last wed i suffer a fall and my right palm hit right to the branches that is near me.. that was my first time seeing so much blood. and it's from my palm.. shocked.. but no matter what.. i have overcome the pain and hurt and now i am using both hands to type.. really really fortunate that i only hurt on my right palm not my left.. if not i can't even sit for exams liao (i'm a left handed)..
Everything happened so fast but according my great fren.. my sequences of fall symbolizes..where " " is the event itself.. unquoted is the meaning of it.. sort of like a revelation..
" i was walking walking. then suddenly i tripped my shoes then i found down."
it means that in life, no matter how smoothly you are gg on with your life, there will be ups and downs..
" my right palm cut across the branches and lots of blood come out "
when you were are in a "down mood", naturally you will feel hurt and some negative thoughts will come into your mind
" but my knees didn't hurt. coz i press on to a fren that is infront of me. she fallen instead. but my fren only gt scratches no blood come out." But when you're down, there will always be someone beside you to take the fall together, to ride you through the ups and downs too.. there will always be a friend no matter what..
fren: thank you for the interpretation it really warms my heart of how great is our God and how protected i am thru Him who strengthen me..:)
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Monday, February 9, 2009
Excerpted from jjfusion.com
Felt so happy while looking my die-hard idol. JJ LIN!! at one of his blog just now. so i decide to share with you all a fews of the pics and his blog text.. hehez.. enjoy!
JJ wishing everyone happy NIU year!!!
So cute A dimple! :) (i also have:))
bored?!
JJ playing PSP (right) and on the SBS Transit bus (left). OH NO.. if i was there jiu hao le.. seems like the background to me is ChinaTown.. maybe it's bus 80.. OH!!
KL shooting!.. nice photos right!?
Some fashionable photoshoots!
Excerpted from jjfusion.com
To those who criticized him...
"I remember the bold steps I’ve taken in the past, steps I took to express my art and music.
One of the important lessons I’ve learnt over the years – Whenever an artist tries for a change, he should be ready to face a bombardment of controversial comments from all over. If he decides to stay put, again he might be criticized for being insincere and uncreative.
We are never satisfied.
Fashion, like music, is an intricate form of art. No one is ever right or wrong. I guess depending on where you were born in and raised, your sense for art and appreciation differs accordingly.
As a Singaporean myself, I have noticed over the years that somehow, we are “trained” to act by the book. When something unconventional comes along, we are so careful that we usually take too much time access the situation.
I believe if my stylists had approached me with this daring checkered concept 5 years ago during my 1st album, I would not have been able to accept it then either.
However, I am also an artist who always challenges conventional methods of creating art. If I had followed what the “gurus” have taught us about music, there wouldn’t have been the “clashing” of Chinese elements with RnB beats in River South, nor the bossa nova / hip hop rhythm of The Choice Is Yours. If I had gone by the book and “toned down” on my art, I probably would not have gotten thus far in my music career.
I also definitely did not feel like a “clown” wearing the clothing I wore.
Instead, I was quite impressed at how my stylists were able to blend the clashing plaid patterns together, creating something very refreshing and warm. I feel it suits the vibrancy and color this album requires.
Anyway, there’s always something to say when somebody tries to be different, when conformity and ritual beliefs are being challenged and stretched. But not matter what, there will also always be a group of people open minded and sensitive enough to embrace and appreciate.
I hope you are one of them.
"
-------------------------------------
To his fans..
