Sunday, December 30, 2007

Sub Zone Thanksgiving and Appreciation chalet 2007 (Day 1)

wow.. this long name.. seems very serious right?.. no.. u are wrong.. haha.. 27/12/07 and 28.. i went to this chalet at aloha resort at changi.. let me briefly tell u the sequences of events...

27/12 (Day 1)
1300-1400 i went to NTUC and Shop'n'Save to check out the prices of milo, instant 3 in 1 milo, coffee, tea, sugar.. guess what?.. NTUC is 20 to 40 cents cheaper than Shop'n'Save.. wahaha..
then i discovered with evidence that normal milo plus sugar is cheaper than u make 3 in 1 milo.. obviously right?.. but i got calcuation evidence.. wahaha.. then i compare and bought NTUC products.. :)

1400-1450: meeting time.. but everyone was late.. erm.. e~sr~belle* was there already.. i was like.. how come this gal looks so familiar.. then.. i waved and say.. "sub-zone chalet.. right?".. we smiled and waited together.. then michelle came 2 mins after that.. then we wait wait.. untill
jerry came.. he didn't talked much.. shy i guess (at that point of time).. then euz called me to tell us to come to mac.. then i go with euz to NUTC to buy the biskuit tins..

1450-1530: we carried out stuffs back to mac.. then leave them for Leo and Yi Quan and the rest of the guys to load them into Desmond's van and go off from there.. then we took bus 29 to the destination.. bus stop after old changi hospital.. finally see that buidling with my own eyes.. abit eerie.. then i was like.. walking the last.. erm.. haha.. nothing happens.. dun worry.. haha..

1530-1615: reach the chalet..woohoo.. it's abit below my expectation of my DREAM chalet.. but all the factilities were there lah.. very well-equipped.. then for that 25mins of so.. i was doing nth.. staring in the blank and sitting in 1 corner.. coz i didn't noe much ppl.. then ppl i noe are all busy with PSP or some tasks lah.. yup.. then finally.. the briefing starts.. then we prayed for smooth sailing of this event.. then i back to bored again.. my cell grp mates all haven't come loh.. males i mean.. :"(

1615-1715: the icebreaking games started.. with BANANAS!!.. 1st game is.. the bananas pilling eating competition.. pair to pair.. brother to brother.. sister to sister.. their legs and hands are tight with strings.. so.. from starting pt to the table of bananas.. each pair need to walk or hop to there.. then without using anything.. except the mouth.. to pell off the banana skin anf eat the banana flesh.. then when the pair finishes.. they will hop or walk back.. then the next pair after them can start hop/walk.. this cycle repeated untill everyone has the chance of playing..

i paired up with yi quan lah.. then.. erm.. he used his mouth to hold the banana.. then i peeled off the skin real fast.. dunno y.. everyone was cheering.. then i ate the flesh 1/2... then bite bite.. swallow.. then eat again.. till as close as mouth.. i bite the last piece.. the rest that's inside the mouth.. aiya.. dun bother.. haha.. then we walk very fast back.. the fastest pair.. WOOHOO..!

then our team won of course.. next is the Sponge-ing game.. the strings are untied.. team members stands in row of 1.. then 1st player that's nearest to the pot of water and the sponge.. BITE the sponge with the water and pass it to the player behind her/him.. then pass pass till the last player.. last player run to the cups to squeeze the water dried.. and go back to 1st player there.. and stand infront of him/her.. dip the sponge with water and carry on with the passing.. this goes on and on.. untill the 2 cups is overflow.. guess who won?.. OF course is my team.. WOOHOO!

1715-1800: another period of loneliness.. yup.. i was sitting in the sofa.. seeing them playing PSP.. and a mind game called the __________ (forget liao) untill when we are all ready to go to Changi Village for dinner.. thanks to Desmond's van.. and Desmond of course.. we gotta to travel so fast..

1800-1900: i, alvin, jos, eileen, and joyce queue for the nasi lemak stall.. yup.. it's 2.50 lah.. cheap but nice.. although the rice is somehow okay only.. the chicken wings is really fantasticly yummy.. and crispy of course.. after that.. went shopping with the gals to minimart stores.. after comparing prices of each sweets in each shop with eileen.. we came out a conclusion there.. prices really varies and no matter what.. there will still be a shop selling a cheaper ones.. haha..

1900-1930: we travelled back by Desmond's van again.. then back there.. they started playing X-Box and continued with PSP.. then the rest of us.. played the mind game.. is abt.. placing shapes onto the board.. so that you can placed all your puzzle pieces into the board without getting blocked.. corner of edge to corner of edge.. no side to side.. the pieces came in all sizes.. some is 1 small sq.. some is L-shaped but with diffn no. of sq.. haha..

1930-2040: continuing playing.. some of them 1 to play PSP.. so end up the game stop.. later more players came in.. we start again.. then.. end up some of them lost interest.. yi quan end up playing himself.. one mind to 4 boxes of pieces.. haha.. i watched and help him along.. ha.. then we play 2 minds to 2 boxes.. a very tough fight.. i got fitted up my puzzle pieces by luck each time i dun have any moves.. but yi quan end up won me by 3 pieces.. but he commented that i picked up pretty fast.. then.. he need to go meeting.. so i kept the pieces.. and stone again.. then ____________ suggested to play UNO together.. ha.. so we started playing

2040-2105: i went to the gals changi bunglow (CB3).. coz there's boys one(CB1) and gals one.. hmm.. they started watching "back to the future part 1".. i came in for the climax part.. really amazing graphics..

2115-2200: after the show.. i went back to CB1 to wait for part 2.. they are still playing UNO.. i watched.. the XBOX ppl are still playing XBOX.. ha.. then i moved back to CB1 with jo to see whether they are ready for part2.. end up.. they haven't.. so i euz and jo end up seeing "Huang jing lu" together.. with the chips and sweets and drinks.. then.. getting more and more crowded..

2200-2230: we watched the ___(movie)______ together.. then i go off to CB1.. coz i watched before last yr.. they are still playing XBOX.. yup.. then i stoned awhile.. Jo msg me to go back CB3.. coz part 2 started liao

2230-0015: the credits juz rolled.. thanks to Joseph..!!.. woohoo.. then i watched the entire part2.. it's so amazing.. better than part 1.. is abt past, future and present.. alot of complicating ones.. but put together.. it seems really logical.. haha..

0015-0030: euz gathered us.. everyone.. then told us ..hewber and his frens have gone missing.. then split us into 3 grps to find them.. at first we were so shocked lah.. then.. slowly.. their acting really sucks lah.. can see the facial expressions of the leaders.. especially yi quan.. lolz.. then.. euz still ask us eat more chips.. i thought find ppl is more impt then eat chips.. then still dun need torch light.. erm.. somemore.. if really got lost.. shldn't they go find 1st.. and not wait for us to watch finished the movie.. then find de mah.. haha..

0030-0040: we reached our 1st destination.. it's an entrance to an dark route of a forest.. we pair up again.. i paired with a newcomer.. nicolas.. yup.. each pair need to go in to pick up clues under the flagpole.. the last pair grab everything.. pairs can light candles.. and pairs muz followed the green lightsticks on the ground.. the red lightsticks means danger.. so keep out..

i tell you here.. i was extremely afraid loh.. somemore my partner is a stranger.. aiyo.. worst.. i kept praying to God.."God gives me the courage..we will find the puzzles.. i will protect nicolas (he's younger than me.. alot.. sec1 this yr).. i pray i pray".. lots and lots of time.. since i noe i will be going in.. till before i go in.. then when we about to go in.. we started chatting lah..

my first sentence is.. i noe you are afraid.. i am afraid too.. but God will help and guide us.. then i asked nicolas abt how's CHC.. how long have he been.. then we walked till 2 red lightsticks.. dunno how.. so we called euz.. euz asked us to walk over.. so we walked.. to the green sticks.. and .. so scared of anything to happen.. i asked him will he mind if i grab his hand and run.. he say dun mind.. run up to the flagpole.. irritatingly.. u can heard the "fake- horror" music airplaying.. i grab the pieces with one hand

we run back to the starting point.. in the middle.. we stopped.. he said his pants is falling.. lolz.. so we walk back when we see the bright lights at the starting point.. Praise the Lord.. i have overcome the fear of darkness on that night :)

after 1 or 2 more findings.. we were been called back to the chalet.. it's abt 0140.. exactly 1 hr.. Yi quan was upset.. coz he is involved in the commttite of the event.. end up the game is called off.. he commented.. "told you all.. the game will end in 1 hr.. ".. deep down.. i guess he's unhappy bah.. u think ah.. if u plan so much.. but then everyone dun get to have fun playing that.. won't you feel disappointed and upset.. :"(

0145-0210: i continued sitting down.. dozzing off.. the guys called me and nicolas to go bath first.. coz got 2 showers units..

0210-0220: have my first day of shower.. the sprinkle ah.. abit not functioning properly.. i turn turn it to min.. it's still drippling water.. no choice.. i give up..hah.. but still manage to wash my whole body.. so shiok.. hot de leh..!!

0220-0235: settle my package of clothes.. then apply some cream of myself.. then got down to kitchen for a warm drink to eat my pills..

0235-0245: wait for Alvin to start our Quiet Time.. he is bathing..

