Monday, August 18, 2008

Presentations and more presentations but it's ALL over

Presentations and more presentations but it's ALL over
Derv presentation is like very shiok since i need to receive qns and only i can reply back. Solo mah.. but it's really very funny shooting back.. all those courage in CORE presentation all come back liao.. Thank God (@.@).. hehez..

COTS presentation too.. i managed to answer 1 and half qn.. very happy..

the rest i forgotten liao..

Ping Pong Silver!

Ping Pong Silver!

Wah.. finally can blog liao.. felt so guilty.. so now reward ur all with alot alot of posts in one go.. first up!..

Ping Pong Olympics Game.. wah.. that time when our national flag rose up to the top.. i felt so touched loh.. ALMOST ALMOST tears.. luckily i didn't.. lol.. but i really feel very very honoured and proud of the team... they really did a FANTASTIC job in counterattack the China team..award silver medal in the history of 48th years.. and the medal is been served by the previous silver award medalist... wah.. THE MOMENT.. was so memorable:)

Olympics Olympics.. for the past 1 week.. i have been watching some of the matches on tv.. and it is really enjoyable and excited to see those athletics playing sport.. i wonder when will i have the courage to play beach volleyball at the beach and been targeted by pretty ladies out there ..lol...

Saturday, July 19, 2008

Mistakes and misunderstanding

Mistakes and misunderstanding
well.. in one week.. i make the same mistake and misunderstand another issue again.. well.. i guess i am play ignorant.. haha.. no.. i guess i think too much liao.. sometimes.. i dunno why.. i have been over-sensitive.. sensitive is good.. but when it turns to over-sensitive.. it becomes uncontrollable.. somemore.. i can tense to be abit too emotional over matters..

i guess when all of the these combined together.. i become very emo loh.. haha..

ya.. she is right.. thinking back at what she is trying to implying last thu.. it all fits together in one piece liao.. maybe i am just giving myself false hopes to move on.. which i hate myself for that.. i guess.. i need to change..

"A leopard cannot change its spot"

hopefully, a ah-meng here can change its "furs" to be less sensitive and emotional bah..

wish me luck

:)

Shocking x2 x2 x2 x2 x2

Shocking x2 x2 x2 x2 x2
Quoted from a good fren of mine, " Just a word of advice, dun trust everyone, even the close ones around you. You still dunno them better enough!"

ytd i was having a talk with him.. discovered alot of non-discovered stuffs.. well i am not mainly/partly involved.. just that i noe some of them in the incident..well..

"really can't judge a book by its cover"

the news in the call came in too shocking and amazing.. how the person (not the one i am talking) did plan so well.. i dunno lah.. i guess he is smart bah.. but

For justice and TRUTH.. i am going all the way out to protect my FRIENDS from him.. he is an unpredictable guy.. so let's hope that God can give him the punishments for his wrongs..

i will do my part.. just wish me all the best and i'll update you all once again

dun worry, i will be fine.. i noe everything has the limit.. well.. i noe my limit to that incident..

:)

Thursday, July 17, 2008

Extracted for the "shocking" post 1 week before...

Publicly! i REALLY REALLY want to apologised for the wrong info carried forward..

Extracted for the "shocking" post 1 week before...

""2 days back i was worried for her.. she off her hp.. i sent her a 3 sms long msg hope she can get less troubled over a problem that i dunno.. but now.. come to think..(1) it is this problem that she is upset about.. i dunno what's her mood when she write that post lah..(2) angry? or what?.. i dunno.. what i noe that i can sense "piss-ful-ness" in that post.. it really made me very upset that.. very upset.. i dunno how i can finish my FOI.. one problem after another..(3) i guess i shld stop grping with her.. (4) from COTS till now.. i still can't get over why she is always not in a good mood.. (5) i dunno lah.. what she really wants.. ... ...."

i want to settle every details that i wrote once and for all.. i dun want everyone to misunderstand i mean ANYMORE.. and i also dun wish my relationship with her ever fallen back again..

(1) ""it is this problem that she is upset about.."" : what i mean is that i predicted at that point of time that her disappointment is the problem that she is upset about..( but i am wrong!)

(2) ""angry? or what?.. i dunno.. what i noe that i can sense "piss-ful-ness" in that post.. "" : that time i am very furious and i really felt ashamed of me writing this.. i guess i am juz over angry.. but what i seen and my thoughts and actions have been consumed by the "DIRTY" feelings from the devil.. (pardon me if i say something that is too personal)

(3) ""i guess i shld stop grping with her": i guess i am too harsh in saying that.. the thought just zoom in to my brain and i juz type in down in words.. that IS A FOOLISH THOUGHT!

(4) ""from COTS till now.. i still can't get over why she is always not in a good mood.."": that should be the correct phrase.. not "Withstand" her.. i juz can't understand why she is in a bad mood and that point of time.. in COTS lab.. i upset her abit with some silly jokes..our grp of guys went to far then i give up the final blow.. lol.. i shall not say more.. i felt that i should be scolded and slap! maybe i am trying to far off to understand her le bah.. in the way that i go all the way to think too much liao..

(5) "" i dunno lah.. what she really wants.. "": that's the corrected version..


Sometimes when words are laying infront of you in the com screen and you tend to think of the way that you feel about these strings of words and infer them that is not in the CORRECT frequency as the person who is trying to imply to you (viewers).. that's where everything started to goes wrong.. and SPAM!.. the untrue rumours started spreading and spreading..

This is really what i dun WISH to see.. so u can see.. sometimes.. i didn't posted much personal stuffs with details on the blog.. but given that.. from my knowledge.. the ppl who see my blog are all my close frens.. i thus can let go abit of my happenings around lah.. but i guess that particular post is really the worst one i have ever written.. spell errors all over.. that time i am over fumed and over frustrated liao.. dunno y.. it's getting from bad to worse..

i guess i really need someone to teach me how to manage my anger liao.. but dun worry.. this post is a promising one.. why?.. becoz i can feel a peace in my heart!

ps: i have a new name called Charles Law.. quite like it lah.. thanks everyone for their good laugh.. especially wany for her newly creation of name.. although there is a RICH STORY behind it.. very funny.. those who 1 to noe.. ask me personally bah.. sure u laugh untill cannot tahan.. but good lah.. Charles sounds more professional compared to Jimmy.. sounds so childish.. haha.. but no matter what..

as long as i can bring joy to my friends, there will be no limits to where and how i can go to achieve the high and the low for them.. i am not lying.. trust me.. trust OCBC.. nono..

last up.. by demand, i went to see wany's blog.. juz one to give a RANDOM shout-out that..

WANYING! I HAVE LOVE YOU MORE THAN i have loved you last time.. !!
Really really thank God for his plans of this trials.. i guess it will strengthen both of us?.. what did you think?.. haha.. yup.. He did strengthen my faith.. :)

Take care everyone!