched when seeing this)

(To ensure everyone dun get angry and i dun get overboard...)
My instant reply to their instant reply is.. "No la.. Just... Hai... Feel like telling you.. Happy April's Fool! :)"

2nd Fool by someone: You Hock
His shocking reply was "not funny at all! i thought something serious happened! THIS JOKE IS SERIOUSLY NOT FUNNY AT ALL!"

(i was like emo for 1/2 hour thinking is my sms abit too far-fetched, then i apologised to him saying)
"erm oh i will repent then.. :( sorry. Apologise once again.. Hai.. Shouldn't do so big :( "

then he replied , "it's okay.. becoz it's my turn!! Happy April Fool's Day! =P " (Stunned again.. speechless..)

the rest was like simply ignored me, some commented "lol.. thanks ah; very entertaining; etcs etcs"

after that, there's quite alot of pranks going on for me.. but i didn't fallen into.. simply.. the msgs are too april's fool..haha.. thanks kweepeng, jianyong and victoria for trying so hard on me.. appreciate that:P

i should say i really enjoy fooling others lah, but i got benchmark my limits lah.. instant 5mins fooling.. dragging will make things worse.. haha.. this is my first time trying out, so i should say it's quite successfully for a beginner?.. what do you think? :)

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

conflicts make both party stronger in their relationships..

can't take it anymore, feel like letting all out here.. was so disappointed.. with her.. no sorry, no console, nothing.. she give me nothing but sadness, disappointment, and the doubting on our friendship.. i squeeze myself to say bye to her to conduct at least an one line conversation and she.. nearly ignored me, dun think she is tired... :"(

the sadness thing is not about fries, is about our ways of handling things diffnly.. guess we got to learn from each other, since no one is perfect and everyone of us has different characters and personalities..

i really hope she can talk to me, after all is me who is in angry mood not her, ...

nevertheless, hope this matter will be resting soon.. i dunno what will happen if one of us didn't do anything..let's hope nothing will happen.. or else.. well.. friends isn't forever right?! hope it isn't true for us then...

suan le. i guess i blame myself of that, i shouldn't exert my anger, i should keep it.. but given the situations where everyone forced you to ask you what happened and u can't escape from it.. makes things worst.. i am like in very hot smoke and u add some fire and makes things even worse..

the cycle trip isn't that as fun as i thought, i was like chase the fronts and to slow down for the backs.. there was like simply more than 1/2 hour where i was been thrown alone in the dark/dim light..out of no where.. no ppl around.. that fear isn't what u can describe.. making you feel really really alone and scared..

again, i really want to stress on letting this matter down.. i dun want later in future someone asked..
"eh. how come she is not around"
then i will be forced to answer..
"oh. our friendship has distant because of Mac Fries"

that will be so ironic, crazy and mad.. i dun want later in future i need to eat in other eateries becoz the moment i step in Mac.. i will recall that incident..

really pray that everything can be under control.. it's like everything has turned out to be so unpredictable

driving test in the morning sucks.. i was like trying so many attempts to log in to that freaking system and to no valid.. i called the officer and he questioned me and later tries to login to the same password and username i have log in .. == turns out.. can't login too.. then he told me to go 3 levels down to the administrative section to check with the clerks.. i rushed down and checked but the clerk said it's alright.. perfectly fine.. later i go up again.. running up.. sweating.. the officer came to me and see.. the login can't worked..

thank God he provided his login for me to conduct the trials telling me not to waste any time, just do the first trial and tell him if i am done with the first. this wasted me like 30mins.. then i rushed my way through to complete the first 50qns..in the end gotten 84% passed which means 7 wrong.. that' really scared me.. the officer later told me i can check my answer by clicking on the link "incorrect" to see what when wrong..

then after that he helped me with the 2nd attempt login.. and i passed it with only 2 wrongs.. when i looked at the clock it's like 5mins to 2pm.. then i quickly rushed with wy they all to the actual BTT room.. with God's grace, i managed to pass that.. all thanks to my 3 days in advance reading and copying of notes, this time i really spent quite an effort to complete my revision.. so i guess i proved to be what i am to be..

after that i spent a couple of hours doing nothing but to shop in NTUC aimlessly and to eat my favourite waffles of peanut butter flavour.. playing my hp games untill my brain hurts.. then she came in a rush.. originally want to show my pissed off but realised after all costllan is the planner, i should also respect him.. so well.. i kept it..if i cancel it last minute also disrespect him.. both ways also make everyone unhappy.. so nvm lah.. everyone happy jiu hao..:)

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Post CNY 2009 pics

Post CNY 2009 pics
juz dig out some photos for you.. it's CNY at victoria's house 2 months ago.. haha..

we had fun playing poker cards but no gamble! and well the night ends quite well.. love it..

hopefully next yr can continue this house visits.. haha.. :)


house owner - vic (left), me and zhiyuan (farthest right)


group pic: farthest left been vic's sister, juliana,
left pic is the candid one while the right pic is normal one..


below pictures might be abit disguisting, viewers below 18 years old, please watch it at your own risk!!..
opps..

OH NO!

haha.. that is all act one lah.. i am straight.. straight!! .. i repeat straight!.. :) lol.. juz laugh and move on to the next blog bah.. lol..