0245-0335: Alvin introduces Quiet Time to me and Leo.. i am totally benefited by that.. so honoured and privileges to sleep with them on that night.. Alvin taught us the benefits and the way of going about of Quiet Time.. then we started praying..alone.. one to one to God.. then .. we started singing after Alvin.. the songs is nice.. even without the melody tone behind it.. we pray again.. then end it off.. i am so proud by Leo's courage to receive tongues on that night.. really.. i can vividly heard him speaking.. it's so amazed.. from dunno.. till abit noe.. really really.. !.. Praise the Lord.. after that.. we pray for a good night slp and a safe series of events happens tml..

0335-0855: i forced myself to sleep lah.. awake for 1mins.. then dozzed off again.. this happen for 3 times.. but still glad that i can sleep for this 5 hours or so.. :)


* names that i dunno have to spell
________ names that i forgotten.. i noe their faces..

x'mas week!

22/12/07 sat: wake up as early as 9am to have a hard time wrapping the gifts.. this time around.. i need to wrap 3 times.. faint..coz.. got 3 grps mah.. later tell you all why.. yup.. so after wrapping.. met vic to buy sengy present in cp.. was late.. end up.. she got starve to faint.. almost.. haha.. promise to give her a bowl of tang yuan.. she was so delighted to see that.. erm.. coz from the yr i was born till now.. i was eating tang yuan.. so i dun have any feelings for that liao..haha..

meet sengy and gang at 3pm for 1st x'mas service.. they were a bit late.. came before them.. was amazed at the crowd in the queue waiting..3pm.. abt 300 ppl queueing liao.. after they came.. we joined in the queue.. yup.. finally got in abt 4.. was exchanging gifts with wany.. then give gifts to them and yuanh.. yup.. then really have a good enjoyable moment..playing.. having lots of fun in service.. the drama skit was totally amazing.. got lots of laughing statements.. so funny.. then somemore.. we sit facing the most center of the stage only right behind behind only.. :)

after service.. went to changi village.. due to heavy rain (AGAIN!).. we end up there at 9.15pm.. (was transferring train to train.. train to bus..).. but that's is not a wasted trip.. the "chicken slices with hor fun".. so yummy.. or is it i am too hungry?.. haha.. dun care liao.. haha.. we have a great time eating and end up back home by 11.30pm.. bus 89 is really great.. travel so many places.. changi village-> pasir ris--> tampines--> sengkang--> hougang.. haha..

23/12/07 sun: brought alice, yaping, chin sheng to service today.. chin sheng got stomach ache.. alice overslept.. yup.. end up.. yaping is puntural.. ha.. so i was walking to and fore the place to fetch them.. then coz alice and cs late mah.. i dunno they are so late.. wait for 30mins impatiently.. but.. they still got to see the drama skit.. luckily for them.. :0..

after service.. we met jon and guoc at tarah merah mrt platform.. then we go down to plaza sing together.. was having a very enjoyable time chatting with jon.. (yup.. very random talking of the daily life.. but that's what i needed the most.. chatting.. laughing.. ).. we walk walk.. end up eating an expensive restaurant.. very fine dining de.. haha.. "Billy Bombers".. heard of this restaurant?.. yup.. it's at new cathay @ db.. ate a spring chicken.. 4 drumsticks only.. i thought is the whole chicken.. argh.. then exchange 1 stick to 1/2 fillet with jon.. hehez.. fish is okay lah.. but the sauce with the chicken is super great.. yum.. wish for more.. then.. the fries is big pieces of potatoes slices .. so healthy.. i can't take it.. haha.. but still manage to eat the potatoes of yaping's.. haha.. then the dessert ON THE HOUSE (coz it's joyce's birthday{22/12/07} ma.. sang a birthday song.. then got birthday present..).. "icecream on waffles with honey".. vaillia and choco.. i ate both.. vailla still nicer. wahaha.. the waffles is really great..

after paying the bill.. we go off individually.. i go off with jon.. we reach db mrt.. then in the train.. we dozzed off.. we wake up at his stop.. he asked me.. where are we.. i see the sign.. "hougang!".. the door was opened.. he quickly exit out.. luckily for him.. then i dozzed off again.. been wake up by a guy.. it's PUNGGOL mrt station.. oh NO.. i end up rushing to the opposite mrt train.. to get to sengkang.. wahaha.. so extreme.. i am really that tired on that day.. wahaha.. :)

24/12/07 mon: met sengy and vic to exchange x'mas present and for lunch.. went super budget to food court outside hougang mall.. then.. was super happy that finally someone did buy 1 hair wax for me liao (i am totally broke).. thanks sengy.. and thanks vic for your hardwork gift:)

evening.. met maoq.. going downtown east chalet bbq.. 2 of us were been invited to go lah.. so go food and fun.. who dun 1 to come.. haha.. yup.. have a great silly enjoyable funfilled 4 hours with them.. haha.. so long never chat with mao liao.. really miss him.. as a fren.. ha..

25/12/07 tue: today is my dad's lunar calender's birthday.. got alot of food.. coz it's a family gathering mah.. then.. eat alot... but afterall they were really worth eating:)

26/12/07 wed: helped out hari with sayh.. hari needs help mah.. then i and sayh.. been frens of her.. gotta help her.. that day event is held at the old parilament house.. now they called it "The Arts House".. very grand.. we were at the grand assembly there.. it's very shock too see that.. you were sitting in one of the seat of the members of parilament.. then was running all around to link up the wires.. (first time doing that..) then carry the props okay lah.. the performance is abt hand balls, then peranakan baba-noya choir with latios band as back up peformances.. quite impressive.. but really a sweet moment to see.. the 3 generation choir.. got kids, parents and grandparents.. singing..moreover i got a polo tee as a reward.. haha.. :)

busy busy busy week

18/12/07 tue: at home watching "zhong ji yi jia".. so funny.. the cast and storyline.. i was laughing non-stop.. wahaha.. :) really relax after seeing that.. :P

19/12/07 wed: start my PBL by having online meeting.. finally come out with the ideas and brainstorming.. yesh... yup.. hope we can do well!.. after that.. evening.. went movie sneak premire with weizhi and guocheng and weizhi's fren.. yup.. watched "national tresures2- the book of secrets".. yup.. so exciting and thrilling.. i was so amazed by the joining and connecting of the storyline and the plot to makes it so EVERLASTING CLIMAX.. one up after another.. super super.. 4/5 rating.. go watch... highly recommended!! :)

20/12/07 thu: finally rmb what i did on that day.. went to serve with yuanh at children church.. doing transportation.. rain again.. heavy rain somemore.. 1st time carried so big umbrella (those u see in outdoor mac.. that big umbrella) and run all over to fetch the kids to the shelter and back to the bus.. alot of kids.. it's tiring.. but it's worth it.. kids easier to get sick.. so.. must protect them.. really..!.. and also.. have a very great time to spend with yuanh alone privately.. haha.. very long time dun have that feeling.. that feeling of a great bondage of friendship.. he still offered me to take taxi with him.. then for me to dun pay any $.. he is always that generous..(taxi trips with him for more than 5 times.. everytime.. he's the one who pay more..:)).. this time.. i can't help it.. i insisted of paying starting-up fare.. even how shortage of money i have.. haha..

21/12/07 fri: have lunch with sengy, jiany and kweep at kovan hawker centre.. the ice kacang is only $1 loh.. so cheap.. but the taste is so so.. (still rmb tanjong pagar hawker centre's ice kacang.. so shiok!!).. then i bought my gift wrappers and firesticks for later usages.. after that.. i forced myself to do some h/w till midnight.. then in between.. have some fun with the tang yuan making.. :)

20 km of cycling

17/12/07 mon: went to east coast park with sengy, weih, weij, jiany, zhaox, eric and kweep.. i meet sengy and weih and travelled down together by bus 55.. but end up walk the WHOLE wrong way after alighting our stop.. ARGH.. so irritating.. walk to the end pt and back the starting pt to meet the rest.. i was so upset by them.. why dun we meet in the middle X --- X --- X .. we were all the way to left.. they were to the furthest right.. why can't meet in the middle.. argh.. FAINTS!

after that.. we finally met them.. that was 2 hrs after we have alighted the bus stop.. i was so pissed off.. argh.. then the worst thing is.. we rent the bikes then.. CYCLE TO THE CENTRE.. (X).. i was boiling hot.. argh.. then when we settle down for lunch at the hawker centre.. it rains.. and rains EVEN bigger.. end up we got to shift our bikes.. end up .. i and eric push the bike only.. they were there laughing and joking.. :"( i instructed them to do wat and wat.. but.. hai.. dun say liao..

then after lunch.. we waited for the downpour to end.. end up playing CHEAT and UNO.. haha..i was one of the winners for both.. woohoo..! then after that.. we decided to go cycle no matter how big the rain is.. coz.. we paid $10 each to cycle till 8pm only.. and we left with abt 5 hours only.. we commented.. if there's heavy rain.. we go shelter at the pit stop/s loh..

the rain stop.. drizzle.. downpour.. heavy downpour.. stop.. this cycle repeated on and on.. we cycle on and on too.. from east coast park to changi beach.. thru east coast- changi park connector.. to and for.. when we abt to reach changi.. suddenly.. it rains extremely heavy.. my vision is totally blocked.. but we still reach the end of the connector.. :)..

