i am so irritated

veryvery irritated by blogger.. i thought i save my post ytd already.. but end of it's blank.. now i am going to re-write the whole thing again.. haimi cut it short lah..
wed 7/3/07: i didn't go for my guitar lesson coz my teacher need to go for dental.. in the end i go back to HQ to receive my salary.. but the HQ very ulu de..in AMK industrial park there.. heng i spotted the street name when i am on the bus..the i alighted at the right bus stop which the blk is juz in front of me..so lucky..
thu 8/3/07: i have my 1st guitar lesson today.. it's quite difficult to play with as it's a right-handed guitar..(i am left handed).. so i need to learn how to use my very un-controllable right hand to learn how to pluck the guitar strings..at first i find it difficult lah..but now(15/3/07) i found it alright le..coz i finally found the right technique liao..
fri 9/3/07: really forget wat i did on friday liao.. maybe juz old stuffs like watching tv anmd chat online bah..haha
sat 10/3/07: today, i spent my whole afternn clearing my cupbaord..(one shelf of the whole cupboard of 6).. then i sort out the unwanted and wanted..and from wanted sort out impt and less impt documents.. like my certificates and resutls slips into a file and the rest into another.. then i saw my primary schools(zhonghua and rivervale) and secondary school's photos.. it really bring back alot of memories and thoughts.. those playful moments and alot alot of past..
after that my aunt bought dinner for mi and granny to eat(my parents gone out).. local delicies like otahs..(which this time round is not nice..).. rice..fried noodles and japanese chicken rice.. yummyyummy..i eat untill very full..coz they can't eat much..the rest are all dump into my mouth..(like rubbish bin)...hhaha.. (that's how why i keep gaining weight:( )..
sun 11/3/07: i meet jianyong and his father for the briefing of swimming course that we are going to have the next coming sunday (18/3/07)..later i then went out with my sister and her boyfren to buy swimming trunk and googles.. they have bought them be4 so i can asked them what and which to buy lo(i dun hv any experience in that.. this is my 1st time)..my sis even insisted of me buying sun tan lotion..
mon and tue 12.13/3/07: nth much also.. i con't packing the caton outside the cupboard.. and found out that i am studying in IT school instead of business school..hai.. coz is financial business INFORMATICS mah..that's y.. but the booklet i received didn't state leh..(that 1 every1 gets upon receive their o's results)..the courses are all jumbled up liao..luckily i found it or else next mth upon my 1st day of poly sch.. i need to search the whole poly liao lo..haha..
wed 14/3/07: today i have my 2nd guitar lesson..i learn how to press the chords with my left hand and pluck the strings with my right hand.. at first i am struggling with the chord (especially F-major)..now it's alright le lah..only that i keep having finger's crump..that's all lah..:)

my JAE results

wah.. after a few tragic of attemps to blogger.. i finally can get in le..

2/3/07 fri: today i went out with weihan and sengyap to watch the "Dreamgirls". wah it was a veryvery nice movie.. it's abt how 3 girls manage to survive in a terrible music industry.. how they become famous and how they solve their disputes and the songs accompanied which is sang by them.. very hao ting lo.. touching also lah.. so i rated 4 n 1/2 stars.. if nth to do.. can go watch this movie.. haha..

3/3/07 sat: today my aunt and her fren cindy come to my house in the morning to visit my grandma.. then we eat breakfast together and have a great time chatting lah.. (mi like aunty liao..hah..jk) then afternoon, cherine and victoria come to my house lah.. i owe them a visit..hehex.. then cher helped me with the neopets account.. she give me a lot of foods lo..my pets are like dying liao..heng got her food.. then we go downstair playground play and chat at cp lo.. nth much coz cher need to work at 4.30pm.. the most impt i dun like is that they keep forcing me to say abt my love thingy.. i keep changing topics but they keep "pulling" mi back to the nasty topic.. (i am going to say it here.. coz i want them to noe i am unhappy about this)
every1 has their own wounds.. why they must keep frocing me like rubbing salt to my old wounds.. i noe that i am not that open-minded or something.. maybe is that i just need more time bah.. nvm..they just won't realise.. same for my other frens..for that 1st day they noe i am with who and who.. they will say wah.. "cheemeng with that who and who".. from choir to classrm.. it really gets very irritated when ppl keep kidding on you.. one or a few times..i can accept.. but too much de hua.. i really dunno wat will happen.. YOU ALL THAT I AM THAT TYPE WHO TOLERATE TOLERATE AND BOOM.. EXPLOXDE OUT ALL DE...

