Thursday, April 29, 2010

struggles to pull and maintain his friendship with his poly friends..

TIMES UP! well.. this is difficult.. with so many things on hand..

i still haven't start my NS training...

i still need to think how come my so-called all the close frens.. how come suddenly.. we all didn't talk much.. now.. hariyani, xiuying...

maybe, things just change. like feelings towards each other.. friendship gotto ends.. i guess.. maybe it's true that friends are not meant to be forever bah..

sometimes i just dun understand.. maybe i am overly sensitive..sian..

troubled myself with this kind of simple things.. i feel that i am so dumb now..

watever.. i am not going to care any longer when i go NS in 3 months time.. things come and things goes.. i am prepared.. it's a 2-way traffic. so well, friends, if you want to maintain contact with me.. just got to bear with me ye.. like i say before.. i can just disappear out of no where. i lock myself out from others... BEWARE..and be cautious.. with your actions to me.. i am not that easy been push around.. or at least.. i think i am not..

maybe i have changed... who knows..

Thursday, April 22, 2010

My personality report (From JobsCentral)

HOW TRUE CAN IT BE? i can dare to say, it's 95% true.. both +ve and -ve de...:)


Results for Law Chee Meng
At a Glance

• Does not like too many work demands, prefers to work at own pace.

• Punctual, completes work on time.

• Focused on tasks, persists until job is done.

• Empathetic, understanding, helpful and supportive.

• Faithful, trustworthy and devoted in long-term relationships.

• Does not seek positions of power or authority.

• Sees people as nice and friendly, not comfortable to wheel and deal.

• A good supporter of others.

• Practical, prefers to build on ideas rather than generate them.

• Orderly, methodical and systematic, takes care to plan in detail.

• Easy-going, adaptable to changing and fluid environment.


While at Work

Putting in a lot of effort to meet the demands of work is not Mr Law's preference. He does not like to rush around doing things and may feel demotivated if work constantly encroaches on his personal life. Although he does not like excessive work demands, Mr Law may still be prepared to put in extra effort if it is on a short term basis.

Time is a major concern for Mr Law. He is frequently punctual and even early for appointments. When time is critical, he moves quickly and acts promptly. Having a sense of urgency means that Mr Law pushes to get things done when there is a deadline and allocates time properly when planning or organising activities. He can be depended upon to get work done on schedule.

Mr Law persists with a task until it is completed. Determination, commitment and perseverance are his strength; hence he can be depended upon to meet work obligations. Mr Law is suitable for long-term projects because he is sufficiently focused to see them through completion.

Mr Law is able to produce work that is moderately high in quality but he may at times be careless.

Mr Law is generally objective but may at times be emotional.

Mr Law is sympathetic and considerate towards others. He is also likely to be tolerant, understanding and forgiving. Mr Law lends support and offers help readily. He often lends a listening ear to others and is concerned about their welfare. He is also charitable.

Mr Law is friendly and outgoing when he is with friends although he may at times prefer to be quiet.

Mr Law is the sort of person who forms long term bonds and attachments. He is faithful, trustworthy, and devoted in such relationships. He tends to be trusting, dedicated and protective towards those he loves. Patriotism and sense of duty is a significant aspect of his character.

Positions of power, influence and authority are not Mr Law's concern. He does not mind letting others assert authority over him. He is accommodating, laid back and easy-going.

Mr Law is moderately concerned with prestige, rank and reputation.

Mr Law sees people as friendly, reliable and honest. He is trusting and believes what people say. He tends to be unsuspecting of people.s behaviour and motives. He is uncomfortable when he has to wheel and deal.

A good supporter to the people around him, Mr Law does not desire to lead or influence people. He is uncomfortable taking charge and does not feel the thrill of challenge in leading others. He prefers to responds rather than initiate. He looks to others to provide direction and does not naturally want to persuade or motivate others to take a certain course of action.

Intellectual matters do not interest Mr Law. He is more concerned with practical issues than abstract theories. Mr Law prefers to talk about useful and workable solutions than discuss hypotheses and concepts. He is more likely to build on ideas rather than generate them.