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

recently

my ankles are almost way to recovery already. guess i can only deliver flyers like one week once liao. i really admit that i 'm very weak, yah. very weak in the terms of health too.. sian. was having flu n cough that's won't recover de.. dunno what happen to me. guess i slp too late? or didn't drink enuf water on those days itself bah

juz now was trying to play some games at addicting games .com , it's like electronic guitar buttons pressing game.. i really ONLY like that one song. it's SO nice..

link: http://www.newgrounds.com/audio/listen/27599 (hollywise)

this is my another fav too.. the most good thing is that. they can legal dl.. yup. all thanks to newgrounds.com
link: http://www.newgrounds.com/audio/listen/61476 (Sleepless in Seattle)

there's no vulgur no rude words. which i like apart from other punk rock band lah. as in the rest all use **c* de.. or similar terms. heard liao i also bu shuang. but no matter tonight i will have a good slp and tml i will listen them again.. in my desktop.. WOOHOO!!..

Saturday, March 14, 2009

New blogskin with new blog MV.. woohoo!

《 億萬克拉的幸福 》黃文星 - 億萬克拉的幸福

作詞:陳信延
作曲:紀佳松 Blue J

一千句的我愛你
能不能換一千顆鑽石
一萬句的我想你
烏耶 有沒有值一萬美金

你Bling Bling的眼睛
亮過天上的滿天星
貧窮也能過得甜蜜
可不可以親親你手心
謝謝你平凡的愛情
baby白麵包開水也溫馨

我的人生 一步一步
快變成地球首富
因為你的愛 是我暴增的收入
你的生命 一步一步
有用不完的財富
因為你有我億萬克拉的幸福

一千遍的I believe
能不能換一句我願意
億萬之一的幾率
烏耶 遇見你我十分幸運

你Bing Bing的眼睛
亮過天上的滿天星
貧窮也能過得甜蜜
可不可以親親你手心
謝謝你平凡的愛情
baby白麵包開水也溫馨

我的人生 一步一步
快變成地球首富
因為你的愛 是我暴增的收入
你的生命 一步一步
有用不完的財富
因為你有我億萬克拉的

我的人生 一步一步
快變成地球首富
因為你的愛 是我暴增的收入
你的生命 一步一步
有用不完的財富

因為你有我億萬克拉的
我的人生 一步一步
快變成地球首富
因為你的愛 是我暴增的收入
你的生命 一步一步
有用不完的財富
因為你有我億萬克拉的幸福


** Graphic will be slowly than sound. (You can load the MV first before watching it. Sure the graphic will tally with the sound..very handsome guy and dance very shuai... hopefully one day i will dance as great as him.. lol.. hope you all like it (press the HQ for clearer image and the black rectangle beside the HQ for full screen version:) ps: the orange border is i picked oh.. ORANGE!! :P

* will update the rest of the skin details tml.. :)

***Reason for the blogskin is my dream of learning dancing, inspire by a variety show. yup. hopefully in the future will pick up a dance like hip hop or be a B-boy.. breaking!!

Saturday, March 7, 2009

recently..

thought of having dinner now at 7pm.. but now.. all the sisters haven't come back..

i mean if it's a family dinner shouldn't we reach home earlier and eat together..

dunno lah. abit pissed off cause i can't attend today's service becoz of this.. then can't even have dinner on time.. ragh... nvm.. next week i will be later than everyone.. will reach home at 0800..:"(

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today juz cut my hair, seems alright, back to the same short hair liao. tried to keep the hair long and longer. but can't tolerate the hotness and long hair was so so SO difficult to manage..:"(.. short hair suits me betteR?! dunno leh. maybe i was simply plain lazy bah. though i like long fringe.. so now i am trying to keep that long.. hopefully next time u meet me, u will be able to see my long fringe then:)

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recently, can't get a vacation job.. was thinking of asking jon on the leaflet thingy.. yup i shld ask him on mon or sun night.. $20 for 1000 pieces.. per day.. quite nice lah. better than staying at home to waste electricity watch tv and playing com right?..lol.. okay lah. i go slack le.. :)

Thursday, March 5, 2009

it has been 1 week since my exams have over.. still rmb that time when i was writing the exam scripts.. i was like scribbled the answers non-stop.. i didn't have the time to stop.. it's like this force making u wanting u to complete the papers.. yup. honestly i have no regrets with the 2 papers.. 1 week in advance of revision. a few of late nights.. (i survived).. really thank God for that and my perseverance and determination.. wonder all i survived through.. lol..

currently, i am worried about my job.. and my building fund.. hai.. hope i will see some light.. this no-money-issue has been pestering me for the past few days.. i dun even dare to go out.. and contact my frens since go out need money.. and i dun have money left liao.. hai..

muz really plan what to do liao.. i am going to send my resumes out.. and hopefully there will be responses coming in.. who knows? few daes later i might be sharing with you my new job... catch up soon..:)

Monday, February 16, 2009

new blogskin with blogsong

finally finish editing everything.. the code is so weird.. but i still overcome it afterall.. this background music that u are hearing or have heard juz now is very hao ting and smoothing right?..

i have been listening to this song for the past near to 5 hours already. throughout the changing of blogskin process..i really cant placed this song at a distinct position that u can press pause or repeat.. so ..

if u want to pause the song.. u can only off ur speaker.. sry :(
if u want to repeat the song.. u can only click on my link again to refresh this page..sry :(
if u want to fast forward the song.. u can't since it is fixed into the skin itself.. i guess u can only be more patience and wait for the song to end? or for the part that u like comes onto your way liao bah..( i like the rap) :)

no matter what. let's really grow together and be the seed that is remain for this GREAT harvest.. jia you lah every1:)