"有些朋友比較少見到，甚至跟本不見了，長大之後也有自己的夢想，一定要自己去爭取，
有些朋友卻依然陪著我一起成長，每次看到會很開心，很安慰。。
也有很多新面孔，新鮮的笑容和聲音，給我新的力量，也留下新的感動
對我來說，歌迷沒有分年齡或區域，唯一的分別，是在於每一位的心，團結精神或獨立想法，
謝謝你們一直以來都那麼乖，那麼熱情。。
也許對你來說我是你成長的一個過程，正在迷戀，或曾經瘋狂過的對象。對你來說，我是
所有歌手中你比較欣賞的其中一個。但不喜歡了也可以有權力隨時支持別人
但你要記得，只要我是歌手的每一天，我就只有你。
我的權力只有我的JM。
我做的音樂，只因你JM，而變得特別。
你給我的肯定，讓我有明天的機會，明天的舞台。
所以我不會忘記每一個感動。每一個JM給我的回憶。
也許我有一天老了，名字記不起來了，但是我永遠都記得
我有的音樂，只有JM的支持，JM 的行動，才會繼續溫暖。
我會記得你的面容，你寫過的信，你不捨得我離開的眼淚，
當我招牌動作連續失敗時，你陽光的笑容，鼓勵我加油的尖叫聲
親愛的JM，我會繼續用我的熱情燃燒下去，謝謝你選擇了我，點燃我音樂的火
之前跟過我的JM，我還想你， 加油！
Still Moving...
JJ" ** JM means his fans or supporters of his music composition.. haha its 傑迷
these following words kind of touched me a little bit. jia you oh. JJ BRO!
jjfusion reserved the copyrights. i have no rights in having ownership with these texts and pictures.
JJ wishing everyone happy NIU year!!!
So cute A dimple! :) (i also have:))
bored?!
JJ playing PSP (right) and on the SBS Transit bus (left). OH NO.. if i was there jiu hao le.. seems like the background to me is ChinaTown.. maybe it's bus 80.. OH!!
KL shooting!.. nice photos right!?
Some fashionable photoshoots!Excerpted from jjfusion.com
To those who criticized him...
"I remember the bold steps I’ve taken in the past, steps I took to express my art and music.
One of the important lessons I’ve learnt over the years – Whenever an artist tries for a change, he should be ready to face a bombardment of controversial comments from all over. If he decides to stay put, again he might be criticized for being insincere and uncreative.
We are never satisfied.
Fashion, like music, is an intricate form of art. No one is ever right or wrong. I guess depending on where you were born in and raised, your sense for art and appreciation differs accordingly.
As a Singaporean myself, I have noticed over the years that somehow, we are “trained” to act by the book. When something unconventional comes along, we are so careful that we usually take too much time access the situation.
I believe if my stylists had approached me with this daring checkered concept 5 years ago during my 1st album, I would not have been able to accept it then either.
However, I am also an artist who always challenges conventional methods of creating art. If I had followed what the “gurus” have taught us about music, there wouldn’t have been the “clashing” of Chinese elements with RnB beats in River South, nor the bossa nova / hip hop rhythm of The Choice Is Yours. If I had gone by the book and “toned down” on my art, I probably would not have gotten thus far in my music career.
I also definitely did not feel like a “clown” wearing the clothing I wore.
Instead, I was quite impressed at how my stylists were able to blend the clashing plaid patterns together, creating something very refreshing and warm. I feel it suits the vibrancy and color this album requires.
Anyway, there’s always something to say when somebody tries to be different, when conformity and ritual beliefs are being challenged and stretched. But not matter what, there will also always be a group of people open minded and sensitive enough to embrace and appreciate.
I hope you are one of them.
"-------------------------------------
To his fans..
"有些朋友比較少見到，甚至跟本不見了，長大之後也有自己的夢想，一定要自己去爭取，
有些朋友卻依然陪著我一起成長，每次看到會很開心，很安慰。。
也有很多新面孔，新鮮的笑容和聲音，給我新的力量，也留下新的感動
對我來說，歌迷沒有分年齡或區域，唯一的分別，是在於每一位的心，團結精神或獨立想法，
謝謝你們一直以來都那麼乖，那麼熱情。。
也許對你來說我是你成長的一個過程，正在迷戀，或曾經瘋狂過的對象。對你來說，我是
所有歌手中你比較欣賞的其中一個。但不喜歡了也可以有權力隨時支持別人
但你要記得，只要我是歌手的每一天，我就只有你。
我的權力只有我的JM。
我做的音樂，只因你JM，而變得特別。
你給我的肯定，讓我有明天的機會，明天的舞台。
所以我不會忘記每一個感動。每一個JM給我的回憶。
也許我有一天老了，名字記不起來了，但是我永遠都記得
我有的音樂，只有JM的支持，JM 的行動，才會繼續溫暖。
我會記得你的面容，你寫過的信，你不捨得我離開的眼淚，
當我招牌動作連續失敗時，你陽光的笑容，鼓勵我加油的尖叫聲
親愛的JM，我會繼續用我的熱情燃燒下去，謝謝你選擇了我，點燃我音樂的火
之前跟過我的JM，我還想你， 加油！
Still Moving...