4/3/07 sun: nothing much
5/3/07 mon: me watch youxxbe lah.. then very funny.. hua yang shao nian shao niu(3) rox loh.. so funny especially de "Jin sui yi".. and also ella lah..haha.. their expressions so "kua zhang" de loh.. haha.. mi now watch finish liao ep10 liao haha.. 5 more to go...:)

6/3/07 tue: this morning.. 9.55am qing xiang called me ..heng i not very sleepy..coz the vibration wakes me..normally i am like dead pig de..hah..so she ask mi which course i enter.. i haven't check mah.. so she helped me..that's how i noe i enter into "financial business and informatics" TP of course.. cause i enter all my choices that are in TP..haha...so no need to worry can't get in.. then today my frens(most of them) all msg me to ask me which course loh.. then i need to type "financial business informatics" for many many times.. abt X times liao loh.. then i dunno eat wat things.. afternn 4pm have a major diarroea..wah..now still a bit weak.. anyw mi tml going to learn my guitar(1st lesson) tell you more next time bah
below are my frens school of admission

eric, jianyong, zhao xiang, weijian : NYP chem and phmy sci
shiliang, yan hao and zul: TP mechatronics
josep and qingx: TP info-com
fathinah and jin sheng: TP biomedial sci
claud: TP business magm and market
alex: TP accountacy and finance
mel: RP sport science
sam: RP events magm
mingxiang, yong jian, ivan, hong sheng..: SP engineering courses
nick: SP com engineering
yunt: SP resort and management(think so.. or else is tourism and ..)
jeanne: need to wait for her drawing test to confirm whether poly or arts sch (all the best:)

that's all for now..more updates later.. like news report..haha..:)

FInally

1st finally
wah.. finally i solved the problem of the blogger thingy.. from last mon i have been cracking my brain.. how come i change to google account also can't get in.. (some how my internet also respond very slow.. mi dun have patience de mah..) but today after "n" times of trying.. finally can get in le..i have a new gmail account called "lonelyiamsolonely".. if u all have gmail account also can add me in using the above username..haha..

2nd finally
wah.. finally i have ended my job.. my 3months and 6 days of job in the semba---- music centre. (SMC) although i agree that the pay is high, the stress level also very high de leh.. mi stand 4 almost everyday.. ytd i came back with my leg "Yi guai yi guai" de.. but now okay liao.. no need to worry abt me:).. ya lo.. my (ex-)manager keep nagging at me de.. she kept raising her voice at me everytime whether i did the thing correctly or wrong.. she juz scold me.. i am so relieved that i dun have to see her again.. really leh.. i try to be friends with her.. but she juz.. haiz.. past tense is past tense liao.. but i am still very glad to know my ex- collegue from the day i start work.. my "big bro" randall "uncle" has been taking care of me and protecting me from harm.. i really thank him for that.. although he had leave SMC be4 me.. he had passed me valuable memories and lessons to me.. such as

• always have a 5 years plan
• dun be too proud of yourself
• dun be too aggresive
• how to survive in a harsh working environment
• "bu yao wei le jiang er jiang" (dun say it juz for the sake of saying)

and for my other 2 collegues huichun and wanxing they had taught me de basics and how to manage de store well and how to avoid been scold by my ex manager and supervisor.