7900 * 2 = 15800 <-- i still rmb this figure.. this is the distance of the connector thru and fore..

plus.. the distance of east coast park from the starting point to the end of east coast.. WOW.. it's more than 20 km in the rain.. continueous.. faints.. yup... we did it in 4 hours.. oh my!!.. i and sengy both commented.. "TODAY IS REALLY OUR DAY OF BREAKTHOUGH!"..

after that.. we have dinner at burgur king.. so shiok.. i have a super lovely hot milo.. with my burgur and yummy fries.. i really deserved it!.. woohoo!..

ps: kp said that that day is his best day of his life.. we shall see.. wahaha..

Friday, December 21, 2007

wilber pan autograph session

2/12 dec went to wilber pan autograph session.. finally got the pics upload.. coutesy by cheryl (after my frequent asking.. ).. the session is in IMM garden plaza nice nice.. then it's evening.. so after that not so hot.. very cooling.. we were the last few persons to sign the albums.. coz we go by strategy.. that is to letting everyone sign 1st.. we go sit and wait.. under the ventilate machines.. in the end..we queue for 5 mins.. and sign in for 5mins.. in 10mins.. i get his signature.. HIS album is really NICE.. love love.. most of the songs i like it very much.. not much rapping.. then smoothing songs.. love love.. haha.. every week i will listen more than 3 times.. haha..
let me upload the lovely pics now..haha.. shoot most by me.. haha..


this is the most clear one.. i am so impressed that i am able to shot this pics in the mist of al the crowd.. so clear.. wahaha..to me his live performance i totally ignore.. i just focused on this.. and whoosh!.. got this.. !!.. HOORAY!

blurrish right..but this is consider good liao..no hands blocked too


blurrish too?.. 10pics cheryl sent me.. only 3 can..

Conclusion: i ranked the top pic as the top..2nd as 2nd.. 3rd as 3rd.. haha.. really muz buy one digital camera next yr to train train.. wahaha.. but overall i did really enjoy that day.. so relax.. and no stress at all.. was chatting and mocking cheryl.. wahaha.. :)

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

张峰奇-天使呵护的角落 歌词

张峰奇-天使呵护的角落 歌词 (now playing..-->)



天使的脸孔 找不到美丽的笑容

天真无邪奢求 註定要落空

黑夜不低头 无声的我默默承受

摆脱纠缠枷锁 更精采的活



还记得小时候 外婆说过有一个传说

只要我勇敢的冲 幸福天使会降落

雨过天晴的彩虹 却看不到任何的尽头

但是我努力的冲 天使呵护着我



我不懂这个世界 为何在此刻会遗弃我

我不想再问原由 就当一切都只是藉口

我不懂该用什么 来形容我泪水的寂寞

我只想找到传说 一份天使呵护的角落



(Repeat Verse and chrous x1)



有点疲惫 我看不到终点

有点感觉 却静静地坐在角落边

有点疲惫 我看不到明天

有点感觉 梦想会实现



When i listen to this song for the first time, the starting melody strikes me. but after listening to umpteen times, and just now i have searched on the lyrics, it TOTALLY reflected on the situations i am facing in. let me tell you why...

Saturday, December 15, 2007

claudia bd

Glisten inc. present to you!... (drum rolls).. XIAO MEI claud's 1* Birthday celebration.. woohoo.. 8 dec 2007 is really unpleasant one.. let me tell you all why.. haha..


1st evidence: birthday gal with a soft toy duck-ling(darling).. ms ah bee.. and a right hand stretch out to help her hold an art piece for her?.. birthday gal= the biggest?


Shuai ge in the house?.. opps.. i shouldn't say that.. or else everyone will throw rotten eggs at me.. but i thought eggs increase price liao.. so better not throw rotten eggs.. expensive sia..


lovely photos by lovely sisters of mine.. woohoo.. birthday gal(2nd evidence: photo of ur right).. not concentrate on singing oh.. caught red handed..but the problem is my hand is not red.. hers aren't too..:P


on the way home.. sitting in cosy comfortable car of princess birthday gal.. this pic just nice right?.. i capture this shot de loh.. praise my LONG hand.. and non-shaky movements.. wahaha.. :).. the guy behind me is handsome guy of princess.. i named him Prince Klement bah.. hehez.. nice guy though noe him for less than 1 hr.. he help me alot with the seat belt.. hehez..:)

so basically here are our itinery:
12-1.20pm: i meet jeanne at takashimaya to purchase cake and present.. but can't find a rightful present.. (both of us were late.. originally meet 11.30.. haha).. somemore we walk the wrong way to cineleisure.. totally wrong.. we walked 3 bus stops back.. FAINTs.. lucikly dunno why.. our bus brought us back to the bus stop that is nearest to cine.. woohoo!

1.20-2pm: subway makan lunch.. yummy.. it's cheap.. big.. and nice.. waiting and aiming for the next subway offers liao:).. then i rush to Expo for bb studies and pre-service.. and service..

7.30pm-8.10: rush out of expo.. travel to orchard to pick up the cake that we order this afternoon..

8.10-8.40: waiting unpatiently for them to settle off a restaurant.. and to buy the present with jeanne.. that's the most exciting part.. can't let claudia spot dao.. then we run like mad dogs.. haha..

8.40-8.50: paying the gift.. wrapping.. rush out of the department store.. 1m away from delifrance.. light up candle.. (i brought from home).. then we go in.. sing birthday song.. everyone was looking at us.. claud was so shocked.. "da jie, ni bu shi shuo ni bu ke yi lai de meh?".. i told her i afternn not free.. doesn't mean i whole day till night not free ah.. she laughed like dunno what.. one of the waiteress very funny.. attract attention.. haha.. but good service by her.. then after that we shot photos.. give her our presents.. she is very happy.. :)

9.30-10: dinner time.. or is it supper.. super extremely annoyed by the waiter service.. it's like.. he slumped the dish on the table loh.. create a very LOUD bang sound.. complain here!.. dun go TAKASHIMAYA DELIFRANCE ANYMORE!!.. argh..

10-10.20: rush and wait for claud's dad car.. have fun watching mobile tv.. hehez..

10.50: back home:)

this week.. stress and tedious

7 dec fri: that evening.. went to swim.. originally is excited cause sengy and kweep joining me.. but after changing and chatting with my ex-swimming coach for abt less than 10 mins and waited for 15mins after the meeting time.. i called and discover it's some communication breakdown again.. but sengy came after that.. yup.. the 1hr of swimming alone did help me to calm my mind.. be more focus.. to destress on my studies.. i swim 5 laps.. (through and fore starting pt= 1 lap).. really lose out the stamina.. must really maintain.. haha.. the water is cold but relaxing.. although after that i got chill abit.. haha.. ah-chew..~.~

term test week:
10 dec mon: Object Oriented Programming.. a well balanced subject.. did my best afterall.. should have a B.. but aiming for a A

11 dec tue: CORE business finance.. SUPER extreme Difficult.. my whole course ppl were swearing and saying vulgur.. my row of ppl was shaking our heads.. i am praying non stop for the past 30mins.. then i just throw everything i noe inside.. hope i will pass.. i summoned my holy spirit to guide me in everything he noe too.. guess it will/might help abit.. yup.. i will PASS de.. dunno y.. everyone is saying they will fail.. but when i come out.. the first thing i thought is .. i will pass.. :)

12 dec wed: QUANtitatives analysis.. a piece of cake?.. easy easy easy.. A for me.. ha.. no la.. a bit careless.. that's why might not get A.. we shall see..

14 dec fri: Database management information system.. easy as ABC?.. ha.. even easier than QUAN.. strange.. but definitly a A..

thank Lord for the unexpected of the expected.. and the expected of the unexpected.. :)

really thank God for the strength.. slp for 5 hours wake up for test.. nap for 2 hours.. wake up study again.. this routine has been going on.. and on.. really so tired mentally and physically..

YESH! it's OVER! woohoo!

Friday, December 14, 2007

A day that is NOT for me!

Last wed 12/12/07: went to jurong swimming complex with jiany, sengy, kweep, zhaox, and weih. Let me tell you why.. below are part of my journal that i wrote during the waiting time.. because due to some communciation, i meet at a different place with them. therefore, i decide to travel another direction but still reach the same destination, simply because, two of starting points are really too FAR.. can't meet except final destination. so therefore, i started my 2 hours of travelling.. Alone.. :"(


"Today is my first time sitting so long in a mrt platform. Seeing trains moving through and Fore. It's was hard to imagine, what will our lives be, if there's no MRT train services. Will S'pore ever be so self-centered - will everyone takes MRT for granted that, to them, MRT is just a tool to travel to reach their destination?



I am now at the platform of Jurong East MRT interchange, lots of crowd moving to and fore, different types of trains, some are brand new bought, some are those who accompany us for a very long time since we were young. But, all of them serve the same purpose of transport crowds and crowds from one single location to another.