JJ" ** JM means his fans or supporters of his music composition.. haha its 傑迷
these following words kind of touched me a little bit. jia you oh. JJ BRO!
jjfusion reserved the copyrights. i have no rights in having ownership with these texts and pictures.
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
today
things DOES not went on smoothly today. with alot of things happened.
only some smooth ones.
- manage to take every buses to/back to our destinations during break and after school.
- clique's yu sheng lou hei
- the movie "love matters"
- release of QSM assignment part 1 report
Emotional breakdown and a series of great headaches follows..
Emotional breakdown and a series of great headaches follows..
Tired. tired of been called gay.
been caught flirt. attending FIVE GALS AT the same time..
been popular isn't my fault. why must everyone picks on me. how i wish i can juz get out of everything and isolate myself from everyone. isn't it the best solution..
tired of been accused of nothing i have done before
tired of been accused of watching cyber sex and pornography
tired of been crowned as the sex master
tired of been said of rapping the gays...
tired.. of been accused of ALL those YELLOW stuff..
IT WAS NOT THE FIRST TIME.
IT WON'T BE THE LAST TIME.
IT CAN'T BE THE LAST TIME.
AND I CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT.
----------------------------------------------
just can't i be.
the Jim that i used to be?
the cheemeng that most friends will noe.
the positive thinking attitude.
the good reputation and image
guess i really understand how Gabriel feels. felt sorry for him too..
not to neglect i have added salt to his wounds too..
----------------------------------------------
each and every sentences pierce through my heart like a sharp blade..
seeing my best friends saying.. and my good friends standing there laughing.. watching the good show.
well.. wat i can i say?
or i SHOULD say how i can react to stop?
no! i CAN'T
they just keep rubbing and rubbing..on the cut wounds that is going to recover..
causing more wounds and cuts.. more serious one..
all those making fun of my names. my surname.. my given name from my parents..
1st few times i will laugh...
next few times i can tolerant
the very last times i will denied
the last time i will....
i dunno what will i do..
i guess i underestimate myself.
underestimate my level of tolerance..
underestimate my heart..
overestimate my brain..
give me some time and i will cool down.
i..
i know..
i will NEED to cool down if not i will do SOMETHING silly again.
who knows? maybe next time round you will not see me again..
i will not be sitting/standing beside you anymore?
or i will just disappear from every single ones' world.
------------------------------------------------------
to all other frens out there:
NOTICE: IF I SUDDENLY DIDN'T CONTACT YOU. PLEASE GIVE ME SOME TIME TO COOL DOWN. I MIGHT CANCEL ANY MEETING/ GATHERING WITHOUT WARNING.
NEXT TIME U SEE ME, I WILL BE BETTER. I WILL. DEFINITELY.
WITH GOD. I CAN OVERCOME EVERYTHING THRU HIM TO STRENGTHEN ME.]
guess i can ONLY pin ON to Him only. PRAY~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
----------------------------------------------------
Tired. tired of been called gay.
been caught flirt. attending FIVE GALS AT the same time..
been popular isn't my fault. why must everyone picks on me. how i wish i can juz get out of everything and isolate myself from everyone. isn't it the best solution..
tired of been accused of nothing i have done before
tired of been accused of watching cyber sex and pornography
tired of been crowned as the sex master
tired of been said of rapping the gays...
tired.. of been accused of ALL those YELLOW stuff..
IT WAS NOT THE FIRST TIME.
IT WON'T BE THE LAST TIME.
IT CAN'T BE THE LAST TIME.
AND I CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT.
