lonely..

dunno y..i really hates fri nitez..especially...today..dunno y...really hates it...maybe is becoz that mon de incident ba...haiz...or else i can msg him..haiz..is like no 1 seems cared abt me...felt like the world is turning against...gt gal means no gal...she is a busy gal..gt art gt piano gt dance..haiz..my best fren nic also getting further n further from me lo..also dunno wat happen liao..i think he has join wif another grp le ba...haiz..i have say be4 this yr that..i shall nt live under ppl de shadows liao...so now i live in my own life..do de things i want...face the probs i need to face...this yr is different..i cannot makes myself entertain wif all de going out n stuffs le...n moreover de s**king sch forbid us to wear sch uni after sch to cp or other shopping malls..think we will steal or turn bad..lame lo...suan le..my sch is like that de...then hor..is like back to today...msn ah..dun1 to say liao..is like that whole lists of frens i 1 to chat..so i start asking thm to chat..but end up they late reply ba..but is like haiz...suan le...no 1 cares abt me...really 1 to die..haiz...maybe cry will feel better..haiz..but is like hengw sends me de photos brings my mood up..now typing i down to bottom liao..so sad..haiz...who can save me..no 1 will willing to save me except myself ba...popular so wat...hv frens so wat...hv gal so wat...hv gor so wat...haiz..i really wonder hv i make de correct path of making de right choice of frens...haiz..

boring..choir

very long time nv blog le...dun feel like blogging also...nth much to say...hhagha...no want bothers also...haha..sians...tis few wks nth to do..but to focus on choir..really a choir boy...i wish i could devote all my strength to studies 1st..is like my studies had been deprove from bad to worst liao lo...haiz...really dun feel like going anym choir...although there are many frens thr...here i name some ah...got cute zuming..tall n big de zhaolun(james)..always smiles de steven..cool cool de kevin..laugh de siao de felicia..beauty claudia n hengwai..cool cool de yuwei..army boy(opps..forgt his name).. shuai shuai de gaven..n choil choil de sheena.. like to gay wif me de samuel.. always sing de xiao wei..cute cute de walter..always bully me de eric..pervertic de zhaoxiang..talk very loud de kweepeng..tiny guy jianyong..unique hairstyle de jason..like to talk de crystal...like modern dance de clarrisa..like to sing english songs de sengyap..thin thin de winnie..n many many more...can't name all..or else de blog will be fill wif names..haha...

be truthful i really like nv choir..although there many negative comments from my frens abt choir..but i still like to sing..like to dance..especially..whr the whole rm is fill wif the ppl u 1 to be wif de..then dance de same song..n style..n laugh n laugh..really fun lo...love that moments...it is like very long since aug ndp 05 liao..but today i really enjoy ..haha...in that ava rm..hehez..dance dao xiao ha ha

chinatown

wah..almost 2wks nv blog lo...coz somehow can't get into blogger...okay..today topic ah..is abt...anyw i also dunno whr to start...haha...ytd(21/1/06) wah..go to chinatown wif mum to buy CNY goodies n clothes...hahaha...very fun...although rain...buy many many bags...n i bought myself a pair of blue jeans at hangten@cp...n 2 checker-shirts at chinatown "CK"...haha...ya...n me wait 4 my mum to shop her stuffs...haha...seeing so many pps come in to shop or 4 "shelter"...hhaha...yup...although me gt a bit mood swings...angry at mum dunno y la...maybe is search de whole hawker centre but found nth to buy hm ba...hai...she n me search de whole centre..found the stall but wah long quenue so decided nt to buy...then me muscles still aching coz fri PE...do that squats...20x in a row...wah....now climb stairs still pain pain...dunno tml how to climb de sch de stairs...haha...then buy de CNY deco...wah..really a lot pps...before rain...wah...u push me..i push u....so "fun"..haha...jk...haiz...then today wah 6am wake up to pei my whole family go buy CNY food ingreadients...4 reunion dinner n "CNY NO2 DAY lunch"...haha...wah..again the AMK market is so crowded lo..wif so many pps around...squeezing here n thr...carry bags n bags of vege fishes..prawns...etcs...thru n fore to my dad car...wah....btw 6+ de winds is really cold n great...on the car...window..wah..u can even shoot de shampoo ad here leh..haha..but i dun hv long hair la...n guys can't shoot those..haha....car's de ads can..haha..anyw...gt many many hws need to complete lo..bye ...