Cosy breeze blow across my feet, today I did probably the most foolish thing in my 17 going 18 life. That's to walk from the end of platform A to the beginning of platform A and goes down the estalator and climb up another estalator. I did this also to platform B, walk from the end to the beginning thn goes down and goes up. Originally, i wanted to walk again, but i wonder about the surviences camera right on top of me. won't they will be wondering how come an orange shirt teen keep wandering around the platforms.. aren't he suppose to leave.. or is he committing suicide here.. :X



Actually, life is just like MRT train, so fast, yet so convient that you might not even take notice of it. Here comes my Train, lots of ppl move in, lots of ppl move out. Just like life, lots of ppl move out from your world, lots of ppl come into your world. I have alighted Chinese Garden Station. My train moves away from me like a zooming speed. Suddenly, i got this wierd-odd feeling that it's just like frens who move in and out from your world.



You won't know when, where, how, who he or she will be. Behind me from my right is a couple. Quite lovely, guess they are going Vivocity, overheard their conversation, not in purpose, just too bored. Behind me from my left is a pair of mother and son, few minutes later, they are gone too.. up in the train.



Now I am sitting alone, waiting for them to come. Alone or With God?, I choose to be with God. Birds chirping, car moving, Chinese Garden MRT platform, a very unpleasant place where both nature and urban concidence together.

From Yio Chu Kang MRT station till Chinese Garden Station, it has really been a long while since I am travelling the Red--> Green line. Somemore Alone. NO NO, alone but with God. Really Regret not bring my sis's MP3 player along, but still good lah. At least i still feel a peace in my heart. it has really been awhile since my heart.. has.. just.. settled down.

Here are their train. Bless me once again as you have blessed me. Ahem! "

Thursday, December 6, 2007

peace in my heart

1/12 sat: wonderful service.. was reflecting alot about myself.. what really do i need.. why am i still stuck in the domain of emotional frequent breakdown.. all those reach out to the lost.. really.. does it matter anymore?.. if i can't even reach into my heart?..

bb studies before that.. KINDLY concidencely.. link with the topic of "Faithfulness" and "i can do ALL things thru God who strengthen me".. really.. benefits not interms of understanding.. but also to reflecting.. deeply.. to what i really need to improve on..

2/12 sun: strengthen my mindset from ytd.. really have a nice sermon by andy.. 1st time preaching loh.. .. really really great.. andy is just like my elder brother.. i seen him as my elder brother.. i will also set him as my target of achievement..
- to enter to University.. SMU
- to be active in CHC
- to be a great motivator
- to be a great atmosphere builder
- to master the learning of guitar and to Praise the Lord with lovely melody.. that i have got touched with..
- to be ACE in my studies
- last but the most impt.. TO BE A MAN OF WORDS

that's all.. more to come.. haha..

3/12 mon: QUAN lab was so intensive for me.. i really need to settle my stress down.. it's like i am rushing and become so panic myself.. that's really no good.. end up been the last one to hand up.. but i really did my best.. :)

4/12 tue: CMSK3 citation test is fun lah.. i and jon were like shooting costl.. fun.. but i noe my limits.. so i will turn abit.. and also help jon to turn abit.. he is very straightforward.. so muz help him to settle.. haha.. then we did the test slow and steady.. end up late for that 1.00pm submission.. thanks to weizhi asking mrs ramens something.. then we can extend and rush our final 3 sentences.. 2 marks more.. :).. thanks thanks..

5/12 wed: just got my PBL topic for the month.. money laudering.. end up been with the same topic with wanying they all again.. but nevermind.. i got over it liao.. no more sadness.. i been placed in this grp for the reason of leading costl and kaiz to move on.. in their 3 years of Tp.. so that they will not be so afraid of presenting.. and also.. i have move on to another level of not been so tense for presentation.. :)

and.. hear about news that my course is organised a study trip to London/Paris.. woohoo..!!.. $3000 for the air ticks and stuffs.. expenses excludes.. really 1 to go.. hehez.. tackle my mum these few daes.. and i'll see what i can do about it.. :)

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

complicated! feelings for that week

24 nov sat: today stay home.. finally can fork out sometime to spend with my family.. unfortunately my parents went to temple for some festivals praying.. :(..nvm.. i still enjoy great food that night.. aunt bought 4 packets of noodles/ rices.. yummy.. i eat untill so full.. really thank God for the meal.. and the allowance of time for me to spend time with my beloved gran

25 nov sun: that day went for morning sun service.. for the first 1/2 hr service i was rocking.. immunes in the music.. really like music.. really.. i wanted to go for music industry.. haha.. maybe can join the choir ministry.. that will be next year lah.. :).. haha..

26 nov mon: receive my QUAN quiz. didn't get what i aims to be.. but still manage to pass.. 14/20..

27 nov tue: today is the most emo day in this year.. keep weeping in the bus.. and at the busstops.. can't even control my anger.. i dunno what happen to me on that day.. i just seems "possessed".. it's like my 2nd personality.. i really dunno why.. i have been angered by provoke.. usually, i juz treat it as nth.. but on that day.. i react at a very odd and wierd way.. really can't understand myself sometimes..

29 nov thu: really happy to se juliana and her frens.. really a fun and hectic morning.. with all the happenings.. glad that i am in FBI.. really.. to help out.. and to .. really i appreciate my lecturers and seniors efforts.. :).. that morning really have fun with derrick.. haha.. so funny.. ever so happy go lucky.. it's like.. 2 years back.. i am still like that.. now.. i dunno.. he is really like my target to aim to be.. a successful presenter with a cheerful open heart.. i will make it:)

30 nov fri: go run with sengy, jiany, kweep.. so long never run.. 2 months like that.. i was like so bad at running.. i run for 1km.. jiu cannot make it liao.. keep having deep breathing.. but i manage to complete 2km of slow jog.. was lagging behind alot.. but still make it..

the feeling of succeed is really great.. then after the jog.. we did some aerobic exe.. then we still walk on pebbles barefooted.. foot reflectory area.. wah.. it's soSOSO.. painful!! .. after that.. we go makan rojak.. (wait for 20 mins).. yummy.. it's so worth it for the waiting.. :)

Sunday, November 25, 2007

angry

argh.. really getting pissed off by one of my coursemate.. explain untill i going to give up liao.. she still dunno what i am trying to say.. argh.. i use my mouth to speak easier loh.. ask me msn explain.. i feel like dying.. it's like.. totally can't.. words can have alot of meaning.. then everytime she will get things wrong..

argh.. i shall calm myself and explain untill she figured it out this qn.. before i go bathe, go dinner, go read newspaper.. i spent the past 1 n 1/2 with this.. argh..

reach out to the lost.. solve their needs.. :"(

nth much to say week

17/11 sat: today.. pastor paint.. yup.. he paint and preach at the same time.. i was like.. wow.. all the 12 disciple.. then he used alot of paint.. yup.. but nvm.. nice painting of course.. i seems to visualise 3-4 faces.. hehez.. yup

18/11 sun: today i have a very serious cg meeting.. details can ask me privately.. :)

22/11 thu: watch "mr bean's holiday" dvd movie with sengy.. the movie was so incredibly funny and really catch alot of laughter.. it's really very stupid.. but mr bean is really a comedic lah.. yup.. it's becoz of this show.. i am able to have enough energy to complete my BFA quiz revision later after that.. hehex..

23/11 fri: BFA quiz is okay lah.. i guess i will pass.. wrote alot of craps.. ppl wrote agree.. i wrote disagree.. surely got mark down by tutor de.. :"(.. after that go swim with the gang.. plus zhaox.. yup.. played heart attack in the pool.. so funny..afterall.. everyone got beaten by the slap except me.. i didn't got beaten.. heng ah.. :P..

25/11 sun: today i have a wonderful service lah.. was singing and screaming like a rock concert.. simply becoz guest singer was amazingly great.. love the ambience and the happening.. :)

Sunday, November 18, 2007

happening week

sun 11/11: watching "the night of museum" at andy's house.. wah.. the movie ends up to be very nice.. didn't waste money after all.. then eat alot of chips that day.. wahaha.. enjoy myself greatly.. with the golf game..i did 4 times the actions wrong.. broke the whole entire record.. shldn't laugh at others.. end up need to do fault-feet.. <-- wrong spelling..wahaha.. then it's abt drinking a mouthful of water.. without gobble.. means that the water will be in the mouth.. then with caution.. the person need to sing "twinkle twinkle little stars"... argh.. tell u.. i so freak out by what i did.. i try to sing.. but end up.. the water in my mouth "SPITTED" OUT LIKE WATER FOUNDAIN.. i was so embarassed.. everyone is laughing.. haha.. :)

mon 12/11: receive vict's mei news of getting 3 more ppl to join her.. i was so surprise and shocked loh.. even though i have report to rush.. i chat with her and her fren abt my course till abt nearly 12.. before i go to finish up my report.. ya loh.. but really happy that day..

thu 15/11: CORE presentation was freaking stressful.. since the day before .. i have been very nervous.. i keep telling myself.. "it will be okay.. it will be okay".. yup.. end up.. hmm.. i rehearsal my own.. manage to memorise it at home.. but sadly.. i forgot everything when i was presenting.. the audience was small.. less than 10 ppl.. haha.. but good also.. not so stress.. yup.. i have evaluate and reflect on myself.. really need to buck up.. so by faith.. i will do it.. :)

fri 16/11: brought sengy to TP to see my study environment..haha.. coz it's CCN day and TPRAWKS mah.. then got alot of ppl.. haha.. very happening.. yup.. but too crowded.. i hate over crowded.. haha.. yup.. but still enjoy.. coz TP very long dun have this mood liao..
evening go swim.. the weather was terrible black and bad.. luckily it didn't rain.. :)
one week didn't blog liao.. today got "scolded" by best fren.. he reprimand me for been to immature for relationship wise.. which.. in fact.. i noe in my heart it's the truth.. he's words makes my inner thoughts dug out again from my "Database" system.. yup.. lolz

really.. 3 years.. sec3, 4 and poly yr1.. 2 steads.. puppy love?.. crushes?.. uncountable crushes?!.. i can't names here.. your all shld noe some..