Being orderly, methodical and systematic, Mr Law spends considerable time planning ahead and organizing activities. He ensures that programmes are scheduled properly and takes care to plan in detail. Formulating procedures and policies is his forte.

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

魔幻力量 (Magic Power) 我是誰我是誰我是誰 MV

魔幻力量 (Magic Power) 我是誰我是誰我是誰

作詞:廷廷 (Magic Power)
作曲:廷廷 (Magic Power)
編曲:Jae Chong

我是谁 你是否常常这样问自己

我是谁 总是活在别人的期望里

我是谁 是谁又擅自帮你定义了

你是谁 只有不是自己才安全


为什么 你以为这个世界很美丽

为什么 你爱这个世界胜过爱自己

为什么 这个世界不给你平等待遇

为什么 到底做错了什么


朋 友都说你太 太 太奇怪

在背后把你当成笑 笑 笑话看

每一个动作都被瞎猜

他们 说你是个不能容忍的存在


你想要的很 很 很简单

不过就是最普通的 的 的平凡

诚实做自己有时候很难

但是请你勇敢的试一次看看


**无论他们又说什么 闲言闲语无法伤害我

世界上只有一个我 没人能代替的我

无论他们又做什么 小动作无法 打败我

我知道自己是最美丽的

The most beautiful


会不会 上帝把你的灵魂放错了身体

会不会 是故意整你不是不小心

会不会 你常常都觉得力不从心

会不会 坚持要做自己太危险


凭什么 难道比较特别就是不对

凭什么 先下了注解在认识之前

凭什么 只不过想认真的活一遍

凭什么 随便就把人定罪


朋友都说你太 太 太奇怪

在背后把你当成笑 笑 笑话看

每一个动作都被瞎猜

他们说你是个不能容忍的存在


你想要的很 很 很简单

不 过就是最普通的 的 的平凡

诚实做自己有时候很难

但是请你勇敢的试一次看看

** repeat 3 times, 3rd time with the lyrics below together...


我是谁 这个问题困扰你多少天多少夜

我是谁 谁有资格决定你怎样才是对

我是谁 我是谁我是谁

我就是我你就是你

认真做自己的人最美丽






Like this song alot, maybe is the catchy tune and memorable lyrics bah, it's somehow in tune in wat i have been thorough last few years.

Looking back... this song = me...


Enjoy!

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Make Me A Fool - 小煜

http://lawcm.blogspot.com/2009/01/make-me-fool.html
Last year January, I chanced upon listened to this song (see above link) Make Me A Fool - 小煜.

Today, i have a random search and saw it has a MV.. a KUSO MV.. enjoy..:)





Lyrics
作詞:小煜 作曲:小煜

請你聽聽這是我想念的聲音
如果妳還記得那年的冬季
那件大衣口袋的溫暖甜蜜
有我們握愛的手心

計算不出曾經擁抱妳的距離
也許我把自己想的太聰明
原來愛情需要一點點空氣
天下著雨 還有人等著天放晴

You Make Me A Fool
我承認我對愛是有點頑固
那是因為我很在乎
妳仰角看我哭
難道妳就這樣退出

You Make Me A Fool
我假裝看不見妳給的答覆
對我來說都不算數
幸福早已迷路
不知不覺我沒退路
傻的辛苦
 
妳可說我傻的可以
妳可說我還沒放棄
想念會讓人期待著奇蹟

傻的辛苦
You Make Me A Fool
傻得辛苦
喔~

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Testimony Time! Thankful.. i should be thankful..