take it or leave it

haha...i still left abt 20mins be4 de tvshow starts...again abt my gors de la...haha..my 2nd gor is abit sad coz he miss de friday nite...haiz..so ytd de 3hrs at midnite..i chat wif him..men's talk..haha..try to lighten his sprits up...haha...haiz...back to me..wish i could be...haha...i think i am quite tall liao...but abit fat..haha..if could...erm..can't think of any...slimmer can liao..haha..anyw nobody can be prefect de...wah..bd present got jay chou de live cd...wah..so nice...love songs sia..sort of begin to like to hear jay songs liao...cool cool de...so gd..i promise myself i 1 to be cool whn i get over wif o's...haaha...inner part ah...i wish i could change...dun1 to be that softhearted...can easily shuai(3) dao anothers...haha..so i will nt stuck in this like now..again liao...so dificult to push away de love i dun feel like having..n go to the love i like...somthing that is very nature..nth de...pure pure de...nt mix de...haha..wish...i could..hhaaha..aiya..suan le..let it be ba..if still like that..i think i need to leave her liao..too bad..is nt i dun like her..is like..i can't..really can't...really..:'(...i dun wish to force myself...love can't be force..really..wish heaven can give me a choice...haha...change my face suan le...haha...jkjk..dun wish to face this prob..hate myself...really..if i can change..i definitly will..n i think i won't will be given a choice to change ba...haha...sec4 liao...really really...can't be slack n lazy liao..is time 4 me to be hardwking n keen on studies le...n that love thingy..leave it thr untill o's over ba....haha..

birthday boy

haha...today is sat...stay at hm do nth...so come here blog lo..hha...coz some private secrets can't share here..so u will see onli a few posts here...haha..thu is my bd..haha..we 6 of us all go k-box to celeb my bd...haha..so happy...but 3 hrs onli...thu nite still gt S.H.E last esponise..so we all rush hm to see mah..then didn't sing much but...very glad that every1 came lo...n "She" also got wish me happy birthday at sch..so coindence...i talk wif de classmates..then turn to left de crowd thr whr they quenue up 4 de lockers re-new..haha..i saw her leh..wah..maybe is fate ba...hhahaha..then she says i still rmb ur bd leh..happy birthday..the saddest pasrt is de last line.."he also wish u happy birthday"...1st line i was shocked..the 2nd line i was happy...the 3rd i was sad...wah..rollar coaster sia..but i sort of feel alrite after that liao lo..haha..1st time can get back to normal..maybe got another gal i feel admire ba...haha...she is no..another than...haha...she can plays magic n she can sort of makes my wishes came true..wahaha...she is another gal that makes my life happy...haha...n ur all shld noe who is the 1st 1...haha...bei ai n ai ren..i really dunno wat to do...i am trap in the past n present n future...haha...sort of...haha...i really dunno wat can i do..n the purpose 4 me write here is to nt let my mei noe..haha...coz onli a few viewers here onli mah..hha...maybe is still great to be her gor..as she is always "gor here..gor there" de..haha..n she smilez very nice...haha...fine lady sia..hah...but we like separate ways leh...she keen into arts n dance..mi is keen to music n tv...haha...but we hv a 1 common char. both like to slp n our results are all bad n poor...wahahaha....anyw...i sort of can start to chat wif ex le...so great..at least we stil frens ma...now i then start to realise yuan lai i got so many differences wif her..so is like...better to cut it then to hold it...now she got liao..n i no need to worry 4 her..as she gt better security n he is a great guy ah....she shld treasure it...haha...