i need to make things clear here that i am too immature for relationship.. me.. being an emotional creature.. mood swings everytime.. i guess my galfren will have a very difficult time adapting to me.. yup.. so spiritually and mentally i still need to grow.. physically mah.. grow a few more centimetres will be just great.. best is 183cm.. :).. hehez..

so.. those who 1to date me out.. fat chance.. haha.. i will go.. but not hard feelings.. :P

Saturday, November 10, 2007

梁静茹 崇拜 lyrics

hiya.. got a great song lyrics to show u guys.. it's traditional chinese version with hanyu pinyin and English translations.. that's the only lyrics version i can find.. if u 1 this song.. add me on msn and get from me bah.. :)..

this song presents my feelings and my thoughts.. let go.. yup.. i will let go... :)

Lyricist:陳沒
作曲/Composer:彭學斌

# 你的姿態 你的青睞 我存在在你的存在
ni de zi tai ni de qing lai wo cun zai ni de cun zai
Your attitude, your good graces, I existed in your being

你以為愛 就是被愛 你揮霍了我的崇拜 #
ni yi wei ai jiu shi bei ai ni hui huo le wo de chong bai
You thought love meant being loved, you squandered away my adoration for you

我活了 我愛了 我都不管了
wo huo le wo ai le wo dou bu guan le
I've lived, I've loved, but now I don't care

心愛到瘋了 恨到酸了就好了
xin ai dao feng le hen dao suan le jiu hao le
Loving til your heart's gone crazy and hating til your heart's gone sour, that's enough

可能的 可以的 真的可惜了
ke neng de ke yi de zhen de ke xi le
Possibilities, opportunities - It's sad they no longer exist

幸福好不容易 怎麼你卻不敢了呢?
xing fu hao bu rong yi zen me ni que bu gan le ne
It's really not easy to attain happiness, but still, why don't you have the courage to try?

我還以為我們能 不同於別人
wo hai yi wei wo men neng bu tong yu bie ren
I even thought that we could be different from other people

我還以為不可能的 不會不可能
wo hai yi wei bu ke neng de bu hui bu ke neng
I even thought the impossible could not be impossible (i.e. that the impossible was possible)

REPEAT ALL OF ABOVE AND #

風箏有風 海豚有海
feng zheng you geng hai dun you hai
Kites have the wind, dolphins have the sea

我存在在我的存在
wo cun zai zai wo de cun zai
I exist for myself

所以明白 所以離開
suo yi ming bai suo yi li kai
so I can understand, so I can leave (you)

所以不再為愛而愛
Suo yi bu zai wei ai er ai
so I no longer love because of love

自己存在 在你之外
Zi ji cun zai zai ni zi wai
I'll live alone, apart from you
:)

URL: http://chinesemusicblog.com/forum/viewtopic.php?id=3877
thanks for lovely lyrics translation.. :)

Wednesday, November 7, 2007

promise

seems to forgot what i did last week liao.. hmm.. let me see.. got what .. oh....
last mon 29/10 i sicked... wah.. high fever till 37.9 degrees.. then eat le med.. fever gone down.. but still got sore throat.. :"(.. ur all.. must really take care of yourself oh.. seeing each and every of fren falling sick after me.. :(

then.. still got what.. i forgot liao leh.. haha.. sat 3/11.. went out to eastpt with vic and sengy.. ha.. eat long john.. the chicken grilled is salty.. but okay lah.. i can accept.. haha.. then walked the deserted big mall.. very very nth much to shop.. then vic go off.. left me and sengy.. haha.. but nvm lah.. this week she joining us again.. hope this sat will be a fun one.. :)

sun cell is fun.. too much to contained in myself.. breakdown after that.. then from that moment on.. i promise i will make myself happy again.. to shine to others.. like i last time used to be..
that happy-go-lucky guy.. that always smiles and no worries guy that i used to be..

Saturday, November 3, 2007

mel blog

HEY!!!!.... TO ALL GLISTEN INC. FAMILY MEMBERS... ms mel got blog leh.. do you all noe?... i dunno leh.. i dun rmb she got said before...!! >.<... nvm...
this is her photo blog.. wah..very amazed... i repeat.. our sister!!... mel... got blog liao...

jeanne.. claudia.. yunting.. look here!!!.. haha.. her link.. haha.. so amazed!!! nice shoots.. haah..!! :)

http://www.outdoorsyme.blogspot.com/ <-- go see.. :P

Saturday, October 27, 2007

plans

20/10 sat: that day i have a wonderful breakfast with aunty mary and aunty cindy.. haha.. local breakfast.. then i and my aunt mary go plaza sing de carrefour shopping.. brought alot of HER fruits.. haha.. yup.. then carry back to my hse.. haha.. to visit my grandma.. yup.. then i have a wonderful touching inspired service that evening.. yup.. :)

22/10 mon: hmm.. went to celebrate alice's birthday at ajisan.. yummy.. i ordered the correct food.. ramen.. soup de.. haha.. love it.. yummy yummy.. i finish the whole bowl of noodles with the soup all gone.. haha.. then we cut the chocolate cake.. it's should be a 1/2 kg cake.. shared by 6 of us.. haha.. i eat a smaller portion.. coz i successfully snatched the smaller one.. wahaha.. :)

23/10 tue: yup.. fasted for 12 hours.. but it's worth it.. haha.. watched alot of videos coz sch ends early.. then met dao claudia.. haha.. she noticed me.. then called me when i was waiting for bus.. haha..

24/10 wed: today is ost-guin family 100 posts annivesary.. 4 of us went to parkway to have a wonderful lunch.. let me tell u what i eat.. laksa --> xian cao --> ice cream --> yakult --> rabbit sweets :) i eat these within 2 hours.. :P

Monday, October 22, 2007

promotion

hey guys.. my fren ailing (irene) is opening a booth.. haha.. feel free to go there.. if u are free.. hehez.. her blog is under my friendlist.. haha. go take a look.. peep peep..haha.. yup.. here are some info.. :)

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Saturday, October 20, 2007

the rest

woohoo.. basically i am here to announce that.. 2 more daes i will be in sch liao.. finally FINALLY.. last thu i went for course briefing.. i erally miss my classmates loh.. we were very crazy on that day too.. haha.. love the time i was with them..haha.. so i am very very excited to be back in sch again.. yup

zhiyuan lent me his "lee hom" world tour dvd on that day too.. i was so amazed that wang li hong.. lee hom.. noe so much performing arts.. so talented.. and yet.. every part he always can perform so well.. :).. two thumbs up.. haha.. then during emo sad songs.. i really can't help myself.. i was abt to teared loh.. haha.. but really.. i did cried abit lah.. shhh.. haha.. i mon need to return back to him liao.. so i need to watch it again..haha.. :).. that's all.. my break is over.. i need to buck up liao.. haha

Friday, October 19, 2007

()

12/10 fri i meet in the afternoon with jianyong, kweepeng and zhaoxiang at hougang mall.. then we travelled down to jurong east swimming complex to swim.. haha.. there got alot of facilities.. like jacuzzi.. wave pool.. lazy pool.. and the 3 big twisters..haha.. but the twisters were under renovate.. left the wave and the lazy pool..haha.. but i truthly enjoyed myself.. as in.. for 2 months.. i haven't never truly enjoyed myself.. physically.. and emotionally too.. wahaha.. physically i really got to rest in the lazy pool.. and i really have in the wave pool.. coz it's like normal swimming pool with the machinery set up waves..haha.. u can really feel that.. u are in the sea.. wahaha.. that was my first time.. woohoo.. really shiok.. we already set to go there next month.. hehez.. really look forward to it.. :)

after that i quickly rushed to my cg member eileen de musical skit performance.. was late coz i didn't plan my time well.. promise i won't de late liao.. :(.. hmm.. then.. we need to take taxi.. becoz of me been late.. but that time.. i really really RUN very fast.. haha.. really really.. that performance is abt a warrior pursuiting his ambition.. but end up finding himself stucked in the unexpected situation.. there's a lot of shocking twist.. and.. the skit is really worth the price.. it's so full of laughter and emotional skit.. really thank eileen for inviting me.. :)


13/10 sat.. after a very late slp.. coz i came home at 12.. then eat my supper ytd.. so need to slp late.. haha.. i meet early in the morning with vic and sengy.. then we travel down to vivo by bus 80.. long journey.. but quicker than expected.. but rain too.. hmm.. then we watched resident evil.. :).. a very GREAT movie.. very computer graphic.. and very twisted of events.. u also dunno what will happened in the end.. it's unpredictable.. so i highly recommend everyone to watch!.. after that i bring sengy and vic to church.. they were very amazed at almost everything.. really thank God i did really bring them to church.. haha.. :)..