Hmm, suddenly feel like thanking God for He has done for me..
He knows, and He knew I doesn't have CASH with me.. and i have spent $32 on the swimming trunks and $28 on my advance payment for the internet.. and as I have trust in Him, He did and He does reward me with..

thank Him for granting my Aunt to treat me a $44+ Steamboat buffet dinner on thu (just past). hehez. really thanked her for the treat.. cause nearly $100 sia.. haha.. very fresh seafood.. should ask Jon they all to try next time when we are financial in abundance.. ps: it's at M Hotel (Tanjong pajar there)..

this week has been a MAYDAY fever for me.. it's like wed night i happen to listen to one particular mv..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P1Pz1yznSZc

and i cried, thinking how amazed is it to listen live once again and cry again..

and you noe wat! Behold! haha.. dearest wanying called me the next day noon time, asking me to go watch MAYDAY DNA Concert.. haha.. (it's just that God answered my prayer, just that I haven't even pray about it)

i was like.. WOW.. that's amazing.

okay, "let's watch..", that's my reply (overwhelm with joy) but i told her i have budget difficulties..

then.. after checking the system, all the ticks all sold out if not left with single seats only.. except the $38 student ticks..

lol.. this means i can go the concert but spent the least minimum.. haha.. isn't it GREAT!!..haha..

that's all for now bah.. thank you, Father.

i am cash-tight, but i am not in lack, All Glory goes to you! :)

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Emo...

tired.. sometime, i just need someone to listen to me..
to shoulder my burden,
to answer my worries..

guess, no one can do it right now.. maybe it's becoz my heart has been locked..

time after time...
i have been looking back..
have i really made the wrong decision of studying poly?
instead of JC?

i guess my answer is still a NO.. no poly, no C184, no wanying, no E98, no Euzanne...

it will not be the same me anymore..

i still rmb.. those encouragements to tell me to stay strong..
from Darren.. from Wan Teng, Cheryl, Michelle... and many more

those moments when i am down, who really stood by to share my sorrows..victoria, xiuying, wanying.. zhiyuan...and many more

20 years has passed..
sometimes i just went to cry secretly.. it's like late at night, and when u felt down... u tend to pour out all ur sorrows and cry all out.. it happens to me alot of time recently..

guess i am insecure bah..

it's like suddenly i felt very lonely.. and alone..
the feeling is very difficult to describe...:(

Sunday, April 4, 2010

謝和弦 - 地球其實沒有那麼危險 MV

Was quite shocked that this song can be interpret in 3 versions:

Lyrics:
整個禮拜 整個周末 你盯著電視搖頭
是天災還是人禍 還是在等 哪個女主播
循規蹈矩宅的過頭 還不是一樣很囧
人生就 這麼一次 幹嘛要這麼無聊
地球其實沒有那麼危險
所以你幹嘛活得那麼的安全
就讓我們在地球毀滅之前
好好的狂野 撒野 讓他們知道你是誰
嘿!嘿! Here we Go! 讓自己大放縱
爆哇~~~~~管他星座說什麼
嘿!嘿!Here we Go! 讓自己大爆走
爆哇~~~~~跟毀滅 say個嗨

2012年的傳說 人類會瀕臨絕種
海平面上升時候 你最好 要學會遊泳
盲 目的跟著潮流 還不是都跟雜誌差不多
大人們屁了什麼 最好你全都照做
地球其實沒有那麼危險
所以你幹嘛活得那麼的安全
就讓 我們在地球毀滅之前
好好的狂野 撒野 讓他們知道你是誰
嘿!嘿! Here we Go! 讓自己大放縱
爆哇~~~~~管他星座 說什麼
嘿!嘿!Here we Go! 讓自己大爆走
爆哇~~~~~跟毀滅 say個嗨


Version 1: Official Version - 謝和弦
Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=chnICxKP4Bo&feature=PlayList&p=85638C031C428E04&playnext_from=PL&index=139

Version 2: With Band (Friends) Version - 謝和弦+海平面樂團
Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FFyaXWgcr_g&feature=PlayList&p=85638C031C428E04&playnext_from=PL&index=138



Version 3: Dance Version - 謝和弦xPHDxRidiculousFunk (Fav)
Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pbmt0dWgFvE&feature=PlayList&p=85638C031C428E04&playnext_from=PL&index=137


Cool right? hehez... :)