then came my other 19 years old collegue called shi hui.. she's now studying TP(temasek poly). she has guide me to solve my troubles and to be my listening ears to my anger. thanks her for all of her help and that's how we became very good friends

to add on, after wanxing and randall had leave SMC, the HQ sent Darren from Bugis to work permanently at Funan with us.. he is an assistant supervisor if i am nt wrong.. and so that's how i and darren became really good buddies.

forget to say.. juz the last week before i went off.. a new collegue called Ai ling came to replace my position.. she's very cheerful and she has the same age as me.. but she had work in several jobs be4, so she has more experience than me.. yup.. it's her to run the last lap with me..

lastly for my ex-supervisor Lenny.. she advise to be more out-spoken or else she dunno how i can survive in my business courses. and she and darren became de one who save me when i am speechless or i face de problem when dealing with customers..

but sometimes Lenny and my ex-manager serene will have mood swings.. for my manager's case. it';s worst.. sometimes she can joke with you at a moment, but next you are scolded by her.. i am totally freaked out by this loh.

but it's their nagging and yelling that keep me moving on and grow up.. without the scolding.. i dun think i will realise my mistake and feel guilty about it de.. thanks a lot..

3rd finally

my total freedom.. hooray.. now finally can relax at home liao.. regardless how boring it is(at home).. i am planning to pick up these following activities to kill my time

• swimming
• guitar
• cycle
• karoake
• movie-marathon

heard from genie that we will be receive the letter of JAE (Joint admission exercise) on 6 of march.. All the best. Take care every1.. nowadays the weather is sometime rainy heavily or non-stop de.. or it's very sunny.. so very easy to got cold and cough de.. my cold started liao.. haiz.. so every1 muz drink plenty of plain water and cover blanket while sleeping oh.. :)

i'm back

wahaha..i'm back..i finally have a computer to use my internet.. onon..it's that i have a 2nd hand CPU and a new internet connection..broadband de..haha.. can use whenever i want.. watever i want..haha.. juz pay monthly only mah..haha.. 3 months never blog le..U GOT MISS ME? I got miss you all loh..haha.. these 3 months happen a lot of things.. below were some of my special moments of life..:)

nov06 : i doing my o's level paper
21nov06 : graduation high tea.. i won a coffee bean $10 vochur :)
22nov06 : my 1st day of work at my music store
1jan07 : my 1st inhouse take away "buffet" dinner
12jan07 : my first birthday during my job period.. but i happen to off on that day
today(9feb07) : i'm going to get my o's level results later..

geography camp

wah..so tired.. but after all this camp is quite benefical lah..this school residental camp is organised by our dear miss tan..miss tan..1 person took good care of our these 20++ students..afterall through these 3 days 2 night.. i learnt a lot of things.. not only geog..but also some moral lessons..i noe talking about geog to a non-geography person(like u?!) might be a bit boring..so i will go straight to the point.. moral lessons ah..i learnt that all 4e3 ppl are "crazy"..they can...

• play badminton during PSI hazy level of 80+
• crack very yellow jokes(FSL), but i don't feel it funny
• play poker cards in the middle of the night (4.30am), when I was slping
• go for a night walk near Punggol Park, but end up playing candles till 2.30am
• use four poker cards to play a silly yet crack brain maths logic games till 2am
• play floor tennis using shuttlecork and sandals?!!
• eat supper as late as 12mn
• have a midnight BBQ till 2am (4e4)
• WORST OF THE WORST, SHOUT AT ME WHEN I DIDN'T NOE WAT I HAD DONE:'( (DNKK)

and for our dear ms tan...

• allow us to go back for shower and back to school to study
• mealtime of more than 2hours
• intense revision of more than 10hrs..but with breaks inbetween
• allow us to study the whole midnight
• did not spotcheck us and give us total freedom
• MOST OF THE GREAT, ALWAYS DISAPPEAR AND YET COME OUT AT THAT POINT OF TIME WHEN WE NEED HER (mostly:)

okay lah..now i have a big big friendship problem and my love is...i wish I AM MYSELF but someone close to her..ytd(sat) the glisten.inc and sl plus eric were playing badminton together..

She was playing the badminton and count the badminton