16/10 tue: that day i went jap lunch buffet at marina sq with yanhao.. shiliang and weihong.. it's like a steamboat bbq style lah.. it's really more cosy and comfortable than marina bay.. hhaha.. i didn't believe i eat alot ALOT of meats leh.. and drink plenty much of soup.. coz my stomach not good.. i didn't drink soft drinks at that point of time..haha.. but overall.. i am satisfied at the ambience lah.. and it has really been awhile seen i talked with them liao.. then we go funan for a walk.. it really bring back a lot alot of "painful memories"

19/10 fri: that day is really a fun laughing day lah.. we meet at rivervale mall.. that day was showering veryvery big.. but i still manage to reach there.. haha.. then mao can't make it on time.. coz that's a makeup preparation of his compeition.. so we end up eat on our own.. they eat their lunches.. while i eat my guo tie.. then we go to void deck.. liang played hong's PS3.. while i play chinese chess with yan.. yup.. in the end.. i was been SCOLDED for playing too slow.. guess i am not a chess person..haha.. we then meet mao at sengkang cc.. then we started playing badminton..haha.. that's my 1st time playing.. yup.. it's indoor.. and yup.. i perspire alot.. haha... thanks tot all the running.. haha.. yup i run to fetch the cork.. opps.. shuttlecork i mean..haha.. :).. then we were laughing like crazy lah.. alot of on-going events.. haha.. like the cork shot at someone shoulder.. or wat lah.. i truly enjoyed it.. haha.. :)

Friday, October 12, 2007

plans

juz a short one before i leave.. yup.. thanks for claudia and hock de comment.. i will jia you de.. and hock praised me that i have mature liao.. yup.. thanks for that.. i will move on.. and strive harder to be a GOOD influencer and a GOOD motivator :)

follow up activities
12/10 fri :
1) swimming at jurong east complex in the afternoon with jianyong, kweepeng and zhaoxiang
2) night drama skit by eileen, my cg fren, as main actress.. watching with church frens

13/10 sat:
1) meet early in the morning with victoria and sengyap.. travel down to vivo..for movie + lunch
2) service.. woohoo.. bring vict and sy along.. woohoo!!

14/10 sun: cg meeting in the afternoon
15/10 mon: celebrate surprise birthday party with zhiyuan or
16/10 tue: jap lunch buffet at marina with yanhao.. shiliang and weihong.. :)

17/10 wed: unplanned

18/10 thu:
1) go back to sch for course briefing in the afternoon


19/10 fri:
badminton and eat guo tie with mao.. yanhao and weihong... celeb mao birthday

20/10 sat:
1) morning breakfast at amoy street hawker centre with aunty cindy and mary.. my treat:)
2) service

21/10 sun:
1) cg meeting
2) celebrate alice bd.. dinner/lunch.. undecided.. :)

woohoo.. 10 more days.. chiong ah.. live every day of my life to the fullest.. FULLEST..!!

Thursday, October 11, 2007

Book Review "I believe you"

WAH.. thanks to yunting.. i very so fed up with the no ending online novel.. coz it's an online store book preview.. the last 3 chpts need to be purchase (u need to buy that book to noe the ending).. so.. i end up reading Chpt 1- 17.. in 2 hrs.. non--stop..
this is the site.. highly recommended to those who 1 to spend their time off.. and read this enchanted chain love sad story.. but ps no ending.. the ending is subject to ur imagination.. but definitly i will rush to 1 of the book store tml to see is that really available..then i will quickly and quietly flipped to the last few chpts.. wahaha.. :)

http://www.goodybooks.com/ibelieveyou.htm

Small intro
Joanna Fung is the envy of many girls: She studies at a top Junior College, has a girl-next-door look and has good results. However, deep on her heart, she holds a secret: She believes that she has a curse. She believes that every bad thing she said will come true.

Jacky Wu is an ideal price charming: He is good in his studies and has girls waiting to hold his hand. He smiles every few minutes and often cracks jokes. However, he, too, holds a deep secret.
When their paths crossed, an unexpected romantic love story takes place...

(End of small intro)

the last few parts are very unexpected lah.. and really can't believe.. that author really have the ability to twist all those events.. hmm.. yup.. but i am also abit smart enuf to predict some events.. but it really very down to earth and it's like those events that are happened around u.. those unfortunate ones..

it really makes me think that.. quote one phrase of my favourite from that text..

" Only you… yourself can help yourself… Understanding yourself is most important…"
"I want to do something meaningful while I can.”

again. thank yunting for sending this link to me.. muz ask her whether she has that book or not.. haha.. and.. thank God i dare to click that link and view this great love story.. actually.. juz i really very undecidable to click or juz to put that aside.. but... i still click that link.. so i strongly encourage every1 who read this post to click on the link above.. and maybe using this time of less than 2hrs..u will understand life from a different perspective like i do ?

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

k-ing

hiya.. is me again.. no me still got who leh?.. haha.. i am the author leh..haha.. :).. last mon 8/10/07 mon: i urgently been called up by qingx to go ktv at hougang plaza.. meet at 2pm.. then i was late.. so late then tell me.. she called me at 11.55am loh.. i am packing the whole 2 cupboard and 3 carte of papers and notes loh.. my parents' bed is filled fully with all those stuffs loh.. but i manage to pack all into diffn categories and throw those unwanted ones before 2pm.. then hor.. reach hougang plaza by that time loh.. hock can't join me, qx, and joseph.. coz he dated another grp liao.. i noe he very craving for k de.. sad.. nvm.. i sing on his behalf too.. haha..

okay let me briefly brieft u the package.. haha.. our package is (pax = person)
2 pax for 3 hrs, 3pax for 4 hrs, 4 pax for 5 hrs (4 pax divide into 2 rooms)
1 bowl of watermelon slices (not sweet, but can speed up disgest :))
1 bowl of mixed nuts (re-fillable for once)
2 drinks per pax
total we each paid == $11.30 +-

note: ppl living in hougang considered member.. no need membership.. they can enjoy discounts and some privileges.. the total cost if 1 of the customer is living in hougang is 2-3 dollars cheaper than those who not.. strange right..?

yup.. so we sing for 3 hrs originally thinking is 2-5pm package.. somemore the ppl there very good.. let qx and jo in and sing 1st.. then i later take bus reach there 5min passed 2pm.. the cushion is high lah.. i bum maybe too big.. so didn't enjoy much.. haha.. but the songs there.. quite new leh.. compared to kbox still got a big gap lah.. but if u juz coming to sing and enjoy.. hougang green ktv is a nice one lah.. although the sound penerates very loud in and outside the room lah.. so outside can hear inside if inside really sing very loudly..haha..

hmm.. then we abit shua ku leh.. dunno anything.. then we were so AMAZED by the change key system.. then keep pressing on that.. then the music keep changing.. then 3 of us left untill siao.. then laugh and sing along with that off-key pitch.. man man de.. or acute de.. :))

then we noe that we can sing till abt 6.150pm.. i picked some more.. then both of them picked somemore too.. yup.. seeing them singing couple songs make me akward lah.. sian.. but nvm.. i see the mv loh.. 6-7 songs they sing.. hai.. nvm.. haha.. but i also got a few of solos songs.. haha.. MY SINGING IMPROVED LE..!! .. i sing unbelieving great.. i love my voice.. dotz.. haha.. so zhi lian... :P

Sunday, October 7, 2007

1800 and XX secs

that time is 1800 and XX secs.. i am at the bus stop waiting for my bus home today.. suddenly some thoughts stuck me.. and since i got a pen and some papers.. i wrote that down..

Qn: Have you wonder what's the burden and consequences of relationship?
Ans:
1) Costly price to be made
For those who are gentleman-like (me), won't the guys treats his girlfren, buy things for her, pay all the things for her, volunteer to show his "wealthy-ness" to her. my buddy and my Godbro's cases make me wonder.. am i REALLY ready to have a relationship and to spend all my Bank savings and use my ATM card for the FIRST time.. and sequencely use it all untill there are not much inside to buy all those branded stuffs and goods or cute soft toys for her..!

How can I afford to spend all my savings for university (u might be thinking.. i can work part time job during off sch hrs.. or during vacation.. but won't working affects my studies..given that i am so poor in managing time!) and give everything to her, but not aware that she will NOT have an everlasting relationship with me?..

2) Patience
Will i be patient enough to wait for my girlfren when she's 1hr.. 2hr.. or even she slp or even forget that we didn't arrange for a date?.. Will i be angered?.. Since i really really dun like ppl to be VERY late for so long.. and to be honest, sorry to say that but it's true, Gals like to spend their own sweet time dolling themselves.. No offences!

Will i also be willing to spend/waste time on watching them dress up.. testing blouses/shirts/shoes.. going long hours shopping with them?.. Will i be prepared to waste all my precious time?

3) Will I be.. Will I be so BIG heart enough to tolerant and accept and forget all their bad habits and poor practise of my galfren?

*4) Most imptly, Will I be able to balance and manage the time well between HER, my church frens, my close frens? and to study and work hard at the same time on my GPA?

