Officially disarmed himself from the role of an IC

re-course, re-post.. that's maybe is my life.. after so many rounds of pushing around..

can i settle down at my upcoming posting?

will the posting be the last?

can he cope with the driving course?


will i be able to study part time?

can he make it to study officially?

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questions and more questions...
uncertainty and more uncertainty...

this is getting to no where...
the only thing i should and must do is to pray...


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Bye whiskey team,
2 months of cooperation, 1.5 months of teamwork, 2 months of slackness, 2 months of monopoly deals and other random games... pulled the ten of us together into one solid strong team.

and now, it's time to good bye to everyone.. to my 2nd Ic, Joel, "thanks for being there for me when i needed you the most"

and to the rest of my teammates, " thanks for making my 1.5 month of NS, an enjoyable and fulfilling one. All the best to your new posting, definitely we will catch up and meet up soon. JIA YOU! :)"

The team has made me proud, i felt so comfortable mingling around. Even though i will give myself ultimate stress, but each of them will provide me with their best strengths in terms of their capabilities.

I will also like to take this chance to thank the instructors in RRR, "thank you for giving me this chance to realize my potential in leadership, i will miss you, Instructor Zervyn and Oilver."

2 months of leadership, I can say that I have become more initiated to do things, I have to, and I need to. It hasn't been easy since not every time the whole team will be cooperating, but well, there are still a bunch of them to help me... It hasn't been a bed of roses for me, but I am proud of myself that I have overcome the obstacles and true enough, I have rose up to another level of my self-esteem and self-confidence. Thank God for that.

And last but not least, to my buddies, Zhengyu and Khong.

To Zhengyu, "Thanks for chatting with me when i felt totally bored, I have known you better since last time in STC, next time let's meet to eat steaks and buffet together, ok?".

To Khong, "Thanks for entertaining me when I felt lonely and bored, it has been a long while since we have been pulled together since the last phase of SOT... thanks for the accompaniment.. with you, i felt the sense of security, thanks Khong."

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Finally, it's me again, well.. life still move on.. i thought the farewell for Adnan and Yihui will be awful already and right now... i got to say bye to Zhengyu, Khong, Joel and the rest...

I will move on...
I will be strong...

God, strengthen me before I collapse okay?
I have count on you...and I will be always counting on you.

蕭閎仁 - 太自由

作詞:呂志傑
作曲:蕭閎仁

勇敢的背後 是懦弱
狂歡了以後 是落寞
愛情的結局 是什麼
爭吵的藉口 那麼多
逃避到最後 無處躲
我們不應該 再沉默

學會太多說法 愈是逞強 愈無法堅強
對於愛的想像 蒙上灰了 不再奢望

太自由 我們都太自由
不是想取暖想占有 就能夠騙彼此說
爭吵都過去了
不自由 我們都不自由
為何時間都靜止了 我卻仍懷念著你
那背叛的溫柔

爭吵的藉口 那麼多
逃避到最後 無處躲
我們不應該 再沉默

別對自己說謊 愈是假裝 就愈是受傷
妳在愛中逃亡 卻走失了 我好害怕

太自由 我們都太自由
不是想取暖想占有 就能夠騙彼此說
爭吵都過去了
不自由 我們都不自由
為何時間都靜止了 我卻仍懷念著你
背叛的溫柔

到世界盡頭 別再打聽我的下落
就算在妳心中 只剩一片荒漠
不後悔愛過痛過

太自由 我們都太自由
不是想取暖想占有 就能夠騙彼此說
爭吵都過去了
不自由 我們都不自由
為何時間都靜止了 我卻仍懷念著你
那背叛的溫柔


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too much freedom?
too little freedom?
Doubtful!
Helpless!

Lost in Translation...
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Re-wishlist for My 21st B'day:)

For those who are still sourcing out for my presents.. here you go..
this is the edited version already, previously I have removed those kind of far-fetched items:

Less than $100

• Pullover / cardigan (Black + checkered/plain)
• I-Touch protection casing (Smooth-skin - Black)
• I-Touch protection cover (very cheap only - get durable one)
  

More than $150

• Topman / Zara Jacket (Black / Grey)

• Ralph Lauren polo tee

• Sennheiser Wireless headphone set (noise-proof) (orange / black)

ps: As for technical presents: you can also give me some Epicentre vouchers if you can't decide on what to give me.. $50/ $100 vouchers will be great:)
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Do call me if you need help in any...

Pls let me know what gifts are you getting for me and i will strike off those items from the above list, following are the strike-off items:

• I-Touch
• Crumpler Bag
• Levis vouchers
• Body shop Toner and Moisturizer
• Boxer
  

a memorable family - birthday celebration

tonight i blushed the most in my whole life, in front of my entire family and my external circle of parents' friends.. i invited my dear to the celebration.

this b'day celebration is really a memorable one. haha.. i am glad this was organized. and i am glad that i didn't invite all my friends to my house.. cause there' re really no rooms to accommodate so big groups of ppl..

apart from the 4 digits worth of financial blessings that i wanted to thank God for. this 21st year i have set 3 wishes for myself already.

1) Study hard and perform well in my private degree course
2) Blessed that my family and myself to be healthy and good.
3) my relationship with dear to be sustainable

yup, that's about it. haha.

can't wait for my other celebrations with my friends...
with Glisten inc, Cellgroup, Poly Clique, Hari and Sayhaow, Zy, Sx and Lz.. woohoo.. more blessings are coming to my way. Thank God in advance for that..:)