take it or leave it

haha...i still left abt 20mins be4 de tvshow starts...again abt my gors de la...haha..my 2nd gor is abit sad coz he miss de friday nite...haiz..so ytd de 3hrs at midnite..i chat wif him..men's talk..haha..try to lighten his sprits up...haha...haiz...back to me..wish i could be...haha...i think i am quite tall liao...but abit fat..haha..if could...erm..can't think of any...slimmer can liao..haha..anyw nobody can be prefect de...wah..bd present got jay chou de live cd...wah..so nice...love songs sia..sort of begin to like to hear jay songs liao...cool cool de...so gd..i promise myself i 1 to be cool whn i get over wif o's...haaha...inner part ah...i wish i could change...dun1 to be that softhearted...can easily shuai(3) dao anothers...haha..so i will nt stuck in this like now..again liao...so dificult to push away de love i dun feel like having..n go to the love i like...somthing that is very nature..nth de...pure pure de...nt mix de...haha..wish...i could..hhaaha..aiya..suan le..let it be ba..if still like that..i think i need to leave her liao..too bad..is nt i dun like her..is like..i can't..really can't...really..:'(...i dun wish to force myself...love can't be force..really..wish heaven can give me a choice...haha...change my face suan le...haha...jkjk..dun wish to face this prob..hate myself...really..if i can change..i definitly will..n i think i won't will be given a choice to change ba...haha...sec4 liao...really really...can't be slack n lazy liao..is time 4 me to be hardwking n keen on studies le...n that love thingy..leave it thr untill o's over ba....haha..

birthday boy

haha...today is sat...stay at hm do nth...so come here blog lo..hha...coz some private secrets can't share here..so u will see onli a few posts here...haha..thu is my bd..haha..we 6 of us all go k-box to celeb my bd...haha..so happy...but 3 hrs onli...thu nite still gt S.H.E last esponise..so we all rush hm to see mah..then didn't sing much but...very glad that every1 came lo...n "She" also got wish me happy birthday at sch..so coindence...i talk wif de classmates..then turn to left de crowd thr whr they quenue up 4 de lockers re-new..haha..i saw her leh..wah..maybe is fate ba...hhahaha..then she says i still rmb ur bd leh..happy birthday..the saddest pasrt is de last line.."he also wish u happy birthday"...1st line i was shocked..the 2nd line i was happy...the 3rd i was sad...wah..rollar coaster sia..but i sort of feel alrite after that liao lo..haha..1st time can get back to normal..maybe got another gal i feel admire ba...haha...she is no..another than...haha...she can plays magic n she can sort of makes my wishes came true..wahaha...she is another gal that makes my life happy...haha...n ur all shld noe who is the 1st 1...haha...bei ai n ai ren..i really dunno wat to do...i am trap in the past n present n future...haha...sort of...haha...i really dunno wat can i do..n the purpose 4 me write here is to nt let my mei noe..haha...coz onli a few viewers here onli mah..hha...maybe is still great to be her gor..as she is always "gor here..gor there" de..haha..n she smilez very nice...haha...fine lady sia..hah...but we like separate ways leh...she keen into arts n dance..mi is keen to music n tv...haha...but we hv a 1 common char. both like to slp n our results are all bad n poor...wahahaha....anyw...i sort of can start to chat wif ex le...so great..at least we stil frens ma...now i then start to realise yuan lai i got so many differences wif her..so is like...better to cut it then to hold it...now she got liao..n i no need to worry 4 her..as she gt better security n he is a great guy ah....she shld treasure it...haha...