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actually to be truthful, i juz 1 a galfren simply becoz my close ones around me have... but seeing one of my frens facing relationship.. another is getting better and trying to manage.. another going well.. which i am most willing to congrats them if they really get married..

there will be everlasting love.. but for my case.. i dun think it's so soon now.. after so many fail attempts.. and problems encountered.. i really sort of see thru the reality world.. others have boyfren- galfren.. doesn't mean i can have one too.. i can have 1.. but will it lasts long?.. will i.. will i.. that's too much sparkles of problems around.. and truthfully.. i am not prepared for a relationship.. financial wise i am not.. mentally i am not.. physically.. i can't depart well enuf with my galfren and family and frens.. i treat my frens very imptly.. and i put my family as one of the top priority..

after this reflection, i will buck up now.. and strive hard for my studies.. and to enter the Uni.. and earn a good stable job.. by then i can start looking for one... one that will last long.. yup.. :)

Saturday, October 6, 2007

JJ concert 2006 pics

vict finally found dao JJ concert 2006 de pics liao.. woohoo.. here you go..

JJ: where is my hand?



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Lovely yellow piano.. nono.. the piano is white.. juz the light is yellow :))

-------------------------JJ, the middleman?!--------------------------

haha.. that's all..the rest.. pics not so nice.. so i didn't upload.. and also vic give me the top quality ones.. haha.. :)

Wednesday, October 3, 2007

sat 29/9

29/9 sat.. i meet vic at abt 1pm.. both of us were late.. she rush back home to take her cd(my copy) of JJ and give it to me.. thanks thanks... haha.. yup.. then we travel down to marina sq to have mac lunch.. end up quite full.. then after that we walk ALL THE WAY to suntec the another end.. to queue 15mins for the so called "famous" donut.. end up.. "quite nice don"..hahaa. lolz.. we ate in front of the fountain of wealth.. then go down to the "wishing pot?".. something like that lah.. haha.. then we walked 3 rounds and make a wish.. i wish for.. dun tell u.. bu neng shuo de mi mi.. lolz.. :)

after that.. vic need to go to view hse.. so i got pang seh.. but okay lah.. i go esplande.. to watch children performance.. ?.. as in.. when i reach.. there's a storytelling session for the children.. so i end up laying beside the pillar to watch the whole 20mins performance.. haha.. then i go tour around the whole esplande.. those can have free admission.. the library is a great place for a rare collection of music, video, arts.. all those.. i highly recommend jeanne to go there ..if she need to do research.. heard it?.. haha.. yup..

then i go to the rooftop.. i have a great bird eye view of the whole town area.. suddenly i get so emotional.. but didn't cry lah.. i not that cry baby de.. haha. .then see dao every1 is like couple-ing.. then i quickly go down to the bay there .. to jump?... puke.. no lah.. to walk by the bay.. and that day.. i then noe that.. the floating stage is juz beside esplande.. haha.. but .. see the bird eye view from the top.. although it's hot.. but i really enjoy it.. enjoy and it really relax me.. and give me the motivation to move on.. yup.. :)

after my free time to 5+.. i went to meet my aunt and her fren aunt cindy.. coz that nite dinner is to celebrate aunt bd.. yup.. then seeing me so "obdient".. i also get to eat loh.. we makan $75++ de international buffet.. wah.. "rit how-turn".. i also dunno how to spell..lolz.. but the pronounciation is correct.. is a 7 * hotel juz beside marine sq.. yup.. if have chance... i bring your all there .. that will be 7 years down de road.. when i have a stable salary..haha.. :)

we eat alot.. from raw oyster.. to "fake yu chi.. --> crab meat soup"..haha.. then we have some fresh bread.. cut yourself.. then still got whole cheese bar to let u cut your self.. then .. the appettitizer is really amazing.. juz now say oyster hor.. still got raw sashmi.. all kinds.. then.. sushi.. which surprisingly is great.. then.. there is this fried crayfish that i love love the most.. haha.. alot alot lah.. the main dishes are appealing but not yummy.. haha.. look nice but not nice in the stomach..haha.. got alot of variety from duck to indian cuisine to salmon fresh fish..:)

dessert is a whole series of chocolates.. yummy.. cheryl will love this.. alot alot leh.. but somehow all is sweet one.. there is 1 mint one and 1 dark choco hazenut 1.. wah.. that's my favourite..haha.. then there's alot of cakes.. yum.. then there's fresh fruits.. i counted.. at least 10 variety.. from.. guava.. apple.. yellow and red watermelon.. till whole pear orange.. wah.. then we ordered some coffee and ceromiao tea to wash the food down.. and to chit chat till 11+...haha.. then we took a taxi home. .since it's abit late loh.. :)

Sunday, September 30, 2007

Pics for Chinese Garden

Hi every1.. it's 2.16 midnight..and i am still uploading photos.. faint.. juz now happened to visit jeanne's blog.. then rmb she said she is uploading these photos.. so i choose some.. some of them is my individual pics.. then the rest.. too much.. all at her blog.. haha.. so plz see see look look.. haha.. enjoy!



Proudly present!! Mr/Ms Ah-Bee.. shld be a Guy.. Owner: Claudia



Me and Jeanne promoting "peace" Make a Wish :P



Glisten inc without Mel..sad:"( Who is that "idoitic hand? spolit the pic.. :P definitly nt mine:)




Me and orange octopus (left).. hehez.. cute little ah-bee talking to me.. i listen very carefully :)




Ah-bee with two "evil" gals.. "molesting" ah-bee :P 2x 2 = i lost count.. :P




Typical Singaporeans? ...





Tour guide for the nite?.. strangely.. this photo shot finished..1 second later the light of the panel switched off.. maybe it's fated that jeanne was been able to shoot with this panel with light on bah.. :)


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Heart to Heart VS Shoes to shoes ?

Ha.. that's all.. 2:33 midnight liao.. i better slp.. tml still got service.. need to wake up at 8am.. ciao every1.. take care :)

pics for JJ party 2

hey.. here are the rest of the pics of JJ party2 .. thanks vic for making them into a cd and send me.. thanks.. haha.. promise you all i will upload on oct.. and today.. is... 30 sept.. haha.. so happi.. got my some photos.. shot by me.. and vic too.. here are some nice 1..

This is the stage.. nice and cool right?..haha.. :)


JJ in the mist of throwing posters..




dId you see two mics.. camera effect..lolz




HI-FIVE TO JJ!!




JJ in the mist of singing!


Poster as a method for waving? lolz


Sir Stamford Raffles.. nono..Sir JJ lin.. and two bodyguards.. lolz

Smilez.. :)
Ha... really thanks vic for that.. yup.. some blur blur pics above are taken by me too.. haha.. we inchange the camera to capture shot mah.. haha.. :).. the next autograph session i am going is wilber pan wei bo de.. haha.. woohoo.. :)

Friday, September 28, 2007

scheldue

sun 23/9: is really a fun day for me.. went for church sub zone gathering.. play some really fun and siao games but really tired after that.. i really stoned out when the competition ends.. my grp got 2nd.. haha.. shared $40 Swensen vochur. .and my leader is volunteering $50 each for each of us.. faint.. alot leh.. but he navy de mah..can afford de lah.. :P.. haha.. wow.. $55 swensen meal.. yummy.. waiting for more details.. haha.. then can chiong to swensen and eat eat EAT.. wah..!!

basically the game is like 5 grps competing and play the roll dice walk how many steps game.. the theme is "yue zhong yue yuan" is like "keep walking..".. haha.. bad translation..haha.. then the details i lazy to type lah.. it's some how like falicator and the participants game like that loh.. very very similar to my IT sch svanger hunt.. haha..

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tue 25/9: mid autumn festival.. i go for an afternn hot run with si si.. wah.. tell u.. i run 500m i almost fainted liao.. so weak.. long long time never run le mah.. weak weak.. that day special.. i didn't eat any mooncakes.. but after that day.. i eat alot..haha..

thu 26/9: i make a promise?.. haha.. to meet zhi yuan for swimming.. yup.. go to his grandma condo's there swim.. enjoy de jar-ku-ji.. haha.. something like that lah.. i dunno how to spell.. :P.. then going abt to reach home.. jiu rain.. then i chiong in my block.. PHEW... rain EXTREME heavily after that.. heng ah.. :).. anyway to zy : "your suaning did make me emo on that day journey home"

fri 27/9: HAHA.. iwent to help for children's day.. lazy to write liao.. but it's really really veryvery GREAT to see all those.. innocent kids (age 2-6).. so young.. so immature.. yet so .. wonderful.. :P.. haha.. okay..

Monday, September 24, 2007

busy busy

sat 22/9: i went to changi airport to say farewell to my elder sis after service.. later then i rush to take mrt.. it's everything is a rush becoz of my elder sis abit emotional breakdown.. i rush to the train station after a 2mins quick pee then find a good seat to sit then change to tanah merah.. thank God.. it's 2mins to go..:)

yup.. so i waited in the train after that impatiently.. unable to slp.. very crowded.. luckily i was sitted down.. yup.. waiting 1 station over another.. and as time pass by.. i get more and more tense.. luckily i didn't late as late as i think..haha.. then at 9.35pm i am at chinese garden mrt station.. hehez.. i run all the way fro mthe station to entrance.. and here they are.. claud and jeanne.. they managed to see that extra tick..

haha.. yup.. so we went in with the crowd.. and capture alot of nice cute pics.. i will upload some once i get it from jeanne yup.. so we walk walk.. the climax is the firework.. juz nice.. we run to the spot that is the closest to the firework.. the firework is on top of us.. WAHAHA.. so u can see firework RIGHT ON TOP OF YOUR HEAD.. we are so so EXCITED AND JOYFUL abt that... SCREAM and WAH like dunno wat.. haha.. then after that we go for a drink at outram park and go home liao.. i gentlemanly send mei home.. haha.. luckily got last bus.. or else i am taking taxi loh.. haha.. :)

Meng @ lesson 5

from today onwards.. meng @ lessons will move to www.mystories-godwill.blogspot.com .. hehez.. see ya there.. and feel free to surf and click on there..

weekly activities

sept 17/9 mon: wah.. that day i almost going to fall sick.. but thanks to wany taught me to cover the blanket whole nite slp then let all sweat come out.. and i that nite is a obdient boy.. i slp the earliest as i could 11pm.. lolz.. but wake up really really energticly..haha..