----------------------------------------------
just can't i be.
the Jim that i used to be?
the cheemeng that most friends will noe.
the positive thinking attitude.
the good reputation and image
guess i really understand how Gabriel feels. felt sorry for him too..
not to neglect i have added salt to his wounds too..
----------------------------------------------
each and every sentences pierce through my heart like a sharp blade..
seeing my best friends saying.. and my good friends standing there laughing.. watching the good show.
well.. wat i can i say?
or i SHOULD say how i can react to stop?
no! i CAN'T
they just keep rubbing and rubbing..on the cut wounds that is going to recover..
causing more wounds and cuts.. more serious one..
all those making fun of my names. my surname.. my given name from my parents..
1st few times i will laugh...
next few times i can tolerant
the very last times i will denied
the last time i will....
i dunno what will i do..
i guess i underestimate myself.
underestimate my level of tolerance..
underestimate my heart..
overestimate my brain..
give me some time and i will cool down.
i..
i know..
i will NEED to cool down if not i will do SOMETHING silly again.
who knows? maybe next time round you will not see me again..
i will not be sitting/standing beside you anymore?
or i will just disappear from every single ones' world.
------------------------------------------------------
to all other frens out there:
NOTICE: IF I SUDDENLY DIDN'T CONTACT YOU. PLEASE GIVE ME SOME TIME TO COOL DOWN. I MIGHT CANCEL ANY MEETING/ GATHERING WITHOUT WARNING.
NEXT TIME U SEE ME, I WILL BE BETTER. I WILL. DEFINITELY.
WITH GOD. I CAN OVERCOME EVERYTHING THRU HIM TO STRENGTHEN ME.]
guess i can ONLY pin ON to Him only. PRAY~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
----------------------------------------------------
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Appreciation for my 19th birthday
This week is really the blessing week, I have received so much present.. even after my birthday itself.
Tue 13/1
1) White Jacket (COOL): From Wan Ying, Yuan Hong, Jonathan, Costllan, Kai Zhou, Si Jia, Si Yun, Guo Cheng, Mei Wei.
2) "Piggy bank" and "pressing sound recording sound PINK pig": From Hariyani, Huan Yi, Jasmine Lim, Jasmine Chow.
3) Wallet: From Zhi Yuan (will used it when i am working. coz it's a formal wallet)
Wed 14/1
1) Black "Extra Fit" Tee with Fake Suspenders: From Shu Xian and Li Zhen
2) G2000 Blue strips collared formal long sleeved shirt and Blue checked tie: From My elder sis and Spencer, my sister in law.
Thu 15/1
1) Yuki Yaki Japanese Steamboat BBQ - Ice cream buffet: Dine with Say Haow and Hariyani
2) Cute little "wu ying liang ping" Japanese - lemon flavour soap: From Say Haow
Fri 16/1
1) TCC Supper TREAT with cheese cake and black forest cake and Iced Cappaciuno for my share: From My elder sis and Spencer, my sister in law.
Tue 13/1
1) White Jacket (COOL): From Wan Ying, Yuan Hong, Jonathan, Costllan, Kai Zhou, Si Jia, Si Yun, Guo Cheng, Mei Wei.
2) "Piggy bank" and "pressing sound recording sound PINK pig": From Hariyani, Huan Yi, Jasmine Lim, Jasmine Chow.
3) Wallet: From Zhi Yuan (will used it when i am working. coz it's a formal wallet)
Wed 14/1
1) Black "Extra Fit" Tee with Fake Suspenders: From Shu Xian and Li Zhen
2) G2000 Blue strips collared formal long sleeved shirt and Blue checked tie: From My elder sis and Spencer, my sister in law.
Thu 15/1
1) Yuki Yaki Japanese Steamboat BBQ - Ice cream buffet: Dine with Say Haow and Hariyani
2) Cute little "wu ying liang ping" Japanese - lemon flavour soap: From Say Haow
Fri 16/1
1) TCC Supper TREAT with cheese cake and black forest cake and Iced Cappaciuno for my share: From My elder sis and Spencer, my sister in law.
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