birthday resolution n wishes ' 06

hahaha...veryvery lopng ..nv write public blog le..haha...these few mths...mi sort of trouble wif love n frenshp prob...but...dun worry..all settle le...juz becoz i hv a strong frens behind of me...really thanks thm to help mi pull me out of that crisis...ya...hehez...bd coming le..i juz got a new phone..waited so long...n a new "fila" white t-shirt...4 bd present...tml mi will getting my new nike shoes...hehez...so happy...then still got my fav. orange t-shirt....n mi 12/1 will going k-box to sing...wwahahaha..to celeb my bd...hehez...ya...this yr my sch is holding many events....50th anniv jubilee celeb...n many many still got breaking world record de..haha...ya...n my final wishes have been grant...

resolution:
1)still can be fren wif the gal i love de most(now also)
2)forgive my gor n celeb wif my 3meis n 2 gors at k-box
3)watch the wallet n gormit movie wif my best frens vic n sengy

wishes:
haven't think of yet...haha..really...i have all i wanted....frens...family...ya...butbut..deep inside my heart...there got bury 1 of my love 4 sum1...dun think she will "turn back"...few more mths i will step down of choir...n less than 1 yr i will leave this sch le...i really dun wish much la...she today got sit beside me..nt close...but really can feel de warmth of her heart...i really really hope...that..i can...but...no...too many reasons to stop me to do so le...i can't do it...moreover she has who she loves...i have who i love...which is her...always will be her...4ever will be her....i will miss her....

i am alrite la

specially 4 sam n fish
hehez...late nite at 21/12/2005...1am+ n i still infront of the com...haha...anyw i do liao 1 around of blog-surfing..hahaha..saw 1 prob that involve me la...hahah..actually nt her fault la...sam u no need to be so angry at her..is me wif at fault n it's great to see her find her happiness...really..i am nt kidding or wat...ya...n ian is a nice guy...he can give her wat i can't or wat lacks from me...eg:...security..haha..ya...no need to quarrel 4 me n let her out of "happy siao family" de...i feel so guilty if ur all really do so...1 person suffer is enuf liao..no need 2 pps to suffer together...happy 6th mths anniversary 4 both u(sam) n pet...n jia you lo fish...mi gor will give u moral support to find ur happiness de...hope ur all would see this..which i think won't de la...but try to re-settle urselves lo..haha...at this pt of time..i realise i shld let go...let tis be gone..ya...may ian n yw be happily ever after ba...n to me ....frens 4 ever ba....hehez...merry x'mas n happy new yr!!!

a song review

haha....below that 1 is book review..this is song review...here is this song de lyrics...mi convert myself de..wrong dun blame mi..haha...tyty..enjoy...:D

sha shi bi ya de tian fen -- JJ lin jun jie

V1
ke zai shu shang di zhi ran feng guang
xie zai ai zhe yi ge ren de gu shi
dan shi wen zi hai shi wen zi bu xiang hua

V2
xiang song gai ni de mei yi shu hua
xiang pei ni dao huang hun he sha tan
shui zai shi jian ku wei
meng xing le cai hou hui

Chorus:
wo shi yi ge mei yong qi de ren...
dai zhe xiao xiao nian ji de tian zhen...
xiang ni yi ding shi bu gan chuan sheng
lian shang wei xiao...
xing she bu di...

wo mei you sha shi bi ya de tian fen..
xie chu wo men de xi nu ai le...
dan zai zhe yi ke...
xie le yi ge wan jie pian...
shi qu le ni...

Repeat v1 n v2 n Chorus
repeat chorus


translation:
V1:(words that marked on the tree)(write about the story of loving 1 person)(but the words were unrecognizable)

***V2:(think of giving u many flowers)(think of accompany u to the beach to watch sunset)(orange!!:))(let the time ripens)(regret when awake)

***chrous:(i am a guy with no courage)(bringing the childishness of a young age)(think that you surely can't concentrate)(smile thats on your face)(woke up wif regret)

(i dun have shakespeare's knowledge)(write out our mixed feelings)(but at this moment)(write out this last page)(end up losing you)

haha...cried over listen to this song...JJ 3rd album 4th song...now also...listening..but all my tears had been dried up liao..haahaa...enjoy!!