18/9 tue: that day i yuanh wany costllan joyce guocheng have a wonderful time at seoul garden eating for how long.. THREE AND HALF HOURS.. i can't believe it..haha.. eat so much.. later we still go IKEA TAMPINES to play.. YUP.. play.. we sit on all the beds.. and touch everything we seen.. wahaha.. so playful.. yup.. i enjoy very much that day.. it really de-stress me.. :)

19/9 wed: 11am i meet joseph and qingx for badminton..we played untill 1pm..then go hougang mall for cafe cartal lunch.. haha.. i order set lunch.. as usual.. we mugged all the bread.. we mugged out 4 baskets that are full of breads..haha.. the lunch was very enriching.. pehraps is i exercise already.. i tend to eat alot too.. wahaha.. yup.. later we go for pool at kovan.. mr spencer ng opened de.. haha.. juz 1 mth ago.. looks bright and new to me.. youhock came as we invited him.. haha.. then we started to play 3pm.. untill 6pm.. wah.. 3 hrs for only average out.. each play $7.. cheap right?

we play winner stay.. loser out one.. haha.. then i that day then noe i use wrong hand.. coz i am
left handed.. i shld put my right hand as the lever then left hand as the shooter.. haha.. but really i enjoy playing pool.. haha.. i won 3 matches with 3 different player.. haha.. becoz of the black ball..haha.. they shot in the black ball by mistake.. some is black ball then the white also go in.. erm.. everytime is last min.. i won.. i am so shock loh.. haha.. :)

20/9 thu: shopping with zhiyuan
yup.. today shop with zhiyuan to VIVOCITY .. ya.. vivo again.. sad.. but it's true.. but this time i explore more shops liao..haha.. a diffn part of VIVO.. but.. all clothes are unaffordable for me.. sad.. when i am working.. i sure buy some of those.. i promise..!!

21/9 fri: class ccommitte meeting abt class gathering in TP with meiwei jon and lucky.. we have a 1hr discussion abt whether a chalet or bbq only.. yup.. out turns out to be bbq.. haha.. and farewell dinner at home.. yup.. my supper-dinner is 10pm.. yup..10pm.. i almost fainted.. even i dun stuff some bread or something.. i will be dead.. but after those great food and 4 glasses of jap plum wine.. live is really great.. i can't even take somemore red wine.. haha.. :)

Sunday, September 16, 2007

plans

3rd week of sept
17/9 mon: at home pack stuff
18/9 tue: still planning.. haha. .hang out with ost-guin family and joyce guocheng costllan
19/9 wed: badminton with qingx and joseph
20/9 thu: shopping with zhiyuan
21/9 fri: class ccommitte meeting abt class gathering and farewell dinner at home
22/9 sat: service and chinese garden mid-autumn gathering with glisten inc.
23/9 sun: cell grp combine gathering for mid-autumn plus magic trick by yuan hong.. woohoo!

Meng @ lesson 4

Meng @ lesson 4
ytd.. has a GREAT service maybe i am stil new.. so didn't noe much of it.. yup.. here it goes..
next sat "meng @ lesson" will be amandon coz kana forced by family to stay at home for farewell dinner of elder sis.. she leaving that nite.. so eat.. aiyo.. sad.. nvm..

1) To much has given, much has required.

2) Purpose of having memorial stones
- Act as a reminder of their own personal experiences
- Let their future generation know about God existences and believe Him

3) Memory
- through photos to bring back memories of friendship and relationship
- sometimes most of us juz dun take or have the time to reminise the memorise we have

4) Influence
- influence is the aim of God
- influence must be built upon, through faithfulness
- influence can be lost through unfaithfulness
- influence comes through great commitment

5) With great responsiblility, comes great effort

6) Salt and sand
- salt will eventually turn bland
- salt and sand although they look the same.. salt is a substance that has flavour
- sand is juz nth juz sand.. and it remains there all the way.. haha..

7) Christian are...
- branches of Christ
- to be epistles of our life
- ambassadors or presentor of Jesus Christ
- ministering as good stewards, where we will have good attitude and the willingness to be ready for any actions that is called upon Jesus.. :)



thu and fri

thu 13/9: hmm.. today i am been incited to zhiyuan's ah ma condo de swimming pool for a swim..haha.. take bus 109.. jiu reach le.. so fast.. without half an hour.. and i am infront of zhiyuan loh..lol.. the FUNNIEST thing is that.. i going to miss that stop.. then zhiyuan come.. then i quick press that bell.. then that driver let me off.. FAINT.. lolz.. ha.. luckily he come out from the pool juz in time to fetch me..lol.. since zhiyuan 1 it to be black font.. i suit him..this post will be black..haha..:)

fri 14/9: ha.. thu nite juz got msg by my ex-best fren Nick asking me today 1 go out or not.. ha.. since i before 3 got nth on.. then also long time no see liao.. so i agreed to meet loh..haha.. we walked the whole VIVOCITY.. finally i get to walk that inner deep part of level 2..haha.. then still walk to harbourfront centre then walk walk.. end up back to VIVOCITY by mistake.. lol.. but this walking only 1hr.. ha.. we walk very fast.. then i was like.. can't we walk slower..haha.. then we slow down.. we both say.. "AH.. SO RELAX NOW.."..lolz.. ha.. then we take bus 80 from harbourfront to hougang for KFC lunch.. so far loh.. 1 n 1/2 hr.. i am so hungry that i ate his half eaten apple pie.. .. .. /\./\.. yup.. he keep telling me.. "my bag got apple pie oh.. apple pie.."... haha.. yup.. if no his apple pie.. i guess i will be fainting in the bus bah..haha..

but we really have a great fun in the bus lah..haha.. i really miss the time when i was in sec3.. i DIDN'T REGRET to make as my best fren that time.. lol.. ha.. ha..okay.. tml (mon) is his birthday liao..haha.. owe him $7.50 for his shoes.. that is $150..haha.. coz he said half price he will buy.. haha.. so i sponser 10% of it loh..lolz.. :)

Saturday, September 15, 2007

Wedding

Wahaha.. 12th Sept is really a very impt day for my family.. relatives and frens of my elder sister and my brother-in-law..Spen.. haha.. yup let me briefly tell u some of the details..

morning: i wake up by my elder sis at 8.55am.. got brush up..then breakfast.. then start capture shoots for her.. her make up artist came late.. then aunties all come to my hse to help in the cooking.. then i go down at 10.45am to open the car for my brother-in-law.. ha..got AN ANGBAO.. becoz of that.. tradition mah..wahaha.. then he and the best man (his elder bro).. went up with me back home..haha..then after some waiting for the make up to be done for my elder sis.. that western game playing start.. ha.. that groom answer some tricky qns from the frens of the bride side.. ha.. then finally he can enter her room..WOOHOO..haha..

then they go down for 1 ride(chinese custom).. and back home for lunch.. ha.. my family and relatives wait for elder sis' frens to eat finish.. then we eat.. haha.. YUMMY food.. or is it becoz i am too TOO hungry.. yup.. so busy that morning.. serving foods and drinking.. then that night before slp too late.. :(

afternoon: i ironed pants at 3.45pm after bath.. then wear my ironed new shirt and pants.. wah.. shuai sia..haha.. ok.. CHEEMENG STOPPED BEING SO ZHI LIAN.. (love urself)>.<..ha..then go off to Gallery Hotel by my 3rd sis as driver with my 2nd sis.. and me.. ha.. then we go that diner place to familiarise with the location.. then start with our reception thingy..

night: then ppl come.. the recepitionist do their job and i usher the direction of seating lah.. yup.. then after all those trouble and stress.. IT'S EATING time...wahaha.. yup.. yummy food i can say.. haha.. when east meet west== great food..wahaha.. got spaghetti.. vege mushroom.. chicken.. honey roast meat.. etcs etcs .. dessert is .. yummy cheese choco cake and tiramisu... wah..LOVE IT..!! :)

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

no.100 posts

wahaha... finally.. i squeeze till 100 posts le.. wahaha.. to celebrate my 100 posts ... i kindly arrange some "sunshine songs" for u guys.. i spent almost 2 hrs picking songs and arrange that playlist.. so.. ENJOY.. haha... then now i going to find 1 new blogskin.. ha.. i have some choices liao.. i got record some down weeks before today...haha.. enjoy my new blogskin (give me another 1 hr).. and the lovely songs i have put up.. wahaha.. 7 songs for 7 daes.. :)..

ps: tml is my elder sis wedding le.. super excited and looking forward for that.. wahaha..
SIS YAO XIN FU OH.. !! (muz be fortunate..) opps.. i direct